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Basically, I talked about the emotional line of my previous life from beginning to end!

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The spring cold of March in Shengjing City has faded, and it is already full of flowers, green water and floating waves.

The plum planted in the small courtyard of Qinfang Pavilion has withered, and it is the season of a hundred flowers competing for spring, but it seems a little desolate and decadent.

I stood under the eaves of the porch in a daze, looking at the bare branches of Lamei, and then looked up at the sky, the courtyard was so quiet that I could clearly hear the laughter and laughter coming from the west courtyard.

Today is the seventh sister's birthday, and Aunt Wan specially found someone to celebrate her.

It's a birthday!

The hilarity I almost never felt.

I have not been favored since I was a child, and in this huge Hou Mansion, it seems to be a forgotten existence.

Except for my father, I have never cared for me, including my mother.

But my father is always very busy, and he is away from home all day and night, and I don't know what Lu Dao is busy with, but I know that Lu Dao rarely sees him.

I often saw my mother crying secretly, sitting alone in the room wiping her tears, obviously sad to death, but pretending to be strong.

When I was a child, I didn't understand, my mother cried, and I was very sad, so I would run up to comfort her, but I was always thrown away by my mother, who scolded me, said that I was a broom star, and that I was the victim of all this.

How old I was then, but I was only four or five years old, the age when I relied on my mother to pestering her to tell her stories, but I was rejected by my own mother's disgust, and the look in my eyes was like killing me.

I don't understand why this is happening. I asked Mama Lin, Sister Ziying, and even Manshuang. But none of them could answer me.

When Mama Lin saw that I was asking too much, she would reach out and touch my head to comfort me. "Good boy, never hate your mother. She also can't help herself, she also has a hard time, in the future, you avoid her a little. ”

I couldn't understand what my mother's body was involuntarily was, but I understood the last sentence.

Just avoid her, avoid my mother, and my mother won't hate me anymore, right?

So I began to avoid it like this, I always liked to pester my mother, even if she ignored or even reprimanded her little girl. gradually grew into a big girl who always likes to hide in the house and try to avoid seeing people.

My mother still didn't like me, she always had a cold face and a frown every time she saw me, and even if I lowered my head, I could feel her indifferent gaze.

But I don't seem to be very sad, after a long time, no matter how soft my heart is, it has become hard and cold.

So when I heard that my mother was going to marry me to the second son of the garrison family of the king of Chengdong, I thought that my life would probably be like this, ordinary and ordinary. It's mediocre, but it can't be said to be bad.

I never thought I'd meet him.

I met such a person, a person who changed my life.

I still remember that it was May, the season of pomegranate blossoms.

Only Rongshengtang planted pomegranate flowers in the Hou Mansion. Large, colorful, and the sun is like fire. Beautiful!

Ruoyan likes pomegranate flowers the most and wants a garland of pomegranate flowers. But she was too lazy to deal with Mrs. Hou, so she instructed me to go.

I don't want to see Mrs. Hou either. Although her face was always smiling, I always felt that she was more terrible than her mother, who had a straight face, as if she could eat people at any time.

But I have no choice, if she is favored, everyone in the house likes her, and I am afraid that if I offend her, my life will be even worse, so I can only go hard.

But I was scared in my heart, so I didn't dare to say hello to Mrs. Hou, but I just stupidly wanted to climb the courtyard wall to steal a few flowers.

As soon as I climbed up, my hand had not touched the branch of the pomegranate tree that had opened outside the courtyard wall, when I heard a voice behind me ask, "What are you doing?" ”

I was frightened, caught doing something bad, and hurriedly turned my head to see who had ever slipped under my feet and fell straight down the courtyard wall.

The walls were so high that I could even hear the whirring of the wind in my ears, and I closed my eyes tightly and waited for the pain to come.

But what I waited for was a warm and generous embrace and the light agarwood.

A taste of tranquility.

