Zijin took a shower in the bathroom, wiped her hair half-dry, and rubbed some body lotion, and she didn't plan to go out again, so she put on a set of pajamas, and after she finished taking care of it, she looked at herself in the mirror.

Bright eyes and bright teeth, because of the relationship between the bath just now, the whole person is refreshed, but no matter what, it still can't hide the worries between her eyebrows.

Her hand couldn't help but cover her lower abdomen, here...... There is another crystallization of his and her love, she is pregnant, she is pregnant......

She kept repeating these four words in her mind, telling herself that she actually wanted to tell the man outside.

He's going to be happy, right?

Definitely, she never doubted his intentions for herself, if he had a child, he must be happy, she could imagine that he was holding herself, and he was full of energy. In fact, I have seen him busy going in and out every day recently, if he doesn't accompany him, most of them are in the study, although she doesn't know what he's doing, but she knows that he must have something tricky.

It's just that her mind has been on her mother lately, and she hasn't asked him anything.

…………

Zijin exhaled softly, her hands were clockwise, gently rubbing her flat lower abdomen, her eyes became extremely soft in an instant, but the words she muttered in her mouth were full of self-blame, "Baby, you say, is Mom sorry for Dad?" I don't care enough about him, do I? I'm selfish too, right? ”

“…………”

"But...... That's your grandmother, it's your mother's mother, you say, what is the best thing for your mother? ”

“…………”

The bedroom was empty, there was no response from the two, Zijin felt that he was really stupid, how long was the child? 2 months is not enough, where can I hear her words?

Probably she was really at a loss.

A person didn't know how long he had been standing, and he looked at the mirror at the end, slowly relaxing his expression, and the corners of his mouth barely raised for a moment, Zijin suddenly thought of something, his face turned pale suddenly, and he quickly turned around and rushed out of the bedroom door.

…………

Her handbag was still in the living room, and there were two reports she brought out from the hospital, Zijin hadn't figured out what to do yet, so she subconsciously didn't want Gu Yan to know the way, because he knew the way, and she only had one way to go.

The bedroom door slammed, and when Zijin ran out, she found that there was a familiar fragrance wafting from the entire living room, which was the noodles Gu Yanshen made for herself, and she often ate them, so she was already so familiar with this taste.

Soon, however, she could smell the smell of tobacco in the smell of the food.

As soon as Zijin turned her eyes, she saw the man sitting on the sofa, and from her angle, she could only see Gu Yanshen's back and the cold and hard back of his head.

I don't know if Lu Dao is because she has something hidden in her heart, so she instinctively has a little weakness.

Was it her delusion?

For what reason, she would feel that at this moment, Gu Yanshen exuded a kind of anger all over his body, even if he didn't see his deep eyes, Zijin could still feel that kind of yin owl. She paused subconsciously, put her hands on her chest stiffly, and for the first time when he turned his back to her, she actually stopped.

Sometimes, people really can't lie or hide, especially those who care too much about themselves.

Zijin felt that his own kind of Taoism was even more inadequate.

…………

"Aren't you hungry? Standing there and smelling the fragrance of the face, can you be full? ”

Gu Yanshen suddenly spoke, his voice was as low as ever, and he couldn't hear much emotional ups and downs, Zijin pursed his lips, took two deep breaths, and then raised his feet and walked towards him.

She really wanted to relax herself completely, but in fact, it was only a few steps away, but she felt that she was walking very hard, and finally stood behind him, watching him smoke lazily, Zijin remembered something, and then said, "...... Hikoshen, why are you smoking again? ”

"Huh?"

As if he hadn't heard clearly, Gu Yanshen turned his face sideways, his eyes slightly narrowed by smoke, and glanced at her, "What?" ”

“…… I said, why are you smoking again? Didn't I tell you to smoke less? ”

If it was usual, she would have reached out to smoke the cigarette between his fingers, and today I don't know why, I always feel very weak, after finishing speaking, she bypassed the sofa and sat opposite him, she picked up the chopsticks, but her eyes fell on the handbag placed on the other end of the sofa, as if the zipper had not been opened, then Gu Yanshen should not have seen it.

Also, he doesn't usually have a hobby of looking through her bags, so what is he going to do when he goes to look at his bags for no reason?

