Chapter 184: I'm Sorry, I Want to Quit Girlhood
Taeyeon never thought that his handsome, gentle and gentle Cheonwoo OPPA would one day make him feel pitiful, especially when he saw Lee Cheonwoo's eyes wide open under the moonlight, looking at the moon with those eyes hanging with tears but without a trace of brilliance, Taeyeon couldn't help but cover his mouth and cry silently.
"oppa" Taeyeon sobbed and shouted, but Lee Cheon-woo still maintained such a stupid look as if he hadn't heard Taeyeon's words at all. "oppa" Taeyeon saw Li Tianyu like this, immediately ran over and knelt down beside Li Tianyu, hugged Li Tianyu in his arms, and wanted to say something, but found that he couldn't say anything, only tears kept dripping down.
"oppa, don't do this, don't you do this" Taeyeon hugged Lee Tianwoo tightly to his chest, almost pleading, shouting "oppa, I'm soft, I'm soft, you're so scared of being soft like this, oppa, look at me, I'm your soft, I'm your wife soft, oppa, don't you want to be like this, look at me" Taeyeon cried out loudly.
Lee Cheon-woo seemed to be completely deaf, allowing Taeyeon to hold him and cry out to himself, but when Taeyeon's tears fell on Lee Cheon-woo's face, the teardrop that had not fallen in Lee Cheon-woo's eyes suddenly slipped down the corner of his eye.
"Soft" for a long time, just when Taeyeon was already crying and her eyes were red, a hoarse voice came in her ear, and she immediately looked at Li Tianyu in her arms, and at this time, Li Tianyu no longer looked outside, but slowly withdrew his gaze, "oppa, soft is here, soft is here." oppa, I'm here," Taeyeon hugged Lee Cheon-woo.
"Soft, why am I just not drunk" Li Tianyu asked in a hoarse voice, "I was obviously drunk when I was drunk, but why did I drink a bottle, why am I just not drunk." Obviously, it was said on TV that if you are drunk, you don't know anything, and Brother Shi also said that you don't have to think about anything when you are drunk, why am I just not drunk. I really don't want the things in my head, they make me really heartbroken, I really want to forget about them" said Li Tianyu patted his forehead with his hand.
Taeyeon hurriedly grabbed Li Tianyu's hand and cried and said, "Don't, oppa, you don't want to be like this, you will feel distressed if you are so soft, you don't want to be like this oppa"
Lee Cheon-woo really listens to Taeyeon's words, even though he has a lot of things in his head that he doesn't want to remember, but because of Taeyeon's words, because of Taeyeon's blocking. Li Tianyu put down his hand, and then grabbed Taeyeon's hand, and his eyes slowly looked at Taeyeon who was holding him, "Soft, why, why did she say that to me, why did she say that to me." Why would she help that man, soft, you know? She. She even begged me not to hurt her family, and she told me to take revenge on her alone. Why would she say such a thing".
Of course, Taeyeon knew that she was so-young in Lee Cheon-woo's mouth, and now Taeyeon knew that so-young had said such a thing to Lee Cheon-woo. As for her, she knew why Li Tianyu became like this. Because Taeyeon knows that the reason why Lee Tianyu established the so-called underground dynasty is not because he wants any strong strength, but just to protect himself and his loved ones, so that his relatives can live a better and safer life. But now Xiuying actually suspects the reason to go back to hurt her and her family, how can this not make Li Tianyu sad.
Although know. But what can Taeyeon say at this time, so-young is too much this time. "Oppa, she didn't know, she misunderstood Oppa, and she will know that Oppa loves her in the future," Taeyeon said.
"Not really. Soft, it's not like this, all this is retribution" Li Tianyu said weakly, "In the previous life, they did so much, suffered so many grievances for me, and sacrificed so much, but I ignored their contributions, everything was accepted so calmly, so now God will let her punish me like this, this is all retribution" Li Tianyu said and shed tears again. But Taeyeon could only cry with Li Tianyu, she knew the bitterness in Li Tianyu's heart all along.
"But I really don't know what I should do to repay them, I know they like the stage, I will help you remove all obstacles, I know they are very stressed, I will read books on the Internet every day to find a lot of interesting things for them to broadcast. I don't really comfort people, and every time they call me, I'm really scared because I'm afraid that if I don't comfort them, they're going to be even more unhappy. Even though I was scared, I still had to answer the phone with a smile and try my best to think of comforting words."
"I know Sika doesn't like cucumbers, I know Yuna doesn't like chicken feet, I know Pani likes steaks with red wine, I know all their preferences, and I do what I do for them every day today, tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow to make them have enough energy, but I've really done my best, I don't know what else I can do. I really can't fall in love, I don't understand romance, I can't make surprises, I can't say sweet words, I swear, I learned, soft you believe me, I really learned seriously, but I really can't learn, it's obviously there, it's in books, it's on the Internet, but I just can't learn, soft, am I really stupid".