I was suddenly less afraid, and I opened my eyes with a "brush", and I was greeted by a handsome face that was unparalleled in the world.

Maybe it's because I'm raised in a deep boudoir, I've never seen a man so good-looking.

The eyebrows are picturesque, warm as jade, and the demeanor is scorching, and the good-looking one does not look like a real person, but as if he has come out of a painting.

I was stupid, obviously I was held in his arms, but I forgot the "Women's Ring" that I had recited since I was a child, forgot the difference between men and women, and forgot about etiquette, righteousness and shame.

All I knew was that one of my hearts was beating so fast that it seemed to burst out of my chest at once.

"You're fine, are you?" He smiled at me.

A phrase suddenly occurred to me.

One smile captivates the city, two laughs captivates the country, and three laughs captivates the hearts of the people......

That's probably what a smile looks like!

"Anyway, what are you doing here?" Mrs. Hou's voice came, with a slight dissatisfaction.

I was so dazed that I forgot to be afraid.

He put me down in time, and I heard him explain to Mrs. Hou, and then Mrs. Hou left first.

He turned around and flicked my forehead, "Even if the girl's family doesn't pay attention to the image, you must pay attention to safety, and you can't do that kind of thing just climbing the courtyard wall." ”

I looked at him dumbfounded.

He smiled at me again, "You are the fourth girl of the Hou Mansion, right?" Fortunately, my name is Lu Yanzhi. ”

I don't remember if he said that, but I remember that the sun was shining brightly that day, and the pomegranate blossoms were more brilliant than usual.

After that, it seemed to be a matter of course, I knew that his name was Lu Yanzhi, he was Mrs. Hou's nephew, who had just returned from Jiangnan a few days ago and was only fifteen years old.

The girl's family always likes beautiful things, and after knowing his name, it seems that she can hear the words "Lu Yanzhi" at any time, from the mouth of the third sister, from the mouth of Ruoyan, and from the mouth of the sisters and sisters in the second and fifth rooms.

I know that they all like him.

Who isn't? The age of the girl's pregnancy. Who can resist such a man who is so good as to be perfect?

Naturally, I did, but I didn't dare to think about it. He didn't even dare to discuss him openly like the third sister and Ruoyan.

for I know in my heart that I am not worthy of him.

So when I received a letter from him and a string of pomegranate garlands. No one can imagine how excited I was at the time.

I was so happy that I ran around the house so much that Manshuang thought I was crazy.

There is a first letter, and naturally there is a second, a third, and a fourth......

Cold comes and goes, spring, summer, autumn and winter, a letter every half a month, never stopping.

And so we got acquainted.

Xu is still young, and his feelings are still hazy. As long as I can communicate, I am already satisfied with the news of the other party, and I have never thought of more.

It wasn't until he asked me out and kissed me for the first time that I realized that the original relationship could be so warm and sweet, like flowers and boiling oil.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, I saw fireworks set off in the Forbidden City, layer upon layer. Brilliant and dazzling.

I always thought that nothing could be more beautiful than fireworks, but it turned out that I had never encountered them before.

This was how my relationship with him began.

He treated me very well, even if it was secretly secret. But he never treated me badly.

Whatever I want, he gives me, I don't want anything. He can always guess and give it to me.

He is actually very busy, and he is famous in Kyoto at a young age, and he is not like ordinary gentlemen who only know how to recruit cats and dogs. There is nothing to do, but he can always find time to be with me. Then he hugged me when no one was around, then kissed me and whispered to me, "Zhao'er, you wait for me, I will definitely marry you." ”

When I was young, I didn't know so much, I always thought that as long as he liked me, I also liked him, and I could live a long life.

I don't think the fairy couple is like that.

Therefore, I have always treated this feeling with an attitude of pious reverence, and I never dared to blaspheme it in the slightest.

He was suddenly busier, so busy that he was out and about all day, so busy that he couldn't come to see me for months.