Zijin felt that she was too nervous, she tightened the chopsticks in her hand, and took a bite of noodles, but she felt a little soft, probably after a long time, she said vaguely, "Yanshen, stop smoking." ”

Gu Yanshen stood up, "After eating the noodles, I'll go to the balcony to smoke." ”

“…………”

She watched his tall back and walked to the balcony, didn't think much about it, ate the noodles with a stuffy head, didn't forget to pat her lower abdomen, and said silently in her heart - baby, is your father's craftsmanship very good?

She cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, shook her hands, walked out of the kitchen, and found that Gu Yanshen was still on the balcony.

The night was thick, and the man's posture was a little casual, leaning on the railing of the balcony, holding a cigarette in one hand and a trouser pocket in the other.

Zijin didn't want to see Gu Yanshen like this, as if he was immersed in his own world, and he couldn't even pull her out, she took a deep breath, raised her feet and walked towards the balcony.

"Hikodeep ......"

"Finished eating?"

Gu Yanshen crushed the cigarette butt in his hand and threw it into the ashtray that he took out on the side, Zijin took two steps over, always feeling that he looked a little different at this moment, she endured it, but still didn't hold back, and asked cautiously: "Is there something wrong?" Are you in a bad mood? ”

The man was a head and a half taller than her, and when the two of them stood together, he looked at her, looking down, usually Zijin never felt that such a gaze would make her oppressive, but today, she just felt that the light in this man's eyes was a little sharp, although he was trying his best to suppress it, but she could still feel that Zijin's heart moved slightly, and when she saw that he didn't speak, she just looked at herself for a moment.

“…… Hikoshen, are you—Is there something wrong with you? What are you looking at me like that? ”

"I thought you had something to tell me."

He finally spoke, probably because of smoking, his voice was a little hoarse, and Zijin opened his mouth, "...... I? What's the matter with me? ”

"Well, Zijin, do you remember what I said to you when I came back from Japan?"

He suddenly changed the subject, Zijin was a little confused, his red lips moved, and he frowned, "You and I talk so much every day, when Japan comes back...... What did you say to me? ”

She was actually a little flustered in her heart, Gu Yanshen would never be like this when she was usually facing her, she felt that now, Gu Yanshen's eyes looking at her revealed a kind of unfathomable profundity that made her elusive.

She suddenly felt sad.

In fact, it has always been him who wants to let him see the real him, so that she can get in touch with the real him.

If he doesn't want to, he wants you to not be able to see through him, and it's just his thoughts.

"Hikodeep ......"

"I hope you don't lie to me, you can tell me anything, because I want you to believe that there are many things in this world that you can't solve, I want to help you solve them, you are my woman, do you remember?"

Zijin is not really ignorant, today she originally felt that Gu Yanshen was very abnormal, and when she heard him throw out such a few words, she already realized that there must be something going on tonight, otherwise he would not suddenly become like this.

Taking a deep breath, Zijin pursed his lips, and then opened his mouth, "Yan Shen, if you have anything, you can tell me directly, don't do this, you know the way, even if I am a smart person to others, but in front of you, I will never guess your thoughts, the more you raise your posture like this, the more I can't hook up, I feel uncomfortable, I ......"

"Have you ever thought about my heart?"

Gu Yanshen reached out and pressed her shoulder blades, the man's deep voice finally brought out a bit of cold emotion, Zijin raised her head suddenly, the pain from her shoulder blades made her brow subconsciously, she didn't speak yet, Gu Yanshen continued to ask coldly: "Shen Zijin, I'm not good enough for you, am I?" You won't tell me anything, you have to hide everything from me? What did I ask you to do, you just didn't listen, and you still have to joke with your own body? ”

Zijin, "............"

“…… Hikoshen, you ...... What are you talking about? ”

"You're trying to hide it from me?"

Gu Yanshen has been suppressing this anger, he doesn't want to be angry at Shen Zijin the most, but who can understand the pain in his heart?

Before she left without saying a word, she left a letter for herself, and went to Japan, he didn't worry about her for a minute, but he still had to take into account her thoughts, and he endured it for a whole month before going to Japan to find her.

At that time, she said to herself softly and softly said sorry, he was finally reluctant to throw his face at her, in fact, where would he be her opponent? She is her own nemesis, what she says, what she does, and when will he disagree?

