Chapter 433: Allure Marriage and Love, Inseparable in This Life 11

Autumn breeze and light rain, Long Ziqi doesn't like such cool weather, relatively, even disgusted, because it always evokes the darkest and dirtiest part of her memory.

There were two forces in her body fighting hard, trying to occupy her composure and control her sanity.

On the one hand, there is warmth and tolerance, and on the other side it is hatred and revenge!

Because the cold has not yet healed, he is left with a cough, sometimes a light cough, sometimes a fierce cough, as if he wants to cough out all the internal organs.

Su listened to her cough and trembled, "Your Excellency, go back and rest." ”

Looking at her pale and haggard face, Sue felt distressed.

Long Ziqi held a pen in one hand and covered his lips with the other, trying to suppress the sound of his cough. After listening to Su Yi's words, he looked sideways at the rainy weather outside the window, and said hoarsely: "Your Excellency the President is back?" ”

Su shook his head, "I heard Chongjian's assistant say no." ”

This is the first time in the three years since His Excellency the President took office that he has not appeared at the Presidential Palace in the evening, which is really unprecedented.

His clear eyes were dyed with a thin layer of gray, and he stared out of the window for a long time, "Su Zhi, haven't we been to see Song Jing for a long time!" ”

Su was stunned, she didn't expect that she would suddenly mention Song Jing, and her sadness was not concealed when she lowered her eyes

……

Zhonglieyuan is the final destination of those who sacrifice their lives for the country or selflessly dedicate their lives to the president. To be buried here after death is the highest honor for everyone who has worked in the presidential palace, and it is also an honor for the families of the deceased.

The latest one to be buried here is Song Jing, who died three years ago, only 25 years old, not in love, not married, and without children.

The cause of death blocked three shots for Long Ziqi, namely the chest, the arm, and the last shot was the center of the eyebrows, which was also a fatal shot.

It is more appropriate to use "slaughter" than to kill, bullets are flying, blood is spreading, everyone is red-eyed, and the air is full of the clamor of death.

Song Jing has been with Long Ziqi for two years, and she is not qualified to be buried in the Zhonglie Garden in terms of qualifications and dedication, it is Long Ziqi who overcomes all difficulties and insists on burying Song Jing here, only Song Jing's body lies here, and her parents will be called the families of the martyrs, and they have the preferential treatment of the families of the martyrs.

Some people may think that people are dead, so what's the point of fighting for this? But Long Ziqi wants to fight, because this is what Song Jing deserves.

On the cold tombstone, there is a black and white photo of Song Jing, thin lips and a smile, eyes like a spring breeze and drizzle, without too many vicissitudes and complexities, honest and calm.

What kind of person is Song Jing?

is not the oldest, but he is the most calm in temperament, he doesn't talk much, but he is willing to listen to Su's broken thoughts that he doesn't play every day; The last one to sleep every night, because I have to check if the three of them are covered with quilts and don't catch a cold.

Song Jing is very filial, she earns all her part-time job and life in the United States, and she gives her parents a phone call every week to reassure her.

She is also a very good student, she has never missed a class, even if she is sick and has a high fever of 39°, she is willing to go to the doctor after listening to the class, treats her classmates kindly, and never stingy with her neat notes for others to read.

is such a very good woman, who has not yet fully bloomed but has withered in an instant, becoming a handful of ashes in time.

For a long time, Long Ziqi was reluctant to think of Song Jing, not because he didn't want her, but because he couldn't recall the massacre that day. Song Jing protected her under her, her blood first sliding down drop by drop, and then gradually turning into a river, staining her clothes, sticky and cold.

Su was wearing a black professional suit, supporting an umbrella and standing beside Long Ziqi, his eyes red.

When she learned of Song Jing's death, it happened to be Su Jie's doctoral dissertation defense, she left her defense and the crazy professors, ran out of the school, stopped the car to go to the airport, called friends, booked air tickets, and sent her passport.

Song Jing is dead?

She couldn't accept the news.

Because the night before her doctoral dissertation defense, they were still talking on the phone, and Song Jing said that when she successfully passed her doctoral dissertation defense, she would come to the United States to celebrate her and give her a graduation gift.

Song Jing had even bought her graduation gift for her, which was a customized version of the brooch, Su's favorite cherry blossom pattern.

