Chapter 470: Allure Marriage and Love, Inseparable in This Life 48: Save me, give me to you

A certain writer once wrote such a sentence in the introduction of the inside page of his book: There must be a person in this world who will never leave her, sharing honor and disgrace, if there is not now, it is that she has not found it, she is not lucky enough, not that he does not exist

Whether it is Long Ziqi or Jin Cunxu, in their mottled and decaying lives, they have experienced too many life and death, joys and sorrows, deception and betrayal, but they still have a trace of belief, believing that there is such a person in this world, who can hold the hand of his son and see the long stream.

Just like us living in this great world, each of us will have such a person in our lives, but now there is no such person, because he has not been found yet, and he is not lucky enough, which does not mean that he does not exist.

Since every living being has come to this world, it will have the right to live, and it will inevitably suffer from the ruthlessness and plundering of fate, but no matter how much fate has taken from us, no matter how much we still hold in our hands or have nothing, we should believe in it.

Because I believe that I will be happier.

The car stopped smoothly at the door, and the twists and turns of the car and the road to the north did not get out of the car, or make any noise, not wanting to disturb the two people in the back seat of the car.

Jin Cunxu looked at the sleeping face in his arms, and was reluctant to move, and kept holding her and sitting quietly in the car, the two of them were together, how could it be a kind of romance.

Her hair was scattered, somewhat covering the side of her face, and he reached out very lightly to pick it open, but he didn't expect to wake her up.

The eyelashes that were as thin as cicada wings trembled slightly, and then he opened his eyes, and saw that his thin lips naturally smiled and put them into his arms, "-Cunxu." ”

As soon as he woke up, there was a lazy voice in his voice, like a noble Persian cat, curled up in his arms, leisurely and comfortable.

Her unintentional sound made his heart ripple, and he picked her up to look at each other, and her gentle voice seemed to be able to pinch out the water, "Go back to the room and sleep again." ”

Long Ziqi shook his head, "I can't sleep." "If you go to sleep any longer, you won't be able to sleep at night.

The two people sitting in front of the car heard the sound and got out of the car, Qu Yan opened the car door for them, Jin Cunxu got out of the car with her bag, handed the bag to Lu Xiangbei, held her with one hand, and put the other hand on top of her head, worried that she would hit her head when she got out of the car.

It was the house where they originally lived, and they did not go to the presidential palace.

The four of them entered the house together, Lu Xiangbei put the bag on the sofa, Qu Yan went to pour water for them, and almost later, Lu Xiangbei was the first to speak: "If it's okay, we'll go first." ”

If there is anything, I believe that His Highness will call them.

Jin Cunxu nodded and acquiesced to their departure.

Long Ziqi smiled and said softly: "Merry/Christmas!" ”

"Miss Smoke, Merry/Christmas!"

Lu pushed the frame to the north and replied with a smile.

Qu Yan smiled more vividly, in fact, she wanted to talk to Miss Yan more, such as why she would suddenly come to Jin Cheng for something, but when she caught the cold light in Jin Cunxu's eyes, she still followed the road to the north and left.

There were only two of them left in the house, Jin Cunxu adjusted the temperature to moderate, Long Ziqi, who was originally sitting on the sofa, remembered something, his eyes swept away, and he immediately went to the bag to find his mobile phone in the next second.

"I've already called Long Lifei!" Jin Cunxu's low voice came into her ears, and she looked stunned for a moment, and reacted: "Xie Lu Xie!" ”

When she got off the plane and saw him, she forgot to report her parents' safety, but fortunately, he had already reported for her.

got up, walked over to him, and reached out to hug him, "Thank you, Cunxu." ”

Thank you for appearing in my life, thank you for waiting for me for so many years, and you have never given up on me.

He knew what she was talking about, but he didn't say anything, but said in a slightly apologetic tone: "I should have visited your parents today." ”

Long Ziqi hugged him tightly, "You can see your parents at any time!" And now she just wants to be with him.

"But it's Christmas." Jin Cunxu relieved his strength slightly, and looked down at her, "I didn't know that you would come over suddenly, there is nothing to prepare here." ”

Christmas trees, Christmas presents, and even Christmas dinners, all of them!

"Here you are!" Long Ziqi's slender arms were wrapped around his neck, his toes were lightly tiptoed, and his red lips landed accurately on the thin lip flaps, his heart was full of love and strong distress.

Smile and affection welled up at the bottom of her eyes, the big palm clasped the back of her head, and the anti-guest was the main thing, the tip of the tongue pried open her teeth, and the thin tongue was entangled. He kissed her as much affection as he loved her, and the other hand slid down from Yingying's waist, passing through her hips, kneading it to a degree, and he could feel the fire in his fingertips through his clothes.

God says, "Love is like chasing after the wind."

What exactly is love, some people have studied and explored for a lifetime, and they may not be able to comprehend the true meaning of love.

