Chapter 434: Allure Marriage and Love, Inseparable in This Life 12: In the estrangement, do you want him

Long Lifei looked at her, his thin lips pursed a line, he was silent, the corners of his eyes seemed to be warm, and all his emotions were blocked in his throat, like a fish in his throat.

Blame her, hate her?

It is undeniable that when he heard Chongjian's words, his heart was shocked and angry, his Yan'er answered the phone, and she had the opportunity to tell him that night.

If she doesn't want to accompany Scarlet by herself, she can tell him directly, if he doesn't go, at least he can call Scarlet back, or let Chongjian take care of it, but how can she hide herself

It's just that when he saw Yan'er, he found that he would never be able to do it on Yan'er's body.

Sometimes, however, the most cruel punishment is the blame that is not to blame. As they often say, the best way to get revenge on someone is to ignore her presence!

Long Lifei's non-resentment is not blamed on Long Ziqi, what is the difference between ignoring it?

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Xu Chengdong hoped that Long Lifei could temporarily rest for two days, so that his tired body could rest and buffer.

It's just that when Long Ziqi got up the next day*, Long Lifei was no longer in Ming Zhengju.

Qingfeng said that before dawn, His Excellency left, as if to go to the presidential palace.

When Long Ziqi arrived at the presidential palace, Su said that Long Lifei left the presidential palace at eight o'clock and it seemed that he would not come back today.

After the rain, the sun outside the window was quiet, Long Ziqi stood by the window, only to feel surrounded by cold, so cold that he was about to suffocate.

Su looked at her worriedly, Long Ziqi was more silent than ever in the past two days, sadness spread between his eyebrows, and the coldness on his body became an unapproachable desolation, which wanted to drown her.

She didn't know what was going on, and vaguely guessed that it was related to Long Lifei, so she called Chongjian, who was secretive on the phone and didn't want to say it.

Such a Long Ziqi, she doesn't know if Long Lifei is distressed or not, but she is distressed. Long Lifei was not in the presidential palace, and most of the matters were handled by Long Ziqi on his behalf, and he didn't even have time to drink water when he was busy.

When night fell, the lights were on, the presidential palace was brightly lit in silence and cold, the lights in Long Ziqi's office were still on, and the documents on the table were moved from one side to the other.

She asked Sue to give herself another cup of coffee, took a sip of it and realized that it was juice, and looked up at her.

"You've had five cups of coffee and some juice today. Let's go back when you're done. Sue was stunned, without his usual smile.

Long Ziqi came back to his senses, swept the clock hanging on the wall, and whispered, "It turns out that it's ten o'clock." ”

"You go back first, I'll go back when I'm done with this bit of paperwork."

"Your Excellency......"

"Go back!" Su was still about to say something, but was interrupted by her faint two words. Su took a deep breath and looked at her helplessly, "Okay, then you promise me to go back and rest early." ”

Long Ziqi nodded, and watched Su Yi's figure disappear at the door, and the smile on his thin lips slowly dispersed.

After taking care of the affairs, Long Ziqi went downstairs, and her guards and drivers were already waiting for her.

The light outside the window is flickering, the window is silent and silent, the shallow breathing seems to be nothing, the curled eyelashes cover the vague and uncertain eyes, and the silence is also a kind of exhaustion.

Looking back at the twenty-three years she had lived once in a while, it seemed as long as twenty-three light years. In the days when she forgot Gu Mingxi and herself, she was like a living dead, relying on the pit to abduct and steal every day, relying on a few mouthfuls of stinky and rotten food to maintain her breathing, she lived more humiliated and humble than any living form in this world.

After returning to Gu Mingxi, she didn't remember her parents, she didn't remember who she was, the first person to break into her memory was Long Lifei, and it was Long Lifei who gave her warmth and safety.

Love and hate are a kind of spiritual sustenance of people, and she is young and ignorant, she does not know love and hate, and her spiritual sustenance is only three words - dragon and wrong.

After thinking of the warm and happy family life she had experienced, who she was and who her parents were, she really realized that happiness always belonged only to the little girl named Su Yan, and Long Ziqi was destined to have nothing to do with happiness.

Even Long Lifei couldn't make her turn back into the innocent and carefree Su Yan she was at the beginning.

The reality is often so cruel.

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Haoting Garden, Long Lifei finished handling things in the presidential palace in the morning, and the rest of the things that could be brought to Haoting Garden were all brought over, and as for the meetings that had to be attended, Chongjian was also moved back a few days, and he was most worried about Scarlet at present.

Lan Mufei was in the room from beginning to end, unwilling to take a step out of the room, the food was sent in, and then sent out as it was, Long Lifei saw it, and his face became more and more ugly.