Seeing Song Jing's corpse, she has always disliked tears, even if Su, who was split by her boyfriend, cried and completely collapsed, holding Song Jing's corpse and refusing to let people be cremated.

In the end, it was Long Ziqi, who had been silent, who came over and pulled Su away, cremated Song Jing's body, and buried her in Zhonglie Garden.

Su just cried until dawn, as if she was going to shed all her tears, and before she was about to fall asleep with Long Ziqi, she only said, "I'm not going back to the United States." ”

Song Jing was not worried about Long Ziqi, so she followed her back to China and embarked on the road of politics. In order to protect Long Ziqi, she did not hesitate to sacrifice her life. Song Jing is gone, and her doctoral dissertation defense has also failed, it doesn't matter, she is willing to replace Song Jing and stay by Long Ziqi's side.

He Zui returned to country A to take over the family business, and when he heard the news of Song Jing's death, he choked up on the phone and couldn't make a sound, he wanted to come to the national capital, and planned to stay by Long Ziqi's side.

Long Ziqi refused, He Zui is an only child, his parents are in business, taking over the family business is destined from birth, there is already a Song Jing who lost his life for her, how can she be willing to let He Zui abandon his parents and come to her side to take risks.

She didn't want Su to stay, but Su insisted on staying, and at that time she was lonely supporting the Long family and everything, except for Chongjian, there was no other person to believe, and finally let Su stay and replace Song Jing's position so far.

Long Ziqi wanted to stay alone with Song Jing for a while, and let Su go back to the car first, but Su didn't want to, it was still raining!

Clear eyes looked at Su Yu, and said lightly: "Five minutes." ”

Give her five minutes!

Sue caught a strong grief in her eyes, and her heart fluttered, and she hesitated for a moment to agree to let her stay for five minutes.

The umbrella was left to Long Ziqi, she asked the bodyguards to send her back to the car, and the remaining four bodyguards stood in four different directions, keeping a certain distance, and being able to protect her!

Long Ziqi stepped forward, reached out and touched the cold rain-stained tombstone, and his voice sounded like it was about to sink to the bottom of the sea, "If you knew that I would become what I am today, would you regret sacrificing your life to save me that day!" ”

For her life, too many people's lives and happiness have been sacrificed, and what did she do?

She ruined the life of an innocent child.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and the majestic rain splashed her trouser legs, and her vision was blurred by the mist. She stood in front of the tombstone, like a flower ravaged in the wind and rain, crumbling.

There is nowhere to go, no one to say, but to repent in front of the dead, the sins she has committed!

The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket********************

Lan Mufei locked herself in her room for a day*, not eating, drinking, or sleeping. Long Lifei watched her in Haoting Garden for a day*, the clothes on her body were crumpled, the slippers under her feet were from Ming Zhengju, and he didn't even touch any food or water except for cigarettes.

Jiang Chongjian couldn't stay in Haoting Garden all the time, he had a lot of things to deal with. For example, the matter of the presidential palace, and the man who left a check for Lan Mufei.

At 10 a.m. on the day of the incident, he rushed to the airfield to intercept Louis Widow.

Louis Ying is widowed with the purest and most noble blood of the French aristocracy, and the facial features are much more delicate than those of the nobles in European and American movies, and his expressionless expression is a little contemptuous when he meets Chongjian.

The bodyguards behind him were about to step forward and make a move on Chongjian, but he retreated to the sides because of one of his raised hands.

Jiang Chongjian handed the check to Louis Yingwei and said calmly: "Mr. Louis, not everything in this world can be bought with money. ”

Louis Widow frowned, his eyes swept over the check in his hand, the one he had written to the girl before leaving the hotel.

"It's not a purchase, it's a compensation." The thin lips are pursed, and the low voice is pure British pronunciation.

Jiang Chongjian pursed his lips: "That's even more unnecessary!" ”

Louis Ying's eyes rippled, "You can speak French." ”

Jiang Chongjian not only speaks French, but also speaks more pure than many French people. Unlike other countries, France is very fond of English, but they are proud of their native language, and those who do not speak French in France are more or less despised.

"French women are passionate and romantic, and they are every man's dream." Jiang Chongjian's implication is that he learned French completely to soak up French blonde beauties.