And at this moment, for Long Ziqi and Jin Cunxu: love means that two people want to be together.

The scene turns into a black and white room on the list, two people kiss each other, almost to suck each other's souls, the coat has long been lost in the road, the khaki sweater on the body is torn and skewed, revealing snow-white skin, and the black shoulder straps form a strong contrast with the snow-colored skin, stimulating vision.

The breath is hot and blends together, and the heartbeat and short breath turn into low music, pleasant and long.

His eyes were shining, he was already confused, and he softened his body in his gentle kisses, and the red lips were fragrant and couldn't help but kiss again and again.

Everywhere the fingertips go, the skin is hot, * dense in the room, the emotion lingers between the eyebrows, the tip of the nose, in every inch of the skin.

"—Qiqi." The low voice is too sexy and charming, kissing her slender Bai Xi's neck, and her fingers have long been on her corset, "Is it okay?" ”

His eyes were burning, as if he couldn't restrain his impulse, but he still asked very gentlemanly, can it! As long as she gave her a look and said no, he could still stop immediately.

Long Ziqi didn't answer immediately, his slender fingers slowly let go of his neck and fell down......

A thin layer of fine beads of sweat appeared on Jin Cunxu's forehead, and he thought she was unwilling, so the hand on her chest was withdrawn with difficulty.

At the age of 27, a man's best years, he has impulses and needs for the relationship between the two (xing), but because it is her, he is unwilling to force it.

I don't want to embarrass her, so I can only embarrass myself.

His misty eyes were distressed by the hardship and physical pain at the bottom of his eyes, and the drooping arm did not want to push him away, but reached to his collar and unbuttoned his black shirt.

The moment the fingertips touched the button, Jin Cunxu's body stiffened obviously, and then her shallow voice echoed in her ears: "-Cunxu, I love you." ”

There was no response, because I heard her say again, "I'll give myself to you, do you want it?" ”

"Yes, why not?!"

Her long eyes were hot and moist, staring at her face, and the rise and fall of her chest became more and more obvious. She had already unbuttoned the three buttons of his shirt, and her strong chest came into view, he grabbed her soft and pressed it to his heart, and his voice was hoarse: "Qiqi, do you know the way?" In order to stand in front of you, I have to practice my breathing over and over again......"

"Cunxu, we'll always be together." Her voice trembled, and she had already taken the initiative to kiss his thin lips.

Love/Desire*, pain is inevitable, but because it is the person you love deeply, even a little happiness can cover that heavy pain.

* The couch is loose, the lights are blurred, and the blurred vision seems to bring me back to many years ago, and those happy moments and obscure memories are constantly worn. Plugging in and playing, the soul hurts to the extreme, and it is also desperate to the extreme.

Fine beads of sweat oozed from every capillary pore of pain, the pupils gradually lost their luster, the mist poured out, and the soul was facing ashes......

There is no direction in the dark, like a blind man walking, groping, being careful, stumbling but not finding an exit, the cold and trembling voice echoes one after another, cold and silent.

Storage, storage, storage.

Once upon a time, in her spiritual world, the pillar of her faith was changed from Long Lifei to Jin Cunxu.

"Qi Qi Qi"

There was a low and worried voice in the darkness, and there was a point of light in the distance that was gradually magnifying, driving away the boundless darkness little by little, and she vaguely saw a figure standing at the point of light, and the affectionate voice called her name over and over again, and she was not bored.

In a trance, she opened her eyes, his handsome and worried look was clearly reflected in the clear pupils, her heart ached, and she stretched out her hands to hug him, and her fingertips unintentionally cut his skin, leaving a thin blood mark.

The dampness in the bottom of the eyes suddenly formed water droplets pouring out of the bottom of the eyes, and the despair choked in the throat was like a seed breaking out of the ground, which was despair and the grandeur of Nirvana's rebirth.

She said, "-Cunxu, help me!" ”

Jin Cunxu's heart seemed to be hollowed out in an instant, the cold wind whistled through the empty chest, leaving a cold echo, lowered his head to catch her red lips, and kissed the salty tears on his cheeks warmly......

Her pain, her helplessness, her years of caution, forbearance and suppression, he understood.

It is precisely because of understanding that love is more unforgettable, even if there is more suffering, we must love without regrets.

Naked/naked skin, intimate and close together, like a newborn baby, clean and delicate skin embracing each other, without gaps, is the purest and most beautiful picture in the world.

The dividing line of the young master's request for recommendation votes************************

In the evening, the road sent some clothes and food to the north.

Before, Jin Cunxu ordered people to prepare Long Ziqi's clothes, most of them were spring, summer and autumn clothes, and the winter clothes had not yet had time to prepare, and Long Ziqi came to Jin Cheng without any luggage, and he couldn't rest assured after leaving, so he ordered someone to prepare to send it over in person.

