Continued: I was shocked to learn that the person she liked was him (plus more)
Life is precious because it is irreproducible and impermanent. No one knows what will happen in the next moment, and every seemingly ordinary parting hides an unforeseen crisis.
When the bad news reached the Fan's Mansion, the brothers all had a feeling that the sky was about to fall.
Everyone knows that Xiaoying is Fandi's life-saving benefactor and knows how important Xiaoying is to Fandi. Don't look at Fandi usually loves to count Xiaoying, but in fact, she is already very special to her, keep her by her side, accept her as a godsister, and everyone in the mansion knows that this girl can enjoy the privileges that outsiders can't get.
Although she is not Fandi's lover, her status is not bad at all, and the brothers are happy to listen to her, and of course they all hope that she will one day become the boss's virtuous helper. But now, this budding little flower has left forever, the mansion has become extremely quiet, all the big men are sad, they are all sorry for Xiaoying, heartache, but it's a pity that Lu Zhehao also fell down together and the car was destroyed, otherwise, everyone would definitely repair this kid so that his parents didn't know him.
Because of this accident, the road on the top of the mountain was temporarily closed, and those who participated in the racing and the crowd of onlookers had long been scattered, and the traffic police were dealing with the accident scene, but this place could not be quiet in the middle of the night, and for a long time in the future, once people think of this road, they will have a feeling of fear.
In fact, this has nothing to do with the road, like Lu Zhehao to participate in non-. The person of the law racing car is equivalent to one foot in the coffin, unless he does not commit it again, otherwise, it will be a matter of time before he goes to see the king of Hades. It's a pity that Xiaoying is still so young, her life has just come to an end at the beginning, who would have thought that the seemingly excellent big boy would have such a deadly hobby, and insisted on pulling Xiaoying to sit in his passenger seat......
There is no regret medicine in the world, and if there is, Fandi is willing to pay any price to buy it. But manpower is sometimes too small, no match for the ruthless hand of fate, and now, Fandi can only stand at the place where Xiaoying had an accident, deeply repenting and grieving.
This is a bend near the top of the mountain, and there is a defect in the stone fence of the outer ring, that is, where Xiaoying and Lu Zhehao fell, the cliff is steep, and there is a turbulent river below, and the car fell into the river.
At this moment, the surrounding area was brightly lit, and all of Fandi's subordinates were dispatched to cooperate with the rescue team to salvage the ......
Fan Di stood by the river, looking at the busy crowd, looking at the car fished up from the river, and Lu Zhehao's cold corpse, Fan Di did not have any pity and sympathy, only a desire to resurrect Lu Zhehao and torture him again.
It's this damn Lu Zhehao! It was he who dragged Xiaoying into the car. This has been confirmed by witnesses. Many of the onlookers were thugs, and it was easy for Fandi to inquire about something, but it was only after learning about it that he became even more resentful.
Tonight's night style is cold, and the sound of the river flowing in my ears is no longer pleasant, but like a spell. Van Di is like a murderous god full of horror, and even the police don't want to talk to him at that station...... The aura was too gloomy and cold, and when you approached him, you would feel a deep murderous aura.
Van Di was silent, just watched quietly, and what came to his mind was Xiaoying's frightened eyes when she was dragged into the car by Lu Zhehao, and her despair when she was in the car*...... How scared she must have been, how painful she was when she struggled in the water......
Van Di slammed his fist into a big tree beside him, and blood immediately flowed from his fingers, but he no longer felt pain, he only felt deep remorse. hated himself for agreeing to let Xiaoying and Lu Zhehao have a relationship, but he couldn't find out in advance that Lu Zhehao actually played this kind of wrong. The hobby of French racing, hated himself for allowing Xiaoying to go out on a date with Lu Zhehao today......
Too much self-blame, so that Fandi has nowhere to relieve this pain, and always feels that he should have an unshirkable responsibility.
When Xiao Ying went out this afternoon, he was still thinking that he would give Xiao Ying the most grand wedding in the future, let her marry in style, and let her be a happy bride, he really wanted Xiao Ying to live well, live happily, and sincerely treat her as a family member.
But who would have thought that something would happen to her when she went out on a date. fell from such a high place, and was still in the car, fell into the river, the chance of survival is almost zero, and now Lu Zhehao's body has been found, Xiaoying has not been found, which means that she has been washed away by the river, or sunk to the bottom of the river, no matter which one it is, it is sad enough.
