Love struggles in nine deaths (3) so disgusting
Chapter 270: Love Struggles in Nine Deaths (3) It's so disgusting
The room, everything was smashed to the ground, and the house was in shambles. The black shadow curled up in the corner, trembling incessantly, and a pair of clear eyes filled with deep fear and panic.
Holding her head in her hands, she opened her mouth like a hysterical roar, but she couldn't make a sound.
She had examined her body, and she had suffered a severe blow to the head, which may have caused her to not remember the past.
There is no problem with her vocal cords, and it can only be speculated that she is reluctant to speak herself, possibly due to psychological reasons.
She had broken two ribs and broken calves, judging from the films taken, no one had treated her, it was self-healing, it didn't grow well, and now she looks fine, and in two years she will become lame at any time.
It's a miracle that she's still alive, but the price paid for such a job is too painful and heavy.
The most lethal thing is that she has the deepest rejection and hostility towards Gu Mingxi.
Every time Gu Mingxi wanted to get close to her, her emotions would get out of control, and no matter what it was, it would fall on Gu Mingxi's body.
For this reason, Long Pei was reluctant to let her get close to Yan'er.
In the entire presidential palace, she will only be quiet if Ah Li is close to her. Ah Li is an injured person, how can he take care of a scarred smoker.
Long Pei's mood was solemn, Gu Mingxi's heart was sad, and the presidential palace was deeply shrouded in gloom.
The door was pushed open, and Long Pei stood at the door, staring at the figure in the corner with unbearable distress in his gloomy eyes, his heart pounded, and the pain was terrible.
This is his and Mingxi's child, with their blood flowing in his body, but now he is tortured like this, teach him how not to be heartbroken?
He avoided the things on the ground, walked up to her and slowly crouched down, reached out in front of her, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, I am your daddy, I will not hurt you, and I will not let anyone hurt you." ”
couldn't stop trembling his body like a puppy abandoned in a storm, and his chaotic eyes saw his cold features and a pair of dark eyes...... Much like that person.
"Yan'er, I'm Daddy." Long Pei spoke patiently, his hand still raised in front of her.
She just stared at him intently, without any reaction.
The thin lips showed a warm smile, without the majesty and oppressive spirit of work, and the tenderness in the eyes emanated from the heart.
"You are my daughter, no one here will hurt you, trust me."
There seemed to be something flashing in her eyes under the curled eyelashes, her little hand slowly raised, and Long Peiyan saw that the smile on the corner of her mouth was getting thicker, thinking that she could accept herself.
Long Ziqi didn't accept him, but grabbed his hand unexpectedly, and bit his tiger's mouth when he opened his mouth, extremely hard, even harder than biting Long Lifei and biting Gu Mingxi.
Long Pei didn't move, he didn't even frown, he always maintained a gentle smile on his face, his gentle eyes stared at her, heavy love and doting, how much could she understand?
The blood quickly flowed out and dripped onto the ground.
That's fine, so that the whole family has the same mark.
She looked at him with force and eyes, and he was not angry, like the man, and did not hurt himself.
His smile is so beautiful.
I don't know how long it took, she seemed to be tired, her mouth slowly opened, her eyes became dim, as if she was afraid and uneasy, and leaned against the wall again.
Long Pei saw through her emotions and said softly: "It's okay, Daddy is not afraid of pain." ”
Really, doesn't it hurt? She looked at him with wide eyes.
"Do you want to see my brother?"
Brother? That person? She blinked and was silent for a long time, then nodded cautiously.
Long Pei reached out and picked her up, at first she was instinctively stiff and scared, but there was a special aura on him, which made people feel very warm and steady.
He wouldn't hurt himself, she verified, didn't she!
The trembling of his body gradually disappeared in his gentle embrace, and his emotions seemed to stabilize.
Long Pei carried her to Ah Li's room, and the maid took advantage of this time to clean up the room.
