131. VIP073 - How I wish you were you

VIP073-

She must have experienced some pain that no one wanted to know, but at this time, she chose to laugh it off and was relieved.

Maybe she really let go, those pains, those unwillingness, those grievances and hatreds have quietly faded away with the passage of time, but what about herself? Can it be like the beginning of summer? No, he can't! Maybe he can let go of what he has endured in order to be safe, but Qiao Mingyu still owes himself a life, his mother's life!

This hatred, except for Qiao Mingyu, no one can erase it!

When he wanted to say something to Xia Chu, he found that this woman had fallen asleep peacefully on his chest, because of her posture, her breathing was a little uncomfortable, and she snorted slightly, Qiao Yusen smiled slightly, and stroked her smooth hair with his big hand:

"How I wish you were your ......"

When the two went downstairs together the next morning, Li Li was already waiting in the living room, and when he saw the two of them, he got up from the sofa:

"Mr. Joe, Mrs. Joe."

Xia Chu nodded at him slightly, turned to look at Qiao Yusen in confusion, and asked in a low voice:

"Why is he here?"

Usually when Qiao Yusen goes to work, although he doesn't drive himself and is picked up by the driver, Li Li never appears in the morning, and it is inevitable that he will be a little surprised at the beginning of summer.

Qiao Yusen looked at Li Li:

"We're going to go to Linshi later."

Xia Chu did not doubt him: "Will you come back in the evening?" ”

"I try."

"Then remember to call me ahead of time."

Jo Yusen nodded: "I see." ”

When Xia Chu walked to the restaurant, Qiao Yusen didn't follow, and when Xia Chu found out, he stopped and looked back at him:

"Aren't you skipping breakfast?"

Qiao Yusen wanted to say that he would not eat, but looking at Xia Chu's appearance, the words changed when he came to his lips:

"I'll have a few words with Li Li first."

Xia Chu smiled slightly, nodded, and continued to walk towards the restaurant.

Qiao Yusen looked at her back with indescribable emotion.

In fact, he didn't have anything to say to Li Li alone, he asked him to come over early in the morning because he wanted him and himself to go to a place, Sunshine Orphanage, and the best answer he came up with after thinking about it for a night was to solve this mystery as soon as possible, so that it would be good for everyone.

Yes, he is indeed afraid to learn the truth to some extent, but no mystery will never be solved, and it is better to be frank and take the initiative to find it than to grope for life in doubt and temptation every day, and he is also afraid that if he continues to live like this, sooner or later he will hurt Xia Chu, which is the last thing he wants to see.

Qiao Yusen asked Li Li to wait a little longer, Li Li nodded and walked out of the living room, walking towards the car outside the door, Xia Chu looked at Li Li's back and smiled slightly:

"Won't he laugh?"

Jo Yusen reacted for a second or two before he understood what she was talking about, and tugged at the corners of his mouth:

"I've known him for more than ten years, and I can count the chances of him laughing on ten fingers."

"That's not necessarily a smile once a year."

Qiao Yusen nodded: "It can be understood in this way. ”

"His life must be lonely, and you should care about him."

Jo Yusen looked at her and smiled, not saying anything more.

After the meal was served, Qiao Yusen had no appetite, the chopsticks kept tossing around on the side dishes in front of him, but he didn't mean to put them in his mouth, the housekeeper stood aside, saw Qiao Yusen's movements, hesitated and stepped forward to ask:

"Mr. Qiao, is today's meal not to your liking? Do you want me to have someone do it again? ”

Qiao Yusen didn't seem to hear what the butler said, and still maintained his previous movements, but Xia Chu raised his head to look at him after hearing the housekeeper's words, and saw his thoughtful appearance, his heart sank inexplicably.

He has become abnormal since he received Bai Xiangran's call last night, although he tried his best to cover it up, but maybe even he didn't find out his abnormality, so he revealed his true emotions from time to time, she wanted to ask about the specific reason, but she had already done this last night, and she didn't get the answer she wanted, presumably there would be no breakthrough if she asked again today.

Xia Chu stretched out his hand to cover his big hand, Qiao Yusen came back to his senses, glanced at Xia Chu's hand, then looked at her, and smiled slightly:

"What's wrong?"

At the beginning of summer, he was in a natural state, and he didn't seem to notice his wandering:

"The butler is talking to you, asking if the food is still appetizing."

Jo Yusen turned his head to look at the butler, followed his line of sight and noticed the small action he had made inadvertently, and then stopped:

"No, I'm just not too hungry."