He wanted to smoke, but Chongjian put all the cigarettes away.

Regarding the fact that he fainted in Ming Zhengju last night, how could he hide it from Chongjian. Seeing that Long Lifei was not hindered by his identity, he really wanted to punch him.

If you feel uncomfortable, you just say, vent, a person holds back and suffers, and doesn't say anything, what's it.

No one needs his pretense of greatness, Scarlet doesn't need it, and Yan'er doesn't need it!

But Jiang Chongjian knew better that if he said it, it would not be a dragon. Scarlet and Yan'er are like Long Lifei's left and right hands, all of which are part of his body, and they can't be separated, let alone hurt.

Scarlet is the girl he cherishes, and Yan'er is his relative, love and affection are always a dilemma, why does he still refuse to see it clearly after so many years?

Maybe he was unwilling to give up like this!

Lan Mufei fell asleep in the room, Long Lifei tiptoed at her for a while, pressed the quilt for her, and left the room silently.

went downstairs, covered his lips, and tried his best to suppress the sound of coughing, for fear of waking up Lan Mufei, who was difficult to fall asleep.

Jiang Chongjian took a coat and personally draped it over his shoulders for him, "Go back and rest, it's useless for you to stay here like this now." ”

Long Lifei frowned, was silent for a while and asked, "How is the news handled?" ”

"All the news on the Internet is cleared, and the hard thing to do is the newspapers on the market! However, I have blocked the spread of the Internet and will not allow the French media to spread the news! ”

Scarlet School should not be affected, and when everything is okay with her, if she wants, she can still go back to France to continue her studies.

Long Lifei didn't speak, and walked towards the car that had been prepared outside the door.

Jiang Chongjian got into the car and said Ming Zhengju.

When the driver started the engine, three words came from behind him: "Presidential Palace!" ”

Jiang Chongjian was stunned, glanced at the driver, nodded invisibly, and went to the presidential palace.

……

For a week, Long Lifei stayed at the Presidential Palace in the morning and evening, and stayed in Haoting Garden during the day. Together with those emergency meetings, they were moved to the morning, making the politicians miserable, and they had to appear in the conference room of the presidential palace before dawn every day, and their minds were not clear.

But it is clear that their Excellency the President is always in good spirits, even if his eyebrows are faintly tired, he can still point out the mistakes and shortcomings.

Even started to get angry.

Long Lifei is not angry, and the old lord is not the same. Long Pei was angry, but his thin lips pursed a sneer, and his eyes glanced sharply at everyone present, as if they were ashamed of themselves and couldn't lift themselves.

And Long Lifei's face was expressionless when he was angry, his eyes were as sharp as a knife, and his words were poisonous, and he could already humiliate them with a single sentence!

So they knew that their Excellency the President was in a bad mood and deserved to be unlucky, even if they did not know where your bad mood came from.

During the day, Lan Mufei lay on the * to sleep, in fact, she couldn't sleep most of the time, and she was even afraid to close her eyes.

Once you close your eyes, the chaotic and wild* keeps coming to mind, reminding yourself every minute of what a stupid mistake you have made.

In just one week, she lost a lot of weight, her hair withered like lifeless dead grass, and her face was an unhealthy yellow.

Even if Long Lifei and Chongjian tried their best to make her eat, she would still vomit if she ate obediently. At first, it was all spitting out, and then it got a little better, but it was still in a terrible state.

The weather forecast says that the week will be sunny, and in autumn, the sky is high and crisp, and the autumn chrysanthemums in full bloom are just right.

In the afternoon, Long Lifei walked into the room, opened the curtains and let the golden sunlight pour into the gloomy room, and the dust rolled in the air and made a noise.

He turned around and walked to the side, his fingers gently brushed away her hair covering her face, and his voice was gentle: "The weather is very good today, will you go out for a walk with me?" ”

Lan Mufei opened her eyes slowly, looking at him with empty eyes, now she didn't even know what sadness was.

Long Lifei saw that she didn't speak, and a shallow smile escaped from her thin lips: "I'll go get you clothes." ”

Get up and walk to her closet.

Lan Mufei slowly looked at the window, got up, got barefoot, walked to the window, didn't face the sun for too long, and couldn't open his eyes that were stimulated, but he didn't close his eyes and didn't use his hands to block them, and his eyes stimulated by the strong light wanted to cry

There was a faint mint smell under her nose, and her slightly cool fingers fell in front of her eyes to cover the dazzling light, and his gentle voice sounded in her ears: "Don't hurt yourself!" ”

His fingertips were cold, touching his skin, slowly sinking deep into his skin, flowing down the blood into his heart.