Louis Widow pursed his lips, smiled indifferently, and reached out to take the check he insisted on handing over, "Your master is lucky. ”

Jiang Chongjian glanced at the bodyguards on both sides of him, and said with a smile: "Your bodyguards are very unlucky. ”

After a pause, he said, "My master asked me to convey a message to Mr. Louis that he very much welcomes Miss Grace as a guest in the capital!" ”

Louis Widow glanced at him meaningfully, his thin lips curled in a wicked curvature, but he didn't speak, and walked past him to the gate.

Jiang Chongjian put his hands in his pockets, and when he turned around, he saw Louis Ying Widow casually throwing the check into the trash can, and his eyebrows couldn't help but provoke, he was really a proud and stinky French nobleman who was inconsistent with what he looked at and what he was doing.

I didn't expect Scarlet to cause such a troublesome character!

The bodyguard who had been with Louis Widow for the longest time spoke behind him, "...... Earl. ”

He had known the Earl for so long, he had never seen the Count tolerate other people's disrespect like this, and who did not accept the cheque written by the Earl with joy, and they not only sent it back, but dared to warn the Earl, who was really bold enough!

Louis Ying Widow paused and asked meaningfully, "Who do you think can find out my identity and intercept me in such a short time?" ”

The bodyguard was stunned for a moment, and then heard him say lightly: "This is not France." ”

The strong dragon can't overpower the ground snake!

Louis Widow boarded the plane to end his journey to chase his fiancée, but the picture of last night flashed in his mind, and a sneer was raised on his thin lips.

He didn't expect that he would actually meet an amazing woman!

His fingers turned the water glass, and a gleam flashed at the bottom of his eyes, he was looking forward to who the first lady of country C would be in the future!

As for Grace!

Sigh secretly!

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In the afternoon of the next day, Long Lifei personally stood at the door of Lan Mufei's room with the food, and knocked on the door with one index finger slightly, "Scarlet, open the door!" ”

There was silence in the room, no one answered, he knocked three more times, and still no one opened the door.

"If you don't open the door, I'll have someone break it by force."

She hadn't eaten for two days, how could her body stand it like this? Even if it's a forced irrigation, he wants her to eat!

After waiting for a while and still not responding, Long Lifei turned around and wanted to leave, but the door suddenly opened.

Lan Mufei stood barefoot on the smooth and cold floor, her long hair scattered on the back of her neck, her body was still yesterday's clothes, wrinkled, her face was very bad, and her eyes were complicated when she looked at him.

She was finally willing to open the door, and Long Lifei's tense nerve slowly relaxed, God knows how afraid he would not be able to think of it!

"I made it myself, eat a little." With that, he had already walked into her room.

As soon as the tray was placed on the table, I heard a hoarse and tired voice from the door: "Brother Lifei, go back!" I want to be alone. ”

Long Lifei's back bone stiffened, and he looked back at her: "When you finish eating, I'll go back." ”

Lan Mufei's dim pupils stared at him for a few seconds, then walked to the table and sat down without saying a word, and began to eat slowly.

In the past, if Long Li had to cook for her herself, she would have been so happy that she would go crazy, and then eat all the dishes he cooked, but now, she didn't know the taste of food, and every skin hurt as if it was burning.

Lowering her head, forcing herself to chew a few times, swallowing in a hurry, the throat scraped by the food was hurting, in order not to let him see the abnormality, she tried her best to cover it up and suppress her emotions.

Long Lifei sat opposite her, without saying a word, looking at her with deep eyes, and still couldn't say a word.

After eating half of it, she finally couldn't eat anymore, put down the dishes, and looked up at her: "I, I really can't eat anymore." ”

"Then don't eat it." Long Lifei's eyes were closed, those distressed ones were collected very well, and his voice was warm: "Rest early, I'll come to see you early tomorrow morning." ”

"No!" Lan Mufei replied reflexively, and both of them were stunned, she avoided his sharp eyes, and her voice was full of exhaustion, "I mean that there are many things waiting for you to deal with in the presidential palace, don't let others gossip!" It's good that I'm alone. ”

"I'm the president, who dares to gossip about me." He spoke softly, with unprecedented gentleness and indulgence: "Rest early, I'll go back first." ”

Lan Mufei nodded, but her eyes still didn't look at him.

