Chapter 469: Allure Marriage and Love, Inseparable in This Life 47: I can't wait, it's already in the marrow

She has never understood where his feelings for her come from, at the eighteen-year-old coming-of-age ceremony, his abrupt "Qiqi" once made her mustard for a long time, and she always felt that his feelings came inexplicably and were destined to not last long.

Now she finally understands why he was so angry when she said he was passionate and confused in Africa......

She didn't know that when Lu Dao was 17 years old, someone followed behind her, guarding in obscurity.

She didn't know what mood he was in to take those pictures, happy or sad.

She didn't know how much his heart hurt when she said those words that rejected him and denied his feelings twice and three times!

She wondered if the three months he had been waiting for an answer had been extremely tormented every day......

She didn't even know how he put down his pride and pride and reappeared in her life, enduring her indifference and alienation, and repeatedly wanting to get close to her.

A camera, eighteen-year-old coming-of-age ceremony, collided with her feelings and soul, making her make the craziest decision in twenty-five years!

I changed my clothes, got my ID card and passport, put the camera in my bag, and hurried downstairs, my pace was rapid and panicked.

Gu Mingxi and Long Pei were about to go upstairs to rest, and when they saw her wearing clothes and holding a bag, as if they were going out, Gu Mingxi couldn't help but ask worriedly, "So late, are you going to go out?" ”

Long Ziqi's steps stopped in front of them, his eyes were red, and his voice was trembling: "Mom, I'm going to Jin Cheng, I'm going to Jin Cunxu." ”

Gu Mingxi and Long Pei looked at each other for a second, their eyes flashed with surprise, they had never seen Yan'er so anxious and out of shape, "He's not coming tomorrow, you can wait......"

"Nope! I can't wait for tomorrow night, I have to go now, I can't wait a second! Long Ziqi interrupted her gently, and there was eagerness in her voice.

She didn't know how he had waited for the past eight years, because now she didn't want to wait for a minute or a second, she wanted to see him, she wanted to see him.

"What the hell is going on?" Gu Mingxi didn't worry about letting her go out of the city so late, she still had to go to a place so far away from Jin Cheng.

Long Pei, who had been silent, suddenly spoke: "Go ahead." ”

Not only Gu Mingxi, but also Long Ziqi were stunned for a moment.

Long Pei let go of Gu Mingxi's hand, stretched out his hand and touched his daughter's head compassionately, "A person's life should always be desperate for love." ”

He was glad that there was at least one person who could make Smoke go out of his way.

Long Ziqi's eyes were moist, and he couldn't help but step forward and hug Long Pei, "Dad, I love you!" "She has the best father in the world!

Long Pei patted her on the back, and his voice was hoarse: "I love you too!" ”

instructed Qingfeng to prepare a car to send Long Ziqi to the airport, Gu Mingxi and Long Pei sent her to the car, and told her to report her safety to them when she arrived in Jin City.

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Long Lifei stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass window on the second floor, watching Long Ziqi's car disappear into the shadows, his hands in his pockets, and his cold eyebrows showed no emotion.

Gu Mingxi took advantage of Long Pei's bath to come to see him, stood beside him, and said softly: "Yan'er, I like Jin Cunxu very much." ”

"I know it." He kept looking at the lights outside the window, and none of the lights belonged to him.

Gu Mingxi was silent for a long time, looking sideways at the silhouette similar to her husband, and her voice was worried, "Actually, what I'm most worried about over the years has never been Yan'er, whether it was when she went to the United States with you, or she was alone in Africa. ”

Long Lifei raised his eyebrows, and when he looked down at her, there was confusion in his eyes.

"Yan'er is a smart girl, she knows what she wants, and once she decides, she will not hesitate or regret it, I don't need to worry about her. On the contrary, I am most worried about you...... You never let go of the scarlet, did you! ”

Knowing her son Mo Ruomu, what was Long Lifei thinking in her heart, how could she not know the way. What's more, Long Lifei's body has Long Pei's blood flowing in his body, how persistent and crazy Long Pei is about feelings, Long Lifei is the same!