The salvage continued all night and continued until dawn......
With such bad news, Fandi didn't tell Xiaodouzi immediately, at this time he was still sleeping soundly at home, and he didn't know that his sister had suffered an accident.
Fandi didn't close his eyes all night, and when he returned to the mansion, he was exhausted, and lay on the sofa exhausted, his face was unusually pale, and he looked as if he had experienced a great battle.
It was a mental torment, and the roar in his head was incessant, and he couldn't calm down or sleep.
It was as if a piece of flesh had been gouged out of his heart, and an indescribable pain was raging, and he didn't want to accept this fact, and he didn't want to believe that the kind and strong girl was really gone...... Without her, it would be so quiet in the Fan's Mansion, you can't hear the laughter like a silver bell, and you can't see her lively and moving figure. No one whispers about him anymore, no one wants him to eat this and that, no one will change him to a glass of freshly squeezed juice when he picks up his glass......
Fan Di stood in Xiaoying's room for a long time, looking at everything here, looking at the neat room, he always felt that it was too lonely, there was no owner sleeping on chuang, this place seemed empty.
Sitting on the chuangside, Fandi slowly lay down...... Suddenly, I caught a glimpse of a piece of silver on the side of the pillow, and when I picked it up, I saw that it was the ipad he gave to Xiaoying.
Inadvertently flipping open the shell, poking your finger, a familiar photo immediately appeared on the screen......
Well? Isn't this a picture of him, how did it become the desktop of this iPad?
But this photo, Fandi doesn't remember when he took it...... In the photo, he is sitting facing the sea, obviously on Jinhong No. 1, and the angle of the photo is on the side, showing his flawless facial contours, straight nose bridge, moderately thick lips, the cigarette in his mouth is still a faint white silk, his beautiful face is faintly full of palpitating sadness, as if he remembered something and looked a little heavy, but this not only did not affect his appearance, but also showed a rare sense of decadence and loneliness.
When was this filmed? Van Di really didn't know. Think about it carefully, the last time Xiaoying went to Jinhong No. 1 was when she was almost taken advantage of, and since then, Fandi has not taken her anymore. This girl actually stole it when he wasn't looking. Shoot him?
Fandi casually flipped through the photo album on the iPad, and the more she looked at it, the more stunned she became...... Most of the photos in this album were taken with his knowledge, and many more were taken without his knowledge.
Sleeping, eating, walking, talking, including his lectures to his men in the council hall...... These pictures are all stored in Xiaoying's album, full of him.
There is also a most special photo, on which is Fandi with her back to a dressing mirror, and Xiaoying is standing in front of the mirror, she is holding an ipad to look in the mirror, so that the photo becomes a photo of her and Fandi, but Fandi doesn't know, and Xiaoying smiled extraordinarily sweetly, the bright eyes flashed with a strange look, affectionate, gentle and affectionate, as if looking at her beloved......
Such a look, such a "group photo", made Fandi's heart tremble...... Staring at Xiaoying's eyes in the photo, why is it so familiar? The affection in this eye is so obvious that not even a fool can see what it represents.
If it weren't for seeing this photo, Fandi might never have known that Xiao Ying was looking at him with such affectionate and intense eyes when he didn't look at her, what does such a sweet and shy smile mean, do you still need to guess?
Fandi is not stupid, and in her sluggishness, she suddenly remembered that Xiaoying once said that she had someone she liked, but what she explained at the time was that she met Yan Jiyun in the town, since she generously blessed Yan Jiyun after knowing that Yan Jiyun had a wife, then, how could she mention that she had someone she liked after the matter passed? Unless...... Could it be that the man she likes is actually someone else, and the culprit is ...... It's Vandi!
As soon as this thought came out, even Fan Di himself couldn't help but twitch his heart, and the sharp pain was spreading, and after being stunned for a few seconds, he saw him raise his hand and slap himself firmly!
"What a bastard!" Van Di cursed herself, and there were still many fragments of Xiaoying in her head...... She cares about him in every detail, considerate care, is this just grateful to him? She said that her greatest interest was to cook more delicious dishes for him...... At the time, he didn't notice anything wrong, but now that he thought about it, wasn't it obvious enough that a girl had linked her interest to him to show that she had feelings for him?
