351, the ending (12) - sad and happy dreams, baby Shen, marryme
Gu Yanshen stood up suddenly, the gentleness on his face was no longer there, and the rest was resolute, "Don't say it again, go now, there's no time-"
As he spoke, he pushed Zijin towards the door.
Zijin naturally refused to leave, but she was tied up all day, and her previous spirit was highly tense, and when she was pushed by Gu Yanshen at this time, she even had the strength to struggle, and when she stumbled, she completely fell to the floor.
In fact, it hit a bit hard, because she and Gu Yanshen also quarreled that day, but he went to the UK without saying a word, and then when Gu Huimin came to see her, she also accidentally bumped into the sharp corner on the coffee table, an old wound, and it was poked again, it was really painful, and it hurt so much that her eyes were full of tears.
But no matter how painful it was, she had to struggle to get up, Gu Yanshen looked at the timed explosion tied to her wrist. Two-thirds of the time had passed, and he completely hardened his entire delicate facial features at the moment, and roared viciously at the woman who was getting up from the ground, "Shen Zijin! Didn't you hear me tell you to go? Why are you always so disobedient? I'll let you go! You're going right now! Do you want me to kneel in front of you and beg you to go? β
Zijin stretched out her hand and hugged his legs, crying and shouting, the whole world was dark and blurry, she could only hear her own voice, and it was also hoarse, "Don't ...... No...... Hikoshen, if you really want to die, let me be with you, don't leave me alone, you don't ask me, I beg you, you don't leave me alone......"
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Gu Yan's deep throat knot slid up and down, too many complicated emotions flashed in those yin owl eyes, he looked at the time on his wrist that kept going backwards, there had never been such a desperate moment, he really felt that maybe this time, there was really no way out.
But for him, he won't let her die with him no matter what, if he has to die alone, then that person, he also hopes that it is himself.
ββ¦β¦ Zijin. β
He was calling her name, but his eyes flashed, and he just saw the figure running over at the door of the apartment, he remained silent, reached out and grabbed her cheek, and gently helped her wipe away her tears, he approached her, kissed her lips, pressed her lips, and whispered: "I'm sorry, Zijin, I love you." β
Then with a strong hand, it hit the back of her neck hard, Zijin only felt that her eyes were dark, and the moment she completely fainted, her dry red lips squirmed, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end, she was still controlled by the feeling of dizziness and all her senses, her eyes closed, and her body fell down on her stomach.
When Qiao Jinglian ran up, she happened to see such a scene.
"Take the people away, hurry up!"
Gu Yanshen hugged Zijin and sent it to Qiao Jinglian's arms, he glanced at the time on his wrist, and his tone of voice was already unprecedentedly anxious, "There is less than 1 minute and 30 seconds to go, Jinglian, you must take Zijin down, hurry up, don't say anything, take her down." β
"So what do you do? This fried. Impeachment ......"
Qiao Jinglian found that at this time, she had become so powerless, a boy like them had always felt that the most that life had given them was probably time and money, they could call for wind and rain, but now they felt that every minute and second was so precious.
"I'll figure it out myself."
Gu Yanshen's voice was low, his deep eyes had never shown too much emotion in front of outsiders, but at this moment, he didn't control himself at all, and looked at Qiao Jinglian's arms almost greedily, the woman who was knocked out by his own hands, this is the woman he wants to accompany for a lifetime.
But now, he really felt sad.
Because he knew that he might have to lose her forever, and she might have lost herself forever when she woke up.
People say that companionship is the most affectionate confession, but he can't give her such a beautiful confession, he can give her really too little.
He tried to control his voice, but his tone was still messed up, "...... Jinglian, no matter what, promise me that she must take good care of her and let her take care of her. β
When Qiao Jinglian heard this, her heart seemed to sink into an endless abyss, and she had thought countless times, how should Gu Yanshen, an existence that disgusted him, make him disappear?
But now, when he suddenly felt that he was really about to disappear, he felt angry, he was almost angry, "Gu Yanshen!" You snatched this woman from me in the first place, and now you let me take care of her? Did you get water in your head? I tell you, it's okay for me to take her away now, but if you don't come out alive, I won't be a decent man, she is my wife, you see, will I try my best to get her back to me! β
He thought, who is Gu Yanshen?
Such an arrogant person, when he touched his hand before, his face changed completely, and now he has said this, is he still willing to do it?
