It must be a dream!

Because that man is none other than Gu Yanshen.

Gu Yanshen would not deceive her, he said that he wanted to accompany him, he said that he wanted her to be his Mrs. Gu, but she hadn't become his Mrs. Gu yet, how could he leave?

No, it won't.

Qiao Jinglian looked at Zijin and suddenly quieted down, this kind of quietness is obviously weird, he was a little panicked in his heart, looking at her extremely firm eyes, he felt even more uneasy, and he wanted to pull Zijin's hand when he stepped forward, but she pushed him away.

Qiao Jinglian, "...... Zijin. ”

"Don't say it, Jinglian, don't talk about it......"

Zijin shook his head and said with great firmness: "What you said is false, I won't believe it, I may be dreaming...... I must be dreaming! I'm ...... now I'm going to continue lying down now, and I'll be fine when I wake up in a while, and I'll be fine when I wake up......"

Yes, she was just shocked by the nightmare, all this can't be true, these people, these people are all bad people, they all want to deceive her, they don't even let her go in their dreams, how can they say such ridiculous words?

Gu Yanshen is gone?

What does it mean to be gone?

Where can he go? He won't go anywhere, he once said to himself, a lifetime, a lifetime so long, how long have they been gone? He is not a man of his word.

Gu Yanshen, Gu Yanshen...... Our life has just begun, how could you have broken your trust in me?

Zijin stretched out her hand and pressed her chest, took two deep breaths, she kept telling herself that this was a dream, as long as she opened her eyes hard, and then everything would pass, her Gu Yanshen would still stand in front of her, no matter how she cried or laughed, he would accompany her.

But as soon as she walked to the edge of the *, before she had time to sit down, Qiao Jinglian had already reached out and pressed her shoulder, he shook her body vigorously, that kind of voice was really cruel, Zijin didn't want to hear it, but he kept saying that she was really angry.

"Wake up, Shen Zijin, wake me up, do you think it's okay to deceive yourself like this? My eldest brother is gone! Gu Yanshen is gone! I'm sorry, I know it's hard for you to accept, but didn't you say you're a strong person? So is it okay to be stronger? Don't do that...... Zijin, you look at me, you listen to me, Gu Yanshen is gone, after I rescued you, the bomb exploded, and I went in to look for him later, but the inside of the house was ...... It's a mess, the building is so big, there's nowhere for him to escape, he's really gone, he's dead—"

"Snap" a slap, extremely loud, interrupting Qiao Jinglian's words.

Qiao Jinglian was obviously stunned for a moment, only to feel that her cheeks were hot and numb, and when she came back to her senses, she had a pair of incomparably clear and firm eyes, "...... Zijin. ”

"Say no more! I told you to stop talking! ”

Zijin roared uncontrollably, she clenched her palm, and her voice trembled uncontrollably, "Yanshen won't die, what nonsense are you talking about?" If you say that again, I will never want to see you again, you go! You're going right away...... I told you to go...... Qiao Jinglian, I hate you, did you hear that? I hate you, I hate you, I hate you! Did you do it on purpose? You must have done it on purpose! You deliberately deceived me like this, you want to make me uncomfortable, are you taking revenge on me? It's useless, I won't believe it, I won't believe it......"

"Zijin, Zijin—"

Qiao Jinglian strode forward, stretched out her hand and held the body that fell down because she was too emotional, he hugged her body tightly, and felt that her whole person was in his arms, but it was light, like sand between his fingers, no matter how hard he tried, she was passing.

It was a terrible feeling, but there was nothing he could do about it.

Something like that happened in Qiao's family, after his life suffered such a big upturn, he never had red eyes, but at this moment, he held this, he had been his wife for 5 years, but he was also a woman he disliked for 5 years, but he had red eyes, and if he was not careful, hot tears came out of his eyes and fell on her white. Fair face.

“…………”

※※※※※

When Zijin woke up, it was already 3 days later.

In fact, halfway through, she woke up several times in a daze, but she was never willing to open her eyes, and finally fell asleep again, and only on the third day did she wake up completely, but she also became extremely quiet.

She didn't ask where Gu Yanshen went, no matter who was talking to her, she didn't say anything, she did what others asked her to do, she wouldn't starve herself, but she didn't shed tears, this kind of cooperation made Mu Chenchu very uneasy, she would come to the hospital every day, and try to talk to Zijin every day, but she always ignored herself, just looked out the window, and didn't know what Lu Dao was looking at.