Long Lifei got up, picked up the tray, looked at her meaningfully for a while, and finally turned to leave.

Until his back completely walked out of the room, and the moment the door closed, Lan Mufei covered his mouth, quickly ran to the bathroom, squatted in front of the toilet and vomited.

What I just eat, whole, all vomited out

Tears were falling down the corners of my eyes, and a hand seemed to be churning in my stomach, and I felt so disgusting.

It's dirty!

Long Lifei was holding a dinner plate, standing at the door with a long body, faintly hearing a voice from the room, his eyes sank, and his heart was like a knife. Standing still, not moving.

Chongjian came over from the presidential palace and saw him standing at the door without moving, "What's wrong?" ”

Long Lifei came back to his senses and placed the tray in his outstretched hand, "You take a good look at her." ”

"Okay."

"24 hours." Long Li Fei was not at ease and said another word. Her reaction made him very uneasy!

"I will." Chongjian solemn guarantee.

Long Lifei didn't appear in the presidential palace for two days,* he didn't go back to Ming Zhengju, he had to go back! Here, he can only hand it over to Chongjian, the only one he trusts!

……

Jiang Chongjian knocked on the door, no one responded, pushed the door directly, the room was empty, and the sound of water flowing came from the bathroom

Jian frowned and strode towards the bathroom.

The shower was open, Lan Mu curled up under the shower, all the clothes on his body were wet, his face was pale and haggard, he bowed his head to his fingertips, and sobbed softly.

Jiang Chongjian quickly turned off the shower, wrapped a bath towel around her body, and when he came in, he knew that something was wrong, she was turning on cold water, and there was no heat in the bathroom.

"Why do you torture yourself like this!"

Lan Mufei looked up at him slowly, her curly eyelashes were stained with water droplets, her misty eyes were shattered, and she replied, "He's gone?" ”

Jiang Chongjian nodded.

Lan Mufei bit the bitten lip again, because of the cold, her whole body was trembling, tears fell down, her heart was like a knife, and the pain was extreme.

Jiang Chongjian's eyes were dark, his distress was fleeting, and he said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't embarrass you." ”

Lan Muwan closed her eyes, covering the pain at the bottom of her eyes, and shook her head incessantly.

In the afternoon, Jiang Chongjian took advantage of Long Lifei's lack of attention, and stood at the door of Lan Mufei's room and said a word to her.

He said, "You are not torturing yourself, but Long Lifei!" How long you haven't rested and not eaten, he will accompany you without rest or eating, you must know that his lungs are not good, he has smoked five packs of cigarettes in two days, and if this continues, he will die sooner than you! Scarlet, can you bear to watch him harm himself like this? ”

She couldn't bear it, so when she opened the door, even if she couldn't eat it anymore, she had to force herself to eat it in front of him.

She was already in such unbearable pain, how would she live if she made him suffer again?

It's not that she hasn't thought about death in the past two days, she has no choice, not because she's afraid of death, but because she's reluctant to never see him again!

But what face does she have to face him when she is alive?

She really felt miserable and didn't know what to do.

Jiang Chongjian gently hugged her in his arms, patted her back gently with his big palm, and whispered softly: "Cry, maybe crying out happily will make you feel more comfortable." ”

Lan Mufei grabbed his clothes tightly with both hands, and cried out in a complete collapse, as if all the pain and grievances in his heart were cut off in an instant, and he was completely vented!

In the bathroom, her crying ravages and ravaging people's hearts.

The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket*************************

Long Lifei returned to Ming Zhengju, standing at the entrance Qingfeng was changing his shoes, Long Ziqi just came down from the second floor, his steps stopped, and he looked at him expressionlessly.

"You're back." She spoke softly.

"Hmm." Long Lifei nodded, changed into a new pair of slippers, and walked to the staircase to go back to the room to rest.

Qingfeng asked behind him if he wanted to prepare his dinner, and his silent response was no.

Passing by Long Ziqi's side, she smelled the strong smell of tobacco, frowned delicately, and looked back at his tall back, "You smoked?" ”

Long Lifei's pace paused, he didn't look back at her, and still gave an indifferent "um".

