151. VIP093 - Shameless Woman
Maybe there wouldn't be so many stories behind without a name, maybe her life would be boring and not turbulent at all, but isn't there a sentence that is very good? Simplicity is true happiness, how many people are pursuing this kind of happiness now, but they can't ask for it?
The beginning of summer is one of them!
Busy with traffic, people coming and going, countless vehicles passing in an orderly manner, passing pedestrians hurrying, occasionally casting strange eyes, but soon turn around and continue to move forward.
Perhaps, there is a glimpse of the scenery, but it quickly disappears around the corner of the street.
It's a small world, you don't know who you're going to meet in one turn, it's a big world, you don't know who you're going to lose forever...... I met so many people, the beautiful and the ugly, the good, and the evil...... They soon disappeared into the sea of people.
Goodbye, goodbye.
At the beginning of summer, I left the villa and sat on a stone bench in the open square to enjoy the beautiful night view of the city.
She really wanted to recall the ridiculous scene just now, but that memory seemed to be no longer her own, she couldn't control herself, she couldn't find an entry point for memories, so she couldn't remember what she said, and she couldn't remember what Qiao Yusen said, maybe she was not her at all during that time period.
Why did you leave the villa? Because she can't find a reason to stay, she is just a liar in Qiao Yusen's eyes, or a woman who is extremely hypocritical, she can tolerate other people's misunderstandings about herself, because she may not always face this person, but Qiao Yusen is different, he is his husband, and the two of them are likely to sleep together and do the most intimate things, and she can't tolerate his misunderstanding.
In fact, the misunderstanding can be explained, but the beginning of summer disdains.
People who believe in you, no matter what others say, will believe it; People who don't believe in you, what you say won't have the slightest effect.
The trust that is going to come can't actually withstand much wind and waves, maybe this time it will return to calm, but what about after that? Are you sure you won't do it again because of the next thing? If he doesn't trust himself from the bottom of his heart, why should he explain it? Moreover, she agreed that she did not want to have all the privileges because of her permission.
This makes people can't help but think: Are you in love with the attachment back then, or are you in love with me as a person? After all, 17 years have passed, and everyone has changed too much, how can he be sure that the permission of the year is still the beginning of summer? Just by relying on the images of the year, then this love is too shallow.
Qiao Yusen doesn't believe in himself anymore, all the love and care before is nothing more than the foundation that he is the little girl who accompanies him, when he takes off that coat, he is just a woman he has known for less than half a year, so why does he focus thousands of favors on himself?
Disappointed? Of course, no woman can maintain a calm mind in the face of such a thing, unless, you don't love this man, you don't care what he thinks of you, it doesn't matter what he does, but once you have feelings for him, his little action may set off a wave in your heart.
Chilling? Of course, you suppressed all the grievances and unwillingness for his concealment, ignored him for his 'I don't know where to start', and even when you received those photos, you were still thinking about whether it would affect him, but what did you get in exchange for all this? His misunderstandings and questioning, his suspicions and sentencing.
Looking at the traffic in front of her, Xia Chu sighed heavily, she was so confused at this moment, she didn't even know where to go, she was worrying about this matter, and suddenly thought of a place that she might have gone to a long time ago - Sunshine Orphanage.
Does Jo Yusen drink alcohol? The answer is yes, men like to drink, the difference is whether they can master their own bottom line, today's Qiao Yusen obviously doesn't take his bottom line seriously, but he poured himself countless cups, and there were many empty wine bottles scattered under his feet, but I don't know why, his head is still very clear.
It clearly imprints the look of the beginning of summer when he leaves.
She once again filed for divorce to herself, which Qiao Yusen didn't expect, although such a thing happened today, but Qiao Yusen didn't think about separating from Xia Chu, let alone leaving, but the word divorce came out of Xia Chu's mouth again and again in a short period of time, so easily, so indifferent, which made Qiao Yusen unable not to re-examine this short marriage.
Maybe in Xia Chu's heart, this marriage is simply dispensable, she originally married herself in order to repay Shao Yunqi's kindness, maybe divorce is a real relief for her.
At the beginning of the summer, she did a night on the bench in that small park, and she didn't feel cold, but at this time, the sun gradually rose, and the person who shined on it felt warm, and it was at this moment that she realized that her body was cold, but why didn't she realize this minimum body sense all night?
Perhaps the best explanation is that her heart is colder than her body.
Here, there are Qiao Yusen's most precious memories, but to be honest, that memory is not her most precious, she never puts her energy on the past, because no matter how much time and energy you invest, the past can never be changed after all, instead of nostalgia, it is better to live in the present.
