436: Leave

Before entering the operating room, Shen Xuan tried hard to open his eyes, took Pei Jincheng's hand, and gasped, "Don't tell my brother!" ”

Pei Jincheng was stunned and nodded.

He will never forget the hand he held when the masked doctor signed the surgical slip.

When the doctor asked the family to sign, he was calling back to Pei's house. However, Shen Xuan's situation was very special and dangerous, and almost as soon as he was pushed into the operating room, the hospital took out the letter of responsibility for the operation that had been prepared.

"I'm going to protect you." He was still muttering as he signed, as if he was not at ease, and repeated as he signed, "No matter what happens, I want to protect my lord." ”

I vaguely remember that this is all played on TV, and the doctor will always give a multiple-choice question that is difficult to choose, adults or children, which one do you want?

The doctor looked at Pei Jincheng's appearance, and frowned, "It's not that time." ”

The three words "Pei Jincheng" are written extremely ugly, and none of them are smooth, let alone strong, each line is like a potholed road surface.

Hearing what the doctor said, Pei Jincheng's heart that had been hanging was only slightly put down.

Now standing outside the operating room in the bright light, I feel the nervousness and fear of every husband and father. Standing outside the operating room, breathing profusely.

With his fist on his eyebrows, rubbing there, he tried to convince himself that she had entered the operating room, and it was useless for him to worry about it, all he could do was wait.

I tried to make myself think about the unfinished game of chess just now, but when I thought of chess, the picture flew around, and it was immediately Shen Xuan's hands tightly clasped on the table, panting for breath, her face was pale, and she felt pain because she couldn't breathe.

He couldn't calm down, just thinking that he had already told the doctor that he wanted to protect the adult, and she would be fine.

But the baby wants it too.

Every time he tells a story, the baby will be very quiet, if the little foot has been kicking and tossing Shen Xuan, he will put his hand on Shen Xuan's belly, holding the book, the voice slowly began to tell the story, the little foot under the palm of the hand will slowly retract back to the original place, the little guy with a lot of aura, still in the stomach knows everything.

Pei Jincheng was tortured by negative emotions and sat down, bowed down, propped his elbows on his thighs, buried his head in his palms, and had an urge to pull his hair down.

After a long wait, he was the only relative outside the operating room.

At that time, she hugged him, put her head on his shoulder, and said that she had been in G City for almost five years and had nothing, and only the child in her belly was real and what she really had.

Nothing.

She followed him, and it was desolate

Shen Xuan's eyes were illuminated by the surgical lamp above his head like a spaceship sucker when aliens invaded the earth, but his mind was extremely clear at this time.

The doctor was also glad that Shen Xuan was not completely shocked, and shock is dangerous for the mother, whether it is for the mother herself or the fetus.

Shen Xuan has always been prepared for an early caesarean section, so when the doctor said that he couldn't wait any longer, if the child continued to stay in the mother's body, adults and children might not be able to save it.

When Shen Xuan heard this, of course, he instinctively thought that the child might not be able to keep it.

"I want this child!"

"I want this kid!"

The sun shone into the VIP ward, and when Shen Xuan slowly opened his eyelashes, he saw Pei Jincheng with a smooth jaw, except for the redness in his eyes, he was still dignified, wearing a neat white T-shirt, and he couldn't see a little sloppy, and he really didn't look like he was overly anxious.

There is no heavy pressure on the abdomen, and the operation should be over.

The mouth opened and I wanted to ask, what about the child?

Something suddenly came to mind, but finally kept silent.

Pei Jincheng saw Shen Xuan open his eyes, stood up on the ground, turned over the stool he was sitting on, and hurriedly walked out of the ward to call the nurse, but forgot that Shen Xuan had a bell on his head.

It's not that he forgot it, but as soon as he saw her open his eyes, his eyes couldn't help but redden, and tears almost flowed out in front of her. The nurse and the doctor both entered the ward, Pei Jincheng did not follow up, but walked downstairs quickly, found an open place to stand, and let the wind blow into his eyes and dry the mist inside.

He sat next to her every day, watching her eyes tightly closed, with tubes in her hands and pipes in her mouth and nose.

As he brought her the bag of salt pressed against the caesarean section wound, he couldn't help but take a big breath as he looked at the place where it was sewn across his lower abdomen. The doctor looked at his expression and comforted him, "Actually, her wound is very good, because the baby is small, the incision is also smaller, and the sutures are perfect, you can also wear a bikini in the future, and the internal sewing is not dismantled, as long as it is not scarred skin, pay attention to the diet, and there will be no problem with Changping in the future." ”

He didn't care if the wound on her stomach was unsightly, but he thought about how many wounds she had, what he gave her, or what others gave her, and gunshot wounds, densely packed, and every time he used the most haode medicine, although zuihou only left shallow whitening marks, which did not affect anything, but when those scars were created, how much pain she should have.