Long Ziqi walked up to him, saw his pale face, and his tone became cold: "You forgot that Aunt Chu said that you can't smoke!" ”

Not only did he smoke it, but he smoked a lot.

Long Lifei looked at her, his thin lips were tugging, there was a hint of a smile, but his eyes were very dim, "It's just a little, I'm fine, don't worry!" ”

The big palm landed on her head, rubbed it as usual, and the arm fell, passing by her and walking upstairs.

Long Ziqi stood in place, feeling something hit his heart hard, and every bone in his body was shattered. His eyes drooped, but he didn't look at him, and his voice seemed to escape from his throat: "Don't you have anything to say to me?" ”

Long Lifei's footsteps lingered on the stairs, looking back at her, his eyes were gentle, and he said in a faint voice: "No." I'm a little tired, what's the matter when I wake up! ”

Long Ziqi didn't speak, his eyes swept over the long and straight back under the shadow of the streamer, diffusing the desolation and depression of the world, his clean and beautiful fingers fell on the armrest, and walked to the second floor step by step.

just walked to the corner, and the figure fell to the ground, and with a "bang", the whole fell to the ground.

Long Ziqi watched his back disappear from his pupils, his whole face changed greatly, and he exclaimed: "...... Detachment! ”

Qingfeng was also frightened, "...... Excellency! ”

"Detachment...... Long Ziqi was the first to run to his side, hugged him to his body, and kept patting his cheeks, losing his usual composure and indifference, panic, fear, and overwhelming.......

Xu Chengdong ...... Hurry up and call Xu Chengdong! ”

The fall of the dragon is as if the edifice of her spiritual world has collapsed, broken and broken, and the soldiers are in chaos, and it has come to the end of the world, leaving only ruins and messes all over the ground.

The frenzied devouring of her bones and all the sane fears and fears three years ago are back again!

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Jiang Chongjian wanted the maid to change her clothes, but Lan Mufei didn't want anyone to touch her, so she changed her clothes by herself.

Jiang Chongjian knocked on the door with ginger soup, she had been drenched in cold water for a long time, he was worried that she would catch a cold and fever, and drinking some ginger soup could ward off the cold.

Lan Mufei took the bowl but didn't drink it, the hot bowl was almost cold in her cold palm. The steaming smoke hurt her eyes, but she really couldn't cry anymore after crying for so long.

Jiang Chongjian didn't force her, and sat quietly on the side.

"That phone call was not answered by Brother Lifei" She looked up at him, and asked rhetorically, but in a descriptive tone: "It was Long Ziqi who answered the phone, isn't it!" ”

Jiang Chongjian was stunned, was silent for more than ten seconds, and replied: "I was not in Ming Zhengju that night, and I don't know what happened specifically. ”

Lan Mufei looked at him, her thin lips hooked up with a smile, but there was no smile in her eyes, "I'm so stupid, how can I think that my brother doesn't want me anymore." ”

It's just that someone doesn't want to let Brother Lifei come to see him.

Jiang Chongjian frowned: "Scarlet, things haven't been figured out yet." "Even if that phone call was answered by Yan'er, but after so many calls and text messages, Long Li Fei didn't receive them, it couldn't have been all done by Yan'er.

There must be some reason.

Lan Mufei looked at him, silently shed a crystal teardrop, and asked him in a choked voice: "In your eyes, is Long Ziqi right in everything, and everything I do is wrong?" I just want to spend my 17th birthday with him, is that wrong? ”

"You're not wrong" Jiang Chongjian said softly, his eyes heavy at the bottom.

In country C, the coming-of-age ceremony is a matter of great importance, which represents adulthood, growing up, being responsible for and planning for one's own life, and having the right to freely enter into marriage. However, there is an eternal rule in country C over the years, only the descendants of the children of the president's family who have been passed down from generation to generation are eligible to hold a coming-of-age ceremony at the age of 18, while ordinary families, even the children of high-ranking officials and the richest man, cannot hold a coming-of-age ceremony at the age of 18, so except for the president's woman, the other children have a coming-of-age ceremony at the age of 17.

17 years old is already the age of adulthood!

Lan Mufei just wants to spend it with Long Lifei on the most important coming-of-age birthday in her life, what's wrong with this?

It's just that Chongjian doesn't think Yan'er is wrong in his heart, he believes that today's situation will not be what Yan'er wants to see.

