Chapter 269: Love is struggling in nine deaths (2) Don't touch her

Long Pei walked up to her and reached out to push the door open......

"Wait." Gu Mingxi's hand holding the gun tightened her strength, walked in front of Long Pei, and faced the door and blocked Long Pei with her body intentionally or unintentionally, once there was any danger, at least she could protect Long Pei as soon as possible.

She couldn't let Long Pei get any more harm.

How could Long Pei not perceive the meaning of her movements, his heart warmed, and the gun in his hand was clenched, she was willing to use her body to shield herself from danger, and he was the same.

In the most dangerous moment, they had the same thing in mind - to protect each other.

Gu Mingxi stretched out his hand and pushed down the door, but he didn't push it open, it seemed that he was blocked by something, Long Pei reached out to help her push it down......

The atmosphere was tense and depressing, there was a strong smell of blood in the air, the black barrel was aimed at Gu Mingxi, his stiff arm was raised in the air, his breath was disordered, his eyes were red with blood, and his expression was very wrong.

Something seemed to fall to the ground.

Gu Mingxi saw that a man who fell at the door was very short, there was a red spot in the center of his eyebrows, red blood was slowly flowing down, and his wide eyes were full of disbelief.

"Ah Li!"

She pounced on Long Lifei and hugged Long Lifei.

His body was stiff, his body temperature was cold, and his eyes were a little glazed. Although he is usually trained to fight with adult men, he is still just a child, and this is the first time he has killed someone.

Gu Mingxi still remembers the first time he shot and killed someone.

It happened after jumping into the sea. Bo Yixin took her back to country E. After her body recovered, she agreed to enter the elite army in order to repay Bo Yixin.

Her acuity and marksmanship have always been very good, but her heart problem can only be done to analyze and command, involving part of the training guidance.

At that time, Xiaobai had just joined the elite army for a few days, and he was impulsive and reckless, often had problems, and often disobeyed orders.

Once on a mission, a terrorist escaped, and the other party was much higher than Mo Xiaobai in terms of firepower and reach, and Gu Mingxi was unwilling to let Mo Xiaobai take the risk because he judged it. Unexpectedly, Xiaobai did not obey the instructions to hunt down the terrorists alone. In order to save her, Gu Mingxi rushed over to save her regardless of his body, and fired the shot at the last moment......

The distance was not very close, but the blood was still splashed on her hands, from warm to cold seemed to be only a brief second, at that moment she felt so frightened, very scared, she couldn't even believe that she had killed a living life with her own hands.

Gu Mingxi went back and kept washing his hands and taking a bath, almost rubbing his skin, having nightmares, and even often hallucinating, seeing that his hands were stained with blood.

Later, if Bo Yixin hadn't introduced her to a psychiatrist, she would have been tormented by this psychological shadow to the point of mental breakdown.

Now Ah Li is only about ten years old, and it is normal for him to be unable to accept it for the first time when he shoots and kills, and she understands this feeling very well.

"It's okay, Ah Farewell, Ah Pei and I are here." Gu Mingxi hugged him, his hand fell on his hand and slowly took down the gun.

Long Lifei's numb expression seemed to gradually recover, and he looked at Gu Mingxi in front of him, and seemed to be able to feel a trace of warmth.

Just now he heard the sound of gunfire outside, and he guessed that it must be Mingxi coming.

He stood up and waited to meet Mingxi, but he didn't expect the door to suddenly open, and it was not Mingxi he expected to walk in, but a dwarf man.

He had only seen those two men before, and he had always thought that there were only those two men, but he didn't expect that there was another one-dwarf.

The dwarf's eyes were red, and he stared at him viciously, and roared: "You have deceived my brother, killed my brother, I will kill you!" ”

Long Lifei knew that he couldn't wait for Mingxi to come, and if he didn't resist again, he would either die by himself or die as a mud doll, so he instinctively grabbed the gun hidden under the straw with his left hand and shot the man.

