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"This is probably the end of my life's fate." The melodious female voice, faintly, with a little self-deprecation, summed up the vigorous past.

The night is deeper, and the blue and white incense burner burns with a faint fragrance of magnolia flowers.

The moonlight shone in like water, through the half-open windows.

Lin Zhaoyan looked at the white magnolia inserted in the glazed jasper dendrobium next to the window in a daze, watching it swing in the wind, and his heart also fluttered and fluctuated.

She couldn't describe how she felt at the moment.

After listening to the story of this past and present life, it seemed that she could no longer keep herself out of it.

It turned out that Lin Zhaoyan's past was so tragic and bleak.

It turned out that Xiao Qi used to love her so much.

So if he likes her, is he also a little influenced by his previous life?

Is it that he fell in love with another soul under her shell, the soul that had been with him for half his life.

She also said before that she didn't want to be at the mercy of a puppet, but at this moment, she was heartbroken and hesitant because she was entangled in who Xiao Qi fell in love with.

As "Lin Zhaoyan" said, in fact, she has no way to erase their past.

In the past of Yanling, it was so beautiful, so beautiful that it hurts as long as I think about it.

She has always thought that he is sane and steady, calm and self-controlled.

But it turned out that in a place where she couldn't see, he was also impulsive like a child for love.

Lin Zhaoyan closed his eyes, not letting himself be cranky, but said lightly: "So." Are you born again just to renew your relationship with him? ”

Maybe that past was too heart-wrenching. Even a little bit can torture people to the point of torment.

Lin Zhaoyan was silent for a while, and finally spoke out with difficulty. "Yes, I want to accompany him and accompany him through the rest of his life. He was so good, so good that I felt that I couldn't do enough, so good that I felt willing to betray the whole world. But he lived so painfully, I know that he didn't really want to fight for that high position, he was just forced to do it, but he couldn't help himself, if he didn't fight, he wouldn't be able to take it. He will be the one who dies. No one understands his pain, not even me. Therefore, no one is qualified to say that he is not, no one is qualified to blame him, he is such a good person, like the bright moon in the sky, he should not live so painfully, he should be very happy and happy, but he is except me. There is nothing left, he only has me, how can I leave him? ”

"So, you're not reconciled. You have been reborn, and you want to accompany him through this life Chang'an, but you have no ability to reverse the situation in your previous life. That's why you want me to protect him for you. Is that right? Lin Zhaoyan clenched his fists tightly and spoke with difficulty word by word.

She didn't make a sound. Maybe it's because I feel empty-hearted.

Lin Zhaoyan sneered and said sarcastically: "Then have you ever thought about it?" Have you ever wondered if I am willing to be your puppet, and if I am willing to be led by your nose for the rest of my life......"

"You won't." She hurriedly interrupted her words, with obvious loneliness in her voice, "I actually lied to you, I didn't merge with you, how can there be two souls in one body, in fact, I should have died when I was sick ten years ago, but I was unwilling to want to see him alive, so I would hide behind your soul and be a voyeur." Now, I can't control you more and more, because I'm about to disappear, I can even feel myself getting lighter day by day, I can feel myself getting farther and farther away from this world, I'm too scared, but I can't control it, so I want to tell you everything before I disappear, I hope you can accompany him for me. The second prince has so many people who love him and accompany him, but he is the only one with you......"

Lin Zhaoyan's heart throbbed uncontrollably.

She also wants to accompany him, and she also wants to grow old with him and live forever......

"What he wants is that high dragon chair, but I don't want to, as you said, the life in the harem is so lonely and lonely, even if I go through many difficulties and dangers to be with him, who can guarantee that life in the palace will not erase all our affection? I don't dare to gamble, I dare not gamble with my life, you understand? ”

"How could it be, Aqi is not that kind of person......"

"That's because you didn't make it to the back of the road with him!" Lin Zhaoyan interrupted her words, and said with a bit of determination and coldness: "Whether you want to leave or continue to live in this body, my life, I must make my own decisions, no one wants to manipulate me, you can't, Hou Mansion can't, Xiao Qi can't do it." ”

She was speechless.

