Qinglan carried Ah Mo back to the dormitory, and brought hot water to wash her face.

She seems to have grown up a little, Qinglan feels that although her small face is still bright, she lacks the charm of a girl and has more mature charm, and her face shape is slightly longer than before. He remembers that when she was a child, she was always bulging.

Qinglan sighed. His Ah Mo is no longer the original Ah Mo.

She is about to become another man's wife. She was drunk and sad for that person.

But, that man, alas......

Canaan Xu's rebukes today, Qinglan felt very familiar, and always felt that those words had been heard somewhere, and they seemed familiar.

It wasn't until he blew away the golden retriever bird with a few words and brought Ah Mo back to settle down that he remembered, ah, yes, those words were what he said.

A long time ago, he also said that to Jinghua.

I was also so angry at the time, saying, "Didn't you marry her to give her happiness? But look at what you brought her! Xuanyuan Jinghua, what else can you give her besides being sad and worried!"

The words are still in my ears.

Now that I think about it, these words are so cruel and irresponsible.

Qinglan sighed silently again. He didn't seem to have anything to do but sigh.

Ah Mo was an alcoholic, he wasn't unaware, but he didn't expect it to be so serious. He met Xuanhua every day during the court meeting, and Xuanhua said that Ah Mo is living a very regular life now. During the day, he basically spent time in the town, patiently accompanied Jinghua, patiently waited for him to recover, and never rushed to demolish him.

He and Xuanhua are very pleased, and agree that Ah Mo has grown up, knows how to understand Jinghua, and knows how to take care of his self-esteem. She has always been a very positive and cheerful girl, so that everyone around her can worry.

Qinglan sometimes came to her at night, and always saw her drinking by herself. But Qinglan is a rough man, he often drinks alone, so he never thought that there was anything wrong with Ah Mo drinking alone.

He even sat down to have a few drinks with her and talk about things that didn't make sense. He laughed so loudly that Ah Mo was louder than him, and when he finished drinking, he laughed, and he was happy!

It turned out that his sister had always been so unhappy.

She saved up all her happiness and used it to give to that person, but one night after another, she couldn't sleep.

The girl on the bed moved out again, and made a few incomprehensible babbles.

Her sleeping appearance was still not good, the bed was so big, it was much empty, but the more she slept, the more she slew, the more she went out, and she was about to reach the side of the bed.

"Mo, go inside, you're about to fall. Qinglan said, picked her up, and sent her inside.

"Hmm!" Mo let out a dissatisfied mutter, closing her eyes in defiance.

Qinglan's hand froze.

This time, he actually heard Ah Mo's dream words clearly, what she said was: "Jinghua, hug me!"

Ah Mo, it's not that she doesn't sleep well, she's looking for that familiar embrace.

Jinghua is busy with official business and always goes to bed late, so he has always been used to sleeping on the outside of the bed. Ah Mo always likes to lean towards him, shrink into his arms, and sleep peacefully until dawn.

And now, it had been a long time since she had found that embrace. She slept alone on a huge and huge dragon couch, and she couldn't sleep at all. She rubbed out again and again in her dreams, trying to find the familiar person and smell the familiar smell on him, but she didn't find it until she moved to the side of the bed, and even rolled off the bed again and again.

She woke up from her sleep and didn't understand why she had fallen out of bed again. She rubbed her sore hands and feet, but she couldn't sleep.

She could only secretly drink a little more and get drunk.

Unfortunately, she was getting better and better, and even though she had drunk a lot, she still couldn't sleep. She opened her eyes helplessly, looking at the plum blossoms and the white moonlight outside the window, helplessly letting her thoughts swallow her.

Jinghua, what are you doing now?

Jinghua, when will you be able to hug me?

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When Ah Mo woke up, he was already on the third pole of the day.

The last thing she remembered was that she ran to Canaan Xu to ask for wine, and only after drinking three bowls of bamboo leaf green, he said that the wine was gone, and he was not allowed to drink it again. He was not pleased, and threatened to make a decree that he should take out all the wine, or else he would smash his cellar......

And then? Well, I forgot about it.

Ah Mo knocked on his aching head, look, this is the bad thing about alcoholism, and there are often many things that are forgotten inexplicably. And what about the things I want to forget? Alas, I always remember them so well.

She was a little pierced by the sunlight outside, and suddenly she let out an "oops", jumped up from the bed, and jumped out the door while putting on her shoes.

It's time to see Jinghua, he's still waiting for himself to read a joke book!

She crawled out with a rolling belt, and when she stepped on the threshold, she accidentally tripped and fell to the ground.

But it was this fall that made her confused mind suddenly clear-

Haven't you already been there?

Yes, I've been!

When he went there yesterday, Brother Xuanhua stopped himself outside the door and said that Jinghua was resting, don't disturb him.

Not only yesterday, but the day before yesterday, and the day before yesterday.

I have been going for seven or eight days in a row, every day, every day.

Jinghua didn't want to see herself. Although we haven't met before, now, I don't even want to listen to my own voice through the curtain.