I was actually scared in my heart, from the beginning our relationship was not equal, I always had low self-esteem, I felt that I was not worthy of him, I was worried about whether he was tired of me, I was worried about whether he liked someone else.

But I didn't dare to ask, I was afraid that if I asked, he would think I was unreasonable and would start to hate me.

I could only wait patiently for him to come to me.

I thought, even if he came to say goodbye to me, it didn't matter, anyway, I didn't deserve him, he didn't want me anymore, it's really human nature, I just thought, I just had a sweet dream in the past.

I never thought he would say that to me.

I imagined thousands of possibilities, even the most painful ones, but I didn't expect that there could be such hurtful words in this world.

"Zhao'er, are you okay to marry into King Xiao's Mansion? Just do me a favor, do me a favor. ”

Heartbreaking, that's not all.

I really don't know how he was able to say this sentence in such a natural tone?

I asked him, "Anyway, do you want me?" Since I don't want to, I just leave, why should I marry someone else? ”

He looked at me speechless, and I could see the struggle and pain in his eyes.

I thought he had any troubles, and I was about to ask him, but as if he had made up his mind, he held my shoulder and said, "I don't want you, I just have to do it, and when the matter is done, I will redeem you again, and I will continue to love you and marry you regardless of my previous suspicions." Zhao'er, you just take it as a favor for me, and fulfill our relationship for more than a year, okay? ”

He said it as if it were a great sin if I didn't say yes.

The man I love so much wants me to marry someone else.

He also said to redeem it......

So he sold me as an item?

I chuckled and looked up at him quietly, "Who are you going to sell me to, and why are you going to choose me?" ”

I said it calmly and indifferently, because my heart was like ashes.

But he couldn't speak, only kept muttering over and over again, he wouldn't want me.

But I don't want him anymore.

It's not that I can't see the pain, reluctance and struggle in his expression, but I don't want a weak and incompetent man.

Since he is ruthless, I will divorce, and I will naturally not be stupid enough to help him marry a strange man.

Especially after I overheard the conversation between Master Hou and his grandmother.

It turned out that Xiao Wangfu wanted to marry me because he wanted to form an alliance with the Jian'an Hou Mansion and the third prince to deal with the second prince together.

Marriage is naturally the best choice.

I heard my grandmother say, "Sister Jin is your own daughter." If her sister is strong and fearless, I am afraid that she would rather hang herself than get married. There are only four girls, and the four girls are soft. There is no quarrel with the world, and being able to marry the eldest son of Xiao Wangye can be regarded as her accumulation of virtue in her previous life, and she will not be unwilling. ”

I heard Hou Ye say again: "Prince Xiao has always acted viciously, he is willing to form an alliance with us this time in order to deal with the second prince, it is difficult to guarantee that one day he will not cross the river and tear down the bridge after getting rid of the second prince, and oppose our constraints, when the time comes, the four girls will bear the brunt, and they may not even be able to save their lives." ”

Grandmother sneered and said, "It's hard to say whether the four girls are the seeds of my house." What do they have to do with the royal family if they want to fight among themselves? What we have to do is to recognize the situation, find the right time, and do the best thing for the Hou Mansion! You must not ruin the overall situation because of the love of your children. Besides, didn't you say that these four girls were asked to be married by the eldest son of Prince Xiao, otherwise Lin'er would not have repeatedly told us to ask for four girls! ”

Hou Ye should be again and again.

It was as if I had fallen into a deep pool.

I see, I see!

So Lu Yanzhi asked me to marry into King Xiao's Mansion because of the instructions of the third prince?

The third prince is the master he follows, but I am just a young and ignorant relationship for him, and I know which is more important.

No matter how sad it is, no matter how painful it is, no matter how angry it is, no matter how desperate it is. For the unhearted, my pain will only be reduced to a joke.

I'm going to run, I'm going to run away!