When he learned that someone was chasing her, he finally agreed, but she did not look happy, but went back to her room with a bitter face...... Does this also mean that she was hurt by his attitude at the time, in fact, what she hoped for most was that he could object?
In addition, Fandi also saw the words left by Xiaoying in the memo on the iPad, all about him...... His preferences, what he doesn't like to eat, what he avoids, everything is related to him, and at the end there is a sentence - "I like you, you don't have to know." ”
This sentence is the knife that makes Fandi's heart ache the most!
"Damn it!" Fandi slapped himself again, very hard, and blamed himself even more.
It wasn't until this moment that Fan Di woke up to the fact that Xiaoying had always been affectionate to him, and he was still thinking about how to stuff her to Lu Zhehao all day long, and he was also thinking about marrying her off in the future...... How disappointed and sad should she be when she heard that he agreed to her dating Lu Zhehao?
And she hid all these by herself, never complained to him, and always faced him with a smile and gave him the most care and warmth...... She was like an angel, he did save her, but in the end it hurt her......
"Perhaps, in this life, I am not suitable to have a woman by my side......" Fan Di smiled bitterly, feeling more and more deeply.
Xiaoying's matter is a very serious blow to Fandi. Not to mention love, it is the loss of a person around him who can see every day, who gives him warmth and love, who gives him his heart all the time, as painful as the loss of a loved one, he needs a time to ease the wound to fade......
In the following time, after all-out search and rescue, Xiaoying's body was finally not found, and she disappeared into his life, but she left a crucial mark in the trajectory of Fandi's life. In addition to Shui Han, Xiaoying is another person who can occupy Fandi's heart, although not love......
He didn't start a relationship with Xiaoying, but her existence and disappearance was an unforgettable experience for Fandi, even if many years passed, he would never forget that there was such a person who warmed his life. He will have a deeper understanding and knowledge of feelings and life. But at the same time, he was even more indifferent, coldly closing his heart.
After seven days of searching and rescuing without finding anyone, Fandi erected a tombstone for Xiaoying in a cemetery on the outskirts of the city, in which several of her clothes were buried.
This is also a way to express sorrow, and what Fandi can do for Xiaoying is ...... On the top of her tombstone, a line of words is engraved - the tomb of my wife Xiaoying. Below is his name, Vandy.
If Xiaoying had a spirit, she would definitely be happy for Fandi's approach. She can't be his woman in life, but she can be recognized by Fandi after death, and the kind Xiaoying will feel very satisfied...... Becoming his wife is something she has fantasized about many times, and now, Fandi can be behind her to fulfill this wish, which can be regarded as a kind of comfort to her, and it is also Fandi's compensation for her.
On the day of the erection of the monument, the weather was bad and a heavy rain fell, indicating that this summer was about to pass.
Fan Di stood in front of Xiao Ying's tomb with a black umbrella, staring at the words on the tablet, his gloomy mood became more and more lonely and cold, his gloomy face was full of sadness and regret, his thick eyebrows were deeply locked, and he stood silently without saying a word.
How heavy and painful should such a bewitching man stand in the rain and mourn a person? In the misty rain, he was like a sculpture, standing still, exuding only a mournful aura.
He was very focused, he would not have known that in front of another tombstone not far away, there was a figure of a black woman, who had been watching him for a long time.
She was wearing sunglasses and an umbrella, her face was pale, and the eyes hidden behind the sunglasses were a little amazing and complicated. She was a little surprised, she couldn't imagine that she would come here to pay tribute to her brother who died in an accident, and she would see such a strange and special man, he reminded her of the kind of infatuation in the TV series she used to watch, and this is the expression after the death of her lover......
She suddenly felt the urge to go up and talk to him and say a few words of comfort, but when the thought came to her mind, she couldn't recognize it as laughing at herself...... What's wrong with you, do you want to talk to a strange man? And still in the cemetery?
It's not her style, it's only because of a short-circuit in her brain that she thinks so.
The woman looked away and continued to focus on the tombstone in front of her...... Looking closely, the name engraved on this stele turned out to be Lu Zhehao. [Today's 10,000 words have been transmitted, and tomorrow will continue!] 】