In fact, she has also had the idea of not wanting this child many times, when he was ruthless to her.

She even thought angrily, why should she help him have a child? He doesn't love her anymore, and this child is not her alone. But after thinking about it, he didn't want this child anymore, if she didn't want it, how pitiful would the child be? Just like her now, she was discarded by him.

The baby is in her belly, in fact, it has nothing to do with him, since the baby has settled in her womb, every day of nutrition, every day of happiness, is given by her, and as a father, he has not given anything except a Jingzi.

She weishenme don't want children? It's not that she can't afford to raise a child, she doesn't need to worry about someone saying that she is a single mother, and she doesn't have to worry about the young talents who are unexpectedly caring that she carries a drag oil bottle. Don't be afraid that it will be difficult to remarry with a child in the future, because she has not thought about remarrying.

She disdains to be friends with anyone who laughs at her. There is no need to rely on those people to live, and he can give his children a rich life, even if he does not rely on the Shen family.

These abilities were given to her by the person she had called "grandpa" for nearly five years when she was in the Pei family for nearly five years.

In fact, these are all things that she thinks of when she is proud, and she feels that she is strong enough.

When she was not strong enough, she thought that this child was also the crystallization of aiqing at that time, at least when there was no accident, she thought so, Pei Jincheng was so good at that time.

At that time, she was secretly glad that she was visionary, secretly glad that she was persistent enough, secretly glad that she didn't give up when he was not happy with her, and secretly glad that "bitterness and sweetness" finally waited for Ganlai.

It's just that happiness is short-lived and can't continue, and sometimes even I can't tell the reason.

Maybe she is too persistent, so she insists on giving birth to this child, and even in this case, how can she not see that she is careful and wants her to induce labor? It's just that she doesn't know how to speak.

Once when the plane crashed, Pei Jincheng squatted on the ground and begged her to leave the child behind for a souvenir.

She insists on doing this now, why don't she want to keep a memorial photo, she not only wants to give birth to this child in order to prove that she loved a man named Pei Jincheng, but she also wants this child to be born healthy.

Since it is dangerous for the child to stay in her womb for an extra day, there is a possibility that the cerebellum is underdeveloped, there may be malformations, there may be cerebral palsy caused by lack of oxygen, and since various conditions may occur, she is willing to take advantage of the fact that the child is still healthy to have a caesarean section.

At seven months, even if you are born prematurely, you can survive.

"I'm willing to be admitted to the hospital from tomorrow and let the doctor observe my indicators until I can have a caesarean section." Shen Xuan pulled the corner of Pei Jincheng's back, her belly was not so big that it was terrifying to push him far away, she smelled the smell of him, there was no smell of aftershave that she once liked.

Pei Li turned his back, plucked the Buddha beads with one hand, clasped his knees with the other, opened it, and buckled it again, tightly.

This girl is something he watched grow up and grow up with.

When I first arrived at Pei's house, I learned even the most basic politeness and etiquette, and when I first arrived at the company, I couldn't even understand the most basic financial forms.

Later, she grew up day by day, became more and more experienced in dealing with people, and managed the company in an orderly manner.

When I first saw her, I was wearing a sweater of the same color as Yao'er, which was the color that softened his eyes all of a sudden. But then she answered him, letting him know that this child was responsible, and he was saved, unlike Yao'er......

Now that I think about it, was it wrong for him not to allow his grandchildren and daughters-in-law to divorce at that time? If they divorced before Ah Xuan was too deep, Ah Xuan would not have become like this now.

"The doctor said that your body is now under anesthetic for surgery, and it is also dangerous." Pei Jincheng's hand covering Shen Xuan's abdomen was not taken away, and the other hand was habitually raised, as if he had done such an action countless times, and his palm was attached to her back.

Her back stiffened, the thin silk maternity dress was as thin as silkworm wings, and the temperature of his palm, hot against her back, calmed her nervous and cold mood.

It's been a long time since I've heard his heartbeat, and it's been a long time since he's spoken so softly and softly, without sarcasm.

"Inducing labor is also dangerous." She said.

"I'll be hospitalized tonight." Pei Jincheng's little feet rolling around in the palm of his hand suddenly disappeared, he was a little anxious, and stroked her stomach twice, but he didn't find it.

She raised her head, withdrew from his arms, her hand on her stomach, slowly circled, and smiled, her voice was low, if she spoke softly, it would make people listen to the itch at the root of the ear, "Baby, don't run away, it's Dad." ”

Shen Xuan lowered her head and spoke to the baby in a warm voice, "It's Dad, did you feel it just now?" Dad's palms are so big, so warm, aren't they? In the future, Dad will teach you to walk, teach you to write, there is a horse farm in Pei's house, Dad can also teach you to ride a horse, Mom doesn't dare to ride, you don't want to learn from Mom in the future, you have to be like Dad, when you ride a horse, you are super handsome. ”

A seven-month-old woman, her belly is no longer as good as a pregnant woman in the month, and she is not small, and when she looks down, she can't see her toes, so when the tears fall down, they all fall on the silk skirt on her belly, as well as on the back of her hand.