On the 5th day after Zijin woke up, Qiao Jinglian and Su Junyan came over together, and Qiao Jinglian told her: "Zijin, your mother's surgery was successful, they are now in the same hospital with you, do you want to see her?" ”

Hearing the word "mother", her empty eyes moved slightly, but she still didn't say a word.

Su Junyan stretched out his hand and pressed the door of his head, a little unbearable, stepped forward, and increased the decibel slightly, "Shen Zijin, can you stop doing this?" Yan Shen has an accident, none of us is comfortable, but the last thing he wants to see is you like this, do you know the way? Who did he die for......"

"Shut up!"

"Su Junyan, you crazy person, you give me a!"

“…………”

Qiao Jinglian and Mu Chenchu spoke at the same time, Su Junyan stood aside with an innocent face, probably realizing that his tone was a little heavy just now, he reached out and grabbed his hair, and sighed, "Okay, okay, I said the wrong thing, but what I said is the truth, isn't it?" I'm fucking upset, but she's ...... Hikoshen won't be at ease when he's gone......"

"Su Junyan!" Mu Chenchu stomped his feet, he really wanted to kick his heartwarming feet.

"He's not dead."

“…………”

Zijin, who had been on * all the time and had never made a sound, suddenly muttered at this time, because she hadn't spoken for too long, her voice was extremely hoarse, as if she had been crushed from a broken gear.

But it made the three people present stunned, this was the first thing she said in almost 10 days, no one cared about what Su Junyan said just now, Mu Chenchu was so excited that she was about to shed tears, she stretched out her hand to hug Zijin, and choked: "Zijin...... You finally spoke, do you know the way I don't know the way I am really worried about you, you talk to me, can you talk to me? Don't do this anymore, you should also know that you are pregnant, do you know that after you fainted that day, there was blood...... The doctor said, you are like this, you are too emotional, it is easy to ...... It's easy to stream. Birth, you have lost a child, you can't lose this one again, Zijin, even if it's for the baby, be kind to yourself, okay? ”

It was probably Mu Chenchu's words that played a certain role.

Or is the existence of "baby", or can summon a little bit of her soul, Zijin's stiff body finally moved, under the extremely expectant eyes of Qiao Jinglian and Su Junyan, her lips squirmed slightly, and finally said a word, extremely simple, but at least, it made them feel a little more at ease.

She said, "...... Isn't that calm? ”

After a pause, she said again, "Yan Shen will come back." Chenchen, you're right, I shouldn't be like this, I'm going to be good, I'm going to wait for him to come back, he won't leave me alone, I've been dreaming every day for the past few days, I have dreamed of him, he told me, let me wait for him to come back, how could he leave me......"

"Zijin ......" Mu Chenchu's tears fell, but Zijin was calm, but in Qiao Jinglian's opinion, this calm was like a pool of stagnant water, and it couldn't arouse any reaction at all.

He was still worried, although in the eyes of Su Junyan and Mu Chenchu, she seemed to be slowly accepting, even if she kept saying that Gu Yanshen was not dead, he still spoke after all, didn't he?

But who knows what Shen Zijin is thinking?

She only knew that Gu Yanshen was not dead, he would definitely come back, how could he leave her alone in this hustle and bustle of the world? He knew how many shortcomings he had, she couldn't even go to the kitchen, if he wasn't there, how would she take care of herself in the future? She actually doesn't know anything, it's not a princess's life, but she has a princess disease, so she wasn't out by him*? But he* is out, how can he not take care of her whole life and leave like this?

He loves her like this, no matter how many mistakes she makes, no matter how willful she is, a person like him will always bow his head to himself at the first time, how could such a man leave her?

…………

That afternoon, she still tidied herself up, and then went to see Tao Wantian.

Shen Dongming and Tao Wantian also knew about Gu Yanshen, so in the past few days, they only came to see her while she was asleep.

After Tao Wantian's surgery, the recovery was not bad, but whether he had major surgery or needed to recuperate, Shen Dongming accompanied him day and night, and Zijin was really relieved to see that his mother was much better.

Sometimes I feel very happy, and happiness is not real, but sometimes I feel that I am very unlucky, and unfortunately makes her want to give up her life.

But God should be fair to anyone, what you gain, you always lose.

Gains and losses are always linked together.

…………

“…… Zijin, you can talk to your mother if you have anything, now that my mother is much better, she can finally live with my baby daughter. ”

Tao Wantian's original intention was to let Zijin burst out the pain that was suppressed in the depths of her heart, and no one was sad to see her smile like this, but Zijin never shed tears, and Tao Wantian cried first, Zijin looked at her in surprise, "Mom, why are you crying for?" Don't worry, I'm fine, Hikoshen will be back. ”

Will be back......

