Chapter 448: Allure Marriage and Love, Inseparable in This Life 26: Dreaming, refusing to love and being loved

(After eating, Long Ziqi wanted to clean up and wash the dishes, but Jin Cunxu reached out to take the bowl, and his fingertips inadvertently stuck to her hand, the touch was slightly hot, and the two of them were stunned.) ）

Long Ziqi's hand subconsciously and quickly withdrew, and the corner of his eye swept towards him.

Jin Cunxu didn't react much, took the bowl, and said softly: "I'll wash the dishes, you go take a bath first." ”

Long Ziqi nodded.

There won't be any bathrooms available here, so you boil hot water every day and take a shower with cold water!

The small shed built next to the toilet has a faucet, and the ground is paved with cyan stones, which are uneven, and a scoop of water falls on Bai Xi's skin, and along Ao Luxu's body, it falls on the stones.

Jin Cunxu, who was washing the dishes, could vaguely hear the sound, his breathing couldn't help but become heavy, and he wanted to outline something in his cloudy mind, but he suppressed it.

There are some things that can't be rushed, he doesn't want to scare her away!

Long Ziqi took a shower and changed into very conservative cotton pajamas, with middle sleeves and trousers, which were not exposed at all, but the neckline was slightly low, and when you looked down from a high angle, you could faintly see the * inside.

She didn't have a man's clothes here, so when she borrowed a quilt, she borrowed a clean clothes for him.

If he wants to!

Jin Cunxu naturally did not refuse, he had been mentally prepared when he came here, since she could live here for half a year, what could he do?

Calorie's father is not as tall as him, the gray clothes are slightly smaller on his body, and his arms and legs are exposed, and the picture is a little funny.

When he walked in, Long Ziqi had already laid the floor for him, a clean * order, and when he looked up and saw him, there was a slight smile in his eyes.

"Good night."

Jin Cunxu pulled open the quilt, lay down, and saw her hanging a simple curtain between them, and her thin lips couldn't help but hook.

This curtain is obviously guarding against gentlemen, not villains.

Long Ziqi didn't turn off the lights immediately, because she had the habit of reading before going to bed, and if she didn't read a book for a while, she wouldn't be able to sleep.

Jin Cunxu saw her sitting * reading a book through the gap, her expression was calm, her eyes were focused, her long hair was scattered casually on her chest, on Bai Xi's skin, like a pleasing painting, embroidered in the bottom of her heart.

His sleep has not been very good all these years, otherwise it would have been to the point of going to a psychiatrist, but this*, he slept unusually calmly.

There is not much verbal communication, and there is no * entanglement in the TV series, a quiet, uneventful night.

He slept so well that when he woke up the next day, she was no longer in the room.

When she woke up and when she left, she didn't even know what to do.

There was a note she had left on the table, a few pieces of bread and boiled eggs for breakfast, and instant coffee in the drawer if he wanted coffee.

Jin Cunxu held the paper in his hand, the juanxiu font came into view, and the thin lips overflowed with a faint smile.

Toiletries, she prepared a brand new one for him, ate breakfast, changed into his own clothes, he went out, asked all the way, and finally found a classroom that took almost half an hour to find.

In a few shabby, precarious earthen houses, there are more than a dozen children sitting in the classroom, a simple white T-shirt, smoky gray jeans outlining her slender figure, her hair is still braided in loose braids and put aside, holding a book in her hand, and taking the students to read together, she reads a sentence, and the children read a sentence.

In the early morning wind, her gentle voice was not too small or small, and her delicate face floated with seriousness and concentration, and each of those children was very serious.

That morning, Jin Cunxu didn't come close to disturb them, standing outside quietly watching her every move, every interaction with the children, her heart had already been shuttled by thousands of needles, sewn, and gathered full of warmth and affection.

If he hadn't met her, he would have been a monster living in the dark in this life, and now he was still dealing with a psychiatrist, in the eyes of everyone, he was a terminally ill patient, but since he met her, he knew that he would not be a patient, even if the whole world said that he was a monster, he didn't have to be afraid......

Because it's not her in the whole world!

If you want to warm a person, you must learn to warm yourself, for her, he is willing to break the prison of painting the ground, get out of the darkness, soak in the sun, hug her, and warm her.