Lin Zhaoyan didn't give her or give herself a chance, and thought wildly, and continued: "According to what you just said, I have avoided several disasters, and there is only one left, that is, the 'Jiajing Change', but I have already prepared for deployment, and if nothing happens, I should be able to escape." It's just that I don't understand a little, didn't anyone mention the prophecy of 'helping the dragon fly to the sky, and the face is thin' in your last life? And my father and Concubine Wan, don't their affairs involve you? ”

The past she had just heard from the real Lin Zhaoyan had been able to roughly coincide with this life.

In the last life, Xiao Qi deliberately instigated Prince Xiao to come to the Hou Mansion to propose marriage because Lin Zhaoyan saved him, so he fell in love with her at first sight.

In this life, because she wore it, she didn't have such a "beautiful hero", and Xiao Qi naturally wouldn't fall in love with her, but the chain of interests remained the same, he still wanted to marry the girl from Jian'an Houfu, but it was Lin Ruoyan who was picked.

Fortunately, this matter did not succeed due to a series of reasons, otherwise I am afraid that Lin Ruoyan's future will be extremely miserable.

In the last life, Lu Yanzhi's negative betrayal and Zhou Tingchen's perverted viciousness were the culprits who caused Lin Zhaoyan's tragic fate.

In this life, she avoided Lu Yanzhi and solved Zhou Tingchen, but she had a damn prophecy of "helping the dragon fly to the sky, and the red face was thin", and it was damn related to the royal secrets.

Could it really be Lin Zhaoyan's fate, or did she do something angry and resentful in her life, so that God would change her ways?

In my previous life, I didn't go to Yanling at all. I don't know any Mr. Xue Shenzhi, so naturally there will be no such prophecy. I almost doubt that this is made up for no reason! As for the matter of his father and Concubine Wan, it did cause a sensation at that time. It's just that I was already married to Aqi at that time, and Aqi would naturally protect me thoroughly, and even didn't let me inquire about it for fear that I would be sad and sad. I only know that my father and Concubine Wan both crashed to death on the pillars of the Taiji Hall and were martyred, and I don't know anything about the rest. ”

Lin Zhaoyan jumped.

Both martyrdom?!

Is it like that for my father and Concubine Wan!

"What about Mother? What is the ending of the mother's worst life? Lin Zhaoyan couldn't wait to ask.

"Mother? I heard that she had returned to Yanling, and it seemed that she had committed suicide by jumping into the lake. The voice was low and lonely, but it was not necessarily too sad. After all, the real Lin Zhaoyan doesn't have much affection for the Liu family.

But Lin Zhaoyan's heart tightened.

She can't let this happen, she must not let this happen!

"Do you remember exactly when it happened? What year, month, day?! ”

She sighed and said helplessly: "I really don't know very well, in the previous life, except for my father, I had no feelings for the entire Jian'an Hou Mansion, and in the end, I married out of the Hou Mansion in such a tragic way, and I almost cut off contact with the Jian'an Hou Mansion." Naturally, I don't know the love and hatred between my father and Concubine Wan, the only thing I remember clearly is that it was the twenty-fourth year of Qingyuan, and the gardenias in the yard were exceptionally fragrant......"

Twenty-four years of Qingyuan......

Gardenia blooming season......

Other words. It's less than a year away!

Lin Zhaoyan was worried and pondering at this time, but she sighed and said: "These are just the choices of father and Concubine Wan, no matter how hard you struggle, it won't help." Because you can't change the fate of other people, just like Wanyu. She was killed by her most trusted husband in her previous life, and now you tell her. Will she listen? The more you manage, the more miserable you will be, and you will be too busy to take care of yourself right now. I think that instead of worrying about your father and Concubine Wan, you should think about Mo Shuang, she is a powerful character, she fascinated the second prince in the previous life, and almost had civil strife in advance during the period of imprisonment! ”

Ink cream!

Hearing this name, Lin Zhaoyan really became highly vigilant, she always thought that ink cream was not a good stubble.

