[Friends, don't just look at the number of chapters updated every day, please pay attention to the number of words in the chapters.] Sometimes it's a chapter of thousands of words, so don't think Qianqian is lazy, this chapter is also 6,000 words! 】

The rainy weather is like paying tribute to this cemetery, crying, and sending sorrows, what kind of helpless sorrow, the so-called living in the heart, is just a self-consolation statement.

Van Di stood in front of the tombstone for a long time, silently reciting many unspoken words in his heart, and became more and more incomprehensible, what is the difference between love and habit? He was used to having Xiaoying by his side, and now that she was gone, he could be sure that he was heartbroken, but was this heartache because of habit or feelings?

This stupid girl once wrote in a memo: "I like you, you don't need to know." ”

Such forbearance and heaviness, Fan Di was deeply touched, so he felt even more distressed for Xiaoying.

"If you are really in heaven, I hope you can live a carefree life...... There will be no Lu Zhehao in the sky, and there will be no wrong in the sky. Fa Racing, you are an angel who has fallen into the mortal world and returned to your place......" Van Di murmured, and there was a touch of regret and sadness on her beautiful face, for this innocent life, the kind girl, she left with fear when she was caught off guard, with reverence for life, he wished she could live in another blissful world......

"As for that Lu Zhehao...... Fan Di's eyes shrank, a faint anger emanated, and his fierce eyes were extremely cold: "He deserves to go to hell when he dies, and he will never follow you in heaven." ”

Fan Di's curse to Lu Zhehao floated lightly in the air, and went away with the rain, but it drifted into the ears of a woman not far away. She had been paying attention to Fandi, but now she heard him whispering vague words, and adding to the shape of his mouth...... Why was he cursing her brother?

The woman's face changed suddenly, and she still felt that this man was a rare and very eye-catching demon, but now she only felt that there was a fire in her heart, and she couldn't suppress it...... This is in front of Cheolho's tomb, if she, who is an older sister, can be indifferent when she hears someone cursing her brother, what face does she have to worship?

The woman quickly walked up to Fan Di in three steps and two steps, and glared at him with raised eyebrows: "Hey, what did you just say?" Why do you want to curse Lu Zhehao to hell? ”

Such a straightforward question, with anger, and a bad comer, she looks like a hot-tempered woman.

The eyes behind Fan's sunglasses glanced faintly, and he was a little unhappy with this woman who suddenly appeared, because the other party disturbed him, and it seemed that it was someone from Lu Zhehao, how could he have a good face.

"To hell? It's me who said the wrong ......" Van Dizen's cold tone was not half a minute warm, and it was more cold than this rain......

The woman was also wearing sunglasses, although she couldn't see her eyes clearly at the moment, but she was obviously still very young, and when she saw that Fandi quickly "admitted her mistake", her face softened a little, but she immediately listened to Fandi say again......

"I was wrong, I shouldn't have just said hell, he should have ...... Eighteen Levels of Hell. Fandi's cold face was covered with gloom, and he didn't glance at the woman again, but at the tombstone.

"You...... What did you say? You...... You've gone too far! The dead man is gone, what do you have a deep hatred with him, and you want to curse him like this? The young woman's face turned blue with anger, but in the face of such a weak but strong man, she had a feeling that it was difficult to control.

Fandi hooked his lips coldly, and the perfect lip line raised a fierce arc: "Why don't you know how hateful he is?" He didn't want to die himself, but he dragged an innocent girl with him before getting into the car...... He doesn't go to hell, who goes to hell? ”

Well? The woman gasped and stared at Fandi in horror, slowly moving her gaze to the tombstone and fixing her gaze......

"Xiaoying?" "Vandy"?

When the woman saw the words on the tombstone, she froze instantly...... Thinking of one thing, it is true that Zhehao did not have an accident alone, he fell from the winding road with a girl named Xiaoying...... Unexpectedly, the man in front of him was Xiaoying's family?

The woman's anger was immediately discounted, and she was a little weak-hearted...... If this man is Xiaoying's family member and curses Zhehao, she is not qualified to scold again, because this incident is indeed Zhehao's fault and harms an innocent life.

Look at the words on the tombstone again...... My wife Xiaoying? Could it be that he is Xiaoying's husband?

This is wrong, isn't it said that Xiaoying is not Zhehao's new girlfriend? The woman was stunned and couldn't help but ask, "What do you mean?" This one is called Xiaoying, and Zhehao were dating before his death, why did you engrave such words on the stele? ”

The woman was aroused by a strong curiosity, and felt more and more that the man in front of her was unfathomable, and she actually had the idea of wanting to understand him.