Long Lifei lived in Long Ziqi's room before, and the pink color was somewhat girlish, but he didn't have the slightest sense of disobedience when he sat on the bed.
Seeing Long Ziqi being picked up by him, seeing Long Pei's hands covered with blood, her brows furrowed, her habit of biting is really bad.
Long Pei put her on the bed and rubbed her head gently with his big palm, "You and your brother are together, Daddy will come over in a while." ”
Long Ziqi didn't look at him, her eyes had been on Long Lifei's body since she entered the room, staring at him intently.
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Long Pei walked out of the room, Gu Mingxi was standing at the door, looking at him with bright eyes, and when he saw his hand, a trace of distress crossed his eyes.
Yan'er bit Ah Li once, bit Long Pei once, and found that they wouldn't hurt themselves so they could accept her, why couldn't they?
The wound on the hand that had not yet healed was aching.
"Give her more time and she'll accept you."
Gu Mingxi didn't speak, just took his uninjured hand and walked back to the master bedroom. Jean Rubing prepared the haode medicine box was already on the table, and Gu Mingxi squatted in front of him, treating his wounds without saying a word.
His expression was focused, and his movements were as gentle as he was with the same care he had with his wounds.
Gu Mingxi fixed the bandage, turned around to pack the medicine box, and was suddenly picked up by him and put it on his lap, and his strong arms encircled her.
"Mingxi, don't do this." Seeing her sorrow all day long, he was very distressed when she wanted to get close to her daughter but couldn't.
Gu Mingxi rested his head on his shoulder, his eyes were gloomy, and his voice was mixed with helplessness, "She can accept Ah Li and you, why can't she accept me?" ”
How can someone who has not been hated by his own daughter understand such feelings.
God knows, how much she wants to take care of her personally.
Now, she couldn't even get a step close to her.
Why, so cruel to her.
Long Pei's big palm caressed her cheek, and his lips kissed her hair warmly, and a chill appeared in his eyes, "I think, someone may have done something to her by pretending to be you." ”
If it weren't for someone pretending to be Mingxi who hurt Yan'er and left a shadow in her heart, she wouldn't have resisted Mingxi like this.
When Gu Mingxi heard this, his hand involuntarily pulled up his clothes, and hatred crossed his eyes.
Bo Yixin is too ruthless!
Although she didn't let Yan'er die, she made her experience so much unbearable, making Yan'er hate her biological mother, which was simply crueler than death.
Long Pei hugged her tightly, and his voice was low, "Mingxi, don't let your heart be full of hatred. ”
He had hated Gu Mingxi for so many years, and he knew how painful it was to hate someone he didn't want to hate. Bo Yixin was already dead, and he didn't want Gu Mingxi to suffer because he hated a dead person.
Although, Bo Yixin is innocent.
"I know." She spoke in a low voice, her voice weak but as steely as resolute, "She wants to torture me with smoke, torture you, and make our hearts full of hatred to live in hell and struggle in pain." But she miscalculated! No matter how many unbearable things and dirty things I go through, my heart will not be swallowed up by hatred, because you are a light in my heart, as long as you are there, I will not be swallowed up by darkness, I will not be blinded by hatred, never. ”
As long as Long Pei is by her side, she will not be pulled into the swamp of hatred and unable to extricate herself. Because Ah Pei, who was in the swamp of hatred, had been supporting her with his own hands and not letting her fall.
is so affectionate, how can Pei, who has paid for her, live up to it.
Her words were like stones thrown into a pool, disturbing a pool of spring water in Long Pei's heart. Unable to restrain the big palm clamping her jaw and lifting, he lowered his head and kissed it......
Slowly closed his eyes in response to his feelings.
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Long Pei has stayed in the main house recently and has not returned to the office, most of the affairs have been handled by Bai Yan and Banxia, and it is preferable to deal with those within their scope of responsibility, and then send them to Long Pei for decision.
Late at night, Bai Yan turned off the computer, took his coat and walked out of the office building It was already twelve o'clock, the moon was bright and the stars were scarce, and the cool night in autumn was infiltrating.
