Xia Chu didn't have time to think about the possibilities that this blood would bring, she only knew that her hands and feet were beginning to be cold, and she used all her strength to retract her gaze, and said in a trembling voice:

"Go in and have a look."

The nurse didn't say anything more, she was used to such occasions, so the impact was not much, when Xia Chu said these four words, she had recovered her full movements, pushing her towards the house, but Li Li stood in place for a long time without moving, he didn't know whose blood it was, was it Qiao Yusen's, or Shao Yunqi's?

But either way, he didn't have the courage to imagine the result, because he couldn't afford it.

After entering the house, there was no one in the house, weirdly deserted, Xia Chu was no stranger to everything here, before getting married, she had spent countless nights here, chatting with Shao Yunqi, talking about life, talking about ideals, at that time she could always feel a warmth when she walked in, but today, she only feels cold.

Shao Yunqi's bedroom is on the second floor, and she can't go up in a wheelchair at the beginning of Xia, but now she can't help but go up, even if this leg is useless, she has to go up to take a look.

The nurse saw her resoluteness, and although she did not approve of her decision, she did not say anything against it in the end, and when she finally jumped up to the second floor with one foot, she and the nurse were already sweating profusely, and the nurse exhaled:

"You wait here for a while, I'll go get the wheelchair."

Xia Chu nodded, still anxious:

"Hurry up."

"Okay."

Pushing open the door of Shao Yunqi's room, Xia Chu saw Qiao Yusen at a glance, she should have put her heart at ease, but no, her heart fell deeper downward, because Qiao Yusen was the only one in the room, because Qiao Yusen was losing his mind, he didn't even hear the door of the room being pushed open, because at this moment he was like a child abandoned by the whole world, sitting on the floor with his back to the direction of the door, leaning against the edge of the bed, and shrugging his head...... Decadent, but infinitely distressing.

Xia Chu refused the nurse's help, she entered the room alone with the arm on her hand, the nurse also knew that this time period was not suitable for disturbance, after Xia Chu entered the room, quietly closed the door behind the back, leaving them a separate space.

Xia Chu had never used a wheelchair, and her hands and arms had different degrees of abrasions, it took her a short time to come to Qiao Yusen's face, she made a lot of movement, but it still didn't attract Qiao Yusen's attention, he was still staring blankly at somewhere, as if he was blind.

She didn't dare to touch him at this moment, she was afraid that as long as she touched him lightly, the man in front of her would fall.

Qiao Yusen's posture made Xia Chu more or less guess something, and also understood whose blood was on the car door, but how could it be like this? Why is this happening? She obviously asked Shao Yunqi to have breakfast a few days ago, didn't she? Xia Chu refused to believe such a fact, she wanted to ask Qiao Yusen what was going on!

Ask him why he is here, and ask him Shao Yunqi? Didn't you go out together? You're back, but what about him? Also, whose blood was in the car? Which of you was hurt? Did you go to the hospital? Is it serious?

However, she couldn't make a sound, she seemed to lose her voice, her mouth was open, but the voice was stuck in her throat......

"He's dead......" Qiao Yusen's sudden opening made Xia Chu's heart skip a beat.

It's one thing to guess, it's another thing to be confirmed, two completely different feelings, Xia Chu didn't know how she should react to this matter, and when she had a little sense, there was some liquid dripping on the back of her hand little by little, and at this time, she finally found her voice:

"Why is this happening?"

Jo Yusen didn't answer, he didn't know how to answer, the events of a few hours ago were still so distinct, playing out in his mind again and again, just like a movie, but the shots in the movie were all used with sufficient safety measures, and even a lot of post-production special effects were added, even if the personnel would be injured, they would not die.

But in this scene in front of his eyes, Shao Yunqi died, the person who drove into him, whether he died at the time or not, and finally died, they all died, but Shao Yunqi still couldn't come back to life.

Jo Yusen moved slightly, turned around and lay on Xia Chu's lap, like a child who lacked love......

Xia Chu could feel his helplessness and grief, he must be even more unable to accept this fact than himself, and played out that scene in front of his own eyes, watching him die in front of him but there was nothing else to do, that powerlessness and frustration were enough to crush his entire person.

Xia Chu silently shed tears, drop by drop on Qiao Yusen's cheeks, mixed with him, and couldn't tell whose it was.

He didn't speak again, Xia Chu didn't speak again, and the two of them licked their wounds quietly, in such a room that was still full of Shao Yunqi's unique smell.

