Chapter 50: The Choice

"I obviously hate the second brother, but you still help us. Is this your principle, or is it unprincipled? Cheng Le changed the topic or asked again.

"I used to be too principled, I said, my father is very dead, and there are some rules he set, I can't change them. Now it's different, after a plague, we both have new insights. Dad reopened Renxin Hall, and he figured out a lot of things. And what about me, I thought, I can always choose my own patients, right? ”

Qiluo smiled, Cheng Le's words made her think about one more thing, that is, choice. In fact, she has been choosing, in the previous life, in this life, but she doesn't know it. And now, she has expanded her 'choice' into her life. She doesn't use her father's medical ethics to demand herself, she can choose to say 'no'.

"What about helping the second brother this time?" Cheng Le didn't believe it, this answer should help his mother save his second brother, which was after the plague, and how to choose at this time.

Kira smiled, thought for a moment, and shook his head, "When did you know that your second brother was still alive?" ”

"It's the day my mother brought me to my sister, what's wrong? Is this important? Cheng Le didn't expect Qiluo to jump to this. Is this question important? What she didn't know was that it was really important to Kira. She has to know, in the last life, did Taijun tell Cheng Le? So Kira really still has her own paranoid side.

"It's okay, just ask." Qiluo smiled, if it weren't for herself, Taijun obviously wouldn't tell the simple Cheng Le these things, she felt much more comfortable. Reached out and took out the pulse pillow and motioned for Cheng Le to stretch out his hand.

Last time, she didn't have time to give the pulse, because of the previous life. She has been seeing Cheng Le, and she no longer knows how Cheng Le's body is. I didn't have time or mood last time, but I can't let it go this time. Cheng Le is about to marry into the royal family, and if he has no children, he is fatally injured.

Cheng Le's body was a little cold. Otherwise, after marrying Jiao He for a year, the two are deeply in love. But I never had children! It's just that in the last life, they all became widows, and Cheng Le was sick. That's all she knows. At that time, Cheng Le was sad enough. She didn't say anything. Now her body is still the same old problem. took out the needle, gave Cheng Le a treatment with fire, and then prescribed a prescription for pills, called Qing'er in, and asked her to hand over the prescription to Gu Ren, and quickly match it, it is better than letting Cheng Le take it away.

"Questions?" Cheng Le didn't think about it. The way I write with a pen is still a little worried. Today when my mother asked her to come alone. I also mentioned that she should show Qiluo what she needs to recuperate. She was embarrassed to tell Qiluo, she didn't think that Qiluo would do it directly, which made her a little entangled, and she couldn't tell whether she was grateful or sad.

"Well, in the future, cold food will be banned. On weekdays, try not to touch cold water or anything like that. After Qiluo finished prescribing the medicine, he turned his head and prescribed a list of taboos for food, most of which Cheng Le loved to eat and often eat.

"I can't eat this, what am I going to do?" Cheng Le is not happy, she now feels that she is tragic enough, she can't be with the person she loves, and now she can't even eat the food she loves, so why are you living?

"Do you want children? Do you know how much I want a child right now? Kira gave her a roll of the eye and pushed the list in front of her to see her choice.

Because she has no children, Kira doesn't dare to appear in front of her mother-in-law at all except for morning and dusk. No matter how you say it, you don't care about your in-laws' feelings, but you have to take care of Gu Ren's position, and you can't make him too embarrassed. Now look at Cheng Le, it's time for her to make a choice for herself.

Cheng Le hesitated, no matter how confident she was in marriage, she also wanted her own children. Think about the sister-in-law's dead expression after the miscarriage and Dr. Duan said that it was difficult for her to have any more children. I can't be like that, I still put the list in my sleeve with a small mouth.

Cheng Le finally left, Qiluo thought about it for a long time, and didn't think clearly what she was doing with her? Just wondering if the dream is real? Or rather, she wondered if she could forget about Jiao He?

In fact, no one can really tell her this.

What is a dream, what is reality. What should be said, in fact, I said it last time, it is impossible for people to listen to the persuasion, just want to understand everything, and the road is always to go by themselves.

As for Jiao He's problem, he is still different from Cheng An. Jiao He is really not wrong, the only mistake is that he died early. It's just that this is not what he is happy with, so he is still perfect in Cheng Le's heart at this time, a flawless person, how can people forget. And this perfection will be even more unsurpassable by mortals with the beautification of memory.

When Gu Ren came back, he saw Qiluo in a daze. These days, every day when she comes back, Kira is busy, and it is rare to see her when she is not busy. But compared to being busy, he doesn't like Kira in a daze even more, he will feel that such Kira is far away from him.

Gently sat down beside her and pulled her sleeve, which was Gu Ren's thoughtfulness. If you call her or slap her, you are afraid that it will scare her, and after vomiting blood, Qiluo will not be scared of blood, so there is a new rule in the house, not to make noise in front of Qiluo, so that she will not be shocked.