Listening to Li Tianyu's unconscious words, Taeyeon was stunned, she really didn't expect that Li Tianyu had done so much for them all along, far more than they imagined. Taeyeon has always felt that Lee Cheon-woo in this life has changed a lot, he will comfort people, be more cheerful, and say more, which is much more different than the previous Lee Cheon-woo who can only do and laugh.
Now Taeyeon knows that Li Tianyu has not changed, Li Tianyu is still the same Li Tianyu, or her original husband, the one who will only use everything he has to love himself, and the Li Tianyu who even stammers when he proposes marriage. The reason why there are so many changes is completely because he is forcing himself, and he is pretending to endure the fear in his heart. "Oppa, why, why are you doing so much for us, we don't deserve it" Taeyeon muttered to herself.
"Because, because I really love you, I don't want to see you depressed like in my last life. I want you to live happily every day, for this I am willing to let go of everything" Li Tianyu said, "But I can't, soft, I really feel so tired, I really can't hold on, doing this is already my limit." However, she was still not satisfied, soft, what should I do, you tell me, what should I do".
"No, don't, oppa, you don't do anything, that's enough. That's enough," Taeyeon said, crying.
"Soft, I really, really want to go back to the time when we first met" Li Tianyu's eyes were suddenly full of nostalgia and yearning, "Although I had no friends, no relatives, no them at that time, I just lived in our home with you every day." But I'm really happy, though I will be bored, although I will be lonely. But I thought you would be back in five hours, and I thought that I would hear you in five hours. The thought that I can cook and eat with you makes me really happy and satisfied."
"Even if I don't want my current family, my current friends, or my current them, I'm willing. I really, really want to go back to our home, to go back to that world where there are just the two of us, and I'm willing to live that lonely life for more than ten hours a day just to be able to spend an hour with you. Because that hour was the happiest hour of my life, and I didn't have to think about tomorrow. I don't have to think about the other person's mood, I don't have to think about the other person's preferences, I just look at you and listen to your voice, I'm really happy."
Lee Tianwoo's voice became smaller and quieter, and when he finished the last sentence, he slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep in Taeyeon's warm embrace. Because the memories just now made him forget everything in his mind, and let her immerse herself in the happiest memories of the past, which made his heart ache for an afternoon, and finally became comfortable, and then coupled with the invasion of alcohol, lying in Taeyeon's arms made him seem to return to the time when he first met Taeyeon.
At that time, what he longed for most was to one day sleep in Taeyeon's arms like this, to be able to be held by his lover, and to feel the warmth of his family, which he had been longing for since he was a child. And now it seems that he has returned to the first time he slept in Taeyeon's arms, that feeling, that warmth, he will never forget for the rest of his life. Therefore, although Li Tianyu's eyes were red and swollen, and the tears on his face were still criss-crossing like that, Li Tianyu was breathing evenly at this time, and there was a sweet smile on the corner of his mouth. It's like I'm dreaming of some kind of happiness.
Looking at Lee Cheon-woo who was asleep, Taeyeon's eyes became gentle, this is a look that Taeyeon has never had in this life, because this is the wife's eyes on her husband, but I don't know why, Taeyeon has never shown such a look to Lee Cheonwoo in this life, but today Taeyeon once again revealed the kind of eyes that are unique to a wife to her husband.
"Oppa, forgive me for being an incompetent wife, I have never asked Oppa what I think, I have always been self-righteous that Oppa was guilty of his sisters in his last life, so if he ties his sisters to Oppa's side in this life, Oppa will be happy. Unexpectedly, it turns out that OPPA has been so painful all along."
Taeyeon slowly stood up, put Lee Cheon-woo on the ground, turned on the geothermal heat, and found a blanket to cover Lee Cheon-woo's body, "Oppa, you have done so much for me, what if I give up a little thing."
Girls' Generation dormitory,The girls didn't sleep.,Everyone gathered in the living room.,Anxious faces.,They are noisy and noisy on weekdays.,Now it's extremely quiet.,The lively girls' generation dormitory,The first seems so depressing.。 At this time, the sound of entering the password came from the door, and the girls immediately stood up, even Xiuying, who was isolated on the side, also stood up.
Taeyeon walked up slowly, looking at the anxious looks of the sisters, especially Su-young's pale face, Taeyeon smiled, but this smile was so beautiful, and so free-flowing, so relieved "oppa, it's okay" Taeyeon's words made all the girls breathe a sigh of relief, but at this time, Taeyeon said "sisters" and the girls looked over "Sisters, I'm sorry, I'm going to quit Girls' Generation".
Taeyeon still smiled sweetly, ignoring how shocked the girls were by her words. (To be continued......)