【892】 The way to feel safe
I instantly realized that the soft carcass around me must have been Su Qiao touching my bed in the middle of the night - what is the situation? Could it be that Su Qiao also needs a pillow to sleep? Does she have to use me as a pillow to get a good night's sleep!
"Ye Lin, you...... Awake? Su Qiao's hesitant voice sounded in the darkness.
I didn't know what to say because I didn't know what Su Qiao wanted to do and her current state.
When Su Qiao was released, Ai Shuqiao did not return her luggage to him, although the luggage was not worth much, but it also meant that Su Qiao had no underwear or outer clothes to replace.
At this moment, what Su Qiao, who went to bed after taking a bath, was wearing a big question mark in my mind. It shouldn't be back in sweaty underwear, right? Is she wrapped in a bath towel, or is she untouched?
In order to prepare for emergencies, I am lying in my clothes today, but for me in clothes, I can clearly feel it with my back, and the two softness on Su Qiao's chest are close to me, conveying an unparalleled sense of comfort and a bit of itching.
Is it my delusion? Su Qiao's boobs seem to be bigger than they were two months ago? Or is it that as a 17-year-old quasi-adult, the body is already more mature than that of a junior high school student?
"You're weishenme in my bed?" After a long time, I answered Su Qiao's words with a rhetorical question.
"Hate me?" The environment inside the room was pitch black, and I had my back to Su Qiao, so I couldn't see the expression on her face.
"It's not a question of whether I hate it or not......" I pretended to be calm, but in fact, I didn't dare to move my arms, nor did I dare to turn over, for fear that I would touch Su Qiao's naked body casually.
"No matter what you think of me, I don't blame you, after all, I deserve it."
When neither of them could see each other, Su Qiao was much bolder than usual, and she whispered in my ear as if the night itself:
"When I first came to Dongshan City as an extra, I was unfamiliar with the place and suffered a lot, and I wanted to go through the head of the extras when I wanted to take over the play, and I was once pinched by the head of the group for the role of a village girl, and tears could only be swallowed in my stomach......"
"I finally came to work, I was selected into the American film crew, and I got a golden armor samurai role, but I was teased by Miss Emily, if I didn't have you to relieve me at that time, I really don't know what the consequences would be."
Su Qiao, who was revealing her true feelings, leaned closer, and the tip of her nose touched the back of my neck, which was surprisingly itchy, as if a kitten or puppy was kissing me.
Su Qiao's next words carried a strong tone of self-blame:
"I'm not a pure girl, I'm going to go to you for a role, I'm going to sneak marijuana into your backpack to keep the scene...... You could have easily possessed me, but you didn't do it, and you could have easily punished me, and you didn't do it...... You are the gentlest man I have ever met. ”
I only felt that my throat was dry, and I didn't know how to talk, so I could only wait for Su Qiao to continue.
"Ms. Ai Shuqiao said, when I was her daughter-in-law, I did have an unrealistic dream of marrying into a wealthy family, so vulgar and lowly, I should not be qualified to like you, right?"
Su Qiao let out a self-deprecating wry smile in the dark.
"During the two months of captivity, whenever I was tortured, I couldn't help but think of you, review my own mistakes, and regret that I betrayed you......"
"I'm not afraid of your jokes, many times, I imagine Miss Marianne who tortured me as you, imagining that you are whipping me in order to punish me, so that I can grit my teeth and survive without a nervous breakdown......"
Your sister's! Su Qiao, you are really a pure M! Didn't you imagine that I would step on the five-colored auspicious clouds to save you, but imagined that I was whipping you with a nine-tailed whip to let myself persevere!
However, her ambiguous confession also successfully aroused my imagination: Su Qiao, who was bound into a shameful position in order to train Jiu-Jitsu, imagined the whip-wielding person as me in her heart when she was whipped and punished—what a terrible picture!
My body couldn't calm down, but I forced myself to calm down my tone:
"You still haven't told me that you're coming to my bed."
"I'm having nightmares." Su Qiao replied very lightly and quickly.
"I dreamed that I had been taken back to the bunker and subjected to an unprecedented and intensified abuse, and I woke up and could not sleep. To put myself at ease, I sneaked into your bed and wanted to sleep next to you...... But it woke you up. ”
I wanted to ask Su Qiao if she was wearing clothes to decide if I could turn on the bedside lamp, but in the end I didn't dare to ask, afraid that if I asked, the wildfire would not be able to stop.
Unexpectedly, Su Qiao seemed to have guessed my thoughts, and admitted to himself:
"My underwear didn't dry, I only wrapped it in a towel after I took a shower, and now the towel has faded to the waist."
Feed! You've always been very shy, weishenme suddenly became so bold! What the hell are you trying to do tonight!