But he smiled at him, Qiao Jinglian suddenly felt a little flustered, Gu Yanshen pressed the door edge with one hand, and before the door of the apartment slowly closed, he said: "That's fine, as long as she lives well, in fact, it doesn't matter what she does, you must take care of her, she is pregnant." β
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The door of the apartment slammed shut, Qiao Jinglian's heart seemed to rise to his throat for a moment, his head was in a mess, but reason told him that he couldn't continue to be stunned here, time was too short, he turned around and ran towards the staircase.
This is an old-style house, and the floor they are on is not too high, but on the 3rd floor, when Qiao Jinglian walked the stairs, it was almost two steps into three steps, because of the long legs, when she just ran out of the apartment building, there was a loud bang behind her, and a certain window on the 3rd floor exploded violently. bombed, and then the alarm sound of the whole building sounded, and the fire was very fierce.
There was a car driving over not far away, it was Su Junyan.
There were several police cars behind him, and when Su Junyan was also in the car, he had already seen the explosion here. Bombed, the car hadn't completely stopped, he had already cursed twice, pushed the car door and jumped out, but he almost fell, and it was not easy to stand firm, he looked at Zijin who was unconscious in Qiao Jinglian's arms, and then looked at Qiao Jinglian, his tone was ruthless, "Why are you alone?" Hikoshen? you. Where's your big brother?! β
Qiao Jinglian's voice was already trembling, and he reached out and stuffed Zijin to Su Junyan, "...... IβI'm going to see. β
"Damn! What's going on?! β
Su Junyan cursed twice, looked at the woman in his arms, he still turned around and hugged into the car, such a serious thing happened here, and soon the nearby fire trucks had already come over, he only ordered his driver to send Zijin to the hospital first, and probably knew what happened to Lu Dao, Gu Yanshen has not come down yet, he will definitely not leave.
He took off his coat, threw it in the car, and ran with it.
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Zijin had a dream.
In fact, the dream was full of memories of her and Gu Yanshen, but I didn't know what Lu Dao was, obviously watching him smile at herself, she felt uncomfortable, and wanted to shed tears, that kind of sad feeling, stuffed her heart as if it was blocked, and it was an indescribable taste.
Over and over again, it was all about what they had done when they were together before, and then she dreamed that he proposed to her.
In a place full of high-rise buildings on all sides, there is a heart-shaped building in the middle, at night, she is standing there, Gu Yanshen holds her body from behind, and whispers to her in her ear: "Baby, marry me, be my Mrs. Gu, I won't say too many sweet words, but this is indeed the most romantic thing I have ever done." β
"Lookβ"
He stretched out his hand and pointed to several buildings around him, and at the same time, all the lights went out, and then a string of English appeared on the top of the big and small - Baby Shen, Marry-Me!
The fireworks in the sky burst out at this moment, Zijin had never seen such a thrilling picture, as if the whole sky was full of everything that belonged to her, so brilliant, so dazzling, all the beauty, happiness, unparalleled in the world.
She choked her throat, hugged Gu Yanshen tightly, and opened her mouth to say-Yes, IDo!
But when it came to her throat, she couldn't say anything, she moved her lips, several times, she couldn't speak, she was a little scared, this feeling was too real, so real that she quickly understood that she seemed to be dreaming, but there was still a feeling of being pushed into a cliff.
Then she heard an unfamiliar voice whispering in her ear, "...... There should not be much of a problem, it is excessive fatigue, of course, it is also related to the patient's pregnancy, just take a good rest. β
ββ¦β¦ Is it really okay? Why didn't you wake up all the time? "This voice, a little familiar, seems to be ......
"yes, it's been almost a day*, didn't you say she'll wake up soon? I see that she has been confused, and she doesn't know what she is talking about, doctor, you can check again. This is a female voice, and it is also familiar to Zijin.
Be...... Chenchen?
Just that ...... It seems to be Su Junyan's......
Zijin's soul seemed to be dragged back to reality all of a sudden, that romantic and warm dream really became her own dream, she subconsciously opened her eyes, and at the same time as her vision was in a trance, someone suddenly screamed in surprise-
"Ah, Zijin woke up, woke up, woke up!"
Zijin's neck moved slightly, her vision slowly became clear, her eyes were white, and the smell of disinfectant water was at the end of her nose, she knew that she was in the hospital, probably because she had slept for too long, she was dizzy, her whole body had no strength, and she opened her mouth to find that her throat and eyes hurt badly, "...... Chenchen? I ......"
"I'm here, Zijin, I'm here, how are you? Do you feel uncomfortable in any way? β
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Under the weather?
