Chapter 178: Honest Love
The ring was secretly bought by Yan Jiyun when he was in Hong Kong, and he was going to give it to Shui Han at a moment that he thought was appropriate and romantic. Last weekend, I took Shui Han and Xiao Lemon out to play, because I saw Shen Yunzi injured, so Yan Jiyun's jihua was broken, and he still had a ring on his body to appease Shui Han, and wanted her to know that he had her in his heart...... But Shen Yunzi picked up the ring and mistakenly thought it was something he was going to give her, which was really an embarrassing misunderstanding.
"Yunzi, listen to me, in fact, this ring ......"
Shen Yunzi burst into tears, her fingertips suddenly covered Yan Jiyun's lips, and her affectionate eyes showed sadness: "Yun, I don't want to continue to deceive myself, I always pretend to be very strong in front of you, I want to maintain my dignity, but in fact, my heart hurts, you know?" After yesterday's incident, I figured it out, I shouldn't be struggling to suppress myself, there's nothing wrong with loving someone, not to mention that my heart for you has been true from the beginning to the present...... Yun, once I refused your ring, that was the biggest mistake I made in my life, I was too inferior, I felt that I was not worthy of you, I was too stupid, I shouldn't have that ridiculous idea, Yun, now this ring is not a wedding ring, but I like it very much, please help me put it on. ”
This woman was his first love, he was the love of his heart, he once wanted to marry her, the relationship between the two was like glue, but for various reasons it was stranded, now, she was injured repeatedly, the gauze on her forehead had not been removed, and there was a circle of white gauze on her wrist, she looked at him with tears in her eyes, held out her scarred heart and presented it in front of his eyes, opened her wounds that had not healed, confessed her feelings to him, and said to him remorse, she was as fragile as fragile glass at the moment, How could he say things that would make her sad?
In addition, this time, she has committed suicide three times, isn't it because of him that she suffers from depression? Is it now necessary to push her to death with his own hands?
Yan Jiyun wanted to say something, but it was all stuck in her throat, and she wanted to say that this ring was not bought for her, but she couldn't say anything......
Yan Jiyun tried her best to make her expression look softer, but the smile on the corner of her mouth still had a faint bitterness, but Shen Yunzi couldn't find it, and her desperate heart saw a little light at the moment...... The light of the ring. She couldn't see the helplessness and apology hidden in Yan Jiyun's eyes when she picked up the ring, it was an apology to Shui Han.
In any case, he didn't want to see Shen Yunzi's young life come to an end. The nurse doctor saved her this time, but if she still wanted to die and couldn't recover from depression, then she would always be in danger and could commit suicide at any time.
Slowly, it seemed like it had been a long time, and Yan Jiyun put the ring on Shen Yunzi's hand, which was just right, not big or small.
Shen Yunzi was so excited that she cried, hugged Yan Jiyun, and cried in his arms...... She had pretended to be strong for too long, and she finally knew that she couldn't let go of Yan Jiyun, what she longed for was his warmth and love, and she longed to go back to the past......
"Homogeneous...... I'm sorry, I know it's wrong for me to do this, because you're married, but I can't help it...... I pretended to have forgotten about you, pretending to be very free, but I wasn't...... I...... I can't accept any other man except you, even if you kiss me, what do you say I should do...... I'm pretending so hard, I don't want to pretend anymore......"
Shen Yunzi's tears were like a flood bursting the embankment of an open floodgate, crying fiercely, as fragile as a child.
Yan Jiyun hugged her silently, and the feeling of distress was spreading...... What a sin he was, a strong woman who had become so humble for him, put aside her self-esteem, and showed him her truest side, her helplessness, her confusion and pain, all stung him deeply. If she is doing well, healthy, and able to fall in love, get married, and have children normally, he will feel better, but now, he only blames himself and apologizes.
Shen Yunzi cried for a long time, crying until she was hoarse and exhausted before she collapsed in Yan Jiyun's arms, her body was still too weak, she had lost so much blood, and she didn't recover her strength so quickly.
"I'm tired of crying and take a break." Yan Jiyun said softly, picked up Shen Yunzi, and walked to the hospital bed.
Shen Yunzi's gaze never left Yan Jiyun for a moment, her depression was originally caused by him, as long as he could be by his side, her whole person would be attracted to him. Only he could appease her, better than all the doctors and the most haode potions.
Shen Yunzi was put on the bed by Yan Jiyun, he covered her with a quilt, straightened her waist, and as soon as she turned around, Shen Yunzi grabbed his arm, and her eyes showed panic and reluctance: "You want to leave again?" ”
"I'll pour you a glass of water."
Hearing him say this, Shen Yunzi breathed a sigh of relief, looking at his figure, the tenderness in her heart became more and more intense. It's obvious that I love it to the bones, so why suppress it? The result of oppression is one's own sin. From now on, she won't be suppressed anymore......
Yan Jiyun took out a black thing from his clothes pocket, which he bought when he passed by the mall two days ago...... Film.
Shen Yunzi is also a fan of film photography, and he thinks it is more appropriate to send this. That's what he was going to give her, but she just mistook him for a ring.
