Panic is emotional sadness (3) first love, first kiss and menarche

Chapter 235: Panic is a love wound (3) First love, first kiss and first period

Before he could stand up, his wrist was grabbed and pulled, and the whole person fell uncontrollably into the strong embrace.

Sitting on Long Pei's lap, his wrist was tightly held in his palm, and his posture was very ambiguous.

Raising his head to meet his dark eyes, "-you, what are you doing?" ”

Long Pei's thin lips hooked up with a smile, tightened the strength of his fingertips and hugged her tightly, and his voice became softer, "It's nothing, I just don't think I know you well enough!" ”

Well? Gu Mingxi raised her eyebrows slightly, not understanding what he meant.

"I'm sorry!" Long Pei's fingers gently caressed her face, affectionate, gentle, and shining under her thick eyelashes.

Gu Mingxi still didn't speak, he figured it out?

"Actually, no matter what you've been through, I won't care." I care more about how you feel.

"Nope." She opened her mouth lightly, her eyes serious and serious, "All the time." ”

She is still the clean Gu Mingxi who belongs to him alone.

Long Pei already knew it when he heard her say it just now, and he also saw through her mind sharply, and deliberately teased her just now. Seeing that her expression was wrong, where could she be willing to go any further......

It's just that he is not good at explaining, Mingxi is a smart woman, and some words are stopped, she should understand.

"I know." Long Pei nodded, the smile in his eyes fleeting.

The atmosphere was strange and ambiguous, and the flirtatious Gu Mingxi didn't know how to pick up his words, and his body struggled in his arms, "I'll go rest." ”

Long Pei didn't let go, his lips kissed the corners of her lips, and his voice was hoarse, "Mingxi? ”

She stopped, looked at him, and waited for him to speak.

"It wasn't very busy, but now it's really busy." A wry smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, the names of the people she said must be checked now.

In fact, he didn't tell Mingxi that he had found out that there were people from country A in the vicinity at the same time as he found out about Mingxi's disappearance in country E, which is easy to think that Mingxi's disappearance was done by country A.

Lian Mo miscalculated, he discovered this clue first and strictly blocked it, otherwise, with Huo Rinmo's impulsive temperament, if he found this clue, he would definitely have a stiff quarrel with country A as soon as possible.

What Lian Mo couldn't imagine was that because he had a little friendship with Jin Xishuo, he was sure that Jin Xishuo would never attack Gu Mingxi!

Several people ruled out, and the most suspicious of them was only Lian Mo, although the motive had not yet been confirmed, but when he was about to leave for country M, it was revealed that Gu Mingxi led him to see the fake Gu Mingxi in country E, and he was already sure in his heart that this matter was inseparable from country M!

First, it provoked the friendly relations between the C/A/E countries, and after the failure, it did not give up and again stirred up the relations between the C/E countries; It's easy to see who will benefit the most!

Lian Mo's ambition, Long Pei didn't know, but he didn't expect Lian Mo's courage to be greater than his ambition.

Gu Mingxi knew that Lian Mo's matter was a tricky matter, and comforted him, "In this current situation, it's not like Lian Mo can do whatever he wants. ”

Without a valid reason, it is easy to become a public enemy once you take the initiative to go to war.

Long Pei clenched her cold fingers and said in a low voice, "The incident in Iraq is a very good example. It's just that some people forget that he doesn't lead the United States. ”

Lian Mo doesn't dare to provoke head-on now, and secretly plays these tricks, isn't it because he is afraid that the strength of country M is not enough; Once the head-on provocation and the other three countries unite, he will instead become the eternal sinner of country M.

Gu Mingxi understood what he meant.

"I'll help you." Although she doesn't know what she can do for him, as long as she can do it, she will definitely help him!

Long Pei pursed her lips, as if smiling, and rubbed her long hair with her fingers.

In fact, her staying by his side is the greatest help to him.

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Following.

Long Pei went back to the office early in the morning to deal with affairs, and he didn't even have time to accompany them for breakfast.

Gu Mingxi felt that his body was almost the same, and he didn't want to delay Ah Li's studies and forcibly drove him to school to study normally.

Near noon, she received a call from Long Pei and couldn't come back to accompany her for lunch, so she asked him to do his own thing, and after lunch, she told Rubing to prepare the car and she wanted to go out.

