Chapter 221: Retrograde forgetfulness
"Senior sister, no matter how much you 'please God' like this, it will be in vain." Zhang Xuan looked at his senior sister Zhang Xuanji disapprovingly. "Since Tianliang is so alive in the sky, what are you always thinking about recruiting her to the lower realm?"
Zhang Xuanji was wearing a magic robe, holding a star and moon banner in her hand, and leaned weakly on the star pillar of the stargazing platform.
Unlike a few years ago, Zhang Xuanji, who was originally like a woman in her thirties, now has gray hair, and even wrinkles have climbed into the corners of her eyes.
It's getting old so fast in a few years, and it's hard to believe that it's a natural thing.
"Senior brother, I'm different from you, you are detached, even Nedan has already become, naturally you can see everything through. What you seek is the 'path of ascension', but what I cultivate is the 'path of breakability'. Now that I have broken through the heavens, I am about to turn the mountains and rivers upside down, and the lives will be ruined, so that I can't do it. Zhang Xuanji unfurled the stars and moon flags and looked at the sky bitterly.
"Tomorrow the beam is still there, why did it become such a celestial phenomenon?"
"Master doesn't even care about you." Zhang Xuan sighed. "I said how can the emperor let you go back to the mountain. It turns out that you told the emperor that you want to renew his life? โ
"I want to continue the emperor's life, not Chu Rui's life." Zhang Xuanji shook his head, "Chu Rui's limit is approaching, even if the immortals descend to earth, they will not be able to return to the sky." The Great Chu Qi is not exhausted, but the new Emperor Star is still nowhere to be seen, and all these abnormalities must be related to the wrong Tianliang. I want to ask the Heavenly Monarch to answer my questions, what's wrong? โ
"That can't be." Zhang Xuan was slightly shocked. "The phoenix's destiny is out, and the emperor's destiny has existed. How could there be no Emperor Star? โ
"You saw the phoenix's life?" Zhang Xuanji grabbed his junior brother's shoulder, "Where?" Whence? โ
"Senior sister, you have gone astray." Zhang Xuan gently brushed Zhang Xuanji's hand away.
"The Heavenly Monarch once told me that the calamities of mortals must be solved by mortals themselves. When I was in the Jiangnan disaster, I always thought that the Heavenly Monarch had hinted at me that there would be immortals who would come down to save the world. But later, I realized that no gods would come down to earth. โ
"But mortals can be immortals, and mortals can do things that only immortals can do. Does everything really have to be saved by heaven? Can't mortals be divine? โ
"It doesn't matter if the Emperor Star falls, or if there is no Emperor Star, even if it is a misery, it will be * after all. And the balance of the Heavenly Dao, since it is *, there will be people who set things right. Whether the stars return to their positions or the stars are useless, it is all providence. โ
Zhang Xuan bowed to his senior sister.
"I hope that Senior Sister will be able to break this truth as soon as possible and find her true heart."
"I can't do it, junior brother." Zhang Xuanji's heavy pupils looked more and more bewitching at this moment.
"I've been able to see through the stars since I was a governor, and I didn't reach my full age until I was over fifty. Now I am willing to die as a martyr in exchange for peace in the world, all this can be done by summoning the Heavenly Monarch down to the mortal world. To be able to accomplish supreme merit with my own body is a great cause of the past and the present, so why should you stop it? โ
"You haven't seen through the stars, and you don't know why you're cultivating the merits of the path. Tianliang gives the world a spirit, not a physical help. The spirit is immortal, and it is immortal with the beams of heaven. When it comes to that point, the stars will play their part. She is just a shadow star, and if she really wants to save the world, it is up to mortals to do it themselves. โ
"I can't bet." Tears flowed from Zhang Xuanji's eyes, "Time is running out." โ
Zhang Xuan sighed and looked at his senior sister's hair.
Why bother to exchange life expectancy for slim hope?
Can we only put all our hopes on the "Mandate of Heaven"?
"Senior brother, can't you help me? The Heavenly Monarch is using your true essence as a trick, and he should also have some feelings. If you would also help me to 'please God'......"
"I'll go see her, but not in this way." Zhang Xuan looked at the gradually whitening skyline, "I practiced "Xuan Miao" and entered the Tao, "Dragon and Tiger Sutra" is a great achievement, and now Neidan has also practiced, and I can see the gate of the avenue, and I can go to see her in the future." Since she knows that she is Tianliang Xingjun, he will step into the immortal gate and ask all the way. โ
Zhang Xuanji looked at the junior brother who was wearing a white robe with a determined face, and suddenly remembered a sentence.
The Tao is different, and they do not conspire with each other.
Maybe only a person like Zhang Xuan can "attain the Tao".
Zhang Xuan looked at the sky.