The dragon was silent for a long time. His silence was a disguised acquiescence in Gu Mingxi's eyes.

"The smoke has been put down, how long will you hold on?" Gu Mingxi said softly, it's not that she wants to hurt Ah Li, who is a parent who doesn't want her children to be healthy and happy, she made her words clear, nothing more than that she didn't want Long Lifei to continue to cling to it, waiting for someone who will never come back.

"Even if we are not against it and are willing to give you blessings, with that child's temperament, do you think she will choose to be with you?"

She is a woman, she understands Scarlet's heart better than Ah Li, and Scarlet's feelings for Ah Li! Scarlet loves Ah Li, how deep the love is, how far away you want to be from him. A person with a humble status, a woman who has been pregnant with someone else's child, even if she dies, she will never look back to Ah Li!

Gu Mingxi's words were very cruel, and Long Lifei, who listened to it, was very desperate, but he was speechless to refute it, because it was the truth.

"You want me to give up looking for her!" For a long time, he spoke abruptly, and there was an unconcealable pain in his eyes.

"What if you find it?" Gu Mingxi asked softly, seeing that he was silent and did not answer, he continued: "I found it but I can't be together, I don't know how to do it, but I can still pretend that she is doing well." If you really love her, keep the last bit of pride for her, she is different from her mother! ”

Yi Ruo is a demon for love, selfish and cold-blooded, and can hurt everyone in order to fulfill her selfish desires, including her favorite Long Pei.

Lan Mufei is different, she is a real love for Ah Li, she is reluctant to hurt him, reluctant to see him embarrassed, so she took the initiative to withdraw from his life, fulfill his life, and fulfill her pride at the bottom.

"Don't let that kid's accomplishment go to waste." After Gu Mingxi said this, Long Pei, who had finished taking a bath, came to find her to go back to her room to rest.

Long Lifei stood at the window and didn't move, all he could think about was Gu Mingxi's words.

It's really nice to pretend and pretend because those things never existed. If it doesn't exist, you can set it up as you like; Be as happy as you want it to be, because you can't get it anymore.

Inch of red dust, love is self-planted, a thought becomes a demon, a thought becomes a Buddha, is a demon or a Buddha, until the end, no one knows the way.

The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket*****************

Outside the window, there was a pitch-black sky where nothing could be seen, and the cabin was groggy as most people covered with thin blankets went to sleep.

Long Ziqi couldn't sleep, took out the precious camera from his bag, and flipped through the photos again, his expression was as indifferent as ever, almost every one of them was, I don't know how he took so many photos, won't he feel tired?

Reluctant to read all the photos at once, and reluctant to read all the videos, these are the most precious gifts in her life, she wants to keep it for the future to see slowly, sometimes take it out to see a little, her heart must be very moved, every time she looks at it, she will be shocked by his feelings!

found the last video, the time is a bit long, Jin Cunxu in the picture is wearing a black shirt, ink-colored trousers, handsome and elegant, charming demeanor, smiling at the camera, as if he was smiling at her in front of her.

"Qiqi, seeing this video, I think you must think I'm crazy, or a stalker, or a pervert! I don't know how to explain to you, my feelings for you, and I don't know if you are moved or afraid of me! Even I think I'm sick, from the age of 17 to 18, I silently followed you, looked at you, wanted to come out of the darkness and greet you, wanted you to know me, but - I couldn't! ”

The thin lips browsed a faint smile, mostly bitter, and there was a deep affection in the bottom of the eyes that no one knew, "I don't want to scare you, but I can't let you go." Qiqi, I think, I'm in love with you. Can you give me a chance, let me get closer to you, let me know more about you, and try to get to know me, hug me. ”

Jin Cunxu in the camera stretched out his slender and powerful arm and stared at her affectionately, "Qiqi, give me a chance, is it okay?" ”

The clear pupils had tears pouring out, slowly rolling down, reaching out to wipe the tears from their cheeks, with happiness and distress.