Didn't reach out to take his hand away, just turned around, looked up and touched the bridge of his nose, so close that you could even feel his heartbeat, very different from the man that night.

It's obviously different, how could she admit her mistake?

How could it be

If she hadn't been so sad and sad, if she hadn't finished that bottle, wouldn't everything have happened?

What she thinks about most these days is how good it would be to turn back time, how good it would be if she hadn't returned home, how good it would have been if she hadn't drunk that bottle of wine?

It's just that the more "ifs" she thinks, the more pain she feels in her heart, so she understands that time will not go back, and if she thinks too much, it will only make herself more painful and tormented.

"Brother Lifei" for the first time in so many days, she took the initiative to speak to him, looking at him with pain and emotion, but more empty, "If you receive that call, you will come to the hotel to find me, right?" ”

Long Lifei's brows furrowed, his thin lips pursed into a line, and he was silent and did not speak.

Lan Mufei lowered her eyes, hooked her lips, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "17-year-old coming-of-age ceremony, I want to spend it with you, I secretly returned to China, I was afraid that they would know, I would be unhappy and embarrassed you, I didn't dare to go back to Haoting Garden, and I didn't dare to go to the private residence you gave me, so I could only hide in the hotel." 17 years old means growing up and becoming an adult. That night I prepared a cake, red wine, and a confession. ”

When the last two words were spoken, his eyes changed suddenly, and the pain and astonishment were fleeting! The hands hanging beside him tightened silently

"Actually, even if I don't say it, you should be able to feel it after so many years. After all, you are so smart, my brother is the smartest man in the world! But I still want to tell you in person, I want to eat my coming-of-age cake with you, I want to drink the first wine in my life with you, I want to dance the first dance in my life with you, many firsts in my life, I want to experience it with you! But now there's nothing, my life is completely over, I have nothing. ”

In the past five years in France, it's not that no one has pursued her, but in her heart, who can compare to her brother? She doesn't participate in any school activities, doesn't make any friends of the opposite sex, and in addition to eating, sleeping, reading, and practicing the piano every day, she spends all her time thinking about her brother.

Her only good friend would always ask her, is that brother really that good? Is it worth your longing?

She never answered, because there was nothing to answer.

There is no one in this world, no one can compare to her brother!

Friends laugh at her, in this romantic city but don't fall in love, don't participate in any social activities, and have never seen a girl who can resist all kinds of * more than her.

She said: "Because in my heart lives a city of allure*, and no one can reach it."

What if France wastes more? How rich and handsome are the people who pursue her? Her heart has been small for so many years, and she only pretends to be the next person. Over the years, I can't forget it, I can't let it go.

Even if she knows that there is no result, as long as she can stay by his side for a second longer, she is willing to work hard and fight for it!

Just like her favorite poem: I don't want to be eternal, but I wish I had it!

Fate was harsh on her, and she didn't even have it, and she lost it.

When the words were spoken, the lips swirled around the tip of the tongue, and when she swallowed back, her clenched hands couldn't even hug her. He didn't know if it would be good for her or bad for her!

"Brother Lifei, let's go. Leave me some dignity, okay? Lan Mufei looked at him with smiling eyes, her thin lips were smiling, but her eyes were extremely empty and obscure, "I feel very dirty, I don't know how to face you, I can't stand the eyes you look at me every minute and every second, sympathy?" Wretched? Contempt...... Still a shame ......"

Before he could finish speaking, he suddenly let go of his clenched fist, grabbed the back of her head with his big palm, and pressed her face against his chest.

"I don't allow you to say that about yourself! My scarlet is not dirty! ”

She was a child raised by him, and in his eyes, she was always so clean and beautiful.

Lan Mufei didn't raise her arms to hug him, what posture was she going to use to hug him now? It hurts in any position.

"What is Long Ziqi?" Lan Mufei pressed against his chest, clearly feeling his heartbeat, his words did not make her happy, on the contrary, they were bitter.

She is his scarlet, so what is Long Ziqi?

He has been good to her and protected her for so many years, but he has always stayed by Long Ziqi's side, so what is she?

Long Lifei's body was obviously stiff and did not speak.

"Actually, whether this happens or not, your choice will never be me, right?" She was sure that she was young but that didn't mean she didn't know anything.

Long Lifei's fingertips gradually withdrew, letting go of her, and stopped talking: "...... Scarlet! ”

"My mom owes her, and I pay it back. Me and her, two clear! "She seemed calmer, unbelievably calmer.

Long Lifei's entire expression changed, and disbelief flashed in his dark eyes.

