Qiluo really didn't turn his mind, looked at Gu Ren, looked at his face, and was a little dazed.

"He's still the man who makes your heart ache!" Gu Ren still said it.

Kira gently clutched her chest, that day, after Taijun left, she took a heart-saving pill specially made for her by her father, specially used to soothe her heartache. Gu Ren saw it that day, although she didn't ask, but she just said that Cheng An's situation made her heart ache. I said it in front of Gu Ren unintentionally. Cheng An made her heart ache!

"Forget it." Gu Ren hurriedly went to get the medicine and didn't want to ask.

Kira stared at the medicine, she picked it up, and at this time she was not heartbroken, and she didn't need to eat it.

"I'm still going to have heartache?" Qiluo actually really understood at this time, she was a little confused, she was heartbroken at that time? Weishenme subconsciously felt heartache for Cheng An.

She can let go of her hatred for Taijun, it was in the plague village, she thought of everything Taijun had done for her family and country, Taijun may not be a good parent, not a good mother-in-law, but she is a good soldier, a soldier worthy of admiration. He is Yu Taijun, but he is a small private grudge, and this kind of grudge is insignificant under the feelings of his family and country. Therefore, she didn't forgive Taijun, but how to say it, she will no longer be involved.

Cheng Le, she has always felt that she is her friend, her little sister. She didn't deceive herself, and she died early, so she didn't have time to hurt her. So she helped Cheng Le, and she wanted to help Cheng Le, which was actually reasonable.

Now for Cheng An, the person she should hate the most in the Cheng family, she helps him again and again. Although she also knows that this is a reason that cannot be forgotten. Of course, this also has her bad taste, and she helps Cheng An again and again. She knew that the more this happened, the more painful Cheng An would become, and the suffering she suffered in her previous life, this time she would slowly get it back. In the last life, you made me read for one life, then, this life. It's your turn to read me. This is also her revenge.

But now that her husband has said that she is hurting for him, she covers her chest. It's not because she's in pain now, it's because she realized that her heart hurt that day when she knew that Cheng An might have been poisoned by the Ecstasy Grass. That kind of colic. It almost made her feel embarrassed by herself. weishenme？

"Alright. Let's go to dinner, Daddy and Mom should be in a hurry. Gu Ren wanted to change the topic, he might just let Qiluo focus on medicine like this, at least she was calm, her body actually couldn't withstand such a toss.

"Senior brother, I'm not ......" Qiluo was a little panicked, she pulled Gu Ren tightly, she couldn't let Gu Ren doubt that she was still in love with Cheng An. She couldn't lose Gu Ren, she knew this very well. She didn't want to lose Gu Ren's.

Gu Ren gently hugged her and comforted her, yes, she was not, but she had really loved her and became her lifelong goal. She has spent her whole life loving someone, and now it is impossible for her to take it back all at once.

"Okay, I know. It's okay, you've loved him, and it's not your fault. Gu Ren sighed softly, yes, in the last life, she loved Cheng An, and it was not her fault, it was really not wrong to fall in love with a man who was cute and worthy of love. It's just that......

Kira didn't move, and was silent for a long time.

"What's wrong with you?" Gu Ren was a little scared, hurriedly let go of her, and asked anxiously.

"What did you just say?" Kira looked at her husband and asked anxiously.

"What?" Gu Ren was confused, what did he say.

"Isn't it wrong to fall in love with Cheng An?" Kira almost grabbed her husband's collar with eager eyes.

"Of course it's not wrong, you didn't know you were engaged at the time. Besides, you didn't know that Cheng An would betray your oath. So the choice you made in your previous life can't be considered wrong. Of course, you still failed your parents-in-law and me. But you're just being true to yourself, even if you didn't succeed in reluctantly marrying me in the last life, we'll be miserable, right? Gu Ren smiled, when he said this, he was actually persuading himself.

Kira has actually been deeply remorseful for the choice of her previous life, thinking that she was wrong, because she saw the wrong person, let her parents suffer, and she was humiliated, and what she couldn't face was that she felt that her life was actually a joke, and her eighteen years were a joke. It doesn't make any sense at all.

In this life, she has actually been going back and forth, she married Gu Ren because she didn't want to repeat her mistakes. But it doesn't mean that she can really accept Gu Ren. After she remembered what Gu Ren had done for her in her previous life. Her kindness to Gu Ren is actually more grateful, a sense of security that can be entrusted for life. In fact, it can't be compared with Cheng An's unforgettable love.

The Cheng family kept appearing, she kept looking back at herself, hate, resentment, regret, revenge, and then a little bit of realization, in fact, she was constantly analyzing herself, and at this time, she was really finally relieved.

"What's wrong with you?" Gu Ren was really worried.

"Xiexie, senior brother!" At this time, Kira really felt a sense of relief, "I just suddenly figured it out, admitting that love is really nothing." In my last life, I fell in love with him, and it was not wrong, I was worthy of it. Brother, my life has never been a joke, he is. My choice is not wrong, I have always been wrong. Senior brother, I'm very happy now, do you understand? ”

Gu Ren actually didn't understand, what did Qiluo mean by repeating his words? Is it important for Kira to admit that he loves Cheng An? Tilting his head to look at Kira.