There is no aiming, which is more accurate than aiming.

The bullet quickly pierced through his brow, blood splattered on the door and wall, staring at them with wide eyes, and his body fell on the door.

The first time I shot someone, I can't describe the feeling in words.

He just wanted to protect himself and protect the mud doll, but the moment he pulled the trigger, he didn't feel at ease, but his heart was more empty and cold, as if something had been lost from his body.

What he didn't know.

It's just that this feeling makes him sad.

All he knew was that he was no longer the dragon he used to be.

Not anymore.

A few days ago, he was still in the capital of the country and missed Mingxi, still the cold Long Lifei, although he was trained every day, his hands were still extremely clean.

A few hours ago, he was beaten, and every part of his body hurts, and he endured humiliation and torture, and used his forbearance to protect the mud doll.

An hour ago, he also told the mud doll that he didn't have to be afraid, he would definitely be able to save her, and no one would be able to hurt her again.

An hour later, he was no longer the same Long Lifei, and even he didn't know what Long Lifei would be like in the future.

Gu Mingxi's heart ached, his fingers hugged him tightly, especially the injuries on his body attracted all her attention, and the distress was unsustainable.

"It's okay, I'm by your side."

The trembling voice was extremely calm to soothe his emotions, and he didn't notice the dark shadow huddled in the corner.

Long Pei's eyes scanned the entire room, confirming that there was no one, and the Nansi outside had also confirmed that there would be no danger. Eagle eyes passed the black shadow that Long Lifei and Gu Mingxi fell on the corner......

A handful of dirty and thinning hair, dark and greasy skin, I can't tell whether it is dirty or the original skin color; The clothes on his body were also dirty, there were no shoes, and the exposed feet and calves were visibly scarred and healed......

A pair of eyes that could only see clearly, black and white pupils, quiet, numb and staring at him, without a little reaction.

It's not that she's not afraid of Long Pei, it's that she seems to have become numb to such fears.

“…… Ming, Mingxi......"

For the first time, Long Pei's voice choked up for the first time, and he suspected that he had read it wrong.

Those eyes......

It's exactly the same as Gu Mingxi.

Gu Mingxi came back to his senses and looked at him, his cold expression was different from usual, what happened! If it wasn't a serious matter, Long Pei would definitely not have such a reaction.

Following Long Pei's gaze to the corner of the wall, the mud doll with straw in her hair came into view......

In an instant, Gu Mingxi froze, his hands holding Long Lifei were frozen, and they fell down weakly, with incredible and unbelievable words written in his eyes......

Long Lifei only felt that the atmosphere was weird, and they saw the mud doll's reaction - it was too strange.

Gu Mingxi stood up slowly, and walked to the corner step by step, obviously only a few steps away, as if he had walked for centuries.

I don't know when my eyes are wet with tears, and my throat hurts and I can't make any sound.

A sentence of "smoke" stuck in the throat can't be spit out.

No matter how embarrassed the child in front of her is, no matter how ugly she is, she will not admit that she is wrong, her daughter, her-Yan'er.

Long Pei stood in place, his expression was still calm, but his heart was already surging, and he could recognize the girl in front of him as their daughter at a glance without any DNA test.

Long Ziqi!!

Mingxi didn't admit his mistake, and he didn't admit his mistake.

People who thought they were completely lost in this life thought that they would never see each other again in this life, leaving only a lifetime of thoughts and remembrances. I didn't expect to see each other again.

I didn't expect that the dead could really be resurrected.

"Smoke, children......" The soft lips overflowed, and the pale ones were almost covered with tears, and they couldn't cry.

She stretched out her hand to embrace the most precious thing in this life, and what she didn't expect was-

The mud doll seemed to be frightened by something, and there was a strong sense of fear in her eyes, and she grabbed her outstretched hand and bit it hard, and blood gushed out in an instant.

Hurt!

