Panic, it's emotional sadness (4) Don't see him in the future
Chapter 236: Panic, It's Emotional Hurt (4) Don't see him in the future
Bai Yan didn't speak, his ten fingers crossed very tightly and placed on his knees. I was a little resentful of him in my heart, and I didn't talk about this until now......
If you get married and have children, what's the use of regretting?
Nan Si sighed solemnly, it was okay to get married Rong Rong at first, I don't know if it was because of pregnancy, now his mood is very unstable, he often loses his temper, and he is unreasonable, he can still coax at first, but now it is almost useless to coax, and his heart is very tired.
Once a man feels tired, he will no longer have so much patience and good-tempered tolerance.
"I'll go cook you something to eat." Bai Yan saw that he looked tired, he seemed to have lost weight recently, and he still felt distressed after resentment.
Nanji didn't speak, just leaned back on the sofa and closed his eyes.
Bai Yan boiled the rice first, took out the simple ingredients from the refrigerator, and methodically began to match what he wanted to eat.
Forty-five minutes later, the meal was ready, and Bai Yan zuihou also started a dish.
I went to the living room and tried to ask him to eat, but when I got closer, I realized that he seemed to be asleep on the sofa.
"Nanji...... Nanji ......"
I screamed twice and didn't respond, so I should be really tired.
Bai Yan watched him sleep so deeply that he couldn't bear to wake him up. went to the bedroom and took a thin blanket to cover his body gently, stood up straight, and swept the afterglow to the mobile phone that had been flashing on the table......
- Rong Rong.
The two words that kept flashing made his expression dim a little, and he didn't plan to answer the phone, and the phone returned to a black screen, and it lit up again in a few seconds.
The same person.
After some hesitation, Bai Yan finally picked up the phone and walked to the balcony to answer the phone, "Hey......"
"Hey, is it a white word? What about Nanji? He weishenme does not answer the phone? Rong Rong's voice came from the airwaves, and the sharpness and anger could not be concealed.
Bai Yan subconsciously glanced at Nan Si lying on the sofa, and said softly: "He went out for something, and he forgot to take his mobile phone, is there anything urgent to find him?" ”
"Bai Yan, where are you? Where did he go? Rong Rong broke the casserole and asked.
"Office, he has something to attend to." Bai Yan subconsciously avoided the fact that Nansi was in his own house, although it was common for good brothers to drink together.
The heart is empty in the end.
"Bai Yan is his most haode brother, but I don't want you to help him lie to me! Bai Yan, you tell me...... Rong Rong's mood seemed to recover a little, "Nansi, he, is there a woman outside?" ”
The back of the emaciated body involuntarily stiffened, "No, absolutely not." ”
It turned out that Rong Rong suspected that Nansi had a woman outside.
Rong Rong seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and her voice returned to her usual gentle sweetness, "Okay, I believe your words!" If he comes back, please tell him and go home early. ”
"Okay."
Bai Yan cut off the phone in a daze, turned around and coldly bumped into Nansi's eyes, not knowing when he woke up.
Nansi's expression was solemn and complicated, and his lips were pursed very tightly, with a hint of embarrassment.
"Is it because of me?" Bai Yan returned the phone to him and spoke hesitantly.
Nansi is not a person who steps on two boats, he understands that Rong Rong suspects that Nansi may be cheating because of her own relationship?
"It's none of your business." Nanji took the phone and put it in his pocket, and sighed secretly, "Since she was pregnant, her emotions have been unstable, suspicious, extreme, and extreme. ”
Not only was he vexatious, but he even took advantage of his rest to rummage through his pockets, wallets, check his mobile phone call logs, text messages, etc......
"I've heard people say...... This is the case when a woman becomes pregnant. Bai Yan opened his mouth in a stingy manner, mentioning Rong Rong and his children, and felt somewhat embarrassed and awkward.
Nan Sien didn't speak.
"Let's eat. The dishes are going to be cold......" Bai Yan pulled the corners of his mouth and showed a far-fetched smile.
Nanji nodded, and when he saw him turn and walk towards the kitchen, he suddenly stopped him.
Bai Yan looked back at him.
"The matter between me and Rong Rong really has nothing to do with you, don't think about it." Nan Si spoke in a low voice, he understood Bai Yan's temperament, he could be resolute and decisive at work, and he became sensitive and delicate when he encountered feelings, easy to be negative and cranky.
He had to make it clear and let Bai Yan take a reassuring pill.
Bai Yan could feel his intentions, and the tense part of his body suddenly relaxed, and even his breathing became brisk.
"I know."
After the two of them had dinner, Nanji drank a cup of tea, didn't say anything, and left Bai Yan's house.
Now he is burdened with a marriage and a child, even if he thinks about this person in his heart, even if he is relative every day, they are restraining themselves from doing things that hurt innocent people.
Nanji knew how many shameless thoughts he had in his heart. He couldn't let go of Bai Yan, and he was reluctant to see Bai Yan, so he could only give Bai Yan a hope.
I was very conflicted in my heart, on the one hand, I hoped that Bai Yan could wait for him to be forty years old and not like others, and on the other hand, I hoped that Bai Yan could change his mind before the age of forty, at least at that time, if he really couldn't leave everything, he still had a person to rely on, so that he would not be alone.