In fact, as soon as the car left the presidential palace, Nan Si reported Gu Mingxi's whereabouts to Long Pei.

Long Pei probably guessed where she wanted to go, and he didn't stop her, but just told Nansi to let people follow secretly, and don't disturb her if she was fine.

*

The car stopped at the gate of Qin's house, and it was mid-afternoon, the scorching sun, and as soon as I got out of the car, I felt a heat wave rushing towards my face.

Gu Mingxi reported his name, was greeted in by the housekeeper, and just after serving the tea and retreating, he heard a respectful voice: "Young master." ”

She turned around and saw Xiao Han going downstairs in casual clothes and slippers, thin and haggard, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth when his eyes met her.

"Ah...... Mr. Xiao ...... instinctively wanted to shout Ah Yuan, but realized that the occasion was not right, and immediately changed his words.

Xiao Han's expression was cold, and he walked over to her and sat down, "I'm relieved to see that you're okay." ”

Gu Mingxi's expression was stunned.

Xiao Han didn't explain. Although Long Pei announced to the public that Gu Mingxi was not in good health and needed to recuperate, he knew that something must have happened, just like announcing that Gu Mingxi went abroad to relax in those two years, it was just an excuse.

"I'm fine." Gu Mingxi pursed his lips, hesitated and asked, "How are you?" ”

Xiao Han didn't speak, he looked at the housekeeper, and the housekeeper took all the servants to retreat with interest, and only Gu Mingxi and him were left in the entire hall.

"It's not good." He said, his voice paused, "Mother is in prison, father has left this house, Nini has also left, and I am the only one who stays here." ”

The Qin family's past glory is completely declining, the court is depressed, and some people with power in the political arena avoid them, and Qin Zhan doesn't care about them.

Gu Mingxi was a little sad when he heard this, pinched the cup with his fingers, and muttered, "-Actually, you can also leave here." ”

Get out of here and start a new life.

Xiao Han's body leaned back, and the corners of his mouth floated with a mocking smile, "I can't leave my mother alone!" Although Ye Qing is in prison, he has to stay in order to try his best to keep Ye Qing alive and sound in prison.

Gu Mingxi lowered her head and sipped tea lightly, she actually had something to say to Ah Yuan when she came today. It's just that seeing him guarding the Qin family like this, I feel a little uncomfortable.

If it hadn't been for the change of words in court, I am afraid that everything would be different now.

"Ah Yuan......"

"Embarrassed ......"

They were silent for a while and then opened their mouths in unison, looking at each other, embarrassed, helpless, or happy that there is still such a tacit understanding now?

"You speak first." Gu Mingxi put down the cup.

"Xixi, I just want to ask you one thing-" Xiao Han didn't push, his eyes stared at Gu Mingxi firmly and sharply, and a murderous voice sounded, "Is he Qin Zheng?" ”

Gu Mingxi's face changed quietly, and his fingers crossed and tightened, "What you said is very strange, Qin Zheng died in that fire back then, who is he?" ”

I'm sorry, even if I know that you are Ah Yuan, there is no way not to lie to you.

"You know who I'm referring to!" Xiao Han's voice was a little heavier, seeing Gu Mingxi's calm expression, he was sure that he would not let go, the corners of his mouth suddenly raised a mocking smile, leaned back, and asked himself, "I never understood before, why my father frequently advised me not to be his enemy, and I didn't understand why my father wanted to divorce my mother in Zuihou, regardless of the Qin family's life or death; Don't understand that you weishenme like him so much, now ...... I understand. ”

It's all understood.

Because the real Long Pei died a long time ago, the current Long Pei is Qin Zheng, Qin Zhan's son, and his half-brother.

Gu Mingxi didn't speak, or didn't know how to say it, there were many mistakes, although they knew each other, but some words were better to keep rotten coins in their stomachs forever.

Xiao Han didn't speak anymore, just looked at her like this, looking straight at her, the girl he liked, Zuihou actually married his brother, and his brother sent him to prison with his own hands, so ruthless that he wanted to force him to death.

"--Ah Yuan." After being silent for a long time, Gu Mingxi opened his mouth abruptly, and looked at him with clear eyes, "This is the first time I have called you like this, I am sorry for your mother's affairs, but I will not regret my choice." I'm sorry! ”

It's one thing to feel guilty, it's another to choose.

