"Later, they still found this trash can, I thought I was finished, I would definitely be beaten by them, a little girl appeared in front of me, blocking my view, and also blocking Qiao Mingyu's view, she saved me, so that I was free from a meal of flesh and skin, after Qiao Mingyu left, she helped me out of the trash can, and then asked me why I was hiding here, I didn't speak, she thought I was dumb, and then she gave me a compressed biscuit, so that I didn't go hungry that night."

"I didn't go back for many days, I didn't dare, even if I did, I had to wait until my injuries were almost healed, otherwise I would definitely die of pain, but I had nowhere to go, so I waited for her in the place where I met the little girl, and I always felt that I owed her something, such as thank you, and I didn't know her name."

The cigarette in Qiao Yusen's hand had burned to the end, probably he had forgotten it, so he felt the burning pain, but he didn't let go in a panic, but slowly opened his fingers and released the cigarette butt, letting them fall on the pure white woolen carpet, burning a small black flaw.

"I've forgotten how many days I waited, but I waited for her, and when I saw her again, she was talking to a stray dog, and she was saying things that shouldn't have been said at that age, and she said to the puppy, 'No one in this world really wants to take care of you except yourself. You can't give up on yourself', and then I talked to her, and she seemed to have forgotten who I was, and I felt disappointed, but I reminded her, because no one wanted to talk to me but her, and she remembered me, and then we talked a lot about my mother, and from that moment on, I wanted to go and find my mother again. ”

When Xia Chu heard this, she inexplicably had a very familiar feeling, as if what Qiao Yusen said was what she had experienced, and she seemed to realize something, but she was not sure, she had to listen to this story.

"I asked her name, she didn't tell me, saying that few of the children in the orphanage had real names, she didn't have a name, and later, I listened to her and went to find my mother, I took my mother back to Qiao's house, because they would be kicked out, or opposed or something, but unexpectedly, they agreed, and the first one who promised was Qiao Mingyu, and later I learned that I didn't go home for a few days, and his mother had committed suicide by cutting her wrists because she couldn't stand her husband's cheating."

"After my mother came to Qiao's house, I thought that I would live a good life, but my thoughts at that time were still too naïve, one day after school, I went to my mother's room to find her, do you know what I saw? I saw at least 4 or 5 men in her room, each unclothed, and she was in the midst of them, doing the most disgusting thing in the world with the most humiliating gesture. ”

At the mention of that incident, Qiao Yusen's eyes became cold, and a sneer that looked like sarcasm and hatred appeared on the corner of his mouth: "From that time, I began to hate her, I felt that she was not worthy of being my mother, so I ran away again, and decided not to come back for the rest of my life." ”

"I went to the orphanage again, I did go to find the little girl again, but this time the purpose is different, last time I came to thank her, this time I came to question, my mother she is a liar, telling her that not every mother leaves her child for the good of the child, she got angry and turned around to leave, but in the end she stayed, and taught me not to only see the superficial things, that is, from that day, I knew my mother's distress."

It turned out that those men were arranged by Qiao Mingyu, and he threatened his mother that if he didn't do that, he would find some men with special habits to do something to me, so the woman was scared, compromised, and became their toy for me...... No matter what I do, she refuses to leave, coercion and temptation, and death to force each other without success, because Qiao Mingyu will always threaten her, she has been running around for so many years, maybe she is really tired, if she can get a kind of ease and comfort in this way, and can protect me, she may feel nothing. I can't persuade her, I can only change myself. ”

"She committed suicide and didn't even leave a word, but I know why she died, she couldn't stand it, the multiple blows of life, psychology, and body made her disgusted with this world, and when she was sure that I could take care of myself, she chose to leave this world, and it is not too much for me to count this hatred on Qiao Mingyu's head!"

"The little girl finally told me her name, and she taught me the truth that 'one must rely on oneself,' which gave me all these things that I have now, and when she left the orphanage, I promised her that I would marry her."

Xia Chu opened her mouth, she wanted to say something, but something was stuck in her throat, and she couldn't make a sound, she didn't know that the words that were taken as a joke by herself back then were remembered by him until now, and he fulfilled his promise according to his words, but he didn't expect that a sentence he saw on TV back then would cause earth-shaking changes in his life.