But Fandi coldly dropped a sentence: "What words I engrave has nothing to do with you." ”

With that, he had already turned and taken a big stride, leaving without looking back. Qing's back looked so lonely in the rain, with a taste of independence from the world, which made the woman can't help but look stupid, her heart can't be calm for a long time, and complex emotions are constantly surging, until his back disappears, she looked back at Xiaoying's tombstone again, and stared straight at the place where the payment was made.

"Vandy...... Van Di ...... His name is Van Di? Why does this name sound so familiar? The woman lost her previous anger, but felt a little sorry for Fandi...... Anyway, he is Xiaoying's family, he must be very heartbroken, this is to blame Zhehao for being too willful and impulsive before his death, which made the girl named Xiaoying miserable, which is a regret that cannot be made up no matter what......

Knowing his name, she felt that maybe she would meet him again...... When the time comes, I really want to ask, what is going on with him and Xiaoying?

In fact, this woman is just Lu Zhehao's cousin, Lu Zhehao is her uncle's son, for his death, she was very surprised and regretful, came to worship, with a heavy heart, but the wonderful thing is that now most of her attention is sucked away by the man named Fandi. She never believed in love at first sight, but now why is she attracted to a man she met for the first time, is he too special or is there something wrong with her concentration?

The woman retracted her gaze in a daze, shook her head, rubbed her hair, forced her energy to concentrate a little, and then bowed deeply three times to Xiaoying's tombstone, and said with sincere apology: "I'm sorry...... May you find rest in the heavenly spirit. ”

The sky was more gloomy, and the rain was falling harder, mourning for this innocent life, lamenting for the impermanence of life, and mourning for the irreversibility of life......

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After the rain, the sky is exceptionally clear, with a washed blue color, and the world seems to be clearer, and the lukewarm weather is just the right time to walk around outdoors. For those who have been at home for several days in a row, this is undoubtedly a day that makes people feel excited.

For seven days in a row, Tong Fei was stunned and did not take a step out of the house, and carefully raised the fetus every day, for fear of making mistakes, whether it was diet or other aspects, she was very cautious.

These seven days were very difficult, not only physically, but also mentally. The first thing that comes to mind when I wake up every day is...... Du Cheng has already negotiated the marriage certificate with Fang Kailin.

It's like a knife stabbed in the chest, you can't pull it out, you can only let the blood from the wound dry up and scar, but it can't heal.

Perhaps, everything Du Cheng gave her could be thrown away, so that she could break her thoughts of helping herself, but even so, she still couldn't drive him out of her life...... Because, there is still a child in the belly!

Tong Fei didn't know that Du Cheng and Fang Kailin didn't go to get a marriage certificate, Du Qianqian called her that day and told her about it, but then Du Qianqian went out to travel and didn't ask about it again, and Du Cheng's parents didn't tell Du Qianqian that her brother and Fang Kailin were in trouble.

Without Du Qianqian's little cleverness, Tong Fei's news is not so well-informed, I just thought that Du Cheng had become a married person, and the pain in my heart was unspeakable.

After holding it at home for several days, Tong Fei felt that if she didn't go out for a walk, she would be moldy. She can't let her spirit go on so much, even if the sky falls, she has to hold on, for the sake of the child......

Now Tong Fei is only one hundred and twenty pounds, no longer so obese, only a slightly chubby type, and the contours of the whole person are more obvious than before, especially the face, which now looks cute and heart-shaped, with a pretty short hair and moist skin, she is really a beautiful pregnant woman.

Bosom. Giving birth to a child is equivalent to a woman's second hair. Education, whether to become beautiful or ugly, varies from person to person, and Tong Fei belongs to the type of beauty.

Wear loose pregnant. The women's skirt, standing in the mirror, is a pretty woman, but Tong Fei herself is not happy, and there is a trace of bitterness in her smile...... Although there is less meat on her body, her appearance has finally become much better than before, but this is because she has a bad appetite recently, and if it goes on like this for a long time, the fetus lacks nutrition...... No mother would not feel distressed when she saw a skinny child.

"If losing meat comes at the cost of starving the baby in my belly, I'd rather be fat all the time." Tong Fei muttered to herself in the mirror, touched her stomach, and muttered a few words.

When he was distracted, the bedroom door was suddenly pushed open, and it was Tong Fei's mother who came back.

"Tong Fei......"

"Mom......" Tong Fei turned around and saw her mother carrying a bag in her hand, and her kind and gentle smile warmed her heart.

"Daughter, if you like to eat Mei the most, Mom bought you some more, try it."

Tong Fei couldn't help swallowing as soon as she obeyed Mei, in fact, she didn't like to eat so much before, but recently she has become more and more fond of it.