Lan Mufei didn't speak again, the pain in her eyes was boundless.

At the age of 17, the day she became an adult, it ended her innocence and beauty, and even made her life bear a stain that could not be erased.

She and the dragon are separated, if it was only the difference between heaven and earth before, now it is the difference between the sun and the mud!

The long silence, the deathly silence, seemed to sink everything into the deep sea. Neither of them spoke, until Jiang Chongjian helped her down and asked her to rest.

Lan Mufei looked at him with wide empty eyes, and asked him very seriously: "Why do some people have the right to live but have to bear the right to be abandoned first?" ”

Jiang Chongjian was silent, her words piercing his heart like a sharp sword.

The question is too sharp and heavy.

Those who dare not look up at the bright sunshine on the days of humility shrink in the low dust, why do some people have the right to live but have to bear the right to be abandoned first?

experienced abandonment and humiliation, but in the end he never really had the right to be loved.

It is said that every child will have an angel to love her and protect her, but why, she has never found an angel who belongs to her, truly loves her and guards her?

Was it really a good thing that she was born?

The dividing line of the young master's request for recommendation votes**************************

Long Ziqi sat quietly on the edge of the *, and folded her hands reverently, while Long Lifei's hand was in her palm, which was unusually cold.

He lay very quietly* on the *, even if he was asleep, his eyebrows were furrowed, the lingering haze and pain loomed, his pale face was almost bloodless, and his breathing was extremely weak.

"Your Excellency broke three ribs, punctured your lungs, squeezed your stomach, and suffered a huge trauma to your heart, and it is a miracle that you survived. Dr. Chu said that he could no longer touch irritating things such as tobacco and alcohol in his life. He hadn't eaten for about two days, and it was initially estimated that he had smoked no less than four packs of cigarettes, and he was committing suicide. ”

Xu Chengdong's words are still in his ears.

Every word pounded on her soul with an unusually heavy weight - he was killing himself.

She could almost imagine how he had spent those two tormented days, without eating or drinking, without leaving the cigarette butt in his hand, until now she could smell the tobacco on his fingertips.

He was single-mindedly guarding her safety, all he wanted was to wait for her to reach out and grab her happiness, and what about her?

What exactly did she do to him?

The willfulness almost cost him his life, and the difference in his thoughts ruined the love of his heart, leaving him caught between this dilemma and dilemma!

She made him miserable again.

Long Ziqi slowly leaned over and lay on the side of *, and the tears in the corners of his eyes slowly came out and fell on the back of his hand one by one.

Because he couldn't blame himself, he took all the fault on himself, suppressed all the pain in his heart, and didn't even reprimand him with a word.

Long Lifei, you are really crazy

The thin shoulders trembled slightly, as if the whole soul was trembling.

Suddenly, a slightly cool palm fell on the top of her head, moving as if it were nothing, containing infinite indulgence and tolerance. She slowly raised her head, tears glistening, "...... Detachment. ”

"Don't cry." He forced his eyes to look at her, no blame, no blame, and a tired and hoarse voice squeezed out a few words with difficulty: "I'm okay, don't cry." ”

In Long Lifei's impression, Long Ziqi didn't cry much. When she returned to Gu Mingxi's side, she was beaten like that at school in order to protect the hat she gave her, and she didn't shed a single tear.

The only time I've seen her cry silently in so many years was three years ago, when the weather was fine that morning, and the sun outside the window was shining in, and she saw him wake up, sit on the edge of *, and not say a word, just shed tears fiercely.

Unfortunately, he was in a coma for too long at that time, and his vocal cords could not make a sound for a short time, so he could only watch her shed tears, but he couldn't do anything.

Today is the second time he has seen Yan'er shed tears, is he distressed?

Of course, he was distressed, everything he did was just to make Mingxi and Yan'er happy and carefree lives, but he didn't do it, on the contrary, he made Yan'er cry again and again.

He's not a good brother.

"Lifei, you can blame me, even hate me, I just beg you not to torture yourself!"

Long Ziqi choked up, she was afraid that he wouldn't wake up if he didn't wake up, and there was no longer this person in his life.

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The end of the recommended ticket: "The President's Wealthy Ex-Wife" and "Contract: Women Are Only Allowed to Love Me!" 》