Zijin has a lot of uncomfortable places, but she hasn't lost her memory yet, she knows Lu Dao very clearly, why she will be in the hospital for Lu Dao, and she also knows Lu Dao very well, what happened before, so ...... What about Gu Yanshen?
She almost immediately turned over from the * to sit up, but because the movement was too big, the whole person shook and fell back weakly, Mu Chenchu hurriedly reached out to support her, "Zijin, don't be reluctant, the doctor said, you are pregnant and weak, but it's not a big deal, the baby is very healthy, that is, you must take care of yourself, do you know the way?" β
ββ¦β¦ Hikofuka. β
Zijin spoke with difficulty, grabbed Mu Chenchu's arm with his backhand, and shook his head, "Chenchen, I'm fine, what about Yanshen?" I remember when we ......"
"Zijin, you rest first, you just woke up now, and you're still very weak."
She obviously saw Mu Chenchu's eyes flash, Su Junyan stepped forward at this time, and said in a very calm voice, but how could Zijin not see the sadness between her eyebrows?
There was a panic that she had never felt before, which made her heart feel as if she had been hollowed out in an instant, she was so frightened that her face turned pale, and she was almost angry, she pushed Mu Chenchu away, and went to catch Su Junyan, but she could only grab his sleeve embarrassedly, her voice was full of panic, but she had to ask: "...... Tell me, where is Hikoshen? Su Junyan, you tell meβtell meβ"
Mu Chenchu is a woman after all, she has been watching the bits and pieces between her good sister and Gu Yanshen all the way, and now she looks at Zijin grabbing Su Junyan with a pale face, and there is a desperate emotion in the depths of her eyes, she can't bear it, she stretches out her hand to cover her lips, and turns her back.
Zijin didn't have the heart to pay attention to Mu Chenchu at all, she just stared at Su Junyan for a moment.
"Why don't you say anything? For what? Where is he? What about Gu Yanshen? β
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"Okay, if you don't say it, if you don't say it, I'll find it myself...... Let go of me, you let go of me......"
Su Junyan grabbed her and let her lie on the *. again, but Zijin didn't know where the strength of Lu Dao came from, a pale face, at this time, because of the force, they were all red, silently struggling, and at the end of the day, she was struggling to open her mouth and was about to be on Su Junyan's wrist, she said viciously: "Let go of me!" Su Junyan, why are you doing this to me? I'm going to find Hikoshen, you let me go! β
"Zijin ......"
The sick* was shaken by them, Mu Chenchu couldn't bear it, screamed, and looked at Su Junyan again, "...... Don't do this, don't do this, you're going to hurt her, she still has a baby in her belly......"
Su Junyan reacted at this time, and suddenly let go, Zijin was struggling, Su Junyan let go all of a sudden, she probably didn't expect it, just one hand was raised, and a slap fell on his face, snapping, extremely loud.
The doctors and nurses standing on the side were dumbfounded, and none of them dared to say anything, even Mu Chenchu.
Su Junyan himself was also stunned for a moment, no one dared to hit him casually, at this time he was slapped inexplicably, his breathing subconsciously sank, his eyes became cold, Zijin was also motionless, looking at his palm in a trance, and then he heard the man's voice, "Calm down?" β
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At the same time, there was another sound of footsteps at the door of the ward, and the room was full of people with different expressions who turned their faces, and saw Qiao Jinglian, standing at the door with a dejected face, Zijin remembered in a trance that it seemed that he and Gu Yanshen came to look for her before, yes, Qiao Jinglian was also wearing this suit at that time.
She didn't know what Lu Dao was for, she still had the heart to think about it now, but when she saw Qiao Jinglian, she felt kind, Su Junyan and she were not too familiar, so he probably didn't want to tell himself, but Qiao Jinglian was different, he would definitely tell her.
That's right, Jing Lian and Yan Shen were together that day, Jing Lian must know where Lu Dao Yan Shen is.
Zijin slowly raised a smile, just to show it to those in the know, it was more like a return to the light, and the feeling brought out was self-deception and despair.
Jinglian ...... Jinglian, you came, they didn't want to tell me, you tell me, where is Yanshen? Jinglian ......"
Su Junyan frowned, glanced at Qiao Jinglian, and then pulled Mu Chenchu to the door, and said to a few doctors and nurses who were standing motionless in the ward: "People are fine, come out first." β
There are some things that he can't say, maybe it is best for Qiao Jinglian to say it.