He has to breathe out his true qi on the top of Longhu Mountain every morning, if it has turned white today, he has tried to persuade his senior sister to no avail, and he will not delay his cultivation here.
Zhang Xuanji watched his junior brother walk lightly towards the higher peak, and couldn't help but clench the Xingyue Banner in his hand.
There are 3,000 people in the entire Dragon and Tiger Mountain, and not one of them supports her approach.
Her "please God" that she started at midnight yesterday has not made any movement until dawn today. Although the cost is huge, she won't just admit it.
When she recovers, please do it again!
N City, X University Affiliated Children's Hospital.
Gu Qing was crooked on the hospital bed, holding back the dizziness that kept appearing, and listened blankly to the mother beside her talking about the causes and consequences of her coma.
She remembered that she was dead. On the small bed in the Xinguo Mansion, because he heard Zhang Xuan's assurance, he finally breathed a sigh of relief, and as soon as he was relieved, he died.
And then she showed up on this bed.
How did her mother say that she was almost saved from overwork half a month ago, and then met the patient's family members to make trouble, and was smashed by a desk lamp because she saved an intern doctor?
Is it DAI?
Did she have a severe diffuse brain injury?
"So, so many pennants and flowers are for me?" Gu Qing was dumbfounded, and pointed to a group of security guards standing outside the custody room. "Those security guards are also standing there to stop trespassing reporters?"
"It's wow!" The optimistic Gu's mother was terrified when she thought of her daughter lying unconscious in the intensive care unit. "There are also reporters who secretly wore doctor's clothes and ran in to take pictures without the consent of the hospital!"
"Uh......"
"Doctors can't do it now. Do you know what the couple did to hit you? Their child had acute myocarditis a few months earlier, and it was severe myocarditis with cardiogenic shock, and he could die at any time. They don't have health insurance, and every time a child goes into shock, they need first aid, which costs a lot of money. After a long time, I spent all the money in the family, and I owed a lot of debts outside...... "Gu's mother was embarrassed when she talked about this, "This child is also pitiful, he has such a problem, and his attacks are becoming more and more frequent." Some doctors advised the couple not to treat the child anymore, and the child could go away at any time. โ
"The couple owed too much debt outside, and then they thought of a way to run to the provincial capital and find a way to get the child to the hospital. They were originally thinking that as soon as the child died, they would find a way to make things bigger and get a sum of money to pay off the debt. As a result, the provincial city is different from theirs, there is no transfer certificate and no one will accept such a serious patient, this couple couldn't think about the child when he was going to die, and then ran into walls everywhere, and suddenly went down the wrong path......"
Not long after Gu Qing regained consciousness, her whole head was groggy, and when she heard her mother say a lot, her brain was a little deprived of oxygen, and her eyes couldn't open.
So that's the case, I can't get by......
But did they think about the feelings of the children in doing so? Use this dishonorable death to draw a break in his short life?
"Kid...... Is there something wrong with the child? โ
Gu Qing pulled the oxygen mask next to the bed and skillfully opened the oxygen valve.
Anyway, it's all supplied free of charge by the hospital, so there's no need to use it in vain.
Although she is a doctor, she has never enjoyed such luxurious medical care.
Deluxe single room with escort room!
"That kid is also pitiful. After the media exposed, the child was left in your hospital. Professor Liu of the Department of Cardiac Surgery said that if it was a total artificial heart or an arterial heart transplant, he might be able to survive, but now he can only be treated first. The child's parents have been administratively detained, hey, it's really ......" Gu's mother was very angry at the viciousness of the couple, but she felt that this child's child was so pitiful that she couldn't even say scolding words.
It seems that the media is still somewhat useful.
Gu Qing nodded slightly, indicating that he knew what he had said.
"Senior sister, are you feeling better?" Dr. Xiao Wang, who was interning in the outpatient clinic, followed several doctors who made rounds into the ward. Due to the damage to the back of the head, the hospital was worried that Gu Qing would have intracranial hemorrhage, so it did not move her casually, but left her in the hospital and transferred her to the expert consultation of the brother hospital X University Affiliated Hospital.
"The recovery is not too good. But the impaired consciousness is already showing signs of improvement. Although he left the intensive care unit, he still needed to continue observation, and it was normal for DAI to develop encephalitis or complications afterwards. You will need to be hospitalized for at least a month before you can continue to walk around. The patient may fall into a coma or shallow coma at any time, if it appears, do not panic, as long as the physiological indicators do not drop significantly, this is normal. โ
The expert invited by the Children's Hospital of X University to treat Gu Qing is a neurosurgical elite who has just been invited from Massachusetts General Hospital in the United States to provide technical guidance.
"The little girl looks soft and weak, but she is braver than men, are you interested in coming to our X University Affiliated Hospital? Our pediatrics was also very good......"
