Chapter 447: Allure Marriage and Love, Inseparable in This Life 25: The flower in his heart, his eyes are moist

In the United States, at three o'clock in the morning, a frightened voice suddenly came from the lonely room, and under the cool moonlight that flowed into the slanting light, she suddenly sat up from the * and gasped for air.

The temperature in the room was slightly cold, but the pajamas on my body were all soaked, clinging to the skin, exuding coolness.

Cold sweat.

She reached out to wipe the cold sweat on her forehead with a tissue, picked up the water cup on the head table, and drank a big sip of cold water, so that her beating heart slowly calmed down and her brain calmed down!

I don't know if this is the first nightmare, anyway, it's not the first, and it won't be the last!

Her body was trembling instinctively, she took a deep breath, turned on the light and went to the bathroom to take a hot shower, and then change into clean clothes.

This situation has been going on for a long time, and the nightmare is like the after-effects of a car accident, and there is no way to get rid of it. I often dream of the things that happened when I was a child, kidnapped, tortured, thrown into the garbage, like a piece of garbage, picked up, and then—

She reached out and wiped the water on her face, unable to tell whether it was water or tears, turned off the shower, picked up the bathrobe and wrapped it around her body, and walked out of the bathroom barefoot.

It cannot be denied that she left the capital to prevent them from finding themselves haunted by nightmares, waking up from nightmares every night, from the panic and fear at the beginning to the numbness now, only the instinctive trembling of the body remains.

Needless to say, she is still sick, and the illness is in her heart, maybe she could go to a psychiatrist for help, but she can't; She couldn't let them worry about themselves anymore!

Many years ago, it was Long Lifei who stretched out his hand to pull out himself who was trapped in the swamp and couldn't pull himself out, he had sacrificed too much for himself over the years, this time she didn't want to rely on anyone anymore, she wanted to rely on her own strength and try to climb out of the nightmare!

Believe in yourself, you can!

No longer sleepy, she went to the study to find a few books to read.

In the week she came to the United States, she went to the school, the cafeteria, the library, walked where she and Long Lifei walked, and Song Jingsu walked where they walked, and there was Su's crazy laughter in her ears, but it was getting farther and farther away, reaching out to grab it, but there was only cold air in the palm of her hand!

On the school's honor roll, photos of the school's honor students over the years are posted. Long Ziqi found Song Jing accurately, she was the first place that year, the four sisters in the dormitory, except for her, the other three were photographed.

Su said that Song Jing's glory is their glory, and they must be in the photo, so that they can be on the school's honor list.

She avoided taking pictures that day because she didn't want to appear in front of everyone, in fact, her grades were the first in the department for three consecutive years, and Long Li was the first in the school for three consecutive years, just letting the school deliberately hide her true grades and leave the first place to others.

One is that she doesn't need a scholarship, and the other is that she and Long Lifei are not willing to be in the limelight, and they came to the United States to study, grow into a better version of themselves, and enjoy a peaceful life!

Therefore, the names of her and Long Lifei have never been left on the school's honor list, and even the school's graduation photos do not have photos of her and Ah Li!

Five years later, I revisited the old place, and my heart was sour, sweet, and bitter.

In this place, they have all been forgotten by time, but her memory has always been remembered, that ordinary life without any bright spots, even Su's appearance makes her miss it extraordinarily!

A person is lonely and introspective.

Because of her heart, she slowly walked into many people, parents, brothers, friends, nightmares, and nightmares, there is still a trace of warmth in her heart, so she is fearless!

The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket***********************

Six months later.

In a remote part of Africa, the sun is hot and the ground is full of dust, because of the footsteps coming and going, the air is filled with dust, but there is a hearty and crisp laughter in the wind, which makes the hot temperature cool.

She wore a light-colored embroidered dress up to her ankles, her long hair was braided and put aside, and she stood in the sun with a shabby umbrella and watched the children play football, with a slight smile on her lips!