So, at this moment he stood in the heat of the sunrise clouds, looking at her, and his warm eyes were full of *.

Long Ziqi finished a morning class only to find that he had been standing outside, and at this moment the sun was dazzling, she paused for a few seconds, looked at the watch on her wrist, and announced a fifteen-minute break.

The children rushed out of the classroom with a "bang".

Long Ziqi sorted out the books and put them on the podium, he had already walked in, probably standing outside for too long, his forehead was covered with fine and dense sweat, flashing with light.

She took a tissue from a canvas bag and handed it to him: "You can go back first." ”

"I want to wait for you." Naturally, he took the tissue and wiped the sweat from his forehead.

"I mean, you go back to China first! Regarding the clothes, I will wait for Qu Yan to come back and ask clearly, if it really doesn't work, I will buy one and return it to you. ”

Long Ziqi saw that he had misunderstood what he meant, and patiently explained.

Jin Cunxu's hand holding the tissue paused for a second, his face sank silently, and he pursed his lips and said, "No!" ”

Long Ziqi raised his eyebrows and looked at him puzzled.

"I waited for half a year, but you didn't come to pay it back, and you ran away secretly." Jin Cunxu said extremely seriously, as if she really ran away from him for that dress and sneaked to this place.

Long Ziqi: "......"

It's just a piece of clothing, so is he?

"I'll pay for Aunt Fu to buy another one for you."

"It's not the original one." Jin Cunxu frowned, very dissatisfied with her solution!

Long Ziqi was silent, she had never met someone more difficult than him, he wanted to lend clothes to herself, and she didn't ask for it herself, how can she chase it to Africa for a piece of clothing now!

"So what the hell are you trying to solve?"

Jin Cunxu threw the crumpled tissue into the trash, thought seriously for a while, and said, "You go to country A with me, and you are responsible for getting the clothes back!" ”

Long Ziqi's eyes were stunned, his curled eyes trembled slightly, avoiding his dark eyes, his fingers were at the bottom of the table, secretly clasping the podium, and he didn't speak for a long time.

Jin Cunxu was not in a hurry, patiently waiting for her to think about it and tell him the answer.

Outside the classroom are the innocent smiles of the children, chasing each other, frolicking, sweating profusely and not tired, and their small bodies seem to contain inexhaustible strength.

Inside the classroom, they faced each other, but they were speechless, and the air was filled with dust and tumult.

He stared down, gentle, only a distance from a podium, and the breathing of the two people was shallowly intertwined, inexplicably*.

Long Ziqi deliberately avoided his eyes, pretending not to know how much affection was in Lu Dao's deep eyes, and he didn't understand why he crossed thousands of mountains and rivers just to find her to find that piece of clothing that was readily available.

The clear and bright pupils looked at the children, their thin lips pursed lightly, and their voices were gentle but cold and alienated, "I'm sorry, these children can't do without me!" ”

Jin Cunxu frowned, and before he could speak, he heard her say again: "You are the crown prince of a country, and your Excellency the President in the future, you will not understand the sourness of these untaught children." Because no one wanted to come to such a remote place, until I arrived here, they were illiterate, they did not understand reason, and they danced with mud branches all day long. Jin Cunxu, they can't do without me, and I can't do without them, there are many important things waiting for you and me to do in this world, instead of dwelling on those things that have been lost. ”

These words have a deep meaning, one is that they don't want him to continue to pester themselves over that dress, and the other is that they want him to leave as soon as possible and not come to disturb her and the children's lives.

He is His Royal Highness the Crown Prince, and he should not waste time on such trivial matters, but to deal with national affairs.

The words landed, and her footsteps walked directly out of the classroom, leaving him with a depressed back.

A faint smile appeared at the corner of Jin Cunxu's mouth, not as good as the bottom of his eyes, mixed with a little vague and sour, his thin lips hooked, and he whispered softly: "You are not me, how can you know the Tao, I don't understand!" ”

His long narrow eyes hung down for a few seconds, and when he lifted them again, he looked out the door without any emotion.

Long Ziqi leaned over to wipe the sweat on the children's foreheads with a towel, each of them smiled happily, her eyes were gentle as water, and the corners of her lips were curvature.