Even if everything starts all over again, she will still make the same choice, because she can't let Ah Zheng have anything to do.

Xiao Han's back bone stiffened silently, he knew how important the man in her heart was, beyond everything.

"Do you remember when we first met?" He suddenly spoke, and the topic changed too quickly, which made Gu Mingxi stunned.

"It was probably the end of my eighth year, and it snowed heavily on the day Uncle Qin brought me back."

Gu Mingxi will always remember that day, how disgusted Ye Qing's eyes were, how much Ye Ni hated her look, only Qin Yuan was as warm as water, stretched out his warm hand to hold her cold hand, and welcomed her to Qin's house.

"That's not right." The corners of Qin Yuan's mouth flashed with a wry smile and he shook his head, "I saw you before that." ”

Gu Mingxi was stunned, she didn't remember when she had met Qin Yuan before.

"It wasn't long after you were seven years old to the dragon scales, once Qin Zhan took me to the outside of the dragon scales, through the iron fence I saw you wearing a pink princess dress sitting on the grass counting the petals, your voice was sweet and glutinous, obviously very serious, I don't know why I just wanted to laugh when I saw it."

probably remembered Gu Mingxi at that time, and the corners of his eyes couldn't help but go up.

If she and Qin Zheng are childhood sweethearts, then what is he?

No one knows how happy he was when he saw his father take Maki home that he could finally play with this cute little sister and protect her.

She grew up beside him, her first love, her first kiss, her first menarche, he was all involved; Her most simple and beautiful years are when he accompanies her, takes care of her carefully in the palm of his hand, and tries his best to protect her.

Why zuihou he still lost her, even along with her heart.

Gu Mingxi didn't expect that there would be such a paragraph at all, but she didn't know that Qin Yuan was standing outside looking at her at that time.

No wonder when she first came to the Qin family, Ah Yuan was no stranger to her at all, and there was still a sense of intimacy.

"I'm sorry!" Gu Mingxi pursed his lips, and his white teeth bit his lower lip involuntarily, "I really don't know, you have known me so early." ”

"It's none of your business, it's just that you don't understand who you're losing to." Fate, or that person?

Xiao Han's lowered eyes couldn't hide the lost soul at the bottom of his eyes, "I once really thought that no matter what method I use, I must snatch you back!" ”

So when Long Pei tested him and Gu Mingxi, he also took advantage of the situation to let Long Pei calculate, was drunk in the bar, and deliberately shouted "Xixi" into the mobile phone. ”

deliberately appeared by her side, again and again, he wanted to tell her about Long Pei's sinister nature, and tell her that he was Ah Yuan, and he came back for her.

Subconsciously, he hoped that Mingxi could find out his identity, and then, desperately, return to himself.

Unexpectedly, Zuihou, he still failed, lost to that person, lost to Mingxi, and lost to fate.

"I'm sorry." Gu Mingxi said this word for the third time today, because she didn't know what else to say to Qin Yuan besides being sorry. The wood is already in the boat, whether there is a Zheng or not, she and Qin Yuan have no possibility.

She stood up and looked at the tip of his nose with her eyes, "In the future, take care." ”

Whether it is her identity or Ah Zheng, she will not be allowed to see Qin Yuan in private in the future.

Turning around to leave, Xiao Han suddenly raised his head and looked directly at her emaciated back, and asked her in a deep voice, "Do you like me, is it because I am the only person who treats you in this family, or because I look like him?" ”

Qin Zheng and Qin Yuan are similar in facial features, temperament is also similar, gentle and elegant, just like a little prince.

Gu Mingxi's steps paused, his back spine stiffened significantly, he didn't look back, his eyes stared at the bright floor, and his lips murmured, "I don't know." ”

Then, without hesitation, he walked out of the hall.

In the room where she used to live, there was an old tree outside the window, with lush branches, and every summer she could hear the sound of no play, and she couldn't sleep.

Qin Yuan would secretly climb the tree in the middle of the night after everyone was asleep, and chat with her lying at the window to relieve her boredom, sometimes until she fell asleep, sometimes until dawn......

There were sadness and tears in the Qin family's days, but because of Qin Yuan's company, those things seemed to be insignificant.

Sometimes looking at Qin Yuan, she would occasionally shake her head, feeling as if she was talking to Qin Zheng.