After two weeks in the United States, she came here to become a volunteer teacher, accompanying these simple children to read and play, and occasionally children stayed overnight to rest with her.

She only contacted Long Lifei after coming here, and learned that she was going to Africa, and inevitably scolded her on the phone for being nonsense and willful, Long Ziqi listened quietly, and heard his concern and worry on the airwaves, and when he finished speaking, she opened her mouth lightly, told him everything here, and asked him not to worry about himself.

Although the environment here is not as good as that of a big city, and nothing is convenient, but with these simple people and innocent children, she does not find it very difficult, on the contrary, she likes it all at once.

This stay was six months, until now I wake up every day, the sun shines through the window and falls on my eyes, and my heart is like a flower blooming, with white petals and green leaves, full of life.

Looking at her watch, it was time to go home, she softly called the name of the eldest child, and he reacted and immediately ran to her with a dozen children.

Everyone had smiles and sweat on their faces, surrounding her, calling her Sister Yan.

Long Ziqi took out a towel to wipe the sweat on their faces one by one, and gently told them not to play anymore, go home obediently, and have morning classes to go to tomorrow!

The youngest three children, only four or five years old, she personally sent them home one by one, declined the parents' invitation to have dinner together, and after saying goodbye, went back alone!

The sun sets quickly, the umbrella is put away in your hand, and the dim shadow moves slowly on the ground, carelessly, as if it were a walk.

Suddenly, the eldest child scurried towards her, panting.

"Calories, what's wrong?" Long Ziqi asked suspiciously.

Calorie grabbed her hand, didn't say anything, and hurried in the direction of home.

Long Ziqi thought that something serious had happened, and she didn't ask, and as he ran along, the sunset slowly slid down the hill behind her.

Before he could reach the door of the house, Calorie suddenly stopped, pointed to the lonely man standing under the basketball hoop in the empty depression, and panted; "Find, you!"

Long Ziqi's breath was unsteady, and when he looked at his hand, he was stunned.

He was tall, slender, and easily handsome, and threw the worn-out basketball into the rusty basket, and looked back at her, his face was warm and dazzling, and a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth.

Long Ziqi let go of Calorie's hand and asked him to go home first, Calorie nodded, looked at the handsome man, and then looked at Long Ziqi, and ran home with a smile.

She walked up to him and said softly, "Jin Cunxu, long time no see." ”

After leaving the National University for half a year, Gu Mingxi and how many times they asked to come to see her, they were all refused, but they didn't expect that the first person to come to see her would be the crown prince of country A, His Royal Highness Jin Cunxu!

"I'm here to collect debts." He looked down at her, and the first thing he said was to ask for debt.

Long Ziqi was stunned, his clear eyes were filled with confusion and incomprehension, and he couldn't think of what he owed him!

Jin Cunxu reached out and knocked her forehead, and said seriously: "Clothes." ”

Clothes? Long Ziqi touched the place where his forehead was knocked by him, frowned, didn't like such an intimate action, subconsciously took a half step back, widened the distance between each other, and explained: "I asked someone to send it to you half a year ago." ”

"Didn't get it."

"Impossible!" Long Ziqi blurted out.

Jin Cunxu raised his eyebrows and asked rhetorically: "Do you think I'm lying?" ”

"No, the person I sent said that the things were handed over to Qu Yan by hand." Long Ziqi patiently explained that Qu Yan was his guard, how could he not hand over things to him!

"I don't know." Jin Cunxu looked serious, his eyes looked at her directly, and there was no sign of lying, "Anyway, I didn't receive the clothes." ”

Long Ziqi frowned, he didn't think it was possible! After being silent for a while, he said, "You call Qu Yan, and I will ask him personally!" ”

"Qu Yan was sent by my father on a mission, and he didn't come with me." Jin Cunxu replied in a deep voice, paused, and added: "He can't contact the outside world when he goes on a mission, and he won't come back in two months." ”

Long Ziqi: "......"