Pei Jincheng tried hard to breathe a sigh of relief, didn't dare to listen to her anymore, didn't dare to see her shed tears, "I still have some things, go back to the company first, and then let the driver come to pick you up, let Zhong's mother help you clean up, and stay in the hospital at night." ”

Pei Li stood up, turned around and shouted, "Pei Jincheng! ”

Pei Jincheng didn't stop and opened the door, "Grandpa, you asked me to come, and I came too, the company has a lot of things." ”

Pei Li was so angry that he raised his hand and pointed at the long back of the door, his hands trembled a little, "Pei Jincheng!" Don't overdo it! ”

Pei Jincheng turned around, sighed, and said helplessly, "Grandpa, it's time to arrange haode, I've arranged everything, what are you not satisfied with?" ”

Shen Xuan just blinked the dampness in her eyes, she knew that a bad mood for pregnancy also had an impact on the child's mood, and the reason why she had pregnancy hypertension was also related to the fact that she had experienced too many things after she became pregnant.

The corners of her mouth rose, and she took Pei Li's raised hand, "Grandpa, it's okay, let Jincheng get busy, I usually have no one to accompany me, and I still go to the hospital, it's no different, don't worry." ”

A simple sentence, which is obviously just a straightforward narrative and relief, is extraordinarily heart-wrenching in Pei Li's ears.

"Don't pay attention to him, he was born in the midst of blessings and didn't know blessings!"

Shen Xuan held Pei Li's arm and wrinkled his nose with a smile, "Well, I think so too." ”

Pei Jincheng sat in the back seat of the car, "Go back to the hospital." ”

In order to support his feet, he hadn't driven by himself for a long time, and he really couldn't stay, he couldn't look at Shen Xuan like that anymore, and listening to her talk like that, as if the sky was about to fall, and he felt that he couldn't stand it when the sky collapsed like this.

It seems that the child is left to her, and it is better, at least teach the child to walk, teach the child to write, she can do it.

But......

Pei Jincheng leaned his head against the car window, coughed, and hurriedly pulled out the paper in the tissue box beside him......

The tissue in his hand was stained red, and when he stopped coughing, he crumpled the tissue into a ball, pinched it in the palm of his hand, and looked out the window with a long breath, this feeling was too bad

Shen Xuan was soon hospitalized, and Pei Jincheng arranged for her to be admitted to Pei's private hospital, but she refused and still chose to stay in the hospital where she had been tested for pregnancy.

She has had a pregnancy test in this hospital since she left Pei's house, and what the doctor said did make her emotional, but after all, people analyzed it from a professional point of view, and it was also for her good, since she had decided on a solution, she should calm down quickly.

At that time, when I smelled his breath in Pei Jincheng's arms, I thought that my heart would no longer beat for him, and it would still be crazy, this feeling was really not what she wanted now, let alone what she should want, it was better to stay away.

Pei Jincheng sat in his office and kept looking at the description of pregnancy-induced hypertension.

Shen Xuan can't be stimulated at all now, she has gestational hypertension, if she is stimulated, the consequences will be very serious, and he shouldn't always provoke her.

He is too cruel, Shen Xuan has such an illness, doesn't it have anything to do with him?

There must be one, weishenme the one who suffers retribution, not him?

When he asked the driver to pick up Shen Xuan, Shen Xuan indifferently refused, saying that she had already contacted Haode Hospital, and she also believed that the maternity hospital where she lived was authoritative, after all, she was not the only pregnant woman with pregnancy, but her condition was more serious.

Pei Jincheng wanted to take Shen Xuan to Pei's hospital because he wanted to see her condition every day, if she was admitted to the previous hospital, he wouldn't have so many opportunities to see her.

The current situation only made him more restless than before.

He is in no mood to care about the things between the two rooms and the three rooms of the Pei family. Including grandpa, because of Shen Xuan's affairs, he also dealt with Jinsheng and Jinxuan's affairs in a way that was appeased and covered up, not that grandpa didn't want to handle things well, but he was already in a state of confusion, how could there be a few minds to put on people other than Shen Xuan.

It's not because Shen Xuan is pregnant with the Pei family's flesh and blood, but because grandpa is afraid that Shen Xuan will be irreparably hurt for this child.

What could be more important today than human life?

However, Shen Xuan refused to enter the hospital under Pei's name.

When Grandpa found out, he just sighed and just said to let her go

Shen Xuan made a phone call to Shen Kai, and the two chatted about something to eat and drink.

Shen Kai once asked Shen Xuan, since he was divorced, he would go back to Haicheng.