Once I was convinced, I quickly put it into action, but I overestimated my abilities. Underestimating the ruthlessness of the grandmother.

I was found and placed under house arrest unless I waited until the eight-lift sedan chair of King Xiao's Mansion carried me out of the palace. Otherwise, I wouldn't have been able to take another step out of the door.

Everything was lost, which is probably how I felt at that time.

Lu Yanzhi suddenly came to see me secretly late at night. Brought me snacks and tea, and hugged me and cried. He said that he was sorry for me, that he would let me wait for him, and that he would definitely give me happiness when he had the ability.

I had been imprisoned for more than half a month at that time, I didn't eat well, I didn't sleep well, I didn't dress well, I didn't do anything.

Most people are always easy to be moved and attacked when they are most vulnerable, and I am no exception, I really think that he is forced to do so, and he really loves me.

It is true that I had no way out at that time, so what if I believed in him again?

I stupidly believed him again, and even, I didn't want to be taken away from my first time by that young master Xiao who I had never met, and gave my body to him without reservation.

If, I mean, if at that time, if I could have had a little anticipation of the future, I wouldn't be so stupid, absolutely not!

But there was no if, Lu Yanzhi and I secretly passed half a year as if we were cheating, until the eight-lift sedan chair of Xiao Wangfu lifted me out of the palace, and I couldn't wait for him to think of a way to save me.

On the day of marriage, half of Shengjing City was very lively.

Almost all the people came to watch.

Also, one is the Xiao Wangfu who leans towards the government and the opposition, and the other is the Jian'an Hou Mansion with a big family, with a phoenix crown and a red makeup, and the Hou Mansion still has no grievances against me in terms of pomp and circumstance.

I'm married extraordinarily beautiful!

But I was not happy at all, unwillingness, despair, and anger filled me, if I hadn't been thinking about Lu Yan's promise to me, if I hadn't waited for him to help me out, I think with my hatred at that time would have burned down the whole happy hall!

I was supported by the bride and walked forward step by step, with great difficulty, to the man who was standing outside the door of the wedding hall and waiting for me.

I couldn't see his appearance clearly through the hazy dragon and phoenix Chengxiang hijab, but I knew that he was extraordinarily tall, long, handsome, and dignified, giving people a very calm and introverted feeling.

There is no stubborn disease and tyranny as imagined, although it is still repulsive, but at least it is relieved.

The bride stuffed one end of the red silk into his hand, signaling that he could enter the inner hall to worship heaven and earth.

I felt an indescribable disgust and rejection in my heart, but I stood there and didn't move, but I felt the red silk move slightly.

I was stunned, and there was movement over there.

I looked up, and through the red hijab, I could only see his steady and steady steps, slowly. Firmly, step by step.

My troubled and irritable heart seemed to calm down with his steps at this moment.

I knew he was helping me.

So far. My resistance seems too self-sufficient, trying to make Prince Xiao and Princess Xiao happy. I can't show the slightest bit of resistance.

Accepting my fate, I followed his footsteps into the inner hall.

One worships heaven and earth, two worships the high hall, husband and wife worship each other, I was manipulated like a puppet to worship heaven and earth, and then I was surrounded by everyone and sent into the cave room.

As the bridegroom, he naturally had to come with him and lift his hijab.

I was actually scared, and my feet were shaking when I walked.

"Don't be afraid, wait a while when you enter the new house and drink a glass of wine, I will let the maids and women go out." You can be alone and quiet. But a deep voice suddenly sounded in his ears, with concern and warmth that could not be ignored.

I never expected this marriage to be a happy one, let alone what my husband would be like.

How can a heart that has died once be so easily shaken?

But I have to admit that at that time, I was really moved.

Perhaps the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, and vice versa, the same is true.

A man who has never met, a husband of a political marriage. How could a person who had never been expected to say such thoughtful and warm words to me, which was a heavy blow to my heart at that time?