He didn't seem to let her live a good life, and when he was dying, he didn't dare to give her everything he had.

The electrocardiogram fluctuates evenly, but she doesn't wake up, and sometimes I think about it, the person who is awake is really painful, so watching the people she loves suffer.

When the time comes, when she becomes a human and a ghost, if Shen Xuan hasn't left, she will have to be more than a hundred times more painful than now.

She called him machismo, that he was arbitrary, that he was rude, that he was hypocritical.

That's it, she's right anyway.

He accounted for all of what she said, none of which were haode.

So he could only do this to her, according to his ideas, impose it on her, and think it was good.

At that time, touching her sideburns, wet, after the operation, she began to sweat, the bedding changed one * after another, Zhong Ma said that Chinese are used to confinement, the air conditioner does not dare to hit too low, afraid that the cold air will drill into her bones.

He doesn't know how many times a day he rubs her.

Sometimes from morning to afternoon, from afternoon to late at night, her eyelids don't move, in fact, she hasn't moved for so many days. Every day is spent in fear.

Fortunately, she woke up.

I was looking forward to her waking up, but when she came, I didn't dare to look at her more, for fear that after a few more looks, there would be tears in my eyes

After Shen Xuan woke up, she had been in a coma for seven days, and the doctor said that the woman who had a cesarean section had to walk around, and she had been intubated, and her urinary tract was afraid that it was infected, so she kept hanging anti-inflammatory potion.

The child is in the incubator and can't breastfeed, Shen Xuan's breast milk is also back after the milk rises, she is not like other mothers, she doesn't have to breastfeed her own children.

In order to recover herself as soon as possible, she still walked more and walked slowly according to the doctor's instructions.

In fact, after giving birth, her discomfort symptoms are much better, and sometimes I can't believe that the original high belly has flattened like this, and the symptoms of dizziness are gone.

Sometimes I can't help but put my hand on my belly, thinking that I can touch something there, but there is no more little feet to play with her palm, and then she is lonely and disappointed, she overestimates herself.

Raising her head to look at the lamp, Grandpa said that you can't shed tears during confinement, and she blinked her eyes again and again to dry the water.

Fifteen days postpartum

After Shen Xuan drank the confinement soup, whether it was the meat or the soup inside, she ate it cleanly, a haode body, more important than anything else.

Pei Jincheng still came to see Shen Xuan every day, but Shen Xuan didn't look at him.

Pei Jincheng noticed Shen Xuan's deliberate indifference and turned a blind eye, he actually knew her, pregnant women were extremely vulnerable, and now, she is more and more like the previous Shen Xuan.

She said that after giving birth, don't hold the baby to her, and don't tell her if the child is male or female.

He didn't say it, it doesn't mean that grandpa didn't say it, grandpa once took Shen Xuan's hand and told her with a happy face, "Ah Xuan, I just went to the ICU to see ......"

Shen Xuan gently curved the corners of his mouth, "Grandpa, have you forgotten?" Don't mention it, okay? ”

The corners of Grandpa's raised mouth finally fell, what kind of mind did he move, Shen Xuan knew that Grandpa wanted to use the child to make her reluctant, so that she could continue to stay in G City.

"Jincheng, don't dangle in front of me during this time, okay? I'm annoyed that you're going in and out like this, and I want to be quiet. Shen Xuan flipped through the book in his hand, Pei Jincheng took the book away, closed it and put it on the desk, "Grandpa asked me to come over, and Mother Zhong said that you can't read books during confinement, it's not good for your eyes." ”

Shen Xuan sighed faintly, "Pei Jincheng, you can't be too selfish, since you have to take care of Bai Shan, who has lost the blessing of the family, and is extremely pitiful, don't be at the mercy of your grandfather, do whatever you have to do, you are an ex-husband, why do you dangle in front of me?" Do you really not care about Bai Shan's feelings at all? Ignoring my feelings before, and now ignoring Bai Shan's feelings, you are really unreasonable. ”

Shen Xuan spoke flat and straightforward, without ups and downs, she got down*, put on her slippers, and her back was already able to walk straight out.

Pei Jincheng stepped forward to call him, "Mother Zhong said that you can't go out to blow the wind during confinement!" ”

Shen Xuan was willing to listen to Pei Jincheng's words, he had already walked out of the door, Shen Xuan went out and saw the nurse, "May I ask how to get to the dean's office?" ”

The nurse glanced at Shen Xuan and knew that this was the ex-wife of a wealthy family, and the wife of this wealthy family also came out to visit the whole family every day, only to blame the family's belly fighting, although it was a premature baby, but it was a son, the great-grandson of the Pei family.