Seeing that she didn't speak, Jin Cunxu spoke again: "So, you lost my clothes." ”

"It's not ......" Long Ziqi wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to explain it. Could it be that the person who delivered the clothes lied to himself? He didn't give the clothes to Qu Yan at all, or did Qu Yan not give the clothes to Jin Cunxu?

I don't know what is going on, she narrows her eyes, purses her lips, and is silent.

Jin Cunxu raised his chin slightly to see that the sky was darkening, and said softly: "It's dark, let's go back." ”

"Huh?" Long Ziqi didn't react to the meaning of his words for a while.

Until Jin Cunxu and her walked into the room where she lived, it was clean, but it was undoubtedly very simple, with a wooden washstand by the door, a washbasin with a demagnetized, and a clean towel hanging on it.

Long Ziqi turned on the light, the room was small and could be seen at a glance, she could barely live with a child, but as soon as Jin Cunxu walked in, it was crowded, and it seemed very inconvenient to even turn around.

The visitor was a guest, Long Ziqi politely poured a cup of warm boiled water for him with the spare water cup he brought, "There is no tea here, so let's take a sip." ”

Jin Cunxu took the water cup without politeness, and drank the glass of water after a while.

"Still?" She asked.

Jin Cunxu handed her the cup and shook his head. Looking around, he knew that her living conditions in Africa might be more difficult, but he didn't expect it to be so difficult.

The people of the Long family were reluctant to let her stay here and suffer hardships.

"You, want to stay here?" Long Ziqi stood in front of the table, put the cup down, hesitated and asked.

Jin Cunxu walked to the stool and sat down, and asked, "Do you want everyone to know that I am here to collect debts?" ”

Long Ziqi: "......"

What he meant was that in order not to let others know that he owed him something, he came by himself and had no place to rest.

Juanxiu's brows frowned slightly, worried.

Her unobstructed residence is still borrowed from the Caru family, only one *, and there is really no place to lend him to live! Not to mention that this single * can't squeeze two people, even if she can squeeze two people, she can't sleep with him who only has a few faces!

Seeing that she was silent, Jin Cunxu was silent, got up, and said sincerely: "It's okay, I'll go outside and take a look, where is there a place to sit for a night!" ”

The corners of Long Ziqi's eyebrows twitched slightly, and let him sit in the field with His Royal Highness the Crown Prince of Country A*, how is this possible?

Jin Cunxu's steps had already walked out.

"-Jin Cunxu!" The thin lips opened slightly, and there was a faint helplessness in his voice.

Carrying her on his back to stop, he looked back at her.

"If you don't mind, can you just stay on the ground for one night?" She wasn't sure if his delicate body could lie on such a humble ground, but if she said she slept on the floor, the proud man wouldn't have agreed.

"Yes!" Jin Cunxu nodded.

"You sit down for a while, I'll borrow you two * quilts!" She has everything here alone, nothing superfluous.

Jin Cunxu politely said thank you, and said, "Do you need my help?" ”

"No!" Long Ziqi had already gone out when he answered, the closest thing to here was the Calorie House, and their family of three was just enough to live, and there was no extra place to borrow, I hope they would have extra quilts to lend themselves.

After she left, in the dim light, his handsome facial features blurred a shallow smile, and his eyes flowed wantonly, he turned around and walked to the table and sat down, the things on the table were very miscellaneous, but they were very neat.

There are toiletries, simple skin care products, a comb, a mobile phone, and two books, with a kettle and a drinking glass, as well as textbooks and some homework books. * There are two books on the head, the quilt is folded neatly, and the sparrows are small and have all the organs.

Who would have thought that the princess of country C, the once neat vice president, would now be able to commit herself to this humble little house, being a free teacher for a group of children.

The glass of the window was half cracked, and it was glued with newspaper glue, but when it was windy and rainy, it must be raining all over the ground.

The heroic brow furrowed slightly, and somewhere on the left side of his chest cracked silently, and the distress spread......

What exactly did they do?

forced her to stay in this place for half a year, and she was tired and did not want to go home.

- Qi Qi.