But it's only about moving.

But if I had known the Tao one day, I would love him so much. Will definitely fall in love with him in this moment instead of wasting that much time in the back.

We were dragged into the new house by the bride.

After the bride sang some auspicious words, he lifted my hijab.

Red candles flickered in the room. Radiant, I closed my eyes. Some couldn't get used to the sudden light and waited until they opened it again. A shocking face appeared in front of him, red candles jumping on the peach blossom papier-mâché window lattice, and his eyes were shining brightly and brightly.

"Long time no see." He said to me with a smile.

I was stunned for a moment, and then I suddenly remembered that I had saved him in Lingyun Temple.

It was three years ago.

At that time, he did not know who had been injured by him, his body was full of scars from being whipped and he fell to the ground dying, I happened to bump into him, he was still young at that time, he had no concept of male and female defense, and human life was at stake, so I took him to the wing where I was to take care of him.

Before he left, he said that he would repay me, I never took it to heart, but I never thought that he was the eldest son of Prince Xiao, and I actually married him!

After a moment of astonishment, ecstasy ensued, and I felt that I was lucky, and I thought that since it was him, I would have been saved!

I can beg him to let me go, I can beg him to help me, and I don't even have to worry about the roundhouse anymore.

I was so happy that I smiled happily at him, and my smile was brighter than the flickering red candles in the room.

He flicked my forehead lightly, and his eyes were full of smiles, but probably because someone was present, he quickly relented, pretended to be serious, and said to me, "You are tired for a day, rest in the new house first, and I will go outside to feast." ”

Then, he leaned into my ear and blew softly, "Wait for me to come back." ”

I didn't pay attention to the affection in his words at that time, I was glad and happy for my own flowers, I listened to his words, and obediently sat in the happy hall and waited.

The maid and the maid were all sent out, probably because he wanted to make it easier for me to rest without any scruples.

I didn't expect it, I didn't wait for him, but it was a nightmare.

Zhou Tingchen, the man I still want to kill when I think about it, he pestered me three or four times just because he saw me once, and he didn't intend to let me go, he was only verbal and ambiguous in the past, but on my wedding night, he planned to use force ......

I really don't want to talk about that disgusting past again, anyway, he didn't succeed, there are footsteps outside, but he can't get me and would rather destroy me.

When I fell into the fire, and the fire grew louder and stronger, I thought I was finished.

I was so unwilling.

I hate it.

I hate my mother's indifference, my grandmother's ruthlessness, Lu Yanzhi's unkindness, and even more hatred of this tortuous and bizarre fate!

I don't understand why God wants to be so unfair, why is God treating me like this!

What the hell did I do wrong to end up dead and dead?!

If I had to do it all over again, I would make everyone who hurt me pay!

I guess the resentment was too heavy at that time. After death, I will definitely turn into a ghost, so even Lord Yama doesn't plan to accept me.

When I was dying. I saw a red figure, Zhilan Yushu. He was tall and handsome, and he was rushing towards me eagerly, no longer with the composure and composure he had used to marry him.

Looking back now, the first time I was attracted to him was probably that time!

He saved me, but he himself was hurt by a falling beam.

I was also wounded by the fire on the left side of my face.

On the wedding night, a fire, the groom and bride were injured and disfigured. It has become a topic of conversation for the common people after tea and dinner for a while.

He and I gradually developed feelings in the care of each other.

He was originally an excellent person, and when I met him, I realized that I used to think that Lu Yan was the best in the world just because I had never seen the world.

He is the real pride of the sky, he is both civil and military, proficient in historical poetry, knows astronomy and geography, and seems to have nothing difficult for him.

I used to think of a lot of weird questions to test him, but he always answered.

I was frustrated, but paradoxically proud.

Such a powerful person is my husband! He will surely become a great weapon in the future!

I'm so proud of him. But when I recovered from my injuries and went to give tea to the prince and princess, I realized that I was wrong.