Gu Mingxi dai's eyebrows furrowed, and her watery eyes looked at her greedily, even if Yan'er bit off her entire hand now, she didn't complain.

“…… Mingxi! Long Li stared at the mud doll with gloomy eyes, and his weak voice was almost a commanding tone, "Let go!" ”

She didn't know what to do, she bit her tightly, I don't know if it was an illusion, those big clean eyes were full of hatred!

The hateful gaze pierced Gu Mingxi's heartache!

Her daughter is hating herself, shouldn't she hate?

Hate!

She didn't protect the cigarettes!

Long Pei suppressed his fluctuating emotions and stepped forward, even if it was Yan'er, he didn't allow her to hurt Mingxi. And it seems that Yan'er doesn't seem to remember Mingxi, and is still hostile to her!

"Don't move!" Gu Mingxi didn't look at Long Pei but knew what he wanted to do, if biting himself could make the cigarette more comfortable, what did it matter if she bled a little and hurt a little!

There was distress flowing in her dark eyes, and her eyes looked at her pale face with tears, if her left hand hurt so much, how could her right hand not understand.

Gu Mingxi slowly squatted down, his eyes were level with her, and he saw the scars all over her body, as if a knife had cut the same wounds on her body one by one.

A terrible thought crossed Long Lifei's mind, and an eerie chill welled up in his back spine.

Subsequently, self-denial.

How could it be, she wasn't already - dead.

"Yan'er, I'm Mommy......" starry eyes, choked voice, every word squeezed out is not easy.

She was unmoved, and when she heard the word "Mommy", her mood was even more wrong, and she bit her hand harder, almost biting off a piece of meat on her hand.

Long Pei's face was gloomy, his dark eyes narrowed, and his movements were so fast that it was impossible to stop......

“…… No. Gu Mingxi exclaimed, it was too late.

Long Pei slashed on the back of the clay doll's neck with her bare hands, her body shook, her eyes were confused for a while, and the mouth that was biting Gu Mingxi's hand finally loosened, and her teeth were full of red blood.

The small body fell forward.

Gu Mingxi ignored his still bleeding hand and held her in his arms, his voice was extremely distressed, "...... Smoke! ”

looked at Long Pei who was standing, and a trace of resentment floated by.

"Let's go back first." Long Pei deliberately ignored the dissatisfaction in her eyes, bent down to pick up the mud doll, but before his hand touched her clothes, he was suddenly waved away.

"Don't touch her." Gu Mingxi hugged the mud doll tightly in her arms like a hen protecting a chick.

Now, whoever it is, don't want to take the cigarette away from her.

Even if it's Long Pei, no.

Long Pei's hand was waved into the air and froze, looking at her with a cold gaze, his daughter was not comfortable in his heart, but she was like this, which made him even more uncomfortable.

Smoke is in her heart, far beyond everything.

Including: yourself.

Gu Mingxi picked up Yan'er, she was a little taller than a few years ago, but she didn't weigh it, she was too thin, almost skinny and bone-thin, so light that she thought that Yan'er would disappear at any time.

Long Pei watched her walk out with her bloody hands, turned around and hugged Long Lifei into his arms.

"I don't have to ......"

Before he finished speaking, Long Pei's gloomy eyes swept him, as if to say that he had no right to refuse.

If he hadn't been disobedient and came to Yicheng without permission, how could such a thing have happened?

But if it weren't for his disobedience, how would their cigarettes have been "lost and regained".

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Take a good look at the people of this righteous city, take a good look at the sky of this righteous city, the people who live here, and the things that happen here; If you don't take advantage of it now, it may be a regret for your whole life.

The woman in the dungeon said this to Gu Mingxi, she couldn't understand why this strange woman said such a thing, and she didn't understand that she wanted to lead herself and Long Pei to Yicheng.

Now the answer is self-evident.

She wanted Gu Mingxi to see the smoke living here, and she wanted her to find her lost daughter.

The bureau designed by Bo Yixin back then didn't really want to kill Yan'er, she just found a child similar to Yan'er as a stand-in.

