As usual, Kim Tae-yeon likes to go for a walk on the Han River Bridge after dinner.

At this time of the day, it has become her alone world, and everything around her can't affect her. The tide of cars flowing behind her seemed like a cloud of smoke in her eyes; The sound of the horn came in and out of the left ear, and then came out of the right ear, but she heard the passers-by, leaving only traces of déjà vu; Her eyes looked at the river in the distance, and the neon in the distance was reflected in her eyes, but her eyes were not looking at them, but at him, imagining him in her mind.

In the past, because I was alone in Seoul, I was under a lot of pressure, and I liked to shout at the river in the distance of the Han River to cheer myself up and lower my blood pressure. Nowadays, there is one more thing, and that is missing.

"That's where we met before." Kim Taeyeon walked to the place where she and Xiahou Zhongying knew her and pushed her down the Han River, looking at the river under the bridge stupidly, with a sweet smile on the corner of her mouth.

"How stupid, how could Brother Zhongying think I was trying to commit suicide in the first place?" Thinking of Xiahou Zhongying's frightened and helpless expression at that time, Kim Tae-yeon felt very funny.

There was also the angry roar of "no public morality" that he vaguely heard in the air under him, Kim Taeyeon couldn't help but laugh out loud, "It's so cute, Brother Zhongying at that time." ”

"Perhaps, Brother Zhongying didn't enter my heart in the process of sponsorship as he thought before. Perhaps, the moment I was about to fall into the river, the moment I saw him jump off the bridge without hesitation, he had already taken root in my heart. Kim Tae-yeon had a smile on her lips. Looking at the river distractedly, he thought stupidly.

"At that time, I was like a girl who jumped into the river because of a broken love?" Kim Taeyeon was a little puzzled in her heart, "Could it be that in Brother Zhongying's heart, every girl who jumps into the river can't do it because of falling out of love?" His thoughts are inevitably too dirty. ”

Kim Tae-yeon felt a little funny in her heart.

"What is he doing now? Well, it's early in the morning, so I guess I'm sleeping with that Christine. Kim Taeyeon felt a little uncomfortable and a little annoyed, and cursed in a low voice "dead pervert". Not...... It seems to be Jessica's favorite catchphrase, and whenever she mentions that guy, she almost always refers to him as "dead pervert" instead of calling him.

I think of Jung so-yeon. Kim Taeyeon couldn't help but feel a little worried. It's not that I'm worried that she'll rob her of people. Anyway, she has been robbing and has never snatched it.

Jessica's recent training has been so crazy that the entire candidate trainees of the girl group have seen it, and everyone knows what is going on. But I don't know how to persuade her.

The bitterness in her heart. Maybe the other girls didn't understand it well enough. But Kim Taeyeon understands, because she also empathizes. Falling in love with someone you shouldn't love, falling in love with an irresponsible man. Only they know how much pressure they are under.

Every time she went home, the aunts and cousins at home who had said countless envious words to her would snicker and point at her, saying all kinds of foul language, saying that she was dumped after being played with, and she could only be silent; Faced with her parents persuading her to break up and completely cut off contact with Zhongying's brother, she could only be silent; Seeing that her sister Xia Yan often quarreled with the little girls in the family and defended the big radish with a flowery heart, she wanted to cry, but in the end she could only be silent.

My sister will secretly ask her when no one is around, if Brother Zhongying's brother has changed his mind, she will smile and shake her head, saying that he is teasing the people in this world. She also pretended to secretly tell her that her brother-in-law had bought her sister a very big house, which was the home of her sister and brother-in-law.

Home is the spiritual harbor in everyone's heart, when they are tired, that is where they rest, and when they are injured, it is where they lick their wounds. When you have a home, your heart is not lonely, and your heart is not wandering.

Occasionally, Kim Tae-yeon would go to that villa and stay at their home for a night. There, although it was empty and without him, she would feel very fulfilled, because home was here, and he would come back sooner or later, although the days of coming back may not be long, and the stay may not be long.

"Speaking of which, I'm much happier than Jessica, because I occupy at least a piece of Jungyoung's brother's heart." Kim Taeyeon thought to herself, "And she and Joongyoung's brother have always treated her as a younger sister, and they didn't think about it emotionally at all." The heart is higher than the sky, and the love is thinner than paper, perhaps this is the portrayal of Jessica's now. ”

If Jessica continues to torture herself like this, her body will not be able to hold on, and Kim Tae-yeon's heart is full of worry. The bell must be tied to the bell, and perhaps only Brother Zhongying can untie the knot in her heart. But, but......

Between sisters and men, Kim Taeyeon is full of contradictions and struggles.

Before she knew it, Kim Tae-yeon walked back to the office. Looking at the door of the company, she hesitated for a while between whether to go back to the dormitory to rest or go in to see if Zheng Xiuyan was gone, and finally her worries about Zheng Xiuyan overwhelmed everything, she turned around and bought a bottle of water at the small shop next to her, just in case, and then walked towards the door of the company.

After being selected as a trainee for the company's new women's group, Kim Taeyeon and others have their own dedicated practice room, so they no longer have to train together with other trainees in the company's large practice room.

Walking to the door of the practice room, Kim Tae-yeon gently pushed open a crack in the door, and saw Jung so-yeon alone in it, repeating and repeating various basic dance moves.

Looking at Jung so-yeon, whose forehead was covered with sweat, her clothes were already covered with a layer of white sweat, her hair was wet against her cheeks, and her face was a little pale, Kim Taeyeon suddenly felt sad and wanted to cry.

"My sister is detached, and the sisters occasionally complain in private that she is too harsh and domineering to Brother Zhongying, she must be very bitter in her heart." Kim Taeyeon looked at Jung so-yeon in a daze, looking dazed.

"After Brother Zhongying left, she locked herself in a person's world, and every day except for practice, it seemed that everything else had nothing to do with her, and she could hardly see a smile on her face anymore."

Stop, stop, stop and rest. Kim Taeyeon was so distressed that she wanted to shout loudly, but she opened her mouth, but she couldn't. She knew that only by letting her integrate into that state of exhaustion could Zheng Xiuyan temporarily forget about that flowery villain. Just like my previous self, when I saw Sister Zheng Xiuyan and him playing happily, only crazy training could drive those scenes and those jealous attitudes out of my heart.

In a trance, Zheng Xiuyan's body seemed to fall, falling in her eyes, Kim Taeyeon frowned, and only reacted in horror after a while, so frightened that her little face turned a little white, and she hurriedly shouted her name and ran over as fast as she could.

"Jessica, Jessica......" (To be continued......