In front of the prince and princess. He is no longer the eloquent and energetic Aqi, he has become low-key and introverted. Young Master Xiao who is forbearant and restrained.

I don't know why he wants to do this, but I can detect a bitter hatred in the princess's eyes when she looks at him.

I always feel it. The princess was going to kill him one day.

I was terrified and hesitated. Anyway, I told him about this discovery.

But he seemed to have known it for a long time, and said very calmly: "That's why I want to be strong myself, and I want to know so many things that others don't know." ”

Seeing the worry and distress on my face, he pinched my face again and teased: "How can I repay you if you feel so sorry for me?" How about making a pledge? ”

I hate him, aren't you already my person, and only after saying it did I realize the deep meaning of his words.

Yes, in the two months since we got married, we haven't had a house.

My face turned red all at once.

Originally, I didn't plan to have sex with him, because I didn't love him, but now that I'm in love with him, I'm willing to give everything for him.

Two young and vigorous lonely men and widows, the round house is just a matter of course when love is strong.

We had a round room that night.

I don't know if it's the first time he doesn't understand anything, and he didn't question my redness, but instead hugged me and said it for a long time.

I never felt that an old relationship with Lu Yanzhi was a shame before, that was the first time, when he hugged me tightly, I especially regretted the relationship with Lu Yanzhi.

But regret is regret, but I am glad, glad that he doesn't know anything, glad that I can hide the past.

At that time, I didn't know that people always have to pay for what they did.

Just like Prince Xiao and Princess Xiao, they are sorry for Aqi, so don't blame Aqi for being cold-blooded and ruthless in the future, even if everyone says that Aqi is ruthless, and I have witnessed Princess Xiao's viciousness, but I feel that it is just a crime that I deserve.

Or maybe it was Zhou Tingchen, he was caught in front of me by Ah Qi, and when I pulled out my sword and stabbed him to death, I never feared or regretted it.

Heavenly reincarnation, retribution is unpleasant, and everyone has to pay the price for his actions.

So, my retribution and price have also come.

I was pregnant, three months after I got married.

I was three months pregnant.

Everyone congratulated me with a smile and a groan, but only me, only Aqi Zhiludao, we had a round house, and it was less than a month.

Where did the three-month pregnancy come from!

Compared to Aqi's pale face, my face was as white as a piece of paper.

This is Lu Yanzhi's child.

Aqi didn't do anything to me, didn't force me to abandon this child, didn't abandon me, and didn't make the truth public.

He just ignored me.

He began to spend the whole day under the pretext of being busy with official business, not at home during the day, and sleeping in the study at night. No matter how much I looked for an opportunity to talk to him, he treated me as air. They don't listen to me and don't question me.

The people in the house are rumoring that the eldest young master has a new favorite. Some people even sighed in my ear, saying that men are like this, they don't say that they take more care of their wives when they are pregnant, but they like to find new love during this time period.

Some people persuaded me to simply give him a concubine.

I, on the other hand, was thinking about whether to leave this child behind.

Women are born motherly, although I hate Lu Yanzhi's negative feelings, but I have always been ruthless to hurt the child in my womb, so entangled, the child will be more than six months old. If you want to fall, you can't fall down.

Ah Qi still ignored me.

I thought about it again and again, and finally decided to give him a concubine.

I wanted to discuss with the princess, but the princess said that we would take care of the affairs of the husband and wife by ourselves, and she could not interfere as an outsider.

Princess Xiao's expression was indifferent to the extreme, even if she was an outsider who was not related to her.

At that time, Aqi had been cultivating his power behind his back, and I knew that the princess would not end well.

So I took it upon myself to give him a concubine.

He didn't say anything after he knew what he said. Just staring at me with eyes eager to cut me with a thousand knives, and then flicked his sleeves and left, I heard that he never went to the concubine's room.

Since then. I don't do this thankless thing anymore.