"What's wrong with Inkfrost? What will happen to her? ”

"Do you know who the Ink Cream is? She is a descendant of Princess Yuanchen, the widow of the former Ming prince! You also know how our Emperor Taizu laid down the country, the slogan of anti-Yan Fuming was shouted particularly loudly when the Yan Kingdom was first built, because of this matter killed batch after batch of wise men, and then this call was small, but it has always existed, until the previous Jiashan Emperor succeeded to the throne to completely eliminate the remnants of the previous dynasty, but everything always has a fish that slips through the net, and the cousin descendants of Moshuang and Princess Yuanchen are two of them, they have been dormant and forbearing, trying to provoke us to civil strife, and take advantage of the unpreparedness to kill us by surprise. The ink cream of the previous life is also the same as this life, circling among all the high-class dignitaries in Shengjing City, and obtained a lot of information, paving a very smooth road for her in the future, she even seduced the second prince with strong power, I heard that the second prince was dizzy, and the early dynasty was not on the prison during that period! At the time, I still thought that the second prince was stupid and incompetent, but in this life, I saw that you got along with him, and realized that he was not what he seemed. ”

Lin Zhaoyan has always known that Lu Dao ink cream is not simple, but he has never known that Lu Dao has such a complex identity!

What she had to do was much, much bigger than she had imagined......

She actually wanted the entire Dayan Dynasty to cease to exist!

What an ambition that must be!

"That's why I want you to be careful with her, she didn't know Aqi in the last life, and she didn't know how she knew Lu Dao in this life, and she hated you, she has such a wrist ability, I'm afraid she will be bad for you. You have to know that Lu Dao, even though she failed in her last life, she still seems to have escaped from Lu, this matter has always been a thorn in Aqi's heart, and she sent many people to search her traces in vain, she rebelled and rebelled and did not die, you can imagine how capable she is. ”

Lin Zhaoyan was speechless for a long time.

She added: "In short, although the general direction of this life is the same as in the previous life, there have been too many changes in the details, so if you want to live, you must be careful, and no one can be easily trusted." ”

"What about the second prince? What is the ending of the second prince? Lin Zhaoyan thought about it and plucked up the courage to ask.

Xiao Qi ascended to the throne, what will happen to the second prince?

She always felt that such a chic and unrestrained man should not be a victim of the struggle for imperial power.

"Who knows, he disappeared, and Aqi couldn't find him." She sighed softly, "I hope he lives well somewhere!" A man like him should not have been born in the royal family, he should be a good horse and a pot of sake, a fresh and angry horse leaning on the sword and the rivers and lakes, and always live freely and chicly, unrestrained. ”

Lin Zhaoyan was stunned.

She thought of the eyes of the second prince who were always smiling, and thought, what she said was right!

He should have stayed away from this imperial power dispute and walked the rivers and lakes with his calm and dashing.

Anyway, he will make fake paintings, he doesn't have to worry about eating and drinking, and it is a good thing that he does not have the confinement of the identity of the second prince.

As for her, she shouldn't be a burden to him.

"Are you really in love with him?" The cautious voice hides an indescribable sadness and loneliness.

Lin Zhaoyan smiled bitterly and shook his head, "No, how can it be so simple and easy to love someone?" I just feel a little sorry for him, I hope he can live a good life in the future, and I know that I can't give him such a life. He is a person who can't rub sand in his eyes, and a woman who once loved so much can give up without nostalgia after seeing through her true colors, let alone a me who intends to use him? He will also let go of me very happily, and will never drag the mud and water, you can rest assured. ”

"Then you've decided to be with Aki?" There was a palpable joy and joy in his voice.

Lin Zhaoyan still shook his head and said, "I don't know what to do, so far, I just want to live, save my own life, and protect the lives of my loved ones!" As for feelings, as for the future, I don't have the energy to think about it, and I even feel that there is nothing wrong with being lonely until I am old. ”

She is different from the real Lin Zhaoyan, she is not a person who puts her feelings first, she will not work hard for love, regardless of it.

As a modern person, she is still stubborn in her bones!

The most important thing is to be able to live freely.

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