Jinghua closed the door tightly, shut her out, and shut herself in the dark.

Xuanhua said that if he gave his second brother some more time, he had been sick for the past two days and was in a bad mood. When you get better, you can try again.

But Ah Mo knew that those were just words that Xuanhua used to comfort herself, and Jinghua was never the kind of person who would easily change her decision because of her mood.

He said that if he didn't want to see himself, that is, he really would never see him again.

For the first few days, she was still in town.

From morning till night, she waited at the end of that trail. After waiting for a few days, Sister Yuan came to her with some sorrow, saying that you better go, you are here, Jinghua refuses to even take the medicine.

As a result, she could no longer go to Bodhi Town. But when she didn't go to the town, she really didn't know what she was supposed to do.

She really didn't want to tidy up that study anymore, and she didn't bother to cook, except to ask Canaan for a drink, and she didn't bother to say a word to him.

She has no interest in anything, and all day is drinking, drinking, going to bed drunk, and drinking again when she wakes up.

Didn't you say you should give him time? Wouldn't that make time pass faster?

In these times when she is drunk and dazed, her Jinghua will get better day by day. When he was well, he would come back.

She leaned against the threshold, took a jug of wine and drank it, only took two sips, and then fell asleep again.

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Ah Mo slept on the threshold and drooled, but was woken up by two "pops". The voice was very crisp, and when I heard it, I obviously felt a burning pain in my cheeks.

She barely opened her eyes.

"Huh...... Xuan Yao?" Ah Mo rubbed his eyes in confusion, trying to recognize it.

Xuan Yao sneered: "You still recognize me?"

"It was you just now...... Hit me?" Ah Mo suddenly came to his senses, sat up, touched his slightly swollen cheek, and said angrily: "Why are you hitting me!"

Xuan Yaoliu raised her eyebrows, hating iron and steel, and said: "I'll beat you for nothing! But the man is not around, so he makes himself look like this every day, where has your strength gone! It's not a shame!"

"I'm just useless, I just like to be embarrassed, what's the matter!" Ah Mo was still a little slurred, but it didn't affect her anger, and she said angrily: "What's the matter with you? Why do you care about me!"

"I care that you can afford you! Look at you for the sake of bringing me food every day, other people beg me to take care of it, but I don't care!" Xuan Yao was so angry that she reached out and pulled her, "Get up! What do you look like? You are still sleeping on the ground, you get me up!"

"You let go! I haven't slept enough! I still have to sleep!" Ah Mo shook off Xuan Yao, she didn't even bother to open her eyes, squinted and reached out to touch it, and muttered, "Where's my wine? It's okay, wine...... Hehe......"

Xuan Yao was so angry that she snatched the pot of wine and threw it far away on the ground!

The flask rolled a few times, but it didn't break, but it was knocked over, and the elixir and jade liquid gurgled out of the bottle and spilled it all over the ground.

Ah Mo was so reluctant in her heart, she shouted at Xuan Yao: "You waste another pot! Do you know that they won't allow me to drink it! That's all I have left!"

She staggered to her feet, burping as she bent over the flask.

Xuan Yao smelled the pungent smell of wine all over her body, and she was disgusted, and scolded fiercely: "You stupid woman! Look what you have made yourself look like! It stinks! It is dirty! Did you sleep without taking a shower yesterday?"

While scolding, Xuan Yao carried Ah Mo with disgust and dragged her outside, "I have already asked Changning to fetch water just now, you go take a good bath now, and wash all the alcohol in your body for me! Isn't it just for a man, you are so angry that you are so decadent that you make yourself like this!"

Ah Mo was dragged by her, struggling desperately all the way, dancing with her hands and feet, and shouting: "What is it called for a man? He is my man!

With red eyes, she didn't know whether she was drunk or crying, and protested loudly: "You don't understand anything! He's Jinghua! He has always liked me so much, but now he closes the door and refuses to see me! I ...... What did I do wrong? Xuan Yao, what do you say I did wrong? I begged him like that, and I waited outside the door for nine months! But he still hid and refused to see me! Xuan Yao, I am so sad, do you understand that I am so sad!"

"Why don't I understand? Your man won't see you, but my man is dead!" Xuan Yao suddenly let go of her and said with a sad smile: "Even if I don't die, I will never see him again in my life." ”

She looked at Ah Mo and mocked gently: "My child is about to be born, but he will not have a father as soon as he is born!

Xuan Yao no longer looked at Ah Mo, she turned around, looked at the excellent sunlight outside the palace, and walked out.

The sunlight shone dappled on her through the plum blossoms all over the tree, allowing her to smell the fragrance of plum blossoms that she was once familiar with, and the smell of freedom that she had been waiting for for a long time.

In Bodhi Town, the man who was isolating herself from the darkness at the moment gave her and her children a chance to walk out into the sun.

"Ah Mo, don't live just for one man! even if you love him again, or if he loves you again, never live only for the other party!"