Holding the camera in your arms is like embracing the whole world.

I don't know what to do, and I love deeply.

She didn't know that this love had come so late.

The flight attendant passed by, saw the tears in the corners of her eyes, and asked in a concerned voice, "This young lady, you are fine, right?" Is there anything I need that I can help you with? ”

Long Ziqi narrowed his eyes, forced the mist at the bottom of his eyes back, looked up at her, pursed his lips and smiled, and shook his head.

Although there were tears, his expression was very quiet and peaceful, and there was not much sadness, more like crying with joy.

Seeing this, the flight attendant didn't ask much, and said politely: "If you need anything, please feel free to call me, I am happy to serve you." ”

Long Ziqi lowered her head and kissed the camera in her arms, looking sideways at the dark night sky, for the first time she was not afraid of the night, not afraid of anything, longing for light, longing for the plane to land, the moment she saw him!

Jin Cunxu, this time I won't let you wait for a long time.

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At 10:00 a.m. in Jin Cheng, Jin Cunxu finally dealt with the snow disaster, and left the rest to Lu Xiangbei, he should be able to catch the next plane to fly to the national capital, and he should be able to arrive before twelve o'clock tonight.

Lu Xiangbei knew that he was eager to see Miss Yan's mood, and he didn't say much, he informed Qu Yan early and asked him to wait downstairs, along with the gift of meeting Miss Yan's parents, he also prepared for Jin Cunxu and sent him to the airport.

Now as long as Jin Cunxu goes to the airport.

Jin Cunxu didn't even have time to change his clothes, picked up his coat and put it on his wrist, and said as he walked: "I'll leave the rest to you!" ”

Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange went to Switzerland exclusively, originally he couldn't leave Jin Cheng's side, but he said that he was going to meet her parents, he didn't want to lose his words, and it was better to be late than not to be late.

"Don't worry, I'll take care of everything here for you." Lu Xiangbei got up, wanting to send him to the car, so he took the lead and walked to the door and opened the door for Jin Cunxu.

Jin Cunxu was just about to step out of the road, when the mobile phone in his pocket suddenly rang, and when he saw the number on the screen, he frowned, and still answered the call after a while......

Lu Xiangbei didn't know who was on the other end of the phone and what he said, but Jin Cunxu's expression did change, he didn't say a word, cut off the call, but his pace was hurried and urgent......

Qu Yanzhi said that they went downstairs, and they had already opened the car door, waiting for His Highness to get into the car, and when he saw that he had just opened his mouth, he heard his deep voice before the sound came out: "Airport, hurry!" ”

The simple three words were full of majesty and command, and if he could, he would love to put on his wings and fly to the airport.

Lu Xiangbei Zhilu Road must have something happened, don't worry, and get in the car directly.

Qu Yan drove the car himself, his eyes swept over Jin Cunxu's expression from the rearview mirror from time to time, and asked cautiously: "Your Highness, nothing happened, right?" ”

His eyes were lowered and he was silent.

Lu Xiangbei frowned, pondering carefully, which could make His Royal Highness show such a look, and he was not sure to speak: "Is it about Miss Yan?" ”

Jin Cunxu was still silent, without saying a word, his eyes looked at the regressing scenery outside the window, his heart was like an arrow, and he didn't hear of their speculation and concern.

What kept echoing in his ears was Long Lifei's voice on the phone: "If there is no accident, Yan'er's flight will land at Jincheng Airport at 10:40." ”

On the left side of the chest, emotions are colliding violently, as if they are about to overflow with water, and they are about to burst the embankment......

If it weren't for Ah Li's phone call, maybe Long Ziqi and Jin Cunxu would have staggered, one to Jin Cheng and the other to the national capital.