Another male doctor from the Department of Internal Medicine of the University of X came to consult him, ignoring Xiao Wang being next to him, โกโก naked poaching.
I'm really embarrassed, I'm not as brave as a woman!
Xiao Wang, who had just graduated from college, rolled his eyes at the sky where no one was.
Gu's mother is naturally very happy that her daughter has been appreciated by others, but now there is a more serious problem.
"Doctor, my daughter doesn't remember how she fell into a coma. She couldn't even remember that she was overworked and almost died half a month ago. Will you remember it in the future? โ
"Hey, do you have retrograde forgetfulness?" The neurosurgeon blinked in amusement, "Don't remember anything?" โ
Gu Qing shook his head.
She only remembered that she couldn't move, and then she heard Mama Hua scream in mourning.
I'm here on my own.
"Retrograde forgetfulness is the more recent things you have, the less you can remember. Nothing was wrong with the past. It's not a good memory anyway, and maybe it's a good thing to forget. You may or may not remember it later. Seeing Gu's mother's nervous appearance, the doctor from the University of X University comforted her in a low voice, "The brain is a very complex organ. If there is no life-threatening situation, it is already a blessing that forgetfulness occurs. โ
Although Gu's mother had long known from her daughter that it might be retrograde forgetfulness, she was relieved that there was no big problem after listening to the expert.
"Then again, it's just a pediatric hospital, can it be so tired that it almost dies suddenly?" The neurosurgeon is only Chinese, who grew up in the United States and has just arrived in China.
Because there is a prescribed number of foreign doctors to see every day, and the duty system is also very strict, he did not expect that a pediatric hospital would make doctors almost die of exhaustion.
"It was an accident! It's been more than we've been overwhelmed for a while! The director of X University Children's Hospital pushed open the door and entered Gu Qing's ward.
He came from home after learning that Gu Qing was sober.
Thanks to Gu Qing, now X University Pediatric Hospital has been on the news headlines of N University for a week.
If she did become vegetative or die in the hospital, their hospital's prestige would have fallen to an unprecedented low. Now that the hospital actually let the female doctor take the knife, netizens are about to scold them that there is no man in the hospital!
"Gu Qing, how are you. Do you feel ......" Dean Liu's words stuck in his throat.
Because Gu Qing fell asleep again.
Gu Qing found himself in a strange place.
Everyone came and went, dressed in new clothes and smiling faces.
Strangely, everyone turned a blind eye to her, as if it was a very normal thing for her to stand in the middle of the courtyard in a hospital gown.
Two other girls walked past her with a smile and a smile, without even squinting their eyes.
Except for knowing that Lu Dao himself was in ancient times, Gu Qing didn't know where Lu Dao was at all.
Is she wearing it again?
Is it Da Chu, Da Song, or Da Tang this time?
"Aunt Youkai, are you here again? Why are you dressed so strangely? The little boy in red tugged at the hem of her clothes, "Did grandma call you to see my brother?" โ
Did grandma make the fairy method make the sister-in-law look good!
"Uh...... Who are you, little friend? Gu Qing scratched his head. Why do you call me a monster? โ
Thankfully, it wasn't her who had the problem, it was someone else's weird!
At least this kid is ignoring her!
"Aunt Youkai, did you hit your head on the ground first and broke your brain?" Li Mei showed a pity expression. "I'm Li Mei!"
Grandma, can you not send this unreliable aunt every time!
I must have forgotten all the tasks assigned by my grandmother!
"Impossible!" Gu Qing jumped up, "My dear relatives don't look like this!" What kind of similarity do you have with Li Mao! โ
"Even the words are the same...... Li Mei shrugged, "Do you want to repeat such a stupid conversation?" โ
"Huh?"
Li Mei patted Gu Qing's stomach. "You go bump into that maid and see!"
"Why am I going to hit that maid?" Gu Qing showed an expression of "your brain is broken".
"There must be a reason why I let you hit it......" Li Mei shook his head, "That's it, let's do it." โ
Li Mei spotted a passing subordinate and pushed Gu Qing forward.
Gu Qing only felt a strong force coming from behind him, and then involuntarily took a few steps forward, and hit a subordinate with a colored ball in his hand.
"Ahhhh Get out of the way! Ahhh โ
Gu Qing waved his hands and ......
Walked through?
"I ...... Am I dead? Gu Qing looked at his hands and took a hard bite.
Li Mei let out a painful "hiss".
This monster is so cute, I have to bite myself every time.
"You're not dead...... Doesn't it hurt? Gu Qing shook his arm. Are the dimensions different? โ
"Youkai God, you've been here once. Why are you so forgetful! Li Mei squatted beside Gu Qing and looked at the monster who went out in a blue and white vertical striped middle coat.
It's really pitiful, last time there was a robe to cover the body, and today I came out in a middle coat.