"Thank you, Mom......" Tong Fei took the words apart, she didn't eat it first, but fed her mother one first.

Tong's mother looked at her daughter lovingly, and the appearance of wearing maternity clothes reminded her of her former self, and she couldn't help but sigh: "Tong Fei, do you want to have a boy or a girl?" ”

"Huh?" Tong Fei was stunned...... To be honest, she hadn't really thought about it.

"Mom, you and Dad like boys and girls?"

Tong's mother is an honest woman, not good at lying, and she doesn't want to lie, hearing this, her slightly dark face showed a somewhat helpless look: "Daughter, my mother used to hope that you could give birth to a boy in the future, but now, my mother wants you to have a girl in your belly." ”

"Why? Mom, how did your mind change? Tong Fei was a little puzzled.

The biggest difference between the older generation and the younger generation is that it ...... They think very comprehensively, thoughtfully, and see far.

"Daughter, think about it, you don't plan to let the child's father know about this, that is to say, our family has to fully afford everything for this child, if it is a boy, and he will have to ask for a wife in the future, you should worry a lot, at that time, your father and I didn't know that I was not alive, let you go to Zhang Luo alone, you will be very hard." When the child's mother talks about this topic, she can't help but feel sad and her eyes are red.

This is a mother's worry about her daughter, not just seeing the recent past, but already planning for her twenty or thirty years later, this is not groundless, this is the mother's great love.

Tong Fei's heart twitched violently, not only was the conversation too sour or the topic was too heavy, she only felt that her nose was a little sour, stretched out her arms, hugged her mother, and whispered, "Mom...... Don't say such things, you and Dad will live a long life, we will definitely see my child get married, we will see him have children......"

The child's mother smiled lovingly, but also found that this kind of topic could arouse people's negative emotions too much, so she didn't continue to speak, but just patted her daughter's shoulder lovingly, and said earnestly: "Daughter, do you really want to hide it from me and your father all your life, and don't tell us who is the father of your child?" ”

Tong Fei was silent, this silence was tantamount to acquiescence. Yes, she won't tell her parents, but she's afraid that they won't be able to hold their breath if they find out, in case something happens......

"Hey, you're such a stupid boy, you carry everything yourself, the man who made you conceive a child is so not a thing!" The child's mother couldn't help but say this.

Tong Fei didn't speak, knowing that her mother was worried about this matter, so it didn't hurt to let her mother say a few words.

At this moment, a man who was preparing for surgery suddenly sneezed twice in a row, rubbed his nose depressedly, and the nurse next to him said, "Doctor Du, you are thinking about someone!" ”

Du Cheng flattened his mouth and laughed at himself: "Forget it, you just said that someone is scolding me, so I keep sneezing." ”

Another nurse was a little older and said with a little seriousness: "Dr. Du, are you not feeling well when you sneeze, you have been operating every day in the past few days, and you are too tired." ”

Du Cheng was wearing a mask and couldn't see his expression, only to see him shake his head: "It's okay, I'm fine, I can rest for two days after today's surgery." ”

"But Dr. Du...... We all heard that the identity of the patient who underwent the operation today is special, and the risk of the operation is not small, and no one in the hospital is willing to take this operation to do it, and they are afraid of causing trouble, but why don't you tell the dean to push off this operation, such a hot potato in your hand, in case you ...... it?"

The nurse's words made Du Cheng frown, and his obsidian-like pupils were full of solemnity and seriousness: "Nurse Zhang, thank you for reminding me, but I don't want to hear such words again." I'm a doctor, it's my job to save lives, should I avoid it just because this patient is tricky? Human life is at stake, how can a doctor put his personal interests above life? No matter who is under my scalpel, for me, it is the same, I will do my best, and I hope that you will be free of distractions for a while, and not be affected by some messy things. ”

The words made the rest of the nurses and doctors all bow their heads and feel ashamed...... Indeed, they are overly concerned about the identity of the patient and ignore the fact that they are supposed to do something. Du Cheng is the chief surgeon, and his words will play a role as a warning and backbone at this time, and at the same time, people can't help but admire...... is worthy of being the son of the old dean, and being able to become one of the best talents in the hospital is related to his own strength and morality, just by what he said just now, it is enough to embarrass many doctors who have distracting thoughts.

"Alright, it's almost time, let's go into the operating room." Du Cheng spoke and went out first, followed by the rest of the doctors and nurses.

In fact, Du Cheng's heart is not easy, he knows better than anyone what kind of identity he is going to have surgery, if there is a mistake, he must face a lot of pressure and criticism, but even so, he still chooses to accept it. Because the sick can't wait, he can't be allowed to cower.