But Shen Xuan was unwilling, saying that there was something to do in G City, and lied to Shen Kai that she and Xin Tian were now cooperating to make a dairy brand, so she could only stay here when she was pregnant, and she would report her safety whenever she was free, and she didn't say a word about the test results and hospitalization.

Shen Kai really let go of Shen Xuan.

As long as Shen Xuan thinks this thing is feasible, he can do it, and he doesn't object, she is willing to hurt herself like this without hesitation, and now he understands a little, he is a persistent person, why should he ask his sister to be thrown cleanly, whoever is willing to be persistent, who will bear the pain, and those who can't bear it will naturally let go.

The two siblings chatted for twenty minutes, and Shen Kai urged Shen Xuan to hang up the phone, telling her not to stay up late so that she could sleep.

Shen Xuan turned off his mobile phone, sat down on the side of * and began to inhale oxygen.

In the past, when there was no such thing as pregnancy-induced hypertension, Shen Xuan thought that whatever food was good for pregnant women, she would eat anything, but now it is different.

Pei Li told Qiao Ran that he hoped she could help Shen Xuan adjust the recipe.

Some people say that a woman's life can be a queen for ten months during pregnancy, and Shen Xuan finally became a queen after being admitted to the hospital, eating, cooking, drinking water, and inhaling oxygen, all according to the data.

Pei Li ordered Pei Jincheng to take care of Shen Xuan after work every day and accompany him*.

Shen Xuan originally thought that Pei Jincheng would refuse, but he didn't say anything, but he didn't know that Pei Jincheng really carried his belongings to the ward and started to accompany *.

Shen Xuan couldn't cry like she hugged Pei Jincheng last time, purely because she was too fragile when she heard that the child couldn't be saved, and then his attitude and indifference immediately woke her up.

When Pei Jincheng put his luggage into another wardrobe, Shen Xuan was sitting on * rubbing his calves, which had been swollen a lot recently.

"Jincheng, you don't have to live here, there are nurses and nurses, and even Sister Ran is coming to take care of me three times a day." She spoke in a very kind tone and attitude, they were like two friends who had no grudges, even if he had said so many mean things to her.

And Shen Xuan just thinks that people who are mothers must be open-minded, always angry all day long, and the baby's temper will be very bad in the future, as the book says. She knows that her magnanimity may only last until the baby is born, but I hope that the baby will have a good temperament in the future, and not be like before she married into the Pei family, lawlessly causing trouble everywhere, causing a lot of trouble, and causing the whole family to suffer.

zuihou, harmful, harmful.

Pei Jincheng took out his clothes from the duffel bag, "Grandpa asked me to come over." ”

"I'll tell grandpa, don't bother you, Jincheng, you go and do your business."

Pei Jincheng was a little depressed in his heart, he was uncomfortable, he didn't turn around, he hung up his clothes by himself, if it weren't for the fact that there was a ditch between them now, if he had been a good time, she wanted to talk to him in such a tone, he would definitely be angry with her, such a faint and indifferent tone would only make him crazy.

In fact, now he still feels very uncomfortable in his heart, if it weren't for the fact that he couldn't grasp her living video, he wouldn't dare to come to live with her like this, he checked a lot of information when he lived, and he would try to minimize his contact with her.

"Ah Xuan, you also said that I am the father of the child, and I will accompany you during this time." He hung his clothes one by one, these things, he would not have done them originally, in the Pei family, Zhong Ma and Xiaoying would clean up for him one by one.

But lately, he lives alone, and does not want anyone to touch his clothes,* socks wash himself, throw clothes into the washing machine, dry them himself, dry them himself, iron them himself, iron them and hang them himself.

I have done a lot of these things, and my movements are skillful and orderly.

Shen Xuan watched Pei Jincheng do things, and suddenly she didn't answer his words, just looked at his back and movements, and said after a while, "Jincheng, during this time, you don't want to accompany me, since we are destined to not be together, why should you stay by my side when I need the company of my lover the most, aren't you afraid that I will stalk you again after giving birth to a child?" ”

Pei Jincheng was stunned and turned around, "Ah Xuan." ”

Shen Xuan smiled with relief and spread his hands, "You want to be here, just be here, but during this time, don't talk to me, don't ask me anything, I'm not feeling well, I will call the doctor, even if I can't walk, there will be a nurse to help me, I hope you don't come close to me, make a look that you still care about me a little, okay?" ”

Pei Jincheng slowly walked towards Shen Xuan, and with every step, he was thinking that he should kill Pei Jinrui immediately!

But grandpa was originally unable to get out of the chaos between the third room and the second room, and now Shen Xuan is at high risk of pregnancy, and another ugly word about Pei Jinrui injecting Pei Jincheng with HIV virus broke out, grandpa doesn't have to live at all.