Our cold war lasted until the birth of the child, and when Wen Po happily congratulated him on his happy daughter, he had a cold face. Wen Po was taken aback.

"Out of the woods." He coldly spat out two words.

Wen Po's big truth that "men can't enter the blood room" choked on her lips, and she ran out of the road in a panic after the most reluctance.

He has always had a knack for intimidating people.

I lay weak in bed trying to laugh.

But he came to him with the child in his arms. I was told my first words after being diagnosed as pregnant, "Whose child is it?" ”

I shuddered. Then he lowered his eyes and replied honestly: "Lu Yanzhi ......"

"Good." He smiled slightly, his expression seemingly unwavering, but I could clearly see his white knuckles.

He still minded.

Very mindful very mindful.

Also, what man wouldn't mind?

He said to me again: "One, the child is given to Lu Yanzhi, you and I have a good life." Two, you and the children stay, and I will feed you. ”

Feed......

I know that his unspoken words were, "But I will never forgive you for the rest of my life."

I closed my eyes and chose what was perhaps the right decision for me at the time.

After the child was sent away, I was in a trance for a while, after all, it was my child, and I gave birth to a child who was pregnant for ten months.

He may also feel indebted to me, hugging me and whispering, "In the future, we will have our own children, many, many." ”

I hugged him tightly, tears falling uncontrollably.

I know that this is already his biggest concession.

I also thought that we would get better in the future, I never knew what the world was.

When the "Jiajing Change" swept in with a surging momentum like a flood and a beast, the entire Shengjing City was caught off guard.

The three princes were instigated by others, and while the emperor was seriously ill, he was instigated by thieves to launch a mutiny at Jiajing Pass, and attacked the city all the way to Shengjing.

The second prince was in charge of the country in Shengjing, and when he got the news, the third prince had already hit Liaodong, and he quickly led the army to Liaodong to resist the enemy, and temporarily entrusted Shengjing City to the skilled Duan Guifei.

But he forgot that when violence comes, wrists and wisdom can never fight fists and weapons.

The second prince's party and the third prince's party in Shengjing City also immediately opposed each other with incompatibility.

At that time, the entire Shengjing City was full of bloody rain and complaints, and the year of the famine was nothing more than that.

The Jian'an Hou Mansion belongs to the Three Princes' Party, and with me, a girl who married out, I naturally came to seek help from Xiao Wangfu.

But Jian'an Hou is right, Xiao Wangye is ruthless, in order to achieve the goal of the person who will do everything, he took advantage of the two factions to fight and lose both, immediately launched an attack, the army led by Aqi almost immediately subdued it, and Xiao Wangye also entered the palace to restrain Duan Guifei, at that time, Duan Guifei was feeding the emperor with poison that pierced the intestines.

In fact, I know in my heart that the poison was not fed to the emperor by Concubine Duan at all, and this statement is just to give the dynasty a justifiable reason to usurp the throne, so as to occupy the moral high ground.

It is not them who rebel. They were only responsible for quelling the rebellion.

But as a result, the third prince was beheaded at the noon gate. The second prince disappeared, and the emperor died. The only one left who can be the emperor is Prince Xiao, who is also surnamed Xiao.

But when Prince Xiao was proud of the spring breeze, he probably never thought that it would be his own son who really pulled him off the horse and forced him to walk into Huangquan Road.

When Aqi counted the ten crimes of Prince Xiao and Princess Xiao in front of the palace and then beheaded them in front of the palace, the entire government and the opposition were in turmoil.

I was also frightened by his cruelty at the time, although I understood that it was Prince Xiao who deserved it, because Lord Xiao even wanted Ah Qi to kill me after the war was quelled, and he said that the people in the Hou Mansion of Jian'an were all scourges. It was Aqi's desperate efforts to save me, so I won't sympathize with Prince Xiao.

However, others don't understand, he will fall into the tongue if he does this.

