130. VIP072-Temptation [Asking for a Monthly Pass~]
Is Bai Xiangran mistaken?
Impossible, if he was mistaken, he would not have said that he knew Xia Chu, nor would he have known Xia Chu for nearly 20 years, let alone know about Sunshine Orphanage, and Bai Xiangran did not deny all this Xia Chu, which also shows that Xia Chu has indirectly admitted the fact that he is Zhou Qiqi.
So who is the license?
When Qiao Yusen was puzzled, Xia Chu quietly walked over and stood beside him:
"What's wrong with you?"
Qiao Yusen was obviously startled, and even reflexively took a step back, seeing that it was the beginning of summer, he eased his emotions a little, but the exploration contained in his eyes did not change: "It's okay, I'm thinking about things." ”
Xia Chu smiled slightly, didn't pay much attention to his abnormality, and handed him the towel in his hand:
"Wipe my hair, okay?"
Qiao Yusen didn't say anything, just silently took the white towel in her hand, then took her hand, took her back to the room, and sat down in front of the dresser, Xia Chu felt funny:
"Weishenme is not on the balcony? I want to blow the night breeze. ”
"You just washed your hair and blew it, do you want to catch a cold or have a headache?"
"I've done this before, and it's going to be fine."
Qiao Yusen concentrated on helping her wipe her hair: "Before, without me, whatever you wanted, now that I am by your side, this matter will not happen again." ”
Xia Chu smiled sweetly, didn't say anything more, and comfortably closed his eyes to enjoy the tenderness that Qiao Yusen gave him.
If Xia Chu opened her eyes at this time, she would definitely see that Qiao Yusen's eyes reflected in the dressing mirror contained doubts and incomprehension that no one could ignore, and there was even a trace of doubt, even Qiao Yusen couldn't deny it, and he began to doubt the choice he made.
What would he do if the beginning of the summer wasn't the permit of the year?
Could it be that Xia Chu really has nothing to do with licensing at all, but he just admitted that he was wrong?
This possibility is not impossible, although Qiao Yusen can't bear to think about it, but after all, it is a fact that needs to be faced, he wants to ask Xia Chu for verification, but people often have this kind of fear in their hearts, when you have doubts about something you care about very much, you will not want to seek the truth immediately, because you will be afraid, afraid that this truth is contrary to the thing you care about, and you are afraid that you will not be able to accept it.
Qiao Yusen was in such a mood at this moment, he was puzzled, but he was also afraid.
Thinking of these possibilities, the movements in his hand gradually slowed down, and it was impossible for Xia Chu not to feel it, so he opened his eyes and saw Qiao Yusen in the mirror, she was slightly stunned, but quickly reacted and held his hand that had no movement.
Qiao Yusen woke up like a dream, looked at Xia Chu, and wanted to explain something, but he couldn't say anything when the words came to his mouth, he could indeed find a reason to explain, but he clearly remembered the promise he made to Xia Chu, he would never deceive her again in this life, he didn't want to break his promise.
He smiled, wanting to break away from Xia Chu's hand and continue to wipe his hair, but she held it tightly and was unwilling to let go.
Qiao Yusen smiled helplessly:
"Your hair hasn't dried yet, so you can't rest."
Turning a deaf ear at the beginning of summer:
"You've got something on your mind."
This is not a question, but a declarative sentence, anyone who sees Qiao Yusen in that posture just now will have this kind of thought, Xia Chu is so close to him, and he sees it so really, it is impossible to be wrong, so she is very sure, and thinks that this thing that annoys Qiao Yusen is not a trivial matter, because so far, Xia Chu has never seen Qiao Yusen appear in such a state because of one thing.
But what made him like this?
Xia Chu thought of Bai Xiangran's phone call just now, so he asked cautiously:
"Did Bai Xiangran say something to you?"
Qiao Yusen re-focused his gaze on Xia Chu's face, and he carefully looked at the face in front of him that had haunted him, and after a while:
"He didn't say anything to me."
"But since Bai Xiangran's phone call, something is wrong with you."
"Is there one?" Qiao Yusen didn't want to admit that he hadn't figured out how to talk to Xia Chu about it, in other words, he didn't know whether to ask Xia Chu for confirmation.
If not, what should he do?
Admit mistakes, or make mistakes just wrong? Either way, it wasn't the outcome Jo Yusen wanted.
When Xia Chu wanted to say something, Qiao Yusen smiled faintly, and gently stroked her hair like a spoiled child:
"Xia Chu, don't think too much, I just don't know how to explain this matter to you yet, I promise you, when I calm down my feelings, I will definitely tell you."