The two of them finished breakfast with their own thoughts, went out together, and when they walked out of the villa, they were going to the garage to pick up the car at the beginning of the summer, so they smiled at Qiao Yusen:

"Li Li has been waiting for you for a long time, you can go quickly."

Jo Yusen turned his head to look at her:

"Be careful when you drive."

"Don't worry, I will."

This moment that should have been separated, in fact, it is not appropriate to show too much, but perhaps because she is about to verify some things, this ordinary time has changed the original taste, Qiao Yusen looked at Xia Chu's eyes also became a little complicated, Xia Chu wanted to ignore her own discovery, and she also wanted to ignore the uneasiness in her heart, but the moment she turned around, she realized that the uneasiness was gradually spreading, reaching every corner of her body, which made her unable to meet.

If a woman's sixth sense is a feeling more powerful than superpowers, then Xia Chu believes that something must be about to happen.

She walked a few steps and stopped, knowing that Qiao Yusen's eyes were still on her without looking back, she wanted to say something, whatever she wanted, but she couldn't open her mouth because she found that she had nothing to say.

Qiao Yusen looked at Xia Chu and sighed slightly, she is such a sensitive little woman, although she does show strength in many aspects, even stronger than some men, but this does not mean that she will do this in any matter, feelings are the most delicate things, she is sensitive, these two touch together, it will definitely play some chemical role, Qiao Yusen has a feeling that she has already seen through.

But she obviously discovered her abnormality, and she obviously felt the uneasiness, but she didn't say anything?

Jo Yusen's heart began to ache sullenly.

He felt sorry for such a summer beginning, and it was actually himself who caused all this, did he really have to find that answer? Can't you just go on like this?

He took a step, walked over, and gently hugged Xia Chu from behind:

"At the beginning of summer, don't think too much about ......"

Jo Yusen actually wanted to promise, promise that no matter what, nothing will change in our lives, you can continue to be your truest self, I am still me, but when the words came to his lips, he couldn't say anything anyway, the permission was too important for him to forget, or ignore it.

Although he doesn't have to get married, he still has to meet her after all, know where she is now, and how she is doing?

Xia Chu didn't move, let alone turn around, she didn't want to see Qiao Yusen's eyes again:

"Is there anything that makes me think too much?"

Jo Yusen was silent.

As the minutes passed, no one said anything, and even their breathing became inaudible, but what could such a hug change? Maybe you can have a moment of peace with each other, but peace is only the appearance, and those who should come will always come.

Xia Chu couldn't stand such an atmosphere and herself, she broke away from Qiao Yusen's embrace, turned around and smiled at him:

"Qiao Yusen, if you want to hide something, please be more clever in your acting skills, don't make an absent-minded appearance while not wanting people to know, I'm not stupid, I'm not blind, and I'm sure that this matter must be related to me, if you don't say it, it will naturally have your reasons, I won't force you, but I have a request."

Jo Yusen looked at her and didn't speak.

"No matter what kind of answer you get to the doubts in your heart, don't rush to conclusions, please come back and ask me for verification, I won't admit what I have done."

Xia Chu's words came to this point, no matter how Qiao Yusen denied it, Xia Chu would not believe it, not to mention, what she said was the truth, wasn't it?

"I promise you."

Is this a disguised admission? Is it a matter of acknowledging that he is hiding from himself? Xia Chu felt that he should laugh, at least he was honest, and he didn't blindly hide it from himself to the end, so that he was Zuihou who knew it.

So, she really smiled:

“xiexie。”

With that, she turned away without pausing, and a few minutes later her car sped out of the garage, passing by her without even looking at herself......

It wasn't until Qiao Yusen was also sitting in the fast-moving car that his thoughts retracted a little, and Li Li saw Qiao Yusen's face in the rearview mirror and asked:

"Are we still going?"

His struggle was so obvious that Li Li couldn't ignore it.

Qiao Yusen was silent for a while, and did not answer Li Li's question, but asked rhetorically:

"Li Li, if you were me, what would you do?"

Li Li glanced at Qiao Yusen, didn't say anything more, and drove straight to his original destination.

Qiao Yusen is confused at this moment, he needs someone to guide him, although Li Li doesn't know if the decision he made is correct, but he can be sure that if Qiao Yusen doesn't verify the events of the year, his heart will not be able to get real peace, and he and Xia Chu will not return to the previous peace.

Or later, Jo Yusen would regret letting him make this choice on his behalf today, but when the damage has been done, nothing can be changed, can it?

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