"I ...... It's unreasonable, and it's shameless, right? Su Qiao's breath blew deep into my ears as her words followed.
"After learning that I was going to be given to a mafia godfather to be his lifelong plaything, the thing I regret is that I once betrayed you, and the second thing I regret is that I didn't...... I didn't dedicate the first night to you...... Now that I've finally regained my freedom, I don't know how long it will last, so I made up my mind that if you wake up, you'll ......."
"You're a special idea for a special time!" I stiffened and tried to persuade Su Qiao to stop.
Su Qiao shook her head silently, and the rubbing of the tip of her nose against the back of my neck told me that she was shaking her head.
"It wasn't a whim of mine, it was a real thought in the depths of my soul, and I'm all too sure of that! It's impossible to erase the stain of my betrayal of you, but I can at least make one less thing I regret in the future, and that is to dedicate myself to you right away, while my grandmother hasn't seen me......"
Feed! You unfilial granddaughter! And thou wilt put me in the land of injustice! As long as you survive tonight, I will barely return to Zhao if I bring you to Grandma Su, and you will not be willing to sleep honestly for a night?
"I'm too sleepy, tomorrow." I imitated my husband who was tired all day in the TV series, and planned to delay time.
Although in fact my body was roaring: "What wait for tomorrow!" Now is the time! I can't wait for a second! ”
Of all the things I hate, the most disgusting thing is "being controlled by others", Su Qiao's abnormal behavior may have been expected by Ai Shuqiao for a long time, and I don't want to act according to Ai Shuqiao's script.
"Do you dislike me?" Su Qiao's voice was filled with disappointment and inferiority.
"I never said I disliked you......"
"But you think so, don't you?" Su Qiao, who was fighting against the water, said all the words in his heart, "I am not as beautiful as your female classmate, I have a bad character, and I am three years older than you......"
"Even if I verbally say that I want to dedicate the first night to you, there may not be any real evidence, I broke my hymen when I was a child because of the practice of splitting, if you accuse me of having other men before, I can't refute it......"
As if he was his enemy, Su Qiao listed many facts that were unfavorable to him, as if he was whipping his heart with an invisible whip.
"Still," she regained a little courage in four words, "still, I can't help but like you, and I want to let my insignificant self have a little weight in your life—can't I even give this opportunity?" ”
More than one literary masterpiece says that a man's pity for a woman has the potential to be transformed into love. I'm in danger right now.
For Su Qiao, I didn't fantasize about what would happen to the two of us before, and I always sympathized with her as a girl with a rough fate.
However, tonight, after she escaped from the demon cave, she couldn't hide the excitement and uneasiness in her heart, and she hugged me naked and confessed, which made me shake a lot.
I couldn't see the girl's tears, and I couldn't listen to the girl's plea, and at this moment, I hated myself for not being able to harden my heart, and a certain part of my body couldn't be soft no matter what.
"Just take pity on me, okay?" Su Qiao's lips almost pressed against my neck and muttered.
"You don't have to have any psychological pressure, and I will never let you be responsible afterwards, just take this as a wayward wish to satisfy me, okay?"
She continued to whisper to me, her long fingers running back and forth against my back.
"If I'm not charismatic to the point where you hate it...... Then just punish me! Take this as punishment for my betrayal of you! ”
I could feel the flesh and skin of Su Qiao's whole body tense, after those two words came out.
"When I was suffering in the bunker, I thought it was God's punishment for betraying you, so that I could accept it willingly...... But you rescued me again! It turns out that I was very wrong, since the punishment did not come from you, so it will not give me peace of mind anyway! ”
The room was still dark, but I could see the pink flesh color just by the sound.
"Punish me! Treat me cruelly! You can twist me into any shape you want! I'll be fine! ”
Su Qiao, who was already confused, made a very provocative declaration to me.
You want to kill me, don't you? You're definitely trying to kill me, right? I'm going to take you to see Grandma Su tomorrow, if I play SM with you tonight, your grandma will see the clue tomorrow, do you want to say that you were beaten by Ai Shuqiao's men?
And my viral heart disease has not been cured, in this case, even if I have a sperm worm and you turn the clouds and rain, zuihou may not be able to get any fish and water as a result, but become a miserable rain that died of peony flowers at a young age!
"Put the cheongsam on." With my life in jeopardy, I suddenly came up with an idea.
"Cheongsam?" Su Qiao, who wrapped her hands around my neck, didn't understand what she meant.
"Yes, it's a cheongsam!" I feigned an arrogant tone, "Who allowed you to strip naked all at once!" Stripping off a woman's clothes one by one is a man's pleasure! Even if your underwear is washed, at least put on a cheongsam for me! Then it's up to me to take it off! ”
"Okay, okay." Su Qiao was used to being ordered by me, and at this moment, he was even more obedient.
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