Because of the careful Ah Li, Long Ziqi got off the plane, and as soon as he walked out of the VIP passage, he saw the slender figure standing at the exit of the passage, his heart beat faster, the bottom of his eyes rippled, and he rushed towards him without any words, as if he had not been seen for a long time.

Hugs, tightly without a slit!

Under Qu Yan's very good driving skills, he arrived at the airport ten minutes early, Jin Cunxu stood at the exit and waited patiently for her, but he didn't expect her to give herself such a warm hug as soon as she appeared, which was similar to the past.

Long arms hugged her and looked down at her, "Why did you come over suddenly and didn't say a word?" "If it weren't for Ah Li, they would have missed it now, along with Christmas.

Long Ziqi raised his head, his beautiful facial features were clearly reflected in his eyes, his thin lips pursed lightly, and the five words he whispered made his body stiffen obviously.

The lights are leisurely, people come and go, shallow shadows move on the smooth ground, and the radio is constantly reminded of boarding or flight delays.

He still heard her words clearly, word by word, falling into his ears and imprinting them in his heart.

She said, "-Cunxu, I love you! ”

The dark eyes suddenly tightened, and the next second she looked down to find her lip flap, excited, trembling thin lips covering her soft lip flap.

Instead of refusing or dodging, she raised her head and stood on tiptoe to respond to his kiss, almost passionately.

The big palm was on her waist, kissing her soft lips, and then exploring into her mouth little by little, sucking her saliva/juice, and also hooking her thin sweet tongue, sweet and affectionate kisses.

I don't care about the surprised eyes of passers-by, and I don't care if I am in public, forgetting each other's identities, forgetting the past, and even forgetting myself.

She wasn't afraid of him, she didn't think he was sick, and she didn't dislike him, she just hurt

It's just very distressing, so he waited too long, too long......

For eight years, he spent eight of a man's best years in his crush on her.

Qu Yan and Lu Xiangbei, who were standing not far away, were stunned, because they had never seen His Highness so presumptuous. Qu Yan had already seen His Royal Highness kiss Miss Yan in front of Kou Jingning last time, so this time he was much calmer, and his thin lips pulled out a smile: "Our Highness has finally seen the moon when the clouds are open." ”

Lu Xiangbei looked at the two people who were affectionately engaged in the kiss, but there was no reaction, and there was a trace of sadness under the thin lenses.

Qu Yan didn't notice anything hidden under Lu Xiangbei's eyes, just touched his chin and said thoughtfully: "Eh, why didn't Miss Yan's good friend come along?" ”

Lu Xiangbei looked at him and looked at him, "Have you taken a fancy to someone?" ”

Qu Yan thought about it for a while, and replied very seriously: "I can't talk about it, but I think that such a woman is very special, if you can become friends, it would be good!" ”

Lu Xiangbei couldn't help but want to despise him, "She is Long Lifei's staff, do you want to be friends with her?" "I don't know how to die!

Qu Yan shrugged his shoulders indifferently: "Your Highness and Miss Yan can be together, what's wrong with me being friends with Long Lifei's staff?!" ”

"Are you sure people will take a fancy to you, a martial artist with no brute strength and no IQ?" It's really not that Lu Xiangbei looks down on his brother, just because a girl can be an assistant to the vice president, and now she can become a staff member, it can be seen that it is not simple, if you can see Qu Yan, unless it is raining red.

Qu Yan: "......"

The road is straight, you are really getting more and more annoying!

Although he doesn't care about other people's eyes, if he keeps kissing like this, I'm afraid that tomorrow's newspaper headlines will definitely be him.

Long Ziqi followed him into the car, * not sleeping, there was a faint tiredness under his eyes, he was reluctant to sleep on the plane, and he couldn't sleep, he got off the plane, and now by his side, she was very relieved, sleepiness struck, regardless of the image, she snuggled in his arms, closed her eyes and fell asleep.

Jin Cunxu hugged her and told Qu Yan to drive slowly, not to be in a hurry to go back, and the most important thing was not to make her uncomfortable.

