Chapter 185: Taeyeon's Decision

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Taeyeon left Lee Cheon-woo, and she left Lee Cheon-woo when Lee Cheon-woo needed her the most, just like in the previous life. However, unlike the previous life, this time Taeyeon left Lee Cheonwoo in order to be with Lee Cheonwoo forever. She has already made a decision, what girlhood, what stage dream, what sister's guilt, and relive her life, Taeyeon finds that she seems to be asking too much and wants to do all the things that she regretted in her previous life.

But after this Xiuying incident, after hearing Li Tianyu's words, she realized that she was really taking it for granted, although she was living again, she was still an ordinary person, and her manpower was exhausted sometimes, even if she knew everything, she couldn't do everything perfectly. Maybe the easiest is what she wants the most, so Taeyeon made a decision.

Even though I know what kind of glory my girlhood will get in the end, even if I know how gorgeous my stage will be, all this does not even require much effort on my own, everything will happen naturally. But Taeyeon decided to let go of all this, after listening to Lee Cheon-woo's words. Taeyeon realizes that the best and happiest memories in her mind are not the gorgeous stage, not the gorgeous lights, not the enthusiastic cheers.

Just like Lee Tianwoo said, the happiest thing in Taeyeon's heart turned out to be when she first met Lee Tianyu, when she didn't feel guilty about her sisters or worry about other women. My life is so simple and so happy. I do my favorite job outside every day, and I go back every day to see the people I love the most.

It will be hard and tired, but when I think of returning home, Lee Tianwoo's shy but happy appearance Taeyeon will immediately be full of energy, even if there is pressure, even if there will be setbacks, but as long as I hear his voice and eat the meal he carefully prepared for himself. Then you are the happiest. When he's happy, he's smiling more than himself, Taeyeon feels his nervousness when he's hugging him, and Taeyeon finds him blushing when he's kissing him.

There is no romance, no surprises, no sweet words and vows, but such a simple and warm life is really the happiest memory in Taeyeon's heart. There are even times when Taeyeon regrets taking her sisters back. Although he has met more friends, Li Tianyu is very happy. But because of his excellence, his sisters can't extricate themselves, because of the feelings of the sisters, even if the sisters selflessly give everything, but that kind of guilt still makes Li Tianyu and Taeyeon's simple and happy life change.

And all of this has been haunting Taeyeon and Lee Cheon-woo like a spell, so much so that in the previous life, because of Seo Hyun's happy family, they went to a dead end together. I didn't expect to make such a mistake again in this life. Once again, he wanted to tie his sisters to Li Tianyu's side, but what he brought was Li Tianyu's reluctance to himself, and he couldn't let go, and Li Tianyu was hurt again because of his sisters.

It's time for everything to come to an end, and that simple, happy life is the best way of life for myself and Tianyu Oppa. Even if there is no girlhood, no friends, only your own family, even if the world you live in is only within the scope of that house, but it is our exclusive world, so be it.

When she walked to the door of the dormitory, Taeyeon completely sorted out the things she had been thinking about all the way, and at the same time, she finally let go of the last burden in her heart and strengthened her thoughts. A relaxed and sweet smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, a smile that the girls had never seen before. Because of the decision, Taeyeon slowly entered the password.

Taeyeon walks into the dormitory with a relaxed smile, maybe this is the last time she will step here. Taeyeon walked in, and the girls in the living room were anxiously waiting for Taeyeon, they were eager to know about Lee Cheonwoo's situation, and they didn't know why this time made them feel more uneasy than the last time, so when they heard Taeyeon enter the door, the girls all stood up.

The girls all stood up and looked at Taeyeon who slowly walked into the living room, although they knew that it was impossible, but the girls still looked behind Taeyeon with anticipation, and when they didn't find Li Tianyu's figure, a look of disappointment flashed in the girls' eyes. "How is Taeyeon (Ernie) Tianwoo OPPA?" the girls hurriedly asked. Even so-young on the other side is looking at Taeyeon.