But when he saw the report just now, he was really angry.

The second time, and again!

She said that she would tell herself anything in the future, why did she hide it from herself this time? This is not the worst, he can understand her anxiety and worry about her biological mother, but when he saw the matching words, his heart twitched violently, his heart and liver baby, losing a hair, he would be distressed, if he really wanted her to remove a device in his body. Official, how can he give up?

But it's really not the worst.

The worst thing is - he saw the second report.

The fit fit underneath was stacked with another report of a confirmed pregnancy.

…………

He really can't describe the mood at that time, and now when he thinks about it, he feels "thrilling", really thrilling.

She's pregnant, she's pregnant.

He pinched the report and looked at it word by word, for fear that he was dreaming, or that he was reading it wrong, which was not in line with his Gu Yanshen's behavior, but he took the trouble to do it 3 times, it was true, really, his baby was really pregnant.

The pain of losing her first child was struck by the joy of an accident.

…………

But this joy came so fiercely, and in less than 2 minutes, he felt like he was being drunk in the face, and if she was pregnant, shouldn't she tell herself as soon as she came in? Pregnancy, what could be more important than pregnancy? But when these two reports are stacked together, they have already ruthlessly and cruelly told him another truth!

She didn't even plan to tell herself!

Is she going to secretly donate a kidney to Tao Wantian without telling herself?

Even if she already has her own little baby, she doesn't care?

He could understand her thoughts for her mother, but had she ever thought about her position? She still has a child in her belly, and she is hiding it from herself, is she ready for surgery?

…………

This kind of thought is like a tide. Like water, he pounced on him fiercely, and he exuded a bloodthirsty anger all over his body, and at last he remained silent, put the report back in her bag, and then sat in the living room and smoked quietly, at this time, only the smell of nicotine could slightly relieve the anger in his body.

He waited, he had been waiting, giving her space, letting her finish the noodles, and when she finished eating the noodles, she came over, and he was still thinking, should she tell herself?

…………

He is actually really a very tolerant person, nothing is anything, anyone can make him mess up, but he also admits that Shen Zijin is his nemesis.

So he still didn't hold back, but he just didn't pierce the last layer of window paper, and he still thought at this moment, as long as she told him in person.

What could he not forgive her?

All she had to do was tell herself......

When Zijin heard him say "You still want to hide it from me", she already realized that the situation was not good, and she knew that he must have known something, but he didn't say anything, but she was a little drumming in her heart.

Pregnancy matters, and there are matching things......

She didn't know if he knew all about it? Still is...... What did he hear? Or is it......

Her mind was chaotic, and she had all kinds of thoughts, but Zijin didn't know what she was thinking, what she was thinking now was simply the performance of a turtle with a shrunken head, she still had a fluke mentality, she still felt that maybe Gu Yanshen didn't know anything, maybe he said something else.

“…… I, what am I hiding from you? Yan Shen, don't be like this, I don't know what to do, I ......"

Her flickering appearance made Gu Yanshen's delicate facial features cold in an instant, he would never face her with his most cold-blooded side, but at this moment, it was like a demon, the whole person seemed to be a devil from hell ninefold, and with a backhand push, he pushed her on the sliding door, the man's long body pressed down heavily, but his eyes were full of pain.

"You don't know what to do? Shen Zijin, you are really ...... Never took my word to heart, did it? You never had to think about my feelings? Do whatever you want? I asked you to wait, but you secretly did the matching without me, you are pregnant, but you still refuse to tell me, you say, is it that I don't find out, are you going to take my Gu Yanshen's seed to donate a kidney to your mother? ”

Zijin's eyes widened, and he struggled to speak, "...... You—Do you know the truth? No, you listen to me, I'm not ......"

"Shut up!"