Qu Yan naturally knew that he felt sorry for Miss Yan, the car drove very slowly and steadily, and the partition in the middle was also raised, so that His Royal Highness and Miss Yan could have a complete space to be alone.

Jin Cunxu lowered his eyes and watched her fall asleep in his arms, his fingers gently wrapping around her long silky hair, and his smile was sultry.

I didn't ask her why she suddenly ran over, nor did I ask her why she suddenly expressed her heart so directly and enthusiastically. In fact, he didn't need to say it, he could guess a thing or two.

When she was eighteen years old, she gave her a gift, and I don't know how much thought it took him, and I don't know where I got the courage to give it away.

He returned to Jin Cheng and waited for her call day and night, day after day, month after month, she didn't call, and she didn't have any news to give him, as if there was no one in his life, calm to cruel.

As a result, he began to suffer from insomnia and was irritable, although he never revealed it to the world, and whenever he was left alone, he couldn't help but do some uncontrollable behavior.

For example, destroying things, and then hurting yourself—

He knew that he was sick, he had been ill for many years, and he had never gotten better, even if he was trying his best to suppress himself, trying to climb out of the whirlpool by himself, and when he finally got better, he met Long Ziqi and lost his heart in love.

When he sees her, he will be fine, and if he can't see her, he will be sick.

Long Ziqi's lack of response seemed to him to be a disguised rejection and disgust. Because he is Jin Xishuo's son, even if she is disgusted, she will not show it, and will only invisibly distance the two people.

He thought like this, struggling, helpless, contradictory, tangled, and finally he calmly recognized the facts, he was really too sick, and he didn't know what he would do if he continued like this.

So, he hid Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange, and secretly saw a psychiatrist, he thought that after a long time, he could forget her, and everything would be fine, just like those miserable years in his childhood that he couldn't look at directly, after all, they would turn into bubbles under the indifference of time, and they would be forgotten in the past.

But, no!

Five years have passed, he seems to be normal, and the psychiatrist also said that he is recovering well, he does not need to use sleeping pills, and he does not control his emotions when he is alone in the space, and he does some radical behavior, and he is gradually recovering.

Everyone thought he was fine, but he was sad and clear, he hadn't forgotten her, not for a second.

Because when he heard that she had been slaughtered, he almost couldn't control it and ran to the national capital, even if there was no legitimate reason or excuse; If it weren't for the fact that it was Long Lifei who was seriously injured and unconscious, he would have gone to the national capital long ago.

In the end, he didn't restrain himself from the car accident before she stepped down, originally he planned to go to the national capital to meet Long Lifei in place of his father to discuss cooperation between the two countries, and he will replace Jin Xishuo's position in the future, they need to deal with the friendly relations between the two countries in the next few decades, and they may be able to see her in the name of work, they should be happy, but because of the news of her car accident, he fell from heaven to hell in an instant, and his soul was broken.

On the plane to the national capital, he asked himself, what is there in Long Ziqi that is worthy of your obsession?

I don't even have an answer, maybe because I don't know the way, so this feeling becomes precious and sincere.

Love is originally an inexplicable thing, emotion is emotion, where do so many reasons come from.

Maybe it's because of the focus and purity in her clear eyes, maybe it's because of her unique temperament, or maybe it's because she happened to be wearing a sweater color she likes that day......

Who knows what the way is?

From his 19 to 27 years old, he has been in love for 8 years, tasted the sour and bitter pain of the red dust, did not retreat because of her indifferent refusal, nor gave up because of her misunderstanding and contempt, and loved her wholeheartedly, from the beginning to the present, and even to the end of his life, all his life, trapped by love, and painted as a prison.

In this prosperous world, there are thousands of beautiful women, but she is the only one who is like an elf who fell into the mortal world at that time that is neither early nor late, breaking into his sight, which is unforgettable for many years.

He believes that she is his only soulmate in this life.

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