The sunlight scattered unreservedly, lingering beside her, and from a distance, a pair of glowing wings seemed to grow on her back.

……

Long Ziqi accompanied the children back to the classroom, Jin Cunxu was no longer there, his eyes subconsciously searched around, but he didn't see a figure, and secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

Every proud man who listened to her words probably wouldn't stay, and that was her purpose.

Long Ziqi opened the book, and continued to talk about the place he read last time.

For most of the year here, she lived very peacefully, her heart was like water, thinking back to the beginning, she was sentimental in vain, complaining that she was too persistent at the beginning, and couldn't tell what dependence and feelings were.

Watching their parents go from young to old, experiencing too much hurt and grief, and going through life and death several times, can there be a pair of men and women in that kind of love and affection? Most of the feelings are drowned in the trivialities of life after being squandered by passion, and no one can integrate all the feelings into the ordinary trivialities of life like Long Pei and Mingxi, and love each other more every day.

She said that she couldn't bear the heavy and strong feelings of her parents, it was too grand and huge, and she couldn't afford it! The feelings she prayed for were just ordinary, without any harm or conspiracy, and Long Lifei was the most reassuring reliance in her heart, and she would not bring harm to herself no matter what.

So she confused her feelings, walked into an alley with no way out, lost her way in the fog, stumbled, bumped, and bled her head.

This half a year is enough for her to let go of the past and see clearly that between her and Ah Li, there has never been a red dust relationship, but it is the trust and dependence between relatives and relatives, and the special emotions between twins.

If the sister of an ordinary family sees her brother who has always loved her and shares her love for herself with another strange woman, she will be jealous and angry; What's more, they are still twins, so she will naturally mind that someone will take away Ah Li's love for her.

That mind, it has nothing to do with deep love or jealousy, it's just the possession (desire) of my sister's love for my brother!

It's a pity that she saw it too late, Scarlet was sent away by her and Allure together, the end of the world, she wants Ah Li to find Scarlet back, she will try her best to turn those opposing voices into blessings, but-

Ah Li has given up completely.

Not only did he give up Lan Mufei, but he also gave up his feelings, and since then, his emotional forbidden area has been forbidden again, and I am afraid that no one can get close to him!

After bidding farewell to the unclear and cruel growth, after the dust settled, she sadly found a reality, she didn't know how to love, and she couldn't love, just like a man had the most unspeakable disease - (xing) incompetence!

If you can't give someone a response, then don't give a glimmer of hope, because hope will only lead to despair.

And the taste of despair, which she had tasted so many times in her nightmares that she could not remember what it was like to have hope, at least to save others from being consumed by despair as much as she did.

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In the evening, the young children were sent home separately, and they couldn't refuse the enthusiasm of their parents, so they slowly walked back with a bag of food.

Halfway through, I received a call from Ah Li.

"I'm fine, don't worry."

“……”

"I've been here, I should be leaving today......"

“……”

"You think too much......"

Long Lifei didn't know how Lu Dao knew that Jin Cunxu had arrived in Africa, so he subconsciously called over and thought that he was here to find Yan'er, and it was inevitable that Yan'er would go home early!

She refused to go home on the same grounds, these children couldn't live without her, and she couldn't live without them.

In the end, Long Lifei was persuaded by her, cut off the phone with a sigh, looked up at Jiang Chongjian standing in front of the desk, his eyes were profound, he hesitated a little, and finally said, "You go and see her." ”

Jiang Chongjian was silent for a while, "What are you worried about?" ”

Long Lifei leaned back in the chair, his gloomy eyes shot at Jiang Chongjian, and said in a cold voice: "We are all worried about the same thing. ”

Jiang Chongjian took a deep breath, and then slowly exhaled, but he still couldn't eliminate the stagnation in his chest, and muttered softly: "Maybe it's time for me to tell her." ”

One of the Iruo has already harmed Mingxi, and they won't let the second Iruo hurt Yan'er, in the slightest.

………………

Long Ziqi walked home alone, and when he arrived at the door, it was already dark, so he pushed open the door and turned on the light.

The quilt on the floor was folded neatly and placed on the chair, a note she had left on the table was missing, put down her phone and food, she sat on the side, looking at the new towel hanging on the washstand.

What happened yesterday was like a dream.

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