Although it is a premature baby, there is no congenital deficiency, and he has been living in the hospital, looking at the small belly, but he was born with five pounds, and he lived in the incubator for more than ten days, he could eat and drink, and he looked good.

It seems that the number of catties calculated on B ultrasound is not accurate at all, and I thought that the child was only about four catties at that time.

The ex-wife of a wealthy family still has *, the key is that Mr. Pei's attitude is very good, and he also sent red envelopes to all the employees of the hospital, including the cleaners.

The nurse hesitated for a moment, and somewhat flattered Shen Xuan, "Miss Shen, don't go back to your room and wait, just give birth to a child, don't go too far, the dean's office is not in this building, it's a little far." ”

Pei Jincheng had already walked over and reached out to dial the phone, "I'm Pei Jincheng, well, are you free now?" Yes, yes, can you please come to our ward, yes, yes, xiexie. ”

Pei Jincheng patted Shen Xuan's shoulder, "Go back." ”

Shen Xuan turned his head to look at Pei Jincheng, hey, in addition to losing a little weight, this face is still elegant and delicate, and because he has been a little haggard recently, it adds a few very manly vicissitudes.

A little self-deprecating, he was as domineering as ever, and even for such a thing, he didn't ask her more to find the dean, but directly called the dean.

Forget it, what do you do with so much care?

His personality is like this, hasn't she gotten used to it for so long?

Pei Jincheng turned around and followed Shen Xuan to the ward, although it was a cesarean section, it was only ten days, and she was in a coma for seven days, but she had already refused anyone's support, she was like this, stubborn like a cow.

When the dean arrived in the ward, Shen Xuan looked at Pei Jincheng, who was sitting with his back to the desk reading documents, and called him softly, "Jincheng." ”

"Huh?" Pei Jincheng raised his head, "What's wrong?" ”

"You can go out first, I want to talk to the dean about something."

"I can't listen?" He was a little worried, was there something wrong with her, and she didn't want the people of the Pei family to know, so she secretly looked for the dean and wanted to consult her physical condition, if so?

The fingers holding the contract tightened, still sitting on the stool, motionless, just like An Zhiruo a few days ago, although the tone was soft, but it was natural, and I don't know when he thought that she should listen to him during this time.

"Why can you listen?"

Faint, rhetorical question.

She sat on the edge of the sick chuang, and looked at Pei Jincheng with a slightly ironic look of "you are so funny".

Pei Jincheng's heart tightened, and he was extremely uncomfortable to see Shen Xuan's eyes, his eyes were empty, without joy or anger. He stood up, put the documents in his briefcase, and locked them in the closet, not because he didn't trust Shen Xuan, but because there was an outsider in this room.

The most important thing for a business person is to protect secrets, even if this outsider is the dean, Pei Jincheng still has a heart of defense.

"I'll go out, and I'll call you when you're done." Pei Jincheng watched Shen Xuan finish speaking, and greeted the dean before going out.

Shen Xuan didn't respond to Pei Jincheng, she slightly prided her chin, now she can't wash her hair every day like before, her hair is curled, and she sits on the edge of the chuang, a little higher, more comfortable than sitting on a stool, she stretched out her hand towards the dean, and didn't deliberately greet her, "Dean, you sit." Facing the fifty-six-year-old dean, Shen Xuan, like Pei Jincheng, used honorifics.

"What is Miss Shen looking for me?" The dean sat a little farther away from Shen Xuan, so that he would not appear to be shorter than Shen Xuan's position.

Shen Xuan's expression is very light, there is no joy of being a mother for the first time, such a demeanor is really rare in the eyes of the dean, if you change to another wealthy wife, the firstborn gives birth to a son, will you not be happy?

These days, I haven't seen this mother go to the ICU ward to see her child, which is simply incomprehensible.

But looking at Shen Xuan like this, the dean couldn't help but dare not think deeply, and looked at the woman gently.

Shen Xuan had already thought about it, there was no wave on his face, even the fundus of his eyes, "I want you to help me change my medical records, I have always had pregnancy-induced hypertension, it is very serious, and the doctor has also recommended inducing labor, I hope that the hospital will help me change the medical record to induce labor on the day I gave birth, I think the doctor should know more about how to change the medical record, so that it has higher credibility."

For example, I was in shock and was in critical condition, and Zuihou chose to protect me. ”

When Shen Xuan said this, her eyes were calm but her heart ached, if she had a choice, she didn't want to say such a thing, she didn't want to at all.

She thought about it for a long time and needed to give an explanation to the Shen family.

"But!" The dean was a little shocked, what was this former grandmother of the Pei family thinking?

But the dean is an old fox, so he naturally agreed quickly, and as soon as he went out, he went to contact Pei Li.