This does not mean that there is still kindness in Bo Yixin's human nature, because she made Yan'er's life tortured, and life is worse than death.

The best way to take revenge on a person is not to kill him immediately so that he can have a good time, but to leave him with a breath of air, so that he can live on this shijie without seeing the slightest hope, like the walking dead.

Gu Mingxi changed her clothes, wiped her body, and saw the large and small wounds on her body, and couldn't stop her tears. It's not that she is not strong enough, but she is really flesh and blood, and the scars are left on Yan'er's body, and even more so in Gu Mingxi's heart.

Yan'er's sparse hair is knotted together, and it can't be combed and has to be cut off with scissors, and the short one is about to stick to the scalp, which is strange no matter how you look at it.

It didn't take long for Yan'er to wake up once, she didn't know anyone, she didn't speak, she didn't cry or make trouble, but as soon as someone approached her, she bit and grabbed people as if she was crazy.

Especially Gu Mingxi.

She had an inexplicable rejection and hostility towards Gu Mingxi, as long as Gu Mingxi was within three steps of her, she showed fear and deep hostility.

Gu Mingxi could only stand at the door, looking at her, crying silently.

When Yan'er is awake, Gu Mingxi will never be able to get close to her.

Long Pei had no choice but to ask the doctor to inject Yan'er with a tranquilizer, and what happened after that could only be determined when he returned to China.

While being happy about Yan'er's survival and distressed about Yan'er's experience, Gu Mingxi also hated Bo Yixin in his heart.

Is there really such a person on this shijie?

Is all this really done by the one who helped himself survive in prison and defended himself everywhere?

The contradictory and complex and tangled moods are jagged and tearing her heart; The cold eyes flowed with unprecedented hatred.

I have never hated a person so much in my life, and I hated Long Pei even more than I did back then.

Although this person is no longer on this shijie, seeing Yan'er like this, how can she not hate!

Long Pei stood beside the bed and gently wiped away the tears that had quietly spread from her face.

"Don't cry, the smoke has returned to us, and everything will be fine." I promise.

She didn't understand his words.

The demons in her heart are hard to extinguish, and she can't forgive everything that happened to Yan'er.

The man!!

His breath became disordered, his chest rose and fell, and his eyes swelled with strong hatred and danger.

Perhaps, he shouldn't have shot the man at that time, he should have saved his breath and slowly tortured him until he died.

Long Pei lowered his head and kissed her forehead, "I'll deal with it." ”

Subtext, even if he dies, he won't be cheap that brute.

Gu Mingxi didn't speak, there was endless silence, and both of them had something hidden in their hearts. I don't know how long it took, but the red lips opened lightly, "How is Ah Li?" ”

Since she came back, she has been on Yan'er's side, and she hasn't gone to see Ah Li, knowing that these will make Ah Li feel sad, she can't care about it.

"I can only hold a pen in my right hand." Long Pei muttered softly, his voice mixed with regret.

The most serious injury was the right hand, the others were fine, although they were beaten, they did not hurt their internal organs, they were not life-threatening, and they needed a long time of rest.

Gu Mingxi's heart trembled, although Ah Li was destined to hold a pen in the future, but who knows if he will have other developments, and his right hand may become Ah Li's regret in this life.

"I'll go see him." Stand up and turn to leave.

Long Pei grabbed her wrist violently and said in a deep voice, "At least, take care of the wound first." ”

Her heart is on her two children, and he can't change it, at least she has to love her body. From the time she came back to the present, her attention was all on the child, the doctor had to deal with her wounds, and she stubbornly asked the doctor to see the child first.

The starry eyes that had not yet dispersed looked at him and was silent. Let him pull himself to sit on the couch and treat his wounds.

Long Pei cut the bandage, Gu Mingxi said "xiexie" and stood up and walked towards the door.