"I can't think of a cure, what should I do?" Kira saw her husband and said a little dullly.

"Fourth Miss said that if you can imitate it so quickly, you can bring Cheng An home, this is an achievement." Gu Ren smiled warmly, and at this time she was relieved, it turned out that she was still thinking about how to solve the poison of the Ecstasy Grass in a daze.

Ecstasy grass is poisonous, but there is no antidote, so how will addicted people get rid of it? Gu Ren also felt a little headache. It's just that he doesn't want her to be more anxious, so he won't hit her easily.

"Cheng Le asked me today, if I help Cheng An so much, will you mind, do you mind?" Kira put down what she was holding and looked at her husband.

"Do you mind me?" Gu Ren didn't have a positive answer, she asked her opinion before she saved it, and she agreed at that time, but now if she minds, it doesn't seem to be good. But he didn't mind, and it wasn't what he wanted.

"Of course, you're more important to me." Qiluo smiled, she had asked before, and she had also been licensed, but thinking about Cheng Le's words today, she felt as if she had done something wrong, permission and mind are two different things, even if she did the right thing, but some things can be distinguished from right and wrong.

"If I don't allow it, will you not do it?" Gu Ren still didn't reply positively.

"If you didn't allow it, I wouldn't have answered; But for now, I should stick with it. Do you want to know why? Kira thought hard and shook her head.

"I didn't allow it before, so you didn't accept it. But you will still ask your father-in-law to help, after all, you are not the only one in the world who can do this, and Imperial Doctor Chai should be able to do it. So you can promise me, but now if I regret it, are you insisting because you are angry? Gu Ren's mouth was about to close into a slit.

"I accepted Taijun's request, it was indeed because I wanted to help Cheng An, and whether it was Cheng An or not, I would also reach out, this is the principle of Renxintang, and I am used to following it. If you don't allow it, it actually gives me an excuse, I can let my father or Chai Imperial Doctor take over with peace of mind, I think at that time, although I was heartbroken Cheng An, I really knew that it was not something I had to do. ”

Qiluo nodded, imitation pills, this is not a difficult thing for Chai Imperial Doctor and Duan Ding, especially Duan Ding, Asya was taught by him, he knows Asya's habits of medicine very well, he came to imitate and save Cheng An, it is actually more ideal than doing it himself.

"Now you have to do it?" Gu Ren smiled, it turned out that she didn't really want to save Cheng An, or rather, Cheng An might be the man who would make her heart ache, but she didn't want to protect his heart all the time.

"Now I want to do it, not for anyone, but I want to know, how can I solve this poison, is this my bad problem as a doctor?" Kira stretched his body, which was already a little stiff, and sighed, "As a result, after so much time, I have no choice but to find that this can only be treated, but not detoxified." “

"You want to tell me, isn't it because of Cheng An that you're working so hard now, it's just that this is your new toy?" Gu Ren smiled dumbly, he had also studied medicine for many years, he understood very well what Qiluo was talking about now, and it was his virtue as a doctor who decided to save Cheng An before. At this time, it is the spirit of exploration that a healer should have.

"yes, new toys. That's a good statement, it's my new toy. Kira was also stunned for a moment, and when she thought about it, she smiled and let out a long sigh of relief. He looked down at the pill and thought for a moment, "It seems that it is impossible to detoxify, so I can only get the person back first and slowly let him be treated." This method really made me depressed as a doctor. ”

"So is it necessary to ban this medicine, in case it spreads to the Central Plains, there will be endless troubles." Gu Ren frowned, Qiluo's statement was really acceptable to him, and from the perspective of a pharmacist, he also had his own worries, what should he do if such a medicine really flows into the Central Plains?

"But it's a very anesthetic, and the pain relief effect is better than many other drugs of the same kind." Kira shook her head, during this time, she had done a lot of experiments, and the conclusions she came to made her frightened and frightened. On the one hand, this is really an extremely haode anesthetic, but she also thought of Gu Ren's worries just now, and she is also in a dilemma at this time.

"So that's what my father-in-law said, no medicine is not poisonous, no poison is not medicine, it depends on how the doctor uses it." Gu Ren also shook his head helplessly, there are really a lot of this kind of medicine, but it is just seen as the heart of the healer, and if it is placed in Asya's hands, it becomes poison, and for Qiluo, this is medicine.

"Life is really in the midst of choices all the time." Kira let out a long sigh.

"Are you choosing?" Gu Ren looked at Qiluo's face, he didn't want to ask, he was a silent person, even if Qiluo asked, he actually didn't give her any actual answers most of the time, especially about feelings, but Qiluo's heart was not as slender as outside, she didn't think as much as Gu Ren, otherwise, if she really cared about it, she was afraid that it would be troublesome again. (To be continued......)