But he didn't listen to my persuasion, it was not enough to kill his father and mother, and he sent someone to put Second Young Master Xiao under house arrest, but fortunately he was only under house arrest and did not do anything else to him.

I understand. He has feelings for this brother, but he is afraid that Second Young Master Xiao will resent him for killing his father and mother, and will be unfavorable to him.

He has changed since he ascended to the throne, becoming more irritable and capricious.

I couldn't even comfort him.

I love him in my heart. But I gradually felt that I was getting farther and farther away from him.

When he captured Zhou Tingchen alive and asked me to kill him with a knife to relieve his hatred, when he chased and killed Lu Yanzhi and forced him to disappear and hide, I knew what to do. We can't go back.

He will never be my Aqi again.

Life in the harem is so dull and depressing, even though he is entangled with me every night. I still feel cold and horrible.

I don't want him to be this emperor at all.

But he thought I blamed him for not canonizing me as queen.

He said, "When you give birth to a dragon, I will canonize you." Otherwise, I'm afraid I won't be able to stop the mouths of hundreds of officials. ”

How could I not understand his heart for me?

From the very beginning when we got married, to now we are all noble people, and all the time, he has only been tolerant and loving to me.

I decided to leave behind those messy thoughts, love him well, and live with him well!

Now, he's the only one left!

We're back to the way we used to be, flirting and scolding, and lingering night after night.

Finally, I was pregnant, three months ago, he was still in court that day, I was overjoyed, and after the doctor checked the pulse, he went to him with the hem of his skirt.

I've never been happier since I entered the palace.

But when I walked to the bridge, I met Concubine Hui with a gloomy face, that is, the concubine who had come back for Akina on my own initiative.

I looked at her puzzled, not understanding why she looked at me like that, and before I could ask, she reached out and pushed me the chest.

My eyes widened in astonishment, and my body rolled down uncontrollably.

In order to be beautiful, the bridge corridor of the Forbidden City is made of white marble stone steps, which have 18 floors.

I rolled all the way to the bottom of the road, and heard the laughing voice of Concubine Hui, "If you die, the emperor is mine alone, and the emperor is mine alone!" ”

How could she be so stupid?

If I'm dead, Aqi will definitely kill her, definitely.

I really think she's so stupid.

I was so stupid that I wanted to laugh, but my lower abdomen instantly became colic, twitching and twitching, as if someone was holding a knife and stirring in my lower abdomen.

I felt something warm slip between my legs.

Little by little, it was lost.

I clutched my lower abdomen tightly to try to save him, but my body was getting colder and colder.

I finally stopped rolling and fell to the ground, and in a daze I saw the sun in the sky, obscured by the dark clouds.

I think the sky in the Forbidden City is really not as sunny as outside......

"Oh no! The queen mother fell, the queen mother fell! ”

Before closing my eyes, I heard the panicked cries of the people of the small palace.

Also, without me, Aqi will definitely be more capricious and ruthless.

I don't want to go, but I can't help it, I'm so tired, so tired, I really want to take a good rest.

Aqi, child, may we see you again in the next life.

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After a day of deliberation, a day of deletion and revision, and the result of all-night coding until the early hours of the morning.

narrating the past life in a tone similar to Lin Zhaoyan's words, probably the best way I can think of, don't spray if you don't like it, the author has to hold the lid of the pot to make up for sleep, lasagna tears.

PS: This chapter is mainly about Lin Zhaoyan's emotional line, as for other lines, I will talk about it later, such as ink cream, such as Lin Chen and Concubine Wan, such as the second prince and so on.

PS again: Xiao Qi and Lin Zhaoyan in this life have not had a plot to save their lives in Lingyun Temple, so their emotional lines are different, and Xiao Qi is not reborn or crossed, falling in love with this Lin Zhaoyan also has anything to do with the previous life, don't be confused.

The nest is gone, and it's gone!

(To be continued......)