His changes are too fast, so that Xia Chu can't judge how high the credibility is, but in this case, who can refuse, refuse, seem to be ignorant, and even don't know the general situation, Xia Chu doesn't want to be a vexatious and petty woman, although sometimes it makes people feel cute, but it takes time.
The timing is clearly wrong.
She didn't say anything, but it was tantamount to another acquiescence.
Jo Yusen leaned in to pick up a comb from the dresser and stood behind her back, carefully smoothing out her messy hair.
In the past, this moment was a time that would make Xia Chu feel happy, but she didn't know Weishenme, but this time, Xia Chu felt so uneasy, she turned her head to look at the night sky outside the floor-to-ceiling window, and there was not a single star......
The lights were turned off, and there was no light in the entire sight, Qiao Yusen locked Xia Chu in his arms as usual, as usual every time, but Xia Chu felt that Qiao Yusen was not asleep, but she couldn't sleep, she even had an impulse to call Bai Xiangran and ask him what he said to Qiao Yusen.
It's just that she can't do that, Bai Xiangran's mind is like a hornet's nest, if he knows that he and Qiao Yusen are in an awkward state at present, I don't know what he will do.
At present, the only way seems to be to wait.
But waiting is a boring and tiring thing, and at the beginning of the summer, I don't know if I can hold on.
The two of them were silent, no one said anything, a posture at the beginning of the summer lasted a little long, and they wanted to turn around, but unexpectedly, after moving slightly, Qiao Yusen also turned over, and then the European-style table lamp on the bedside table was turned on, and the warm yellow soft light poured down, making this bedroom no longer cold.
"Since you and I can't sleep, let's talk." Qiao Yusen sat up, leaning lazily against the head of the bed, his expression was normal, as if everything that happened just now was just his own illusion, or he was simply thinking too much!
At the beginning of the summer, she didn't want to get up, although the indoor air conditioner was at a constant temperature, but her physique was cold, and she didn't want to come out of the bed, so she moved her position slightly and lay on Qiao Yusen's chest, like a lazy cat.
Qiao Yusen is no stranger to this action at the beginning of Xia, when they were together at the beginning, she was still very reluctant to contact herself, but she was used to it as the days got older, and gradually became dependent now, which made Qiao Yusen can't help but wonder if she can sleep if she is not by her side one day.
"What do you want to talk about?" A lazy opening at the beginning of summer.
"Let's talk about when I was a kid, I've been a little nostalgic lately."
"When you were a child?" Xia Chu frowned slightly, I don't know what to talk about when I was a child, and they don't have common memories, do they? But since Qiao Yusen had spoken, he couldn't refuse, so he nodded: "Okay, let's talk, but I don't have anything to say." ”
“weishenme? Do you have bad memories from your childhood? ”
Qiao Yusen felt a little despicable at this moment, he could obviously ask Xia Chu directly, but when he went to Zuihou, he chose such a shameless way of talking, this should not be what Xia Chu did, but at this moment he really did it.
"It's not bad, it's very bad, when I was 6 years old, Xia Jianguo took a woman home and kicked me and my mother out, in order to let me live a more haode life, my mother begged Xia Jianguo to let me stay in Xia's house without telling me, Xia Jianguo agreed, my mother left, but I didn't know that Li Ping and their mother and daughter couldn't tolerate me at all, and they even wanted to kick me out at the cost of hurting themselves."
"Hurt yourself?"
Xia Chu smiled: "Yes, you can only blame me if you hurt yourself, so that you can justifiably ask the teacher for guilt, and then drive me out." ”
Such a sad past, but Xia Chu finished talking with a smile, Qiao Yusen didn't know what was contained in Xia Chu's smile, was it relief, contempt, or indifference? He only knew that there was a sour pain in his heart at this moment, he felt sorry for those she encountered, although these at the beginning of Xia were nothing compared to his own, but because she was the person he felt sorry for, he would rather put all that she received on himself.
"And then you ended up in an orphanage?"
Xia Chu elegantly yawned:
"Yes, I entered the orphanage, Xia Jianguo personally drove me to the door of the Sunshine Orphanage, I clearly remember the way home, I could have called the police, I could have not walked in, but I still didn't choose to go back."
“weishenme?”
"Because I wanted a home, not a place to live, and if I just wanted a place to sleep, I believed that the orphanage could meet my conditions, so I went in."
Qiao Yusen didn't speak for a long time, he was thinking, what happened to Xia Chu, who was only six years old at that time, that made her resolutely choose the latter between her family and the orphanage, a choice that a normal child would not make, wouldn't it? No matter how warm this family is, it is still a familiar place after all, and no child is willing to leave the place where she has always lived, which will make her feel insecure, but Xia Chu made a different choice.