The first time she had her period, it was Qin Yuan who secretly ran out in the middle of the night to help her buy sanitary napkins, although it was dark outside, she still saw Ah Yuan's flushed face.

The first kiss was also at the window, she was lying on the window, he sat on the branch, so naturally kissed down, gentle as water, so that she tasted her heart beating faster, her face was red, and her heart was dizzy......

If nothing happened later, she would definitely marry Qin Yuan, but with the future, she knew that people's hearts were very small, and after a small person put on a person's name, she would no longer be able to pretend to be someone else.

In the two years in Country E, she occasionally looked back on these past events, and she couldn't help but wonder if she fell in love with Long Pei so easily because she didn't love Qin Yuan enough......

Later, when she knew that Long Pei was Ah Zheng, she seemed to suddenly understand.

Many things are already predestined.

fell in love with Long Pei not because she didn't love Qin Yuan enough, but because she had been looking for Qin Zheng's shadow in Qin Yuan's body; fell in love with Long Pei because he was Qin Zheng from beginning to end......

is the most special person she has hidden in her heart since she was a child.

Some words are hurtful to say it, and it is better to be silent.

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When Gu Mingxi returned to the presidential palace, Long Pei had already returned, and was talking on the phone, when Yu Guang swept her voice, and closed the line after saying a concise sentence.

"I'm back." He said.

"Yes." She nodded.

Gu Mingxi changed his shoes, walked in front of him and sat down, but he didn't hide it, "I'm going to see Xiao Han." ”

I know. Long Pei looked at her and didn't speak for a while.

Gu Mingxi also knew that he knew, but he still felt that it was better to take the initiative to say it, but with his attitude, he didn't know how to continue for a while.

said it too bluntly, if he didn't care, he would seem to be sentimental; But if he doesn't explain, I'm afraid he will misunderstand.

"I'll go change my clothes first."

Long Pei said a simple "en", but still didn't say much.

Gu Mingxi didn't hesitate any longer, stood up and walked to the staircase. His hand fell on the railing, his pace was very slow, and his afterglow swept over his figure from time to time, and his eyes were vague and tangled.

The two of them don't seem to feel right.

Is she too careful, or she's too sensitive.

*

Long Pei knew that if she wasn't allowed to go to the Qin family, she wouldn't listen.

After all, she came out of the Qin family, and Qin Yuan was the person she once liked.

She still cares about the Qin family and Qin Yuan, he knows.

It is impossible to say that there is no mustard in the heart; Just based on his relationship with Qin Yuan, he was already very mindful.

If she hadn't interceded for Qin Yuan in the letter, I'm afraid that Ye Qing would not be the only one in prison now.

He has restrained his emotions very much, and tried his best to take care of her emotions and feelings, but how much can she understand these things?

He hoped it was the first time they saw each other.

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After Bai Yan dealt with what Long Pei left behind, he saw that it was dark outside the window, and it was time to go back.

The car stopped at the door, and as soon as I locked the car, I turned around and saw a tall black shadow standing under the street lamp, and wisps of white smoke floating upward.

"What are you doing standing here?" Bai Yan walked over and asked curiously.

Nanji looked tired and helpless, and took a hard puff of his cigarette, swallowing white smoke, as if flying through the clouds.

"Can you let me in and sit for a while?"

There was also a faint sense of exhaustion in his voice.

Bai Yan knew that it was not appropriate, but it could be seen that he looked tired, and he inevitably nodded in distress, turned around and walked towards the door.

Nanji followed him silently.

Bai Yan opened the door and asked him to come in and sit, closed the door and went to the kitchen to pour him a glass of water and put it in front of him.

sat down opposite him, was silent for a long time, and saw that he didn't speak, just kept smoking, and couldn't help asking, "Did you quarrel with Rong Rong?" ”

Nanji glanced up at him, but still didn't speak.

Bai Yan didn't know what to say, if he was someone else, he could still say words of comfort in a few words, but the object was Nansi, and he didn't know what to say at all.

The wisdom and eloquence of the usual days are completely lost at this moment.

"I'm thinking...... Was the decision wrong? ”

After a long time, he whispered out such a sentence, which pulled Bai Yan's heart into a big opening.

This chapter is 5077 words****************

Ah Pei said that he didn't know enough about Mingxi, which means that he didn't expect Mingxi's face to be thinner than he thought! ^_^

The end of the demon escape:

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