Qiluo Daxiao got up, hugged Gu Ren's neck tightly, and kissed him on the lips, she was really happy, never happier.

Gu Ren was relieved to see her so happy, although he didn't know why she was so happy, but he had a new understanding at this time, as long as she was happy, as long as she stayed by her side like this, then, what else did she have to worry about?

"Senior brother, I can love you with all my heart now."

"Didn't you use it wholeheartedly before?" Gu Ren said deliberately, but the corners of her mouth were filled with a smile, she couldn't let go of Cheng An's before, the man who made her love and hate. At this time, it was obvious that she had figured it out, so she could be relieved.

"I've always hated myself, hated myself for loving the wrong person. So my last life was a joke. You're right, I'm not wrong to fall in love with him. At least on this matter. I'm not wrong. In the future, I took care of Taijun, and I tried to avenge him, all based on this. So it's not wrong. My life has never been a joke! Never. So why should I regret and complain? Why should I care about someone who has lost me? Do you understand? Kira spoke a little scrambled, but spoke urgently.

She has actually been entangled with Cheng An, she hates Cheng An, and she also hates herself for falling in love with Cheng An. She denied it. In fact, it is already the whole life of his previous life. This is the main reason why she is entangled, and she can't forget it.

She felt that if she knew the reason for Cheng An's betrayal, she might be relieved. But. Gu Ren's words woke her up. She's right, so what reason does she want? There is no reason, all the mistakes were committed by Cheng An. He was just wrong. His fault. You don't need to find a reason for yourself. For a mistake, she doesn't need to continue to make mistakes for him, she lives her life well.

"Can you really be relieved?" Gu Ren smiled helplessly, he didn't expect that she would only understand this until now. But also, no matter how smart a woman is, when facing feelings, she is actually at a loss. Merely. This time, did she really understand?

"Weishenme: No. What I shouldn't be able to accept is my own failure. I can't accept that Cheng An didn't return because he fell in love with another woman, making himself a joke in the Cheng family. Now, even if it wasn't Cheng An's greed for life and fear of death, it was because he had no face to face his mother and brother, so he stayed and didn't return, which has nothing to do with whether he fell in love with Yinjing or not. So it's not me who fails! Speaking of which, I was actually a victor in my last life, and I don't have anything to worry about. Qiluo raised his eyebrows and stared at Gu Ren.

Gu Ren also smiled, yes, Qiluo in the previous life may seem a little tragic, but, thinking about it deeply, she is actually the victor, Cheng An and Princess Silver Mirror were trampled under her feet.

And Taijun put her tablet in the ancestral hall of the Cheng family, and the people of the Cheng family will only admit that she is the only second grandmother. The court will only admit that she is Cheng An's wife, and Cheng An and Yinjing are actually worse than dead.

And even if Qiluo lived a little lonely in those eighteen years, must Cheng An be happy in Fanbang? Kira spent eighteen years perfecting her medical system, and she was successful in her career; And for a general like Cheng An, becoming someone else's vassal since then is actually the biggest punishment in his life, right? What's more, it was Qiluo who defeated them in the end, if Yinjing knew that Qiluo was Cheng An's wife, he was afraid that he would have to die of shame.

In this way, Kira did not have a husband in the previous life, but she got everything. By the way, if you trample the negative man under your feet, you can't be born forever. She really has nothing to regret, nothing to be angry about. In the last life of revenge, she didn't spoil it at all, and she went out one by one, and it was when she didn't know it, how high this is.

However, Gu Ren is even more helpless, this person has figured it out, and then, will he find out that in fact, after being reborn, she is the real tragedy? Married a man she didn't love, entered a troublesome family, and now can only hide in her own courtyard every day and entertain herself. is like a bird in a cage, in fact, she obviously has a chance to spread her wings and fly high.

"Do you regret it?" Gu Ren looked at Qiluo lightly.

"What?" Kira hadn't yet moved out of her emotions and was stunned for a moment.

"Marry me, you even have to look at your face when you go out to practice medicine. Obviously, you have done a lot of things for Changchun Hall, but the family, my mother is still very picky about you? Gu Ren knew that Qiluo was not much because of the consultation for those noble ladies, but how many connections it added to Changchun Hall. Even so, those people in the family, while enjoying the glory and convenience brought by Qiluo, also repeatedly said that it was really inappropriate for the clan woman to show her head like this. Not to mention the old lady, as Yilan's belly gets bigger and bigger, her face is getting worse and worse. (To be continued......)

PS: Yes, is Kira an abandoned woman? It took her until now to figure out that she didn't count, she didn't make a mistake, she just owed her parents and Gu Ren in her last life, so for Qiluo, the meaning of her rebirth is to come back and repay the affection between her parents and Gu Ren in this life. Revenge is never the point! Well, Xiao P's personal thoughts, maybe Xiao P is a gentle person, for me, it is really tiring to hate someone for the rest of my life, and everyone is fine. By the way, I was relieved to know that you were not good.