The coat that was on his arm was not on, but he actually liked the cold, as if to remind him that he was still alive.
picked up the car, just out of the parking lot, suddenly a black shadow burst out, the startled Bai Yan immediately stepped on the accelerator, leaned forward, held the steering wheel tightly with both hands, and his eyes were full of surprise.
Nansi's tall figure, who was only a millimeter away, had some scruples in the dark night, and when he saw the car sideways, his sword eyebrows frowned, as if he was wondering how the people in the car could be...... He.
Bai Yan was stunned, suppressed the ripples in his heart, rolled down the window and calmly spoke, "Why haven't you gone back so late?" ”
Nan Si walked to his car window and looked at him through the moonlight, his complexion was good, it seemed that he and Banxia were having a good time together, and he should be happy for him, but he couldn't help but feel bitter.
"It's a bit of a delay."
Seeing him with his hands in his pockets, Bai Yan hesitated for a few seconds and spoke, "Didn't drive?" ”
"Sent for inspection." He replied.
"I'll give you a ride?" Bai Yan's tone was a little uncertain, and he asked politely as usual, but he didn't expect Nanji to nod without hesitation, "Okay." ”
He detoured to the co-pilot's seat, pulled the door and sat down, "Xiexie." ”
Bai Yan's eyes fell on his chest, and he subconsciously leaned over, reaching out and wanting to pull the seat belt for him, but before his hand touched the seat belt, he suddenly realized something, and his body froze suddenly.
Nanji sat still, his gloomy gaze staring at Bai Yan's unnatural face in the darkness.
For some reason, there was a hint of anticipation in his dark eyes, staring at him with a sparkle that he could barely hold his breath.
Bai Yan froze for a few seconds, sat up straight, and said lightly: "Seat belt." ”
As soon as the three words came out, Nansi's eyes instantly dimmed, and the loss at the bottom of his eyes was obvious. used to be together, and I always didn't remember to fasten my seatbelt, every time Bai Yan would personally fasten my seatbelt, and when he leaned over, he could kiss him on the lips......
Sometimes he deliberately doesn't wear a seatbelt when he wants to kiss him.
The picture that flashed in my mind was like yesterday, and at this moment they are no longer the same as yesterday.
Silently fastened his seat belt, his cold silhouette was clouded, and his eyes kept looking outside without speaking.
Bai Yan saw him fasten his seat belt and start the car and drive out of the presidential palace. I can probably guess what Nanji thought just now, wearing his seat belt so slowly, why his eyes were shining and lonely after he spoke.
said that he would forget, and said that he would not be a retreat for Nansi, even if he never let it go until now.
The two of them didn't speak along the way, Bai Yan's eyes kept looking ahead, Nansi's eyes looked out of the car window, but the afterglow kept circling on him, knowing it, but pretending not to know.
Just holding the steering wheel, the green muscles jumped faintly.
Sometimes I really don't know who to hate when I think about it. They are clearly in love with each other but are destined not to be together, and cannot tell others, as if telling others that their love is a sin, that is, an unforgivable sin.
But what's wrong with them, they just love each other!
The neon outside the car window flew past Nanji's gloomy face, and the hand on his knee secretly tugged at his clothes. The carriage was quiet, so quiet that you could hear the heartbeat and breathing next to it.
There is a second of extravagance, extravagance and hope that there will never be an end to this road, so let them go on in the space that belongs to each other.
It is said to be an extravagant hope, but it will not come true.
Because it is late at night, the traffic is pitiful, and it saves time more than during the day. Seeing that the car was about to arrive at Nansi's residence, an abrupt voice sounded in the carriage, "Are you planning to marry her?" ”
“…… Wait? Bai Yan was stunned for a moment, but after understanding his words, there was a tingling in his heart, and he didn't deny it, but just vaguely "en".