It was Jin Cunxu who opened the door, dark trousers, black shirt, the buttons were not fully buttoned, the open collar could see his neck, and when a red blood mark was reflected on the lens of the road to the north, something was fleeting at the bottom of his eyes.

Jin Cunxu saw the boutique women's clothes and the food, but did not speak, his cold brows were slightly wrinkled, his thin lips pursed in an emotionless arc, and his eyes fell on the road where the food was put into the refrigerator to the north.

Intuition is not only for women, men are sometimes more sensitive to their rivals, even if there is no trace, as long as there is a heart, the clues cannot be ignored.

What's more, the clothes sent north by the road were all Qi Qi's size.

After Lu Xiangbei put his things away, he stood in front of the sink and washed his hands, unable to ignore his cold eyes, and coughed lightly: "The clothes you gave me last time were the size you gave me." ”

"As your good friend, it is my duty to take care of the secretary general of the secretarial office in the future, whether it is official or private affairs, it should be handled for you."

Lu Xiangbei's voice was calm, and the eyes that looked at him were sincere and calm, without the slightest dodge or weakness.

Jin Cunxu was contemptuous, not completely believing his words, but he believed in himself, and in this world, apart from himself, there would never be a second person entering Qiqi's heart.

What's more, with today's warning, I believe that Lu Xiangbei will not do anything, Lu Xiangbei has never been a stupid person!!

"Book me a ticket for tomorrow!" Christmas can't be made back, but her parents are always going to see her.

Lu Xiangbei nodded: "Do you want to arrange a few more people?" ”

"Qu Yan is enough." He and Long Ziqi have always been low-key, rarely appearing in the public eye, no one should be able to recognize them, there is no need to bring so many people out of the hall to show off.

"I'll arrange it."

Lu Xiangbei confirmed a few work problems with him, and disappeared very interestingly, as if they had never appeared.

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Long Ziqi woke up at four o'clock in the afternoon, his body was sore, as if he had been run over by a truck, and his arms were so heavy that he couldn't lift them.

The body is clean and fresh, wearing cotton pajamas, there is no smell of sweat, but there is a shameful dampness on the *, announcing that the previous memory is not a spring/dream of hers.

His cheeks were flushed, his little heart was pounding, and he thought that he couldn't cross the demon after all, and the fate full of dark clouds saw the sun, the sun was shining, and everything was quiet.

In a woman's cognition, once she has an intimate relationship with a man, then she belongs to him completely, and he belongs completely to herself.

Thinking of what Su said, a sign should be hung around Jin Cunxu's neck, which reads: Long Ziqi skimming S.

Bow your head, you can't help but smile, sweetness and happiness spread in your heart.

"Wake up." A deep voice with a smile came from the doorway. She looked up and saw Jin Cunxu standing neatly dressed against the door, with a sultry smile in his dark and deep eyes.

Xia * walked towards him, his legs were sore, his eyebrows frowned slightly, his pace paused for a few seconds, he had already stood in front of her, "If you're tired, don't go down*." ”

He was more than willing to let her lie on the *, and he would do the rest.

Long Ziqi heard the meaning of his words, and was even more embarrassed, and his ears, which were hidden in his hair, were flushed with blood.

"Can you tell me, what are you thinking?" Jin Cunxu stretched out his hand to brush away the hair that covered her side face, and when he saw her red ears, he couldn't help but be curious.

She looked up at him, her clear eyes flowing with beauty and ripples, brilliance, without speaking, she raised her arms, her fingertips drawing on his chest through the thin fabric!

Jin Cunxu has delicate eyebrows and white skin, most of which give people the feeling of a weak scholar who has no power to restrain the chicken, but in fact, he has a good figure, a golden ratio of 4:6, the most popular long legs are slender and straight, a strong chest, clear lines, and a charming sense of (xing).

I've always been shy and embarrassed to look at him before, but I still see some in the blur, it's a good figure that makes women look at it and become a nymphomaniac!

The fingertips are slightly cold, but the chest under the clothing is warm, as if there is no touch, plus her Bai Xi's slender neck, all the way down, because there is no corset, the arc is highlighted, which makes a 27-year-old masculine man can't help but think about it.

What's more, not long after he tasted her beauty, the feeling of satisfaction was still in his heart, lingering, wanting to taste it again, human nature.

Feeling. Once the door of desire is opened, it becomes uncontrollable, and it is tasted again and again.

Masculine features roll up and down, and along with breathing, they become hot......

The last stroke fell, and the fingertips wanted to be withdrawn, but they were steadily surrounded by his big palm, and the water did not leak. Lowered his eyes, his eyes were warm and drowning, "I've always been yours, haven't I!" ”

Long Ziqi's heart trembled, he didn't expect him to know what he had written, his eyes were amazed, and when his thin lips were lightly opened, the words were eaten into his stomach.