"Aunt Monster, my eldest brother got married today, can you not dress so 'plain'?" Li Mei touched her clothes curiously. Soft is very soft, but very thick.
"You're a monster, can't you change into a nice dress?"
"Who is a youkai? Even if you are really my granddaughter Li Mei, you can't talk like this! Gu Qing stood up and looked around in surprise.
"Have I been here? I've been sick lately, and I've forgotten a lot. Gu Qing looked at the scene of people coming and going, frowned and asked her: "You are Li Mei, so who is married today?" You call the eldest brother, is it Li Jun who is married? โ
"Cousin Li Jun's children will run away." Li Mei scratched her face, "The little nephew should be brought by Douling's sister-in-law now, right?" My cousin and my brother accompanied my eldest brother to worship their ancestors. It will take a while to come back. โ
"Huh? Li Jun has a baby? Gu Qing looked at the scene of the house covered in red and hanging colors, and suddenly remembered a possibility. Are you saying that today is the day when Li Rui gets married? โ
"It's my eldest brother." Li Mei's face was full of "You are so stupid". "My brother Li Ming is only fifteen this year!"
Hey, it looks like I can't rely on her.
The sister-in-law is not beautiful, so she can only peek by herself.
"What? What the? Married today? Gu Qing paced in the courtyard in a panic. How can you wear it for three years as soon as you wear it? What will I wear? โ
"Could it be that this is Li Rui's new home? Yes, when you get married, you will break up. โ
"I'm rubbing! Rui'er got married today, and I came in a hospital gown! It's so frustrating! โ
"That's right!" Gu Qing bent down, "Do you know where Daoist Zhang Xuan and Daoist Zhang of Longhu Mountain are?" โ
Li Mei nodded.
"Zhilu Dao."
"Oh, my dear, can you not speak so concisely!" Gu Qing couldn't understand why her granddaughter was such a strange character. "Where?"
And call yourself a monster!
Look and when it's over, she won't spank her!
"It's in the front hall." Li Mei said inexplicably. "My brother sent a post to Zhang Daochang, and he arrived in the capital a few days ago. The auspicious time is still made by him. When his brother comes back from worshipping his ancestors, he will accompany his brother Qi and Brother Qiu to the Jin State Mansion to welcome his relatives. โ
"Huh? Zhang Xuan is in the house? Gu Qing's eyes widened.
"Take me to him!"
Li Mei was wearing a little boy's clothes, just so that it was convenient to be able to follow Li Rui to meet and see the bride.
Now it's still early, according to the ceremony, Li Rui first has to go to the ancestors, explaining that he can already spread the branches and leaves, and then after offering incense to the dead relatives, he will go back to his home and set off from his house to welcome his relatives.
There are many relatives in the Jin State Mansion and many female dependents, Qi Shao and they accompanied Li Rui together, in order to block the prestige stick, stop the sedan chair poem, and urge the makeup poem for him, at this time, there are many marriage tricks, and there are fewer people with him, and the door can't be opened.
The male friends accompanying the groom must be unmarried, even the prince next to Li Rui has married the daughter of the Jiang family, Qin Bin and Xiong Ping have also married daughters-in-law, and the most reluctant called his two younger brothers, and then pulled Qi Shao and Qiu Mu together, as well as several colleagues in the East Palace, and later Zhang Xuan came, Zhang Xuan was also an unmarried man, so he invited him to make up the number.
Now that Li Rui has not returned home, Zhang Xuan and the others are naturally waiting in the front hall.
Li Mei took Gu Qing skillfully around Li Rui's new house, and soon arrived at the front hall.
Many men in the front hall stood together talking and laughing, and Gu Qing looked at it, most of them were fresh faces.
Thinking about it, Li Rui has made a lot of new friends in recent years.
"Brother Zhang Xuan!"
Zhang Xuan is nearly thirty years old this year, and he should call his uncle. But Zhang Xuan and Li Rui are friends of the same generation, and they don't look old, so Li Mei keeps calling him brother.
Gu Qing looked at Zhang Xuan who was walking towards her, and was so shocked that she couldn't close her mouth.
This, this, this......
Gu Qing's hands trembled like Parkinson's patients.
Even if he wears a doctor's gown that only modern doctors wear, she can bear it.
The yin and yang face smiling face with four different faces pinned to the chest is also counted, at least it is still a villain!
The branch in that pocket......
Bear with it!
The question is, who will tell her......
What kind of stuff is this chunky heel that Zhang Xuan's feet are stepping on!!!
The author has something to say: the neck is uncomfortable and slightly massaged.
Small Theatre:
Zhang Xuan: It turns out that Tianjun is so tired when he walks like this.
Yes, the Heavenly Monarchs are all soaring clouds, and they shouldn't be tired.