Knowing that Nanji misunderstood the relationship between himself and Banxia, and didn't want to explain, let him misunderstand.
The person who misunderstood was not only Nansi, most of the people around him felt that his relationship with Banxia was extraordinary, going to work together, getting off work together, and occasionally seeing them eating together.
Someone teased them ambiguously, but there was no explanation or clarification.
He was embarrassed at first and wanted to clarify that it didn't matter if he was a man, but Banxia was a woman after all, and he would marry someone in the future.
Banxia saw through his mind and smiled faintly, "If he believes in gossip and doesn't believe me, don't want such a man." ”
Lu Banxia is emotionally arrogant.
She has the capital to be arrogant, Bai Yan thought. Banxia is right, if that man would rather believe gossip, how can he be worthy of Banxia's love.
Speechless again, Nansi's eyes were even more lonely, they had finally come to this point.
The car stopped at the door of Nansi's corridor, and Bai Yan looked at him sideways, "It's here." ”
I can only send you here.
Nanji sat in the car and didn't move when he heard the sound half-loud, and in the dim light, he couldn't figure out what was going on in his dark eyes.
“…… Nansi. ”
"Can I zuihou hug you again?" He suddenly looked up at Bai Yan, his eyes as sharp as a blade.
"Huh?" Before Bai Yan could react, Nan Si had already unbuckled his seat belt and leaned over, his slender and powerful arms hugging Bai Yan tightly.
If this is their doom, what can he say?
Bai Yan's body couldn't help but froze, and the hands hanging beside him suddenly tightened into fists, reason telling himself to push him away, and he couldn't continue to sink.
The body does not listen to the command of reason, and it is impossible to deny that there is a deep miss for his breath, body temperature, and everything about him, and there is no way to push him away.
He couldn't.
The hand clenched into a fist loosened suddenly, and the corners of his mouth hooked up with a self-deprecating arc......
Bai Ziyan, in this life, you are destined to be planted in the hands of this man.
Nanji's hug became tighter and tighter, so tight that he didn't leave a single gap, so tight that he couldn't breathe, and his bones hurt so tightly.
"Don't forget me...... Don't forget me completely. His voice sounded faintly in Bai Yan's ears, revealing humility and pleading, "At least put it in a corner of your heart, and occasionally think about it secretly, so that no one will find out." ”
Bai Yan smiled bitterly, "I'm sorry...... I can't. ”
Nansi's body stiffened, gradually becoming cold, and he couldn't help but let go of him, and his eyes were full of affection and helplessness, and he looked at Bai Yan's gaze little by little.
There's no way to just put you in a corner of my heart and miss you secretly.
Bai Yan's eyes were wet, and his lips were trembling, "Because...... My whole heart is thinking about you. ”
Nanji was stunned, his heart tugged, he trembled uncontrollably, and his heart was intertwined with pain. The blood was boiling, and something seemed to burst out of the body.
At that moment, he kissed Bai Yan's cold lips with a terrible kiss.
The more suppressed emotions erupt, the hotter it becomes, like an overflowing river embankment, once the gap is opened, it immediately rushes to the rapids.
His hands hugged him tightly, rude, domineering, and irresistibly kissed Bai Yan fiercely.
He loves Bai Yan, and he really loves the man in his arms.
Lips and teeth warn, depriving them of their breath, and biting each other like beasts. Bai Yan knew that it was wrong for him to do this, and he couldn't restrain himself.
The sober and rational willpower in front of Nan Si has always been broken with a weak blow.
Maybe it's like Nanji said, zuihou once.
Please allow him to zuihou and indulge his feelings like this.
Nan Si was too familiar with Bai Yan's sensitive points, and his big palm extended to his back through his clothes, slowly descending down his spine, and the strength of his fingertips increased violently at the third node.
“…… Not. Bai Yan couldn't help but escape his voice, and the silver threads at the corners of his mouth were beautiful and seductive.
He kissed the corners of his lips greedily, sucked the silver threads from the corners of his mouth, as long as it was plain, he liked everything.