Mu Chenchu watched Su Junyan close the door, and couldn't help but shed tears, "...... You go first, I'll wait at the door, maybe a while...... Let's go. β
Su Junyan leaned against the wall, he had always been so high-spirited and handsome, but at this moment he was all in deep despair, his empty eyes, staring at the ceiling, and his voice was weak, "...... How so...... Even I couldn't believe how she could bear it. β
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yes, how can you bear it?
This is also the question Qiao Jinglian was thinking about, he used to occasionally feel that standing in front of Shen Zijin would look cramped and uneasy, but it was not like this moment, he wanted to turn around and leave, but he couldn't walk, it was like a nail under his feet, and this nail would only prompt him to walk towards her.
He sat on the edge of the *, stretched out his hand and brushed back Zijin's long and somewhat messy hair, completely revealing her full forehead, her face was not good, her big eyes were staring at herself for a moment, hidden in despair and confusion, that is, expectation, she was waiting for an answer from him.
Gu Yanshen, where?
ββ¦β¦ Zijin. β
Qiao Jinglian didn't dare to look at her eyes, looking at her eyes, he was afraid that he would not be able to speak, so he could only lower his eyes, his voice was trembling, "...... Zijin, you ......"
"What am I?" Zijin thinks that these people are really strange today, don't you just ask where Gu Yanshen is? Why don't you tell her anything?
She blinked, ignoring the feeling that her heart seemed to be tormented in a pot of oil, thinking of everything before, and preparing for the worst, she took a deep breath, as if comforting herself, and whispered: "Jinglian, don't worry, in fact, I am very strong, really, so I know that Yan Shen is ...... The situation is very bad, or is he not ...... Broken hands and feet, or ...... Still rescuing? Even if it's ...... I haven't woken up yet, but it doesn't matter, really, because as long as he is Gu Yanshen, I will accompany him, you tell me, it doesn't matter, really. Jing Lian, don't be so spitting, is he trying to save me, and now he is losing too much blood or something, I remember that Yan Shen's blood is not uncommon, so even if he loses too much blood...... That's also a way to find blood, right? β
Later, he was almost incoherent, "Why don't you speak?" β¦β¦ Jinglian, look at me, you are all so strange, what's wrong? He's in this hospital, right? Jinglian, don't stop talking, tell me, are you afraid that I won't be able to bear it? It doesn't matter, I can bear it, even if he loses an arm and a leg, then at most I will take care of him for the rest of my life, in fact, this is ......"
"Zijin."
Qiao Jinglian finally spoke up, interrupting Zijin's nonsense, he never raised his head, because his eyes were already red, and his voice sounded so calm, but the simplest and heaviest 4 words, he said extremely difficult, he said: "You have to be strong." β
What do you mean?
Didn't she say that? She's always been strong? What does it mean for her to be strong?
Zijin's face sank instantly, and he was still holding Qiao Jinglian's hand, and he threw it away almost angrily, tossing and jumping off from the * again, "I don't know what you're talking about, I want to know what I'm talking about, I don't say it, it's inexplicable, I said I'm very strong, I want him to be whatever Gu Yanshen becomes!" You go away, I'll go find him myself! β
"Zijin ......"
Qiao Jinglian didn't stop her movements, but she took two steps before she heard the male voice behind her, with a choked sob, like a hammer, falling on the tip of her heart, and the pain spread, almost killing her-
"We really ...... I tried my best,...... But...... But...... I don't want to, I've been trying to find it, but it's really ...... Zijin, I know that you are very strong, but you still need to be stronger...... My brother has ...... It's no longer ...... At that time, I could only take you...... I'm sorry...... Zijin, I'm sorry......"
The whole world seemed to be quiet suddenly, buzzing in her ears, as if someone was saying something, but it seemed that she couldn't hear anything, but she could hear her heartbeat, suddenly, suddenly, it was normal before, slowly, it became very slow, even her breathing, and when she reached the end, she almost forgot how to breathe.
Then this world suddenly collapsed, she turned around mechanically, Qiao Jinglian was still talking about something, her thin lips were closed, she seemed to hear a few words-
ββ¦β¦ I'm sorry, Zijin...... I've really tried my best...... But my brother is gone......
It's scary, Zijin held his breath, and then closed his eyes.
She's dreaming, right?
Yes, she must be dreaming!
It's so uncomfortable to write, my heart is broken, and I beg for a monthly pass!! The monthly pass has risen quickly, and it has risen a lot, maybe there will be a miracle, otherwise...... Hum!!