He and Bai Yan are wrong, they are both men but love each other, and they are born in the wrong era.
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Gu Mingxi walked out of the bathroom, and at a glance saw Long Pei sitting on the bed reading a book, wearing silver-gray pajamas, his belt hanging loosely around his waist, his slender fingers flipping through the paper, and the light seemed to be all condensed on him.
Dazzling and dizzying.
Yu Guang caught her figure, he put down the book, looked at her with his eyes, and only said two words, "Come here." ”
Gu Mingxi walked to the other side of the bed and lifted the quilt, but before he sat down, he was pulled into his arms with his big palm and hugged him tightly.
Long Pei lowered his head and kissed the corner of her lips, "Don't see him in the future." ”
When Gu Mingxi heard his words, he seemed to have taken a reassuring pill and suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.
Without any hesitation, he nodded, "Okay." ”
At least, he's willing to say it.
I don't know if it's because she promised too quickly, so Jian frowned, and the shadow flickered.
According to her character, it is impossible to ignore the Qin family's affairs about him, and she agreed so quickly, is it because she really doesn't care about Qin Yuan, or-
She was atoning for her sins.
So no matter what she asks, she will not refuse.
Gu Mingxi saw his thoughtful expression, and his fingers tugged at his sleeve, "What's wrong?" ”
"It's fine."
Long Pei came back to her senses and lay down, her fingers playing with her hair in a circle, looking thoughtful.
Gu Mingxi leaned on his shoulder, kissed his chest with a side face, and didn't say anything, Qin Yuan's words lingered in his mind.
Mixed feelings, guilt; If he didn't have himself, maybe Ah Zheng wouldn't have been so ruthless.
My brother got to where he is today, and I really don't know what to do in the future.
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The next afternoon, Gu Mingxi had nothing to do, so she simply asked Rubing to arrange the car, and she wanted to pick up Ah Li.
The car was parked at the gate of the school, Gu Mingxi got out of the car and saw Ah Li coming over at a glance, I haven't seen him for half a year, in fact, Ah Li has grown a lot taller, and now he looks like a big child!
Long Lifei walked up to her, frowning like a little adult, "Why don't you rest at home?" ”
"I'm almost physically hode, and I don't need to lie in bed every day." Gu Mingxi leaned over and took the schoolbag in his hand, and held his hand with the other, "Get in the car, let's go home!" ”
"I don't need you to pick it up, it's hot, don't run around." Long Lifei couldn't help but nag her after getting into the car.
School ended at half past four, and it was hot in the middle of summer, and he couldn't bear her hard work.
"Got it." Actually, there's really nothing to do to stay in the presidential palace, it's too boring.
His eyes swept over the scenery outside the window, saw the green sign, and suddenly spoke, "Stop." ”
When the driver heard this, he braked suddenly, and several people couldn't help but lean forward, "Madam, what's wrong?" ”
Long Lifei's eyes also looked at Gu Mingxi, and Weishenme suddenly shouted to stop.
Gu Mingxi didn't hear it, his eyes looked straight at the signboard outside the window, the bread in this shop is Yan'er's favorite food.
In the past, every time I picked her up from class, as long as I bought one, I could make her happy, and I kept saying that I love Mommy the most.
Smoke
Her cigarettes are gone.
A trace of pain crossed his eyes, and he came back to his senses, "It's nothing, drive." ”
"Wait a minute." Long Li opened his mouth abruptly, and Gu Mingxi's eyes looked at him unexpectedly.
"That bread ......," Long Lifei pointed to the bakery outside the car window, "I want to eat." ”
"--But ......"
Before Gu Mingxi's words were finished, Long Lifei had already pushed the car door, "Let's go buy it." ”
During the peak period of the upright crowd, although the area of the bakery is large, there are also a lot of people, and the clerks are almost too busy.
"Otherwise, I'll call someone to buy it later." Gu Mingxi saw too many people and was worried about safety.
"It's fine." Long Lifei took her hand and squeezed into the store.
This shop is famous in the country, and the business is booming, and it never opens a branch, except for a few signature breads, the others will introduce different bread flavors with the change of seasons, which is very popular with customers.
Gu Mingxi's eyes fell on a bunny-like bread placed on the shelf, the eyes made of two Bodhi were very cute, this was Yan'er's favorite bread.
Long Lifei caught the dejection in her eyes, and reached out to take one, "I'll eat this." What about you? ”
Gu Mingxi came back to his senses, his eyes fell on the bags of bread that looked like cow's horns, and when he reached out to get the bread, the hand stretched out next to him also wanted to take the bread at the same time, and his fingers touched together......
"Sorry......"
"Sorry......"
The two of them spoke almost in unison, and when they saw each other, they were both stunned.
Gu Mingxi didn't expect to meet so soon, "Mr. Xiao." ”
"Ma'am." Xiao Han let out a low voice, and her eyes swept over the child beside her.
This is her and Long Pei's second child?!
"Ah Li, this is Uncle Xiao."
Long Lifei's cold little face had no expression on it, and after shouting, Uncle Qin was silent and stopped talking.
"I didn't expect you to come here to buy something." Xiao Han was a little surprised.
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