The sun was scorching outside the window, but there was a gloomy atmosphere inside, especially when the eyes touched the dying woman on the hospital bed, the mood would become heavier and more regretful.

The wound on her forehead was almost healed, but it was new. Just today, while the caregiver was not paying attention, she broke a water cup and attempted to commit suicide by cutting her wrists with glass shards.

At this moment, she was lying quietly, her face was like white paper, her eyes were closed, her breathing was weak, she came out of the emergency room just now, her life was saved, but her situation was even more worrying.

Du Cheng was wearing a white coat, standing beside Yan Jiyun, and said in a low voice: "It turns out that Shen Yunzi has a history of depression...... She committed suicide, but her symptoms worsened. Depression is not so easy to see, and the nurse has only been in contact with Shen Yunzi for a few days, so she couldn't find it in time, and we are also an acquaintance of Shen Yunzi...... As the president of the photography association told us, we contacted Shen Yunzi's previous attending doctor abroad and confirmed that it was indeed the case, and ...... In the past three years, Shen Yunzi has twice committed suicide by swallowing sleeping pills, but they were rescued in time. ”

Depression, suicide records?

These words made Yan Jiyun's heart tighten, and the whole room was filled with a sad atmosphere...... It's not the first time I've committed suicide, how sad and sad it must be? And she never revealed half a word in front of him. All these years, has she endured all the pain and suffering alone? How painful was she to kill herself? Yan Jiyun couldn't feel that kind of mood...... Of course, people who have never thought about suicide will not understand it. But he had a feeling that Shen Yunzi would suffer from depression only after being injured to the extreme, and he would commit suicide twice in the past three years...... But why do you still want to kill yourself now? He stayed in the hospital for two days, and he didn't find anything abnormal about her, besides, didn't she win the championship of the National Amateur Photography Competition, which shows that her soul has sustenance, and she will achieve success by focusing on photography, how can she commit suicide?

This question is also more puzzling to Du Cheng, but now that Yan Jiyun is standing here, Du Cheng seems to understand a little why Shen Yunzi is sick again.

"Ahem...... Yan Shao, I'll give you a science popularization first......" Du Cheng cleared his throat and said: "Depression is a common psychological disorder. According to the survey data, more and more modern people are suffering from depression, which are manifested to varying degrees. The mild symptoms are long-term depression, but if you don't pay attention to it, don't treat it, and no one will help you get out, then it will slowly become very serious, and suicidal thoughts and behaviors will appear. Fifteen percent of people with depression die by suicide, and this number is rising. For people with depression, the whole shijie is gray, even dark, they can't see hope, they can't see the beautiful side of this shijie, even if everyone thinks it's beautiful, in the eyes of the depressed person, it will become an extremely dark and sad thing. Have you ever seen the work of Shen Yunzi that won the photo contest? On the surface, the things she shoots are very beautiful, but if a psychologist looks at them, he can see that the connotation of her work is not positive and healthy, but extremely pessimistic......"

Yan Jiyun set off a lot of waves in his heart, looking at Shen Yunzi's miserable white face and the dazzling gauze on her wrist, he only felt like an invisible big hand clutching his heart...... Shen Yunzi pretended to be strong and free in front of him just to hide her illness and inner pain, she didn't really let go of the past, she fell deeper, and even wanted to die. Perhaps, the reason why she cut her wrists was because he didn't come to see her for a few days, and she was disappointed, so she fell ill.

Fortunately, the nurse found out in time, otherwise the consequences would have been unimaginable...... Yan Jiyun felt scared when he thought about it. If something really happened, what he saw now would not be Shen Yunzi lying on the hospital bed, but lying in the morgue......

Du Cheng looked at Yan Jiyun's speechless appearance, and he was also quite helpless. He is a doctor, and the patient commits suicide, he can't ignore it, but Yan Jiyun already has Shui Han, Shen Yunzi shouldn't have gotten too close here, but this is suicide, not as simple as a cold and fever, even if Shen Yunzi is lucky not to die this time, she is still extremely dangerous after she wakes up. The only solution is to start with her mind and make her give up the idea of suicide, but at this point, Du Cheng is powerless.

The so-called heart disease still needs heart medicine, Du Cheng can only save people's lives, but can't save Shen Yunzi's heart.

Yan Jiyun stayed in the hospital until nine o'clock in the evening, Shen Yunzi hadn't woken up yet, he was a little struggling in his heart, should he go home now or continue to stay here?

Shui Han was coaxing Lemon to sleep when she received the call......

Yan Jiyun did not hide it on the phone, and confessed to Shui Han that Shen Yunzi committed suicide due to depression.

"Oh, not coming back? Okay, you're free. Shui Han replied lightly, and quickly hung up the phone without waiting for Yan Jiyun to speak again.