The big palm went all the way down the sturdy waist, and Bai Yan's hand grabbed his hand violently, panting for breath, "...... No, we can't do that. ”
Say that haode wants to let go, and say that haode wants to live their own lives.
His wife was upstairs when she was pregnant, but they were doing such a shameless thing in the car downstairs, and they couldn't forgive themselves.
Nanji's Adam's apple rolled up and down, didn't move again, kissed the corner of his lips affectionately, and his voice was hoarse, "I just want to touch you." ”
I want to remember every part of his body, I want to remember his body temperature, even if I die.
"Nanji, that's enough." Between them, it's really enough.
It doesn't do anyone any good if it continues to be entangled like this. It will only exacerbate the harm and even affect innocent people.
Bai Yan didn't want to see that kind of picture.
Nanji hugged him and was silent for a long time, but he never spoke. Only each other's breathing and heartbeat seemed to be synchronized in the silent carriage, and the warmth of each other's body temperature was felt through their clothes, like a dream.
I don't know how long I have been in this position, but the hot feelings can't cool down over time, it's just an intuition that I don't know where it came from, and the hearts of both people have a premonition.
When the two of them looked in front of the windshield at the same time, their minds were shattered like a thunderclap on the ground for a moment, their eyes swelled with disbelief, and the blood on their faces suddenly dissipated.
The figure in the moonlight was slightly bloated, and the backlit facial features were not clear, but the garbage in his hand fell to the ground suddenly. It's like falling into a cold ice cellar, and you can't breathe when it's cold.
Bai Yan's stunned body collapsed on the seat, his bleeding lips bitten by Nanji were slightly open, and his white teeth were still stained with blood......
At this moment, it was as if a shameless third party had finally been discovered, and his ugliness was nowhere to be hidden.
Nansi was also shocked, he didn't expect Rong Rong to come down and throw garbage so late.
Rong Rong didn't say anything, and when her cold and desperate eyes moved away from them, she pulled her legs and ran upstairs, her back in a hurry like a ghost.
She saw it.
At this moment, Nan Si's heart couldn't tell whether he was solemn or relieved, he didn't want to lie to Rong Rong for a long time, but he didn't know how to speak, not to mention that she was still pregnant with a child.
Bai Yan reacted, and looked at him in a panic, "Chase!" Qin Nansi, go chase her! ”
Nanji's eyes were vague, looking at him in a complicated way, and he didn't move.
Bai Yan had already reached out to push him, almost gritting his teeth, "If Rong Rong or the child has any mistakes, I will never forgive you, let alone myself." ”
Nanji's heart thumped, as if his soul had reacted, and he immediately opened the car door and ran upstairs.
Bai Yan watched his back disappear into the darkness, his body collapsed and opened back, and his fingers fell on his face......
Bai Ziyan, you are an unforgivable sinner after all.
Eyes in the sockets, a burst of uncontrollable dampness.
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Nansi ran to the door, Rong Rong just opened the door, "...... Rong Rong! ”
Rong Rong turned to look at him, and kept stepping back, because her stomach was very big, and her steps seemed clumsy. Staring at Nanji's gaze, there was hatred, disgust and disgust......
"Listen to me......" Nanji approached her step by step, and his low voice was not wanting to wake up his parents, who were resting.
"Don't come here......" Rong Rong stepped back, avoiding his hand, "Don't touch me!" ”
"Rong Rong ......" Nan Si paused.
Rong Rong's heavy footsteps were almost unsteady, and she staggered to the sofa, barely trying to stand firm. The picture she had just seen was echoing in her mind, like a sharp knife cutting her heart, her reason.
She almost suspected that she had read it wrong.
How can it be.
They're all ...... It's all ...... Man.
"How can you, how can you ......" The trembling lips collided with each other, and the tears fell uncontrollably, and the four words zuihou were gritting their teeth and hating: "So disgusting." ”
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