No one knows how long it has been, but it should have been a long, long time, the sky outside the window has passed from the afternoon to the dusk, to the dark night, the lights in the house are not turned on, and there is no need to turn on the lights, Qiao Yusen just fell asleep quietly on the lap of the beginning of the summer...... All the contradictions between them seem to have disappeared with Shao Yunqi's departure, and they have returned to their original appearance, without estrangement, distrust, and quarrels.

Xia Chu rubbed Qiao Yusen's hair, turned his head to look out the window, in fact, the room was as dark as the outside, and he couldn't see anything, but Xia Chu was still looking at it very persistently, as if there was the most beautiful thing in the world, I don't know if I was too tired, for a moment Xia Chu felt as if he had seen Shao Yunqi, he stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, dressed in white, looking at himself with a soft smile, and then slowly shifted his gaze to Qiao Yusen's sleeping face, becoming infinitely nostalgic.

Xia Chu was overjoyed, and wanted to say something to him, asking him where he was now and whether he was doing well, but Shao Yunqi stopped her, shook her head slightly, and disappeared in the next second.

Because she wanted to pursue that figure, her body moved, but she ignored Qiao Yusen who was lying on her lap, he woke up because of his movements, straightened his body, and woke up like a dream at the beginning of summer, and carefully discerned the surrounding environment, only to know that it was his own hallucination.

After sitting in place for a while, Jo Yusen's body moved slightly, Xia Chu couldn't see his movements clearly, but the next moment the room was shrouded in warm yellow light, and Jo Yusen turned on the wall lamp on the bedside table.

He turned to look at Xia Chu, and then frowned slightly, as if he had only seen her in a wheelchair at this moment, as well as the wound on her forehead, on her arm, and even on her right leg in a plaster cast. Remembering his own actions just now, he gently placed his hand on her right leg:

"I'm sorry, it hurts, doesn't it?"

Xia Chu shook his head and covered his hand:

"No, it won't."

She really didn't feel pain, to be exact, she couldn't feel the pain in her body, maybe it wasn't that she didn't feel pain, but that the pain in her heart had transcended everything, making all other pains so insignificant.

The two were silent for a while, and then Qiao Yusen told Xia Chu the whole story, because he already knew the result, so it didn't matter what happened to him, but when Xia Chu heard that Shao Yunqi chose to drive out for the sake of the old Qiao Yusen, there was still shock in her eyes, but soon, she returned to calm.

Because for Shao Yunqi, this is a very normal thing, he is indeed a person who will ignore himself for the sake of others, he would make such a choice, in fact, it is not surprising at all, for Shao Yunqi, such a choice tends to be more of an instinct, maybe at that moment, he didn't think about whether to save Qiao Yusen at all, he just made the most direct reaction.

"...... at the beginning of summer" Qiao Yusen closed his eyes painfully: "If I had a choice, I would rather die than I ......"

Xia Chu lowered his head and kissed him on the forehead:

"If you have a choice, I want both of you to live well, and I will live well, only if we are all alive, each of us will not suffer, but Yu Sen...... Now that it's happened, there's no way we're going to escape it, accept it, you don't have any other choice. ”

Jo Yusen didn't speak, he still couldn't bring himself to accept this fact.

"You don't have to blame yourself, the person who should blame yourself is me, if I didn't lose my temper with you, I wouldn't leave the house, if I didn't leave the house, I wouldn't let Sun Derong take advantage of it, if you talk about the culprit, it should be me, I killed Yunqi......"

Xia Chu didn't say the things that Li Li did, now Qiao Yusen is already very painful, Li Li is also his brother who grew up together, he has already faced a life and death parting, and can no longer accept another betrayal, she would rather herself still be a hypocritical liar in Qiao Yusen's heart, than hurt Qiao Yusen again at this time.

At this time, there was very little she could do for him, and all she gave him was a warm hug and an illusion of peace.

Jo Yusen looked into Xia Chu's eyes:

"Actually, we all know that Yun Qi doesn't blame anyone. You are not wrong, I am not wrong, if you are wrong, it is also the fault that you are too attached to something, which caused the situation today......"

"I just hope you don't blame yourself too much."

Qiao Yusen looked at Xia Chu deeply, he didn't speak for a long time, perhaps, he hadn't figured out how to speak, Xia Chu was not in a hurry, and waited quietly, finally, she heard Qiao Yusen tell herself:

"You know what? The real reason why Yun Qi asked you to marry me......"