He stood up and followed her back, "Are you blaming me?" ”

Gu Mingxi's steps suddenly stopped, and he looked back at his cold silhouette. Why did he think that, how could she blame him.

"It's just too uncomfortable."

The Long family that Bo Yi hates, and it is the Long family who wants to take revenge, he is Qin Zheng. Even if he didn't protect their daughter, it wasn't his fault alone, they were all at fault.

If he could be stronger and stronger back then, and understand him more, how could he let Yi Ruo have a chance.

Long Pei walked up to her, stretched out his hand to hug her, turned his head sideways and kissed his cold ear, and his voice was hoarse, "Xiexie." ”

"I'll go see Ah Li, you accompany Yan'er." Now Yan'er doesn't let her get close at all, so she can only rely on him to take care of Yan'er.

Long Pei nodded, letting go of her and watching Qianying leave the room.

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The room was silent, Long Lifei sat on the bed, his arm was fixed with a plaster, and the doctor said that he would have to have another operation after that, and he couldn't recover to before, at least there was no problem with living a normal life like an ordinary person.

The wounds on his face were also smeared, and the cool little face was not handsome at all now, and the low curtains of his eyes covered the light in his eyes, making it unpredictable what he was thinking.

Gu Mingxi sat on the edge of the bed, looking at him with watery eyes, and the pain spreading from the wound seemed to circulate back and forth in his body with the blood flowing into his heart.

For a while, she didn't know how to explain to Ah Li.

The dead child came back to life.

The air was full of potions and cold breath, and the endless silence made people feel slightly sad, he raised his head and looked at Gu Mingxi, his broken lips gently pulled, "She's your biological daughter?!" ”

Interrogative sentence, the tone is very affirmative.

He watched her leave with the mud doll in his arms, and there seemed to be no room for a second person in his eyes. They passed by their side, and there was no sadness in their hearts at that moment, it was fake.

Mingxi, Mingxi is no longer his alone.

Gu Mingxi was silent for a while, and squeezed out one word concisely: "Yes"

Long Lifei was silent, his dark eyes were gloomy, and the hand holding the sheet tightened tightly, as if he was trying his best to endure something.

“…… Ah Li. Gu Mingxi opened his mouth to speak, but was interrupted by him.

"Mingxi." He looked up at her, his eyes were a little red, and his bitten tattered lips squirmed slightly, "I'm glad to be here in Yicheng, and I'm glad to help you find her." I just hate ...... Hate weishenme not earlier, even if it's a day, it's fine. ”

If it had been earlier, maybe Yan'er wouldn't have suffered so much, and Mingxi's heart wouldn't have hurt so much.

The corners of Gu Mingxi's eyes were wet, she didn't expect Ah Li to be thinking about herself at this time. I didn't know what to say, so I reached out and hugged him gently, my voice choked, "...... xiexie。 ”

xiexie you made for the smoke, because to protect the smoke your right hand can no longer pick up heavy things; Even if you didn't know she was my daughter at the time.

Ah Li, xiexie your kindness.

Long Lifei's left hand, which was clutching the sheets, slowly let go, gently patted her back, and comforted her in turn, "I'm fine, don't worry." ”

The doctor said that the restoration of his right hand would not affect his normal life, and that was enough.

He never regretted paying such a big price to protect Yan'er, on the contrary, he was glad that he had made the right decision.

Maybe after Yan'er comes back, Mingxi's heart will no longer only care about himself, what does it matter, he will love that child like Mingxi.

Because that kid is Mingxi's life.

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Autumn is quietly coming, and it has been a week since I returned to the national capital. The matter of Yicheng has set off a wave of heated discussions across the country, and everyone in the political situation is in danger.

No matter how time changes, how the times change, every political situation can never be eradicated, Long Pei knows this eternal law, so as long as he is not too excessive, he basically turns a blind eye.

If you want someone to work for you, how can you leave some benefits for others, so that you can die for you.

The presidential palace was plunged into a depressing and dreary atmosphere this week.

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