"Yunzi, this is for you, I hope you can use it to shoot more and more beautiful haode works. You are the winner of the photo contest, you are talented in this area, don't be decadent, don't give up on yourself, you still have a long way to go. Yan Jiyun gave a profound consolation, without mentioning the word "suicide" at all, but the meaning of the words was obvious.
Shen Yunzi was a little surprised, she didn't expect Yan Jiyun to buy film for her.
"Homogeneous...... Have you seen the pictures I took? ”
"Well, I've seen it, it's worthy of being a champion work, even I, a layman, think it's beautiful and meaningful. When I was in Australia, you loved photography, and I loved styling. I've won the Best Stylist in Asia award, and you've now won the National Amateur Photography Contest......"
"Yun, you know what, I don't care about this award, but if you say that my work is beautiful, I think it's worth it, and your recognition is my biggest reward." Shen Yunzi said emotionally, reached out and held Yan Jiyun's hand, with affection.
"Yunzi, you...... Don't take what I say that is so important......"
"Yun, what do you mean by that?" Shen Yunzi was extremely sensitive, and the smile on her face instantly turned into a melancholy color, as if the end of Shijie had come.
Yan Jiyun's heart tightened, and then he shook his head: "It's nothing, don't think about it." ”
Yan Jiyun felt it, obviously everything he said could have a great impact on Shen Yunzi, where could he talk to stimulate her anymore?
Stabilize her for the time being, slowly unravel her, treat her, and hope that her depression will recover soon...... Yan Jiyun can only do this for now.
In addition to taking care of Shen Yunzi, Yan Jiyun also had to deal with the company's affairs, and he left in a hurry after having breakfast with Shen Yunzi in the ward. Lunch dinner, appointment with customers in the afternoon, and dinner in the evening...... The tossing didn't stop until late at night, but the nurse called and said that Shen Yunzi hadn't slept until now and was waiting for him.
This night, Yan Jiyun spent another time in the hospital, went to work the next day, handled official business, was busy every day, and then went to the hospital at night to appease Shen Yunzi, he himself was physically and mentally exhausted, and there were words of suffering.
Shui Han hadn't answered his calls for three days in a row, and Yan Jiyun was too busy to look for her. Shui Han was already numb to the point of pain, so he simply hardened his heart and didn't even answer the phone. It is not easy to cut off the love thread, it is necessary to start by avoiding contact, not meeting, not calling, not contacting......
Shui Han could force herself to do this, deliberately not to inquire about Yan Jiyun's news, but her friends were not necessarily......
Tong Fei didn't know what was stimulated after returning to China, she was desperately trying to lose weight in recent days, she had tried to lose weight before but was unsuccessful, this time she made up her mind to start with dieting. No, I ate green vegetables for a few days, but I didn't even touch the meat scraps, and I only ate two apples every day without eating, and the result was that after three days...... I fainted at home today and was taken to the hospital by my mother for an infusion.
Many people in the emergency room were hanging infusion bottles, and Tong Fei was one of them. He sat limply in his chair, and his ruddy face had become bloodless.
The child's mother stayed by her side, her eyes were red, and her kind eyes were full of distress: "Silly girl, what kind of fat loss is good...... It's also my mother, who was busy with the store and couldn't take good care of you and neglected you. You can't just eat fruit every day anymore, Mom's heart is about to die......"
"Mom...... I'm fine, I just don't have much strength, I'm in good spirits after the infusion, don't cry, don't cry. Tong Fei stretched out her fleshy little hand to wipe her mother's tears, she would be so sad that she would suffocate when she saw her mother crying.
Tong's mother's mobile phone rang, and it was from the store.
"What? How so? The child's mother's face changed, and she was very anxious.
It turned out that something happened in the store, and a waiter accidentally scalded a customer with boiling water, and now he is being sent to the hospital near the store, and it is said that the injury is not light.
"Daughter, I ......"
"Mom, go and take a look, I'm here alone, I'm more energetic now than before, I can go home by myself after the infusion in a while, you don't have to worry about me." Tong Fei smiled sweetly at her mother.
Tong's mother touched Tong Fei's face with pity, a little reluctant, but she still left here to rush to the hospital, she is the proprietress ah, her husband is not at home, there is something in the store, how can she not go.
As soon as Tong's mother left, Tong Fei leaned softly on the chair and inadvertently caught a glimpse of a familiar figure......
Tong Fei lowered her head suddenly, covered her forehead with her hand, and kept muttering in her heart: "Don't come, don't come, don't come, don't come......"
She also doesn't want to be seen, the more it backfires. Although she was so secretive, she was still discovered by a sharp-eyed man.
"Hahahaha, Tong Fei, you also have today!" Du Cheng's voice was obviously pleasant, and the most hateful was still to come.
"Let me come, this is an acquaintance of mine." Du Cheng said to the nurse.
The nurse held a plate in her hand, which contained Tong Fei's infusion needles.
Du Cheng held the thin needle in his hand, and laughed so much that it was called a deceit, Tong Fei's face was green, waiting for Du Cheng to ...... It's really a narrow road to meet on the narrow road, and Du Cheng clearly wants to take the opportunity to take revenge!