The man in front of him has really loved himself for 17 years.

"Jo Yusen, I ......"

As if he hadn't heard Xia Chu's words, Qiao Yusen still said to himself:

"I always thought that the license was you, and the person who taught me a lot of things and changed the fate of my life was you...... But it wasn't until recently that I realized that you weren't. ”

All of Xia Chu's words were stuck in her throat, and this time, she really couldn't make any sound.

What did he say? Yes, he said 'think', generally when there is a word, things will be unexpected, and the version I heard at the beginning of the summer has indeed developed like this, the bloody like a third-rate TV series, but it was really staged in front of him, and he was impersonated, if I didn't guess wrong, the person who replaced me was the woman in the photo.

Xia Chu finally knew why Qiao Yusen in the photo was always so sad, she finally understood a little now, because of the self-blame and debt of not being able to fulfill her promise, she finally knew Qiao Yusen's abnormality that day, it turned out that it was because he suspected that he was not Xu Ke, and the chance encounter in Shao Yunqi's office that day was because he was confirmed by Xu Ke, and his accidental late return and midnight phone calls were all from this girl who called Xu Ke.

It's fucking funny!

Obviously, it is a problem that can be solved by asking a question, but Qiao Yusen is actually stingy, and now he has complicated these problems.

On the day he filed for divorce, Qiao Yusen called himself 'Xu Ke', that is, from that moment on, Xia Chu really believed that Qiao Yusen had known him for so many years, and he had indeed lived under the name of Xu Ke for many years, but he didn't expect that he would easily overturn his own determination and refuse to even ask himself.

How could he not believe in himself?

"Coco is having a bad time now, I can't give her the promise I made back then, I can't separate from you and marry her again, so I'm just trying to be as nice to her as possible, these photos you let people take are real, but what does this mean? What am I doing wrong? ”

Xia Chu smiled, she no longer had the anger just now, how could she still be angry after hearing such a bleak life experience and such a poignant love story?

"Jo Yusen, in fact, you don't need to be so embarrassed, the beginning of our marriage itself was a mistake, since you have determined that I am not permitted, why continue this mistake? You can correct it, I won't have any opinion. ”

Jo Yusen's eyes narrowed slightly, and he looked at her in disbelief:

"What do you mean?"

Xia Chu smiled slightly:

"I mean, let's get a divorce, and you can go and get married."

"That's how you solved this matter?"

This is the second time that Xia Chu has filed for divorce, which makes Qiao Yusen a little unacceptable, he has compromised so much, just to live with her, she actually put an end to their marriage with just one sentence, how can he be willing? also made him look like a fool, the first fool in the world!

"I think that's the best way to solve a problem, can you have a better one?"

"At the beginning of summer, what does our marriage seem to you?"

"Wrong!"

Qiao Yusen looked at her coldly and did not speak.

The two of them were silent for a long, long time, and every second in the room where the pins could be heard was torment.

Xia Chu can actually explain, Qiao Yusen will definitely listen, but at this moment she has lost that kind of thought, there is nothing to explain, he can think as much as he likes, he was labeled as a permit by him before, and then he tore it off, and now if he tells him that he is a permit, even he will feel ridiculous.

She doesn't want to, and she doesn't bother to use this means to save anything, if he really likes herself, she won't care about what is permitted, if what he loves is just a shadow of Licken 17 years ago, then she doesn't disdain this relationship.

Xia Chu couldn't stand such a silent atmosphere and stood up from the sofa:

"I've finished the story, I should be able to go, right?"

"Are you really leaving?"

"Can you give me a reason not to go?"

Jo Yusen had nothing to say.

Xia Chu sneered and looked like Qiao Yusen, this man once held himself in the palm of his hand and put it in his heart, if he stood at a crossroads and lost his way, not only him, but even himself was lost, for a moment Xia Chu didn't know who he was? Is it permissible, or is it a week, or is it just the beginning of summer?

Now that I think about it, why carry yourself with so many names? Behind every name there seems to be a heavy life.

About Bai Xiangran of Zhou Qiqi, about Qiao Yusen of Xu Ke, and about Shao Yunqi at the beginning of Xia.

She suddenly felt that at that time, what she said was so philosophical: I don't have a name!