This operation is really difficult for Du Cheng, from his own level, it is no problem, but he has been riddled with miscellaneous things recently, and he has experienced a lot of private matters, which also has an impact on his emotions, but because of his professional relationship, he can't help but think about it when he comes to work, and no matter how important private matters and people are, he has to put them aside. Like now, he had to get all the mess out of his mind and focus on the operation.

Because he was afraid of affecting Du Cheng, Du Zetao didn't dare to talk about Fang Kailin in the past few days, and he deliberately stayed outside the operating room today, just waiting for his son to come out of it.

Du Cheng under the operating lamp, engrossed, distracted, sometimes frowning, sometimes frowning, the nurse next to him was a little nervous, and the hands that wiped the sweat for Du Cheng couldn't help but tremble slightly...... This is a malignant tumor of the brain, and the success rate of surgery is only 50%.

Du Cheng controls the rhythm of the entire operation, and his every move is the key to the operation. Even if I have experienced this kind of surgery more than once, it will make people feel like a great enemy every time, and they dare not relax in the slightest.

The atmosphere in the operating room was particularly solemn, the nurse wiped Du Cheng's sweat, and her forehead was also sweating.

That tumor was under Du Cheng's scalpel, when he carefully and accurately put down the knife, at that moment, he felt a wave of dizziness attack, as if the world was spinning, and his mind was blank, making him so shocked that he almost shouted!

But out of an instinctive reaction, his hand holding the knife could stop at a certain position without moving, and his whole body seemed to be lit up, as if there was a momentary pause in time and space.

But in just three seconds, Du Cheng returned to normal, and the hand holding the knife began to move, calmly continuing the operation as usual.

No one could see his abnormality, and no one knew how dangerous the three seconds of his vertigo had just been! If it weren't for his extraordinary ability and will, his hands might tremble at the slightest panic...... This kind of operation is almost fatal once the hand trembles, but fortunately, Du Cheng's scalpel was still a hair's length away from the tumor at that time, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable......

Du Cheng suppressed the horror in his heart and completed the operation calmly and precisely, only he understood what terrible dangers he had experienced. When he walked out of the operating room, he was deeply afraid, his feet were weak, standing at the door of the operating room, and seeing the patient's family and his father anxiously coming up, Du Cheng beat his spirit and told everyone that the operation was successful.

The family members cried with joy, crying and laughing and praised Du Cheng for being a miracle doctor, but Du Cheng could only smile reluctantly, nodded, said nothing, and left with the support of his father. His steps were heavy, his mood was even more depressed, and no one knew what kind of shock he experienced in the operating room!

Back in his office, Du Cheng sat on the chair and almost collapsed, his face was frighteningly pale, and his breathing seemed to be difficult.

Du Zetao looked at his son nervously, raised his hand to touch Du Cheng's forehead, he didn't have a fever, but what was the situation?

Du Cheng's eyes were half-closed, and a faint voice came out of his dry throat, with a little choked: "Dad...... When I was operating just now, I almost ...... Almost messed up. Dad, do you know how scared I was? Three seconds...... My mind was dizzy and blank for three seconds......"

"What?" Du Zetao exclaimed, he was a doctor, of course he understood what Du Cheng's words meant. Three seconds, in the operating room the doctor has three seconds of vertigo and the brain is blank, what does it mean?

"Son, are you working too hard these days? Is this the first time this phenomenon has happened? Du Zetao asked anxiously, his heart was in his throat.

Du Cheng shook his head: "It's not that I haven't worked hard before, I haven't been dizzy like this time, it's the first time I've ......."

Without waiting for Du Zetao to come back to his senses, Du Cheng suddenly opened his eyes and bent down to face the trash can under the table......

“……”

Du Zetao stood on the spot, watching his son vomit, his heart tightened...... He's a doctor, and of course he understands that dizziness, vomiting, can be a big or small symptom, some are just small problems, and some situations can be unexpectedly big problems.

Du Zetao gritted his teeth, pretended to be calm and walked up to Du Cheng, helped him up, and said in a deep voice: "Son, go down and do a full body examination." ”

"Dad......"

"Don't be verbose, you have to go for a full body check-up!" Du Zetao's tone was stern, but more heartache and panic.

Du Cheng couldn't resist his father, so he was taken for a full body examination, and when he went out of the infirmary, there were many doctors and nurses waiting for him outside.

Dr. Du was immediately sent in for a full body examination as soon as he had a successful operation, and his peers were about to change to concern for his physical condition before they could congratulate him. [6,000 words, continue tomorrow!] 】