"I don't talk to you, you don't have to be me."

Shen Xuan nodded silently, he only felt funny in his heart, he obviously existed, but he said that when he didn't exist, did he think he would know stealth?

Late at night, Shen Xuan was sleepy, but Pei Jincheng was asleep in the room, and she couldn't sleep.

I couldn't sleep, so I wanted to find a comfortable position, and after turning it over several times, Pei Jincheng lifted the blanket under the blanket* and twisted the small lamp to a brightness that could be seen just but not dazzling, he bent down, but didn't dare to get too close, "Ah Xuan, isn't it uncomfortable, do you need to put something under your waist?" ”

"No, you don't." Shen Xuan put the back of his hand on his forehead, "Help me press the guard bell." ”

Shen Xuan's voice was a little panting, Pei Jincheng heard that there was something wrong with the breathing sound, turned the light on a little brighter, and put the oxygen mask on Shen Xuan's mouth and nose, "You breathe in for a while, and the nurse will come over immediately." As soon as he finished speaking, he reached out and pressed the guard bell.

Shen Xuan held the oxygen mask, and after inhaling it, it was much more comfortable, it seemed that it was not because Pei Jincheng couldn't sleep, but because he couldn't sleep because of lack of oxygen

The afterglow of the slanting sun

Shen Xuan said that Pei Jincheng was not allowed to speak, but Pei Jincheng couldn't help but take out the child's storybook from the book he bought and take it to the ward.

Shen Xuan was stunned for a moment, "You bought it?" ”

"The doctor said that children listen to more stories is good for brain development, and now we should try our best to make children healthier, start to use their brains in the stomach, and they will definitely be smart in the future."

Shen Xuan was standing by the window basking in the sun.

Pei Jincheng had already pulled a chair and sat down, opened the storybook, and stroked Shen Xuan's belly, telling the story slowly and clearly.

Shen Xuan looked at the light and shadow of the sunlight leaking in on the wall, and listened to Pei Jincheng tell the story seriously, to be honest, it was not as good as her, but the baby who was still kicking her palm just now was getting quieter and quieter, as if he was already fascinated.

Oh, blood is thicker than water.

Is Pei Jincheng looking forward to this child more and more?

Does he also feel that life is a magical and great existence? He didn't dare to despise it anymore?

Whether it's good or not, I used to only think that grandpa would be good to the child, but now that there is one more person who is good to the child, she should rest assured.

Bai Shan's phone calls come on time every day, and Bai Shan's voice can be heard in the phone receiver occasionally.

Actually, I don't want to hear it, but in fact, that's what it is.

Nothing feels good.

Bai Shan was selfish when she saved Shen Xuan at that time, she knew that Pei Jincheng's heart was not in her, and by saving Shen Xuan, she owed her a favor, and she could use this as a condition to let Pei Jincheng let go of the Bai family.

At that time, a steel bar passed through Bai Shan's waist, and Bai Shan lost a kidney, so as to keep Shen Xuan's mother and son safe.

However, Pei Jincheng didn't want to let go of the Bai family, so Bai Shan became more and more anxious......

Pei Jincheng himself didn't find out that since he and Shen Xuan lived in the same room again, he got off work very early every day, because around a quarter past four in the afternoon, he would listen to the fetal sound.

He didn't want to miss it, so he went back to the ward early for various reasons, and sometimes the documents were taken back to the ward for approval, and when the fetal heart rate in the instrument began to beat, his heart beat very fast.

He was most afraid of hearing the doctor say that he needed more oxygen today, and his heart rate was not as good as yesterday.

But everyone knows that the current size of the fetus does not dare to have a caesarean section, Shen Xuan's absorption is not good, even if Qiao Ran is now in charge of her diet, grandpa also runs to Pei Zhai Hospital several times a day to supervise her eating, and she does not grow meat at all.

After all, the child in the mother's body should grow better, and Shen Xuan also especially hopes that the child can absorb more nutrients from the mother's body, and there will be less pain in the future.

Until there was still a week and eight months left, Shen Xuan and Pei Jincheng were sitting at the desk playing Go, the white child in his hand had just fallen, and the black child in Pei Jincheng's hand had just been clamped, at this time, the corner of his mouth hooked a little sly smile, but Shen Xuan, who was sitting in the side corner, suddenly buckled the edge of the table and breathed, Pei Jincheng panicked, his eyes were suddenly shocked, and he hurriedly stood up and held Shen Xuan up! "Ah Xuan! Isn't it comfortable! I'll call a doctor right away! ”

He didn't dare to go away and ring the bell, so he picked up the phone and dialed directly to the dean.

Shen Xuan suddenly went into shock at this time!

Pregnant women with severe pregnancy-induced hypertension, dizziness or shock can happen at any time, but knowing and watching it happen still caught Pei Jincheng off guard!

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