Gu Yanshen roared in a low voice, he was like an out-of-control beast, his eyes were red with anger, "What explanation do you give me?" It's me who has been regressing, I've always been unprincipled with you, and I've cultivated such a temper for you, right? What's the matter, you give me your own opinion, what do you think you are? You went to Japan without saying goodbye before, didn't I go to Japan to bring you back? Do you really think you can do everything right yourself? Now you're going to donate a kidney to your mother without telling me, have you considered my feelings? Even if I understand you again, can you think about it for our children? Do you think you should? Why don't you tell me anything? Have we been through so much between us that we are not as good as your mother? you. Do you have a heart? You damn woman! ”

“…………”

Gu Yanshen spoke to her, always softly, he would not yell and scold himself like this. But now, he pressed his shoulders so fiercely, yelled at himself so fiercely, and ...... so fiercely

Her eyes soon turned red, tears were like pearls with broken threads, crawling all over her face, her vision was blurred, her throat and eyes were like a fly, she was uncomfortable, and her heart was sullen.

She knew he would be angry, but she didn't expect him to say such a thing.

What is the name, they are not as good as her mother, do they have to choose one of the two between love and family affection?

If the person lying on *. today was his mother, would he be able to remain indifferent? She admits that in this matter, she is indeed the one who is at fault, but why does he have to look at himself like this?

Isn't he selfish?

If she really only cares about her mother ruthlessly, and doesn't care about his feelings at all, after getting the report of the match, she doesn't need to think about anything else at all, she can decisively choose to have surgery, the human body is missing a kidney, and she will not die. But she still hesitated, there were some things, she had nowhere to find someone to tell, but what kind of mentality she was, she knew very well in her heart.

When she saw the word "match", even if she didn't know that she was pregnant, she hesitated, and her hesitation was just because of the man she also loved deeply.

But now, when he came here, her concealment gave him the feeling that he just took his family affection too seriously, and he even scolded himself.

Zijin bit her lip tightly, reached out and touched the tears on her face, but found that the more she wiped it, she lowered her eyes, squeezed her hands tightly, and after a long sound, she lowered her voice and whispered: "...... That's how you see me, I left you once, just for my parents, I'm hiding it from you now, and it's just to donate a kidney to my mother, I never thought about your feelings? ”

“…… Then you were entangled in lawsuits at the beginning, you don't know how much you know, how afraid am I that something will happen to you? I didn't just go to Japan for my parents, I also had a part of the reason because of you! ”

Gu Yanshen sneered angrily, "For me? I don't need you to make such a big sacrifice, you are my woman, you just hide behind me every day, I told you, I can solve it, you don't believe in my ability? You'd rather believe in a brave and unscrupulous Japanese fool, and you don't believe me, what are you saying now for me? ”

Zijin's eyes widened in disbelief, but she found that everything in front of her was blurry, she couldn't see this man clearly, and called his name in a trembling voice, "Gu Yanshen!" ”

"Everything I did for you is superfluous, you are so capable, so why don't you help my mother find a kidney source? If there is a suitable kidney source for her, why should I do it? Do you think I want to? If I really didn't think about your feelings at all, I might be in the operating room right now, do you think I'm going to take the report and let you find out and let you do this to me again? ”

The anger of the two was completely provoked, Zijin's temperament actually revealed a kind of stubbornness, and the starting point of the two of them now is not at the same point at all, the more they talk about it, the more fierce it is.

When I got to the end, I just wanted to vent all the dissatisfaction in my heart, and I didn't care how hurtful what I said.

"Gu Yanshen, I didn't expect you to be so selfish, in order to have a complete me, you let me watch my mother die alive! The person lying on the *. today is your mother, and the person with kidney failure today is your mother, can I also drag you and let you turn a blind eye to my affection? ”

"Shen Zijin ——!"

Gu Yanshen was furious, his clenched hand suddenly stretched out, Zijin's eyes widened, and he watched in disbelief as his palm fell less than 1 cm from his cheek, she paused, she was stunned for 5 seconds, and then smiled.

"Gu Yanshen, do you want to hit me?"

Some relatives keep saying that Zijin is too stupid, what is it not worth exchanging your life for life, you can express your feelings and opinions, but you can't say Zijin so unfairly, right? Although this is a novel, the heroine's last decision is also the author's decision, but when telling a story, the experience is important, isn't it? I don't dare to say how well I write, I just want you to know that this is family affection, although novels are higher than life, they also come from life, right? So I hope you can look at the heroine's thinking with a normal heart, one is your own biological mother, she turns a blind eye, for you is what a smart person should do? I'm afraid you'll all call her a beast then. It's not as good as life, right? Therefore, everyone is still calm, and the process is even more important because of the important result! Momda