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Long Ziqi borrowed the quilt and came back, and Jin Cunxu sat on the side, holding a book in his hand, and the cover of the book said - cloud.

It was a French writer who wrote a book about life, which was somewhat boring and long, and she had read it for a long time, but she had not seen half of it.

Jin Cunxu didn't expect her to read such a book, and looked up at her, "Don't mind if I read your book?!" ”

"Don't mind!" Long Ziqi put the quilt on the *, looked sideways at his gentle contours, and was silent for a few seconds and asked, "Are you useless for dinner?" ”

Jin Cunxu closed the book and nodded at her.

"Wait a minute!" Long Ziqi walked out of the room after speaking.

Jin Cunxu didn't speak, but followed her silently, the kitchen was a tent-like place that was temporarily erected, with a simple induction cooker and kitchen utensils.

Long Ziqi skillfully took out the small red tomatoes from the bag, washed them, and cut them, and boiled water in the pot over there.

Half a year ago, she was still a delicate princess Long Ziqi who didn't touch the spring water with her fingers, she opened her mouth for food, stretched out her hands for clothes, and all the trivial things of life were arranged for her every day; Half a year later, she has been able to live on her own, cook her own meals, do her own laundry, and take care of herself in good order.

Now that I see that she is very proficient, she still suffered a lot at first. I don't know how to use anything, and I don't know that the clothes of different colors have to be washed separately, and I don't know that in addition to sugar, there is also a kind of salt called salt.

I don't know how many times I have eaten burnt or salty food that I can't swallow, and finally I have changed to this methodical skill.

Every time I learn one more thing, my heart is extremely happy and excited, these seemingly ordinary and trivial things, it turns out that doing them can also make people so happy and proud.

After living for twenty-four years, she finally felt like a normal person!

Without the protection of his father and the protection of his brother, he went on the road alone, walked lonely, and learned to face and be independent.

If you ask her, is she wronged?

It's not false to say that it's not at all, every time she fails to study, and when she makes a mess of it, she sits on the side of * in a depressed mood, and wants to call Ah Li to pick her up.

But if you do go back, then what's the point of this trip?

Take grievances as encouragement, throw away the food that you can't eat, and do it again, and wash the clothes that can't be cleaned, then wash them twice.

Being vice president can't make it difficult for her, can this little setback bring her down?

Absolutely not!

……

Two simple bowls of egg and tomato noodles, steaming, she brought them to him, "This is the only one you can eat at night." ”

During the day she didn't have time to go where she could walk for an hour to buy vegetables.

Jin Cunxu looked at the bowl of noodles she made by herself, and her heart was full of emotions, probably because of the heat, and there was dampness and heat in the corners of her eyes.

His eyes were lowered, and she didn't notice it as she sat next to him.

"It's the best noodle I've ever eaten in my life."

Long Ziqi handed him the freshly cleaned chopsticks: "You haven't eaten yet." ”

Jin Cunxu took the chopsticks and didn't speak, wiped away the dampness in his eyes, raised his eyes to look at her, and his thin lips hooked up a gentle smile: "I know the way." ”

Long Ziqi was slightly stunned, but didn't speak after all, and lowered his head to eat.

One is His Royal Highness the Crown Prince of Country A, and the other is the princess of Country C, two noble people huddled in this humble house eating noodles, if people know the Tao, they must not believe it, even if Qu Yan listens to it, he must roll with laughter, and he will not believe it.

However, they really eat the most simple and ordinary food in such a humble environment.

Because the person you miss is around, even if you drink plain water, your heart is full of sweetness.

There is love and water is full, and the ancients did not deceive me.

After eating, Long Ziqi wanted to clean up and wash the dishes, but Jin Cunxu reached out to take the bowl, and his fingertips inadvertently stuck to her hand, the touch was slightly hot, and the two of them were stunned.

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Master: I wish my family a lovely meal, Ben is forty years old, and happy birthday! Don't worry, even if you run fifty, I won't dislike you, I'm so kind ^_^