But with this kind of character, she is now sitting here, which makes her feel incredible, and she doesn't even understand what she is doing this for? Remembrance? That has been tampered with.
Perhaps, no matter what kind of tampering those have been done and who has used them, it is the only condition for bringing Qiao Yusen to her side after all, and she still feels precious.
It's just that it's so precious that it doesn't mean much.
She and Jo Yusen have no way in front of them, the last time they filed for divorce was because of his concealment, this time because of his misunderstanding of himself, on the surface, the two are not actually substantially related, but they have one thing in common: distrust.
If he had enough trust in himself, he would have told himself what he was concealing, and if he had enough trust in himself, the misunderstanding would not have happened today, and no one would have taken advantage of it.
Of course, Xia Chu is not an unreasonable person, even if he is allowed to do so back then, but after all, he has been separated from Qiao Yusen for 17 years, and it is understandable that he can't believe himself like this for a while, she doesn't blame him, although she doesn't blame her, but she still disappoints her.
He gave a promise to trust himself completely, but he was the first to stand up and question himself when the storm came, why should I trust you?
Xia Chu didn't want to think about these things anymore, and she couldn't have the final result of this matter at this moment, so she could only go with the flow.
She hadn't eaten anything since last night, and when she retracted her thoughts, she had a feeling of hunger, those annoying things had consumed too much of her mental and physical strength, and she was eager to eat a good breakfast, otherwise she was worried that she would not have the strength to continue with the rest of the matter.
But at the moment when she decided to leave, a person suddenly sat down beside her.
This is a small park, a very public place, and it is normal for people to come and go, but inexplicably, Xia Chu actually felt that the person around her was here for herself, and she already felt this way before she went to see each other.
"If I'm right, you and Jo Yusen quarreled, right?"
A very clear female voice, Xia Chu is very unfamiliar, but the woman who can know herself and Qiao Yusen so well, at this time, except for the so-called permission, Xia Chu really can't think of anyone else.
She smiled, not even turning her head to look at her:
"Isn't that what you want? You should be satisfied with this situation. ”
"If you don't get divorced, I'm not satisfied."
"Are you sure he'll marry you if you're divorced? Don't forget, you're not the little girl who accompanied her in childhood. ”
Permission laughed ridiculously:
"What does it matter? It's okay for him to believe me, you're so proud that you don't bother to take the initiative to confess to him what happened back then, right? ”
"This is not pride, if Jo Yusen loves me now, whether I allow it or not, he will not leave me, on the contrary, what he loves is only the memories of the past, and it also has nothing to do with you, an impostor!"
"Actually, you know, even if you ask him to explain it now, he won't believe it, because I am indeed the real license! As for whether it's the little girl or not, it doesn't matter! ”
Xia Chu turned his head and looked at her:
"You sent me those photos, right? That person was also arranged by you, in order to lure me away and deliver that courier to Jo Yusen's hands, step by step, I admire it, but you ignored one point. ”
"What?"
"Jo Yusen loves me, how disappointed he is in me at the moment, how much he loves me, and he will pay relatively equal regrets later, in fact, from beginning to end, I have nothing to lose."
Xu Ke narrowed his eyes slightly:
"Maybe he's disappointed that he doesn't love you at all."
Xia Chu smiled slightly:
"You must not have loved anyone, or been loved by anyone, right? That's right, in this orphanage, you deal with some children every day, or a female teacher with the same status as you, how can you have the opportunity to meet excellent men? If you can get it, you don't have to go to great lengths to shamelessly deceive Jo Yusen by taking the heroine of someone else's story. ”
If you think Xia Chu's words are a bit ridiculous, then you must congratulate you, yes, she is mocking Xu Ke, she can't find a reason not to mock her, this is the most shameless person she has seen so far except for her father Xia Jianguo! You obviously haven't experienced that with Qiao Yusen, but you still pretend to tell him that you are the permission of the year, and you still look pitiful as if Qiao Yusen owes you a lifetime, such a shameless thing, you can't do it at the beginning of summer!
"Yes, I am a woman who came out of an orphanage with no background and no knowledge, but at the beginning of summer! You took everything that belonged to me from you! Even if I can't get Jo Yusen, you don't want to live your life happily! ”
Permission can be hysterical ranting
(PS: My sister is getting married~ There are a lot of things, and the next chapter will be sent later, please forgive me, sisters, when the matter is over, I must work hard to code more words!) )