She was on fire...... Qiao Ju came back yesterday, she and Yan Jiyun were in unison in front of Qiao Ju, she was still a little relieved about this matter, but tonight he stayed in the hospital, just because...... The woman committed suicide in the afternoon.

Depression, suicide...... Shui Han still sympathizes with this, but aiqing is selfish, no one will want the person they love to be with other people, no matter what the person's situation is, sympathy is sympathy, and love cannot be shared.

Although Yan Jiyun has not been allowed to sleep in the bedroom by Shui Han for the past few days, he has at least come home and slept in the next room, and tonight, he will not come back.

Shui Han couldn't even cry, the tears had long since dried up, and his heart was hurt to the point of being almost numb, and it really became a habit to be in pain.

The next day.

When Shen Yunzi opened her eyes, the first person she saw was Yan Jiyun.

He slept on the sofa, his slender body could not be fully accommodated by the sofa, he slept with his feet shrunk, he did not sleep very well, his brows were furrowed tightly, as if he was full of preoccupation with sleep.

Only the sound of his shallow breathing could be heard in the quiet room, and his handsome and peerless face was deeper and more three-dimensional than before. The angular facial features are a masterpiece of God's meticulous carving, the eyebrows are thick and black and shapely, and under the straight nose, the two thin pink lips are like the first cherry blossoms, glowing with a bewildering color. The contour of his chin is so attractive that you can't help but want to go up and kiss it...... Such a man who turns everyone upside down, he has the most indifferent side in the world, but she knows that he has the most tender and warm side.

She squatted down slowly, her eyes showed deep affection, her eyes were red, her trembling hands stretched out, and she gently stroked his eyebrows and eyes like a demon, as if she was fascinated, and her affectionate eyes were mixed with deep regret...... This man is the only one she loves, and she can't forget the person who can't be erased no matter how time flies......

She had tried to hate him, but she couldn't. You can't force yourself to forget about him. She was injured and hospitalized, he came to take care of her, she was very grateful and happy in her heart, but when she thought he still had her in his heart, he invited a nurse to take care of her, and he didn't come to the hospital for a few days, and no one could tell her pain.

People who suffer from depression are prone to suicide when it is severe, which is incomprehensible to ordinary people. Shen Yunzi just wanted to end her pain, and when she cut her wrists, she only thought about Yan Jiyun, and her mind was full of him......

Shen Yunzi couldn't imagine that she wasn't dead, and when she woke up and saw Yan Jiyun again, was she dreaming?

No...... It's not a dream, it's real, he really came, right in front of her.

Shen Yunzi's fingertips touched Yan Jiyun's skin, felt his body temperature, and heard his breathing, she really dared to be sure that this was not a dream.

Tears flowed down unobediently, rolling down his cheeks silently...... How long has it been since you cried in front of him? In the past, when she was in Australia, she only cried once in front of him. It was when she rejected his marriage proposal......

Because of low self-esteem, because he felt that he was not worthy of him, he would refuse his ring. But in fact, the pain in her heart is no less than his. If she agreed at that time and didn't care so much, now, his wife should be her......

Shen Yunzi was trying his best to control it, not letting himself cry, not wanting to alarm him. Just as Shen Yunzi stood up, she suddenly saw a small dark blue box on the ground.

Well? Could it be that Yan Jiyun dropped it?

Shen Yunzi picked it up, hesitated for a moment, and still opened the box......

Here is a pair of rings. The style is simple but innovative, with a few thick lines outlining a bone, which means that the woman is a rib that falls from the man's body?

What a chic and meaningful ring. Shen Yunzi liked it at first sight, and was a little in a daze for a while.

The person on the sofa moved, Shen Yunzi subconsciously put away the ring, put his hands behind his back, and Yan Jiyun also opened his eyes at this time.

"Yunzi, you're awake." Yan Jiyun sat up and looked at Shen Yunzi with concern.

Shen Yunzi nodded lightly, thinking of her suicide, she didn't know how to tell Yan Jiyun.

Yan Jiyun's heart trembled, and Shen Yunzi's red and swollen eyes were obviously just crying. She had been such a strong woman that he had only seen her cry once...... Her depression is so severe that it is fatal to be rescued from suicide, and now she is crying again, wouldn't it be worse?

Yan Jiyun didn't have any extra thoughts at the moment, just thinking about how to comfort Shen Yunzi.

"Yunzi, I have something for you."

Shen Yunzi's eyes suddenly showed a strange look, two blushes appeared on his pale face, and he stretched out his hand to the front with a shy, and stared at Yan Jiyun without blinking: "Do you want to give me this?" I just picked it up on the ground, you dropped it, right? ”

"I dropped it, but this ......" Yan Jiyun wanted to say that this was not something he wanted to give, but Shen Yunzi was overjoyed.

"I like the ring here, since you gave it to me, can you put it on for me?" Shen Yunzi's eyes were scorching, and he stretched out his right hand to Yan Jiyun...... [There is also an update]