Taeyeon looked at the anxious looks of the sisters, and a complicated look flashed on her face, but because the decision had been made, Taeyeon's look was only fleeting. She didn't answer the girls' questions, but slowly walked in front of Xu Xian, who was closest to her, and pinched Xu Xian's face like Li Tianyu, "Xiaoxian, although it is a good thing to live an upright life, do you have to learn to change the way in the future?" Ernie, it's really you who can't be relieved the most, do you have any thoughts in the future, do you have any thoughts and ask Yan'er's mother if she knows? ”

Then Taeyeon didn't wait for Seo Hyun's answer to come to Jessica's side, "Sika, I'm sorry, you've always been a person with a lot of self-esteem, but both before and now because of me, you've been hurt the most, I'm sorry, I hope you can forgive me for being a selfish sister."

Taeyeon didn't care if Sika understood her words or not, and came to Yuri's side, "Yuri, actually, the least thing I'm worried about is you, I know that no matter what happens, you're the strongest, so promise me that if I'm gone, you'll have to support your girlhood." Actually, I've always felt that you were the best captain for Girls' Generation."

"Sunny, if Yuri is the most reassuring person for me, then you don't need me to say anything at all, no matter what is handed over to you, it is the most reassuring, even if you don't say it, I believe that as long as you are there. There won't be anything going on in girlhood."

"Yun'er, don't push yourself so much, although we need popularity in our girlhood and have higher goals, you don't have to carry everything on yourself, you are our favorite sister, we have always been sisters who have to let you take care of it, Yun'er, you are the best"

"I still can't forget the first time I saw you dancing, it's really filial piety. If you are a boy I must be your girlfriend, I know you have been troubled by popularity, believe me your stage is broader than ours, when we enter the United States in the future, you will be the brightest star of our girlhood"

"Pani, you are the most sensitive of so many sisters, you are always the most tolerant of others, but you are also the most vulnerable, you must become stronger in the future, okay? Remember that we are your best sisters at all times," Taeyeon said, giving Pani a hug.

In the end, Taeyeon comes to so-young and sees that Taeyeon so-young is obviously a little scared. She still remembers how painful that slap Taeyeon had given her before. The same Taeyeon also felt that she should hate so-young very much, but if it weren't for so-young, she might never have known that Lee Tian-woo had been suffering so much in her heart.

And how can the sisterly relationship after so many years be so easy to let go, so Taeyeon stretched out her hand and gently stroked Suyoung's cheek that had been beaten by herself, "I'm sorry, I was really angry at the time" Suyoung thought of a lot of things Taeyeon would say to herself, but she didn't expect Taeyeon's first sentence to apologize to herself, but the more so. The more so-young felt guilty, and looking at Taeyeon's sincere appearance, so-young's eyes moistened again.

She had endured so much in the afternoon, but she could not forgive herself for her mistakes, and she was almost breaking down in one afternoon. She really wanted to find someone to cry about, but she knew that none of her sisters would be willing to approach her now, and even the most sensible Xu Xian had been avoiding herself.

And now Taeyeon, who should have been the most angry, suddenly appeared in front of her with a gentle voice and a sincere expression to herself, and so-young's tears dripped down like a flood bursting the embankment, and then she hugged Taeyeon and cried loudly. Taeyeon hugged so-young and gently patted so-young on the back with her hand, "Su-young, don't do this, I know it's not your fault." Maybe it's all retribution as OPPA said, and if you want to say wrong, in fact, I should be the most wrong."

Saying that, Taeyeon picked up so-young and wiped the tears from so-young's face with her hand, "Su-young I hope you can forget about this matter, you have the most development potential among our girls, no matter what kind of thing you can do, so I won't be there in the future, you must take care of other people." Although you're a sister, it's always been our sister who manages everything when we were girls, isn't it? Promise me to forget everything and make Girls' Generation the world's No. 1 women's group, okay?"

Taeyeon's every word of comfort makes the girls feel very warm, especially when the girls see Taeyeon like this for the first time, which makes them feel like they are not sisters but like a mother's instructions to their children. But slowly, the girls noticed that something was wrong, "Taeyeon, what did you mean when you said you weren't in Girls' Generation?" said Sunny suddenly.

"Not in Girlhood, where are you going to be Taeyeon, is it oppa him" Sika's words reminded everyone of the last time Taeyeon and Lee Cheon-woo committed suicide together.

"Taeyeon, if Oppa is gone, if you're gone, do you think I'll still live," Pani said.

Taeyeon smiled, "Sisters, you think too much, oppa, it's okay" Taeyeon's words made the girls show surprise and then they all breathed a sigh of relief, but then Taeyeon said, "But, I'm sorry sisters, I've already decided to quit Girls' Generation". (To be continued......)