She always firmly believed that Gu Yanshen would definitely come back.

But after 10 days, she didn't wait for Gu Yanshen to come back, but waited for Gu Huimin to handle Gu Yanshen's aftermath. Zijin can also be discharged from the hospital that day, the doctor said that although her mood is stable, her spirit is very poor, and she still needs someone to accompany her, otherwise she is afraid that she will suddenly not be able to think about it, so Mu Chenchu has been with Zijin all the time, but he accidentally said that he missed his mouth, in fact, Gu Yanshen's identity, if such a big thing happens, someone in C City will naturally be in the newspaper.

That day, Mu Chenchu had completed the discharge procedures, and accidentally saw the headlines in the newspaper, his face changed, and he muttered, "...... How did you report it? Is it a happy event to make such a big headline? It's annoying! ”

Zijin glanced at it, and in the next second, her face changed drastically, and before Mu Chenchu could hide the newspaper, she had already dropped everything in her hand and rushed out of the ward.

Mu Chenchu was so frightened that his face turned white, and he hurriedly caught up, but it was still too late, Zijin's feet were like stepping on hot wheels, and the hospital gown had not been changed off, Mu Chenchu saw her rush out of the hospital, stopped a taxi on the side of the road, and disappeared as soon as the smoke slipped, she also hurriedly stopped the car, chased after it, and finally stopped the car at the gate of the funeral hall.

Gu Yanshen is the son admitted by Qiao Shiyun before, Qiao Shiyun has disappeared after the accident, so now the affairs of the Qiao family are taken care of by Qiao Jinglian, and he took Gu Huimin to the Qiao family, so Gu Yanshen's aftermath is also handled by him personally, because the people who come to the memorial service are all people who have business dealings with Qiao's family, and there are many people, most of them are people with heads and faces in City C.

Of course, everyone didn't know what happened to Lu Dao, Qiao Shiyun didn't find it, and all the things were naturally not exposed. light

What was announced to the public was only that the apartment suddenly caught fire, and the cause of the explosion was also because of the gas canister, so Gu Yanshen was unfortunately killed.

…………

Zijin was wearing a loose hospital gown, her long black hair was casually draped, her beautiful face was bloodless, she was still wearing a pair of slippers on her feet, and she was not wearing socks.

She just stared at the photo for a moment, in the huge frame, there was a photo of Gu Yanshen, it was black and white, and there were many white wreaths around it, the man in the photo was smiling beautifully, but she didn't like the color of the photo at all.

What is black and white?

What age is this, and how can it be a black and white photo?

Someone passed by her and looked at her curiously, and then soon someone recognized her and shouted, "Miss Shen"?

She didn't hear a word, strode forward, and before everyone noticed, she had already overturned the largest wreath next to the photo, she climbed up, hugged the big photo frame in her arms, shivering all over, I don't know if it was because it was cold, or because it was really too excited.

Qiao Jinglian was the first to react, and hurriedly stepped forward and hugged Zijin, but the delicate body in his arms was cold, and his dry lips trembled, he couldn't help it, and called her name with red eyes, "...... Don't be like this, Zijin, don't be like this, are you good, obedient? Let the eldest brother go with peace of mind, don't ...... like this"

"He's not dead!"

Zijin hugged the picture frame and kept repeating the same sentence, "He's not dead, he's not dead...... He didn't die...... Why do you want to do this if you don't die? You're cursing him! I don't allow it! I will never allow it! Let go of me, let go of me! All gone, Yan Shen is not dead...... There is no ......"

"Zijin ......"

"Zijin, don't ...... like this"

Gu Huimin also stepped forward at this time, pitiful for her looking like a white-haired person sending a black-haired person, the whole person was even more haggard, and when she spoke, her voice was hoarse, "Zijin, no one is happy, but you can't do this, you listen to your mother's advice, okay?" Put Yan Shen down, put his picture down, Zijin ......"

Qiao Jinglian hugged her and tried to break her fingers, but as soon as she moved, Zijin went crazy and struggled, "Don't move me, I won't let go, none of you can hold such a funeral for him, he is not dead!" I said, he's not dead! Let go of me, let go of me...... Ah......h

"Jinglian, what are you doing?!"

Gu Huimin watched Qiao Jinglian slap the back of Zijin's neck, and then saw Zijin fainting, her face changed, and she hurriedly stepped forward, "How is Zijin?" What did you do with her? ”

"It's okay, she's too emotional, this can't work."