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What Yi Ruo did to Long Ziqi back then was not too secret, and most of the people who worked in the presidential palace knew about it, but they all knew that they should never say it.

And after Gu Mingxi killed Yi Ruo with her own hands in front of Lan Mufei, Lan Mufei had a serious illness, and she didn't remember anything.

What does she know, and how much does she know?

Long Li Fei has no way of knowing.

After Lan Mufei finished saying that, she walked barefoot to the backyard in cotton pajamas, standing on the turquoise grass, in the sun, she was like a withered flower that did not bloom, thin and weak, and the soul oil walked outside the shell.

As the president, he seems to have supreme power and status, but there is no way to protect his girl, which is ridiculous when you think about it!

It's not anyone else, it's himself.

When the bright moon was in the sky, the car was parked at the door of the office building, and what Long Lifei saw when he got out of the car was Long Ziqi sitting on the stairs.

The moonlight was hazy, blurring the outline of her facial features and her expression.

Long Lifei glanced at Chongjian, and he shrugged his shoulders innocently.

Long Ziqi got up from the stairs, picked up his steps and walked in front of him, and his cold voice was very direct: "Are you hiding from me?" ”

"It's not." Long Lifei replied very quickly, his eyes deep and his eyes met her, sincere and frank.

Long Ziqi knew that he wouldn't lie to himself, even if he didn't want to explain, "If you're not in good health, pay more attention to rest." I won't bother you. ”

Long Lifei nodded, "Go back and rest early, Chongjian, you send Yan'er back." ”

She answered, he had walked past her, stepping up the high staircase, his back becoming more and more cold and lonely in the moonlight.

Chongjian walked up to her, "I'll send you back." ”

Long Ziqi didn't respond until Long Lifei's back disappeared into view, and she said, "Chongjian, you sit with me for a while." ”

……

Two people under the moonlight, a cup of hot cocoa, lonely all around, and the moonlight that can be reached is so poignant.

Jiang Chongjian looked at her sideways and couldn't help asking, "Why don't you explain?" ”

He didn't know what made Long Ziqi answer the phone call but didn't tell Lifei, and then what made Long Lifei not receive the call and text message, but he absolutely believed that Yan'er didn't mean to hurt Scarlet.

Long Ziqi lowered her eyes, and the heat of hot cocoa blurred the coldness at the bottom of her eyes, "Explanation can't change the facts!" ”

Jiang Chongjian's eyes sank: "Yan'er ......"

Since she became vice president, he had never called her by her nickname like this, and this time he was really in a hurry. He was willing to believe her, but she was reluctant to explain.

"We've known each other for years, isn't my place in your heart enough for you to tell the truth?"

Long Ziqi looked at him very calmly and pursed his lips: "What do you want me to tell the truth?" Let me admit that I answered the phone call, knowing that the child was waiting to leave her for a coming-of-age ceremony, and I deliberately did not say it out of jealousy and revenge? Or do you want me to say I'm sick, I didn't mean to, please forgive me? Chongjian, which kind of truth do you prefer? ”

“…… Smoke! Jiang Chongjian's face was solemn, he didn't expect Yan'er to say such a thing, let alone that she deliberately didn't tell Lifei.

"How did you end up like this?" He can't accept that time will change a person, and he will be united by one heart.

Long Ziqi looked at him expressionlessly, and asked softly: "What kind of person should I be in your heart?" ”

Jiang Chongjian got up, looked at her with low eyes, and said disappointedly: "No matter how much you hate Lan Mufei, she is still just a child after all!" ”

Long Ziqi looked at him in a daze, he didn't expect him to speak for Lan Mufei.

Jiang Chongjian himself didn't expect that such words would come out of his mouth. He was angry, very angry, what was he in Long Ziqi's heart? Can't you even be a friend who can tell the truth?

Why is her heart so tightly closed, no one can go in except Long Lifei, no, maybe even Long Lifei has never entered her heart.

Now, he doesn't know Long Ziqi more and more.

The current Long Ziqi and Long Ziqi when he was in the United States are completely two people!

Long Ziqi put the cup in his hand on the stone steps, got up and looked at him at eye level, his voice was very soft, but extremely sharp.

"Chongjian, the scales in your heart have tilted!"

Jiang Chongjian was speechless, looked at her for a long time, and said in a deep voice: "I'm not holding grievances for Lan Mufei, and she's not my person, so I can't hold grievances!" It's just that as a man, I feel uncomfortable watching Lifei sandwiched between you! Long Ziqi, do you want him, isn't it good to give him a word happily? Hanging him like this, don't want him, and don't let him ask for others, watching him uncomfortable, are you really happy in your heart? ”

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