Chapter 496: I miss him
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Kim Taeyeon knelt beside Jung so-yeon, gently held her head, let the back of her head rest in the crook of her arm, and then twisted the bottle of water she had just bought, put the bottle to her chapped lips, and slowly fed her.
"Taeyeon ......"
Jung so-yeon looked at Kim Tae-yeon's delicate face full of anxiety and worry, and the corners of her mouth twitched slightly, revealing a smile to her.
"Why are you here? I remember that at this time, you were either walking along the Han River, or it was time to go back to the dormitory to rest. ”
"I'm not worried about you, so come back and have a look." Kim Taeyeon reproached softly, "Why are you so ignorant of moderation? You've practiced until you're dehydrated, do you know the way? ”
Seeing that Zheng Xiuyan wanted to speak again, Kim Tae-yeon hurriedly stopped, "Don't talk, it's not suitable for you to talk more now, save some strength, come, drink more water, and replenish your water." ”
After drinking a small half bottle of water, Zheng Xiuyan seemed to be much better, but her face was still very pale. Kim Taeyeon frowned, and as she spoke, she gently laid her body on the floor, "It's not enough to just replenish water, you also need to replenish some salt water, you wait here for me for a while, I will be back soon." ”
Kim Taeyeon just wanted to get up, but found that Zheng Xiuyan's hand was tightly pulling her clothes, and immediately looked at her suspiciously and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
"I'm much better." Zheng Xiuyan shook her head, a smile pulled out of the corner of her mouth with some difficulty, and said, "Just rest a little longer." ”
Kim Taeyeon thought about it, and she was a little worried about leaving Jung so-yeon here alone. And the salt water is not easy to find for a while, it is better to wait for a while, after she has rested, it is better to take her to the hospital to see, so she no longer insisted, and sat down on her knees again, accompanying her by the side.
"Why do you not care about your body so much, do you know that you will worry many people like this." Kim Tae-yeon's long-winded personality is fully revealed here, constantly nagging in Jung so-yeon's ear, complaining about her not. Then he said with a scared expression: "Fortunately, I thought today that you might still be training." It's hot, and our lab is stuffy, so your body will definitely be overwhelmed based on your previous training volume. That's why I came to take a look. What if I don't come? You're going to have an accident, do you know what's going on? Come. Drink some more water......"
Jung so-yeon looked at Kim Taeyeon, who was rambling at her. She used to think that her verbosity was so hateful, but now she feels that she cares about her so truly, like a sister. Or like her mother, she felt very warm, and two tears overflowed unconsciously from the corners of her eyes, sliding down her face and falling to the wooden floor with a "tick".
"Taeyeon ......"
"Huh?"
"I hated you before, do you know?"
"Ahh Kim Tae-yeon's mouth opened slightly, and she looked at Zheng Xiuyan with a smile on the corner of her mouth, but her tears couldn't stop flowing down.
"He's mine, I've always thought so." Zheng Xiuyan choked and said: "But you snatched him away, I know that you are together, so I hate you." ”
Kim Taeyeon and Jung so-yeon both know that they are in love with a bad man at the same time, but they have never shown it in front of each other before, and they keep the secret that is almost transparent and not a secret. This is the first time that Zheng Xiuyan has openly spoken her mind in front of her, which makes her feel hesitant for a while, and she doesn't know how to deal with it.
"My sister is right, he doesn't owe me anything, but I owe him too much, he has always tolerated my willfulness and my domineering." Zheng Xiuyan cried and said: "It's really good to me, and you have always treated me like a sister." ”
"But, but I don't want to be his sister, for what, for what, why does he want me to be his sister? I don't want to be his sister's. Zheng Xiuyan couldn't cry, "Sometimes I think, just be his sister, anyway, he's so attentive, there's nothing to do, there are many men in the world, and there are more men better than him, why do I have to like him?" And then I kept saying to myself, I'm his sister, I'm his sister. But I can't do it, I really can't do it......"
"I don't know when he has been integrated into my heart, and he is connected to my blood, regardless of each other." Zheng Xiuyan said intermittently, "I can't get rid of it no matter how much I rush." ”
Kim Taeyeon reached out and ran through Jung so-yeon's neck, lifting her body off the floor and hugging her tightly in her arms. Isn't that the case for you? It's all him in his eyes and heart, and he can't get rid of him no matter how much he rushes.
"I know that he doesn't like domineering girls, he likes gentle girls, like you, I've always known it. I wanted to change it, but I had left too much impression on him, and every time I became gentle, he asked me if I was sick. The more I treated him, he thought I might have some kind of conspiracy. Only when he reverts to domineering does he think that I am normal like that. Every time he made me angry, very angry. ”
Kim Taeyeon really doesn't know what to say, the way these two get along is really weird, and it often makes her feel like she can't cry or laugh. In the past, she still thought it was strange, why was Zheng Xiuyan good to everyone, but only to Zhongying's brother? That's why.
"After you were with him, I was so jealous of you, I went crazy with jealousy." Zheng Xiuyan took a breath, "I don't want him to only have you in his eyes, so I'm more domineering to him, just to attract his attention and not focus all my attention on you." ”
Kim Taeyeon couldn't help but feel sad, and tears flowed down her cheeks. Before, she thought that in this world, only she loved that bad guy the most. For him, she lost her dignity, didn't care about her family's opinions, didn't care about other people's foul language, didn't care how many women he had outside, and couldn't tolerate anyone else except him in her heart. However, now it seems that Zheng Xiuyan's love is not much less than her.
"Taeyeon, am I stupid?"
"I'm stupid too." Kim Taeyeon was silent for a while, with tears on her face, and replied with a smile.
"Then we're both stupid." Jung so-yeon raised her hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of Kim Tae-yeon's eyes, choked up and said, "Don't be embarrassed by silly girls, I won't hate you in the future." ”
"Silly girl." Kim Tae-yeon smiled and also helped Jung so-yeon wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes.
"I miss him so much." The two were silent for a long time, Zheng Xiuyan looked at the ceiling with her eyes and said a little blankly.
"I know he'll never spoil me like he used to do." Thinking of Xiahou Zhongying's face that was a little distorted by anger when she left their house, and the figure that seemed to never look back when she resolutely left, Jung so-yeon muttered to herself as if she was sad, and seemed to say to Kim Tae-yeon, "I want to forget him, so I train hard so that I don't think about him, but I can't forget it, Taeyeon, what do you think I should do?" ”
The word love is the most inexplicable. If you fall in love with someone, you can love until the world is turned upside down, and the sea is dry and rotten. Kim Taeyeon sighed and said softly, "I miss him so much." (To be continued......)