His lips encircled hers, his lips entwined, coveting each other's body temperature and touch.

"Qiqi, thank you!"

Thank you for your willingness to stay by my side, thank you for accepting my love, and thank you for your willingness to put yourself in my hands.

Long Ziqi hugged his sturdy waist with both hands, didn't say anything bad, leaned on his shoulder, and his lips couldn't help but tilt up......

Fool.

My fool.

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In the evening, the light of the setting sun fell on the glass window, and Long Ziqi sat in front of the bar and watched Jin Cunxu in the kitchen prepare dinner in an orderly manner.

She tried to help, but he kicked her out. Even scare her, and then come in the kitchen to let her experience a kitchen excitement/emotion.

Christmas was supposed to visit her parents, to keep her by her side, but she chose to run to him alone, so that he could not treat her well.

There was no roast turkey for dinner, no other rich and delicious dishes, a simple two black pepper steaks with red wine, and him and her.

After dinner, the cutlery is placed in the sink, and tomorrow there will be a part-time worker to clean up.

Long Ziqi stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looked at the fireworks outside, breaking through the darkness and withering in an instant, like a flash in the pan.

Jin Cunxu walked over, gently wrapped her in his arms from behind, and kissed her warmly on the side of his head on her hair, "What are you thinking?" ”

"Fireworks and firecrackers are banned in the national capital, and I rarely see such beautiful fireworks!" Her hand rested on his warm palm, parted, and then ten fingers clasped.

He didn't speak, his attention was on her ear, which he had noticed in the morning, but he didn't have much chance to ask.

"Stud earrings look good." treats her so detouringly and tactfully.

Long Ziqi Bingxue is smart, how could he not hear the meaning of his words, "Ah Li gave me a Christmas Eve gift, and he said that he would not have much chance to give it to me in the future." ”

Jin Cunxu was very satisfied with her explanation, and his thin lips opened into a sultry smile, "I'm sorry, I don't seem to have prepared a Christmas gift for you." ”

During this time, he was really too busy, he was concentrating on preparing for the succession, and it was a snow disaster, and he was thinking about going to the national capital to see Gu Mingxi and them, but he ignored her.

Long Ziqi turned to face him, took his hand and put it on his heart, "The best gift you gave me is already here." ”

You have given yourself to my heart, and this is the most beautiful gift of all.

Jin Cunxu lowered his head and kissed her forehead, extremely pitying, his forehead was close to her forehead, lowered his eyes, and said the question in his heart: "Qiqi, if you looked at the camera at that time, what would you do?" ”

Choose to ignore him, or reject him?

Long Ziqi raised his arm, gently stroked his handsome face, and his voice was very soft, "I don't know how 18-year-old Long Ziqi will react when Jin Cunxu, who is strange to Lu Dao, loves her. The only thing I know for sure is that no matter whether she accepts or rejects you, she will never let you spend those three months like a year! I'm sorry, Cunxu, I'm really sorry. ”

"It's not your fault, don't apologize to me!" Jin Cunxu didn't like her guilt-filled appearance, because he didn't expect her to see the camera.

In the past, he would not ignore such an accident, but in the face of her, he had too many uneasy factors and lack of confidence.

Because she is Long Ziqi, not an ordinary woman, a woman who can be seduced with money or any beauty, she is indifferent and quiet, there is a kind of pure and desireless isolation in her body, he doesn't know what to do, can move her, can enter her closed heart.

At the beginning of taking those photos, he didn't think about letting her know the truth, nor did he think about breaking into her world, he thought that he could keep her in his heart in obscurity all his life.

Later, he realized that he couldn't do it and just missed it. Estrangement is longing, proximity is desire/thought, and in the end, he still gave her the camera with a glimmer of hope, hoping to have a chance to at least let her know that there is a man named Jin Cunxu who loves her.

He gave her a three-month deadline, but he didn't expect that the wait would be eight years.

"Wait for me!" Long Ziqi remembered something, took a step back to distance the two of them, and passed by him.

Jin Cunxu stood where he was, turned around and saw her walking to the sofa and opening her bag, as if looking for something.

Long Ziqi didn't let him see what he took from the bag, put his hands behind his back, turned back to him, and his rosy cheeks had a hint of confusion.

"—Cunxu."

"Huh?" Jin Cunxu raised his eyebrows, and his voice was lazy.

The clear pupils reflected the fireworks that were constantly blooming outside the window, the lips were smiling, and the voice was soft, "I think, we don't need any diamond romance between us, and we don't need any prosperous wedding ceremonies, those are all for others to see, only life belongs to me and you." ”

The voice paused, and the arm she put behind her slowly raised and stretched out in front of him, "Tonight, the fireworks are the proof, the silver ring is the oath, are you willing to marry me?" ”

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