Shen Xuan knew in her heart that Pei Jincheng would definitely know about it, but she didn't want him to sit in the room and listen to her decision, and she asked questions and made arrangements, she had closed her heart to this uncertain man

Pei Jincheng walked in from the outside, with a slightly cool breath, "Weishenme changed the medical records?" ”

"I don't want the Shen family to know."

"The Shen family should know." He is so aggressive, even if he is already an ex-husband.

"No need, in the name of me having a child in the future, how can I get married? Maybe my future husband is still afraid that my former child will share my property. Shen Xuan didn't look at Pei Jincheng, stood up, and poured warm water for himself to drink.

This is obviously deliberate, the more the wind is light, the more the heart of the teacher is dripping blood, she really can't mention the word child, it hurts.

Pei Jincheng Zhong Shen Xuan took the cup in his hand, poured warm water for her, and handed it to her, "You've been thinking about this for a long time, haven't you?" ”

"Hmm." Shen Xuan held the glass, but didn't drink it, just put the cup in the palm of his hand, looked at the water surface in the cup vibrated slightly, and slowly calmed down like the surface of the water, "I have to think about these things, the people of the Shen family, I know better than you, so don't fight." ”

Shen Xuan exhaled before picking up the cup and slowly drinking the warm water.

"Full Moon Wine ......"

"I don't participate." Shen Xuan interrupted, "I hope you don't do a full moon wine, I don't want the people of the Shen family to think too much, just make a full set of plays." ”

Pei Jincheng's eyes darkened, for more than ten days, he ran to the ICU every day, even if he stood outside the glass and looked at his son's sterile cabin inside, he felt that his heart was so soft that he was confused.

Such a small life, in more than ten days, grew bigger and bigger, and the skin on the face stretched out. can eat and sleep, as long as the observation period has passed, and the safety period has passed, the child can be taken back to Pei's house.

I go to the ICU once a day when I come, once when I have nothing to do, and once when I go.

He wants to name the child every day, but the name must be given by the grandfather, but the grandfather can't afford it, he knows his grandfather's thoughts, and the grandfather wants to wait for Shen Xuan to shake the time, so that Shen Xuan can name the child.

But Shen Xuan never allowed anyone to mention how smart she was, as long as the topic was introduced to the child, she would stop immediately.

He obviously wanted her to be ruthless and resolute.

But now in the face of the child, when she is so desperate, he hopes to let her take the child with him.

But you can't want everything.

"I'll talk to Grandpa, but there's always something to celebrate in the house, isn't it?"

"Just don't spread the word."

"But this is the son-in-law of the new head of the Pei family, how can it be possible if it doesn't pass it on? How can it be? ”

"What's not to do? When he turns one year old, can't he pass it out? At that time, even if it spread, the Shen family would not come to look for trouble, because at that time, I was already doing well. ”

Shen Xuan is thoughtful, and now that the child's life is announced, the Shen family will definitely not give up, and will definitely decide that she has been bullied, and the child will never be allowed to stay in the Pei family, you must know that this is a child born after the divorce, and the child is under three years old, even if the lawsuit is won, the Shen family will win.

I heard that Shen Lei is about to get married, Fengzi is getting married, and the Shen family is about to have children.

This child of hers will be left to the Pei family.

stayed in the Pei family just to prevent himself from turning back in the future

The full moon wine was not made, after all, it was a premature baby, and it was discharged after two months in the hospital, and it has been observed that there is no abnormality.

The 100-day banquet was celebrated with lights in the Pei family's house.

Shen Xuan grabbed the ticket in his hand and got on the flight to Marseille.

She still liked it there, and before getting on the plane, he called Pei Li.

"Grandpa."

"Ah Xuan, grandpa sent a driver to pick you up, the baby is so cute, you come over and put a collar on him, this is the rule of the Pei family." Pei Li's voice was very kind, although Shen Xuan didn't allow him to mention the child, at this time, he still mentioned it.

Shen Xuan looked at the passengers who kept walking into the cabin, "Grandpa, I wish you a long life, two hundred years old, I hope you can watch your children get married and have children in the future." ”

Pei Li heard that something was wrong, "Ah Xuan? Where are you? ”

Pei Jincheng heard the sound of Pei Li making a phone call, turned his head over, and stared at the old man who was on the phone, his ears were sensitive.

"I have found a job, I am in the field, I have already had a video interview during this time, and I have to report to the office."

"How can you leave without even attending the children's 100-day feast?"

"Grandpa, we agreed on haode!" As soon as Shen Xuan finished speaking, he suddenly hid his face and cried, but he bit his palm hard to prevent himself from making a sound.

Because, she heard the cry of the child on the other end of the phone, the cry she had never heard before, so loud......

One by one, through the earpiece, like an accusation, pierced through her eardrum, hurting and trembling

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