Qiao Jinglian took down the photo frame in her arms and handed it to Gu Huimin, and then gently picked up Zijin, he was wearing black today, and even the shirt inside was black, which made the whole person more and more handsome and light, which was completely different from the most chic boy in C City in the past.

"Auntie, I'll go in with Zijin first, and you can take care of it here."

Gu Huimin nodded, "Okay, you go in first." ”

…………

Qiao Jinglian sent Zijin to the hospital again, and the doctor gave her a thorough examination, of course, the most important thing was the child in her belly, but this time there was no big surprise, but after the worst incident, the doctor raised his glasses and said seriously: "Qiao Shao, there are some words...... I still have to say that Miss Shen's current situation is not good for her or the fetus. Her emotions are too depressed, or she is too excited, the baby is just beginning to develop, and the mother's mood is very important, even if she has not flowed these days. childbirth, but there are too many times, even if it is a child who is forced to survive, I am afraid that it will be ...... in the future I can't say this kind of thing, I can't say it for sure, but normal people know that the mother's emotions are very important for the development of the fetus, so it is still necessary to adjust Miss Shen's emotions. ”

…………

Qiao Jinglian said thank you, sent the doctor away, did not go to the mourning hall again, accompanied Zijin, and waited until the afternoon of the next day, when she woke up, he was tired and fell asleep on the side of *.

Zijin's fingers moved, and Qiao Jinglian suddenly woke up, "...... Zijin, are you awake? ”

He stood up, his suit already a little wrinkled, "You've slept all day*, are you hungry?" Would you like to eat something......

Zijin didn't say anything, turned around, turned his back to Qiao Jinglian, and closed his eyes again.

…………

For the next 3 days, Qiao Jinglian would come to see her every day, but Zijin was lying on *., or sitting on the balcony, but she fell into silence again, did not speak, and did not eat, Qiao Jinglian was so anxious that she had no choice, she could only find a doctor to inject her with glucose every day, but in the long run, it would definitely not work, but in just 3 days, she was thin, as if only bones remained.

On the 4th day, Qiao Jinglian came in with porridge, Zijin sat on the balcony, motionless, but there was a pair of headphones in her ears, which Qiao Jinglian specially brought to her two days ago, he wanted her to listen to music to relax herself, but she didn't expect her to really listen to it.

Qiao Jinglian hurriedly put down the plate in her hand and wanted to walk up, but she still subconsciously slowed down.

He was naturally happy in his heart, she was motionless these days, didn't say a word, and refused to eat anything, but if you give her an injection or hang water, she is surprisingly cooperative, no matter what he says, even if it is about the child, she can't let her regain her confidence.

He had thought before that Gu Yanshen's departure would definitely have a devastating blow to her, but he didn't expect that it would be so serious, she was abusing herself, she didn't even want children anymore, it seemed to be true, and she wanted to go with him.

Qiao Jinglian is really anxious, so every day, accompanying her, he doesn't dare to relax for a moment, he has already asked the maid to put away any sharp things in the room, he has handed over all the things in the company to others in the past few days, the entertainment company is Huo Yifeng is taking care of it, Qiao's is Ji Yang is taking care of it, he just wants Zijin to completely get out of this shadow.

But today he was really happy to see her listening to the song, to be honest.

She sat on the balcony, her hands crossed, the white headphones were stuffed in her ears, as if she didn't hear the footsteps behind her, Qiao Jinglian approached her and found that her eyes were flashing, no longer as empty and weak as before, he was overjoyed, and couldn't help but reach out and take off a headset in her left ear, and lowered her voice, "Zijin, what are you listening to?" ”

Still no one responded to him, he was also used to it, and subconsciously put the headphones to his ear, there was an affectionate male voice in it, who just sang - I only want to win the heart of one person, and the white head is inseparable, this simple flower language requires great courage, I didn't think about losing you, but I was lying to myself......

Qiao Jinglian's heart hurt, Zijin had already turned her face, for the first time in so many days, she had emotions towards him, but she was crying, tears were swaying, her voice was extremely hoarse, and every word was so pitiful, "...... I miss him so much, I can't stand it anymore......"

(Some things I want to say: On the last day of July, thank you all for your support to Ge Yue and Gu Yanshen Shen Zijin all the way, thank you very much!) It doesn't matter what rank you have for your monthly pass, but with your support, it is the most precious thing for me. I sometimes have a bad temper and speak directly, so it's easy to offend people, but those who know me know that I'm such a personality, and Geyue will still write with peace of mind in the future, and strive to write wonderful stories for everyone! Thank you, O(∩_∩)O's tolerance and understanding!

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