"Grandpa!" Ji Qingluan shouted incredulously, she felt that she should say something, whether it was anger or shouting, but until this moment, she found that she had nothing to say, what should she say? Nothing can change the fact that there is a relationship between himself and Qin Luo.

Ji Yanyu's father is not Qiao Yusen, but Qin Luo.

This is a fact that she cannot change.

Qin Luo frowned slightly at the old man's process, his mood at this time was probably the same as Ji Qingluan's, he wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say, the long silence made the anger extremely low, Ji Qingluan's ability to bear it was close to the brink of collapse, she turned around and was about to walk out, but was stopped by the old man at the moment of opening the door:

"I will discuss with the old man of the Qin family and let you get married this morning."

Qin Luo listened to the sound of the door opening and closing behind him, and sighed helplessly:

"Grandpa Ji, is this what you want to see?"

The old man glared at him:

"Do you think I'm old and confused?"

"You're hurting Qingluan, and you're hurting my relationship with Qingluan."

"You don't like her? Don't want to marry her? ”

Qin Luo calmly:

"I love her, I also want to marry her, and I want to have a complete and happy home with her, if I can have Qingluan, it will be the luckiest thing in my life, but I will never accept it in this way, even if Qingluan agrees to marry me today, I will not agree."

"You're going to reject Qingluan?"

"What I refuse is not Qingluan, it is a marriage without emotional foundation, such a rejection is good for everyone, I have never been with Qingluan, I don't know if we are suitable or not, we need to understand, we need to communicate, we need to endure, we also need to run in, I don't want to go through these things after we get married, in case we find that the other party is only suitable for friends, not husband and wife, we will also face the danger of divorce, do you want to see such a thing happen between me and Qingluan?"

The old man was speechless.

"Grandpa Ji, I know that you are doing my good, and I hope Qingluan can be happy, but we all have our own pride, and your obstruction will only make us farther and farther away."

――

When Qin Luo walked out of the room, Ji Qingluan was sitting on a stone in the compound, she was dressed in white and black pants, and she was even more beautiful and thrilling in the atmosphere of the night and stars, but this kind of beauty had a sadness that others could not ignore.

Qin Luo stood in place and thought about it, but walked over.

When a pair of leather shoes appeared in Ji Qingluan's sight, she knew that it was Qin Luo standing in front of her, and she didn't raise her head:

"Are you going to marry me?"

Qin Luo smiled and sat down in the position next to her:

"Is that what I mean?"

"You know it's impossible."

"Hmm." Qin Luo nodded: "I know this is impossible, but aren't people often like this?" There is always an unprecedented attachment to the impossible, and after you left, I refused Grandpa Ji's request for us to get married, but when you asked this question, I couldn't help but look forward to it, looking forward to whether you would be willing to marry me. ”

Ji Qingluan didn't have any reaction, which made Qin Luo a little injured, but fortunately, he was already mentally prepared enough, so Ji Qingluan's reaction Qin Luo was not surprised.

He glanced up at the night sky, wondering if it was because there were too many things happening tonight, and the stars were willing to run out to join in the fun, but at this time, this scene could indeed soothe the irritability and messy mood a little.

"I'm Yanyu's father, don't tell Yanyu for the time being. She must not want to accept this fact. ”

"Why?"

"There is no reason, in her heart, she identified it as Jo Yusen from the beginning, which shows that Jo Yusen is more in line with the image of the perfect father in her mind, I am obviously not qualified enough, she was injured and hospitalized, so don't let her down."

Ji Qingluan changed his posture, but he still lowered his head:

"But you are indeed his father."

Qin Luo smiled bitterly:

"If I could, I wish I hadn't."

Ji Qingluan's expression finally loosened a little because of these words, she raised her head and looked at Qin Luo, wanting to ask something, but she didn't make a sound after all.

Qin Luo was amused by her expression, leaned back, and lay down on the big stone, making pillows with his hands, looking at the stars in the night sky:

"It's not that I don't like Yanyu, it's not that I don't like being the father of your child, it's just that I hate using such a way that I can't choose and feel intimidated at the same time."

"Afraid of what?"

"You hate me!" Qin Luo looked at Ji Qingluan: "I'm afraid you'll hate me." ”

Ji Qingluan was a little helpless:

"You should know that I'm not one to get angry."

"Yes, I understand you." Qin Luo's voice became very soft: "But I don't know your feelings, this matter has something to do with Qiao Yusen, I don't know if you will deal with it as usual, or there will be some unexpected circumstances." ”

Ji Qingluan was silent, he saw himself thoroughly, and even took into account his own emotions, and what he said was right, the moment she knew the truth, she did resent Qin Luo, resentment for no reason, just because he was his daughter's father.

"Qingluan--" Qin Luo suddenly shouted softly. Ji Qingluan looked up at him, but found that he had already sat up, looking at herself deeply, she understood something at once, and her first reaction was to escape, but Qin Luo seemed to understand her intentions, and had already taken a step before she moved, grabbing her wrist:

"You're going to have to give me a chance to express myself."

"Qin Luo--"

"No matter what I say it, it's not to influence your decision, let alone to get anything, I just feel that if I don't say anything, I'm afraid I won't have a chance."

Ji Qingluan was slightly surprised:

"You're leaving?"

"I'm not ready to leave." Qin Luo said.

Would he be so willing to leave the city with her? Even if he can't sit side by side like this, he can't hold hands, let alone hug, but he can always breathe the air of the same city as her, and occasionally make an appointment to meet one day, he is enough.

"I mean, there's another kind of distance, which has nothing to do with space." Qin Luo explained: "We grew up together, ate together, lived together, and could be inseparable every day, counting the time, we have lived together for almost 13 years." ”

"I don't know how to express my liking, so I never said those words to you, Uncle Ji, when Aunt Ji left, you were still so young, and probably didn't know what death meant, I didn't dare to tell you, protect you like a wounded animal, and no one was allowed to approach you, because I was afraid that they would explain to you the meaning of 'death', and I was afraid that you would shed tears."

"When you grow up, even if I protect you well, you also know the meaning of death, at that time you were only in elementary school, but you stood in front of me and told me categorically, don't have children in the future, because your grandmother and mother died of childbirth, I didn't comfort you, but quietly swore that I would become a very powerful obstetrician and gynecologist in the future, so that you can eliminate your fear of having a child, I have done it now, but I never thought that you already have smoke and rain."

"When you went abroad to study, I knelt in my grandfather's study for a day and a night, I hoped that he would agree to let me go with me, but he didn't agree in the end, my parents died in England, he was full of fear of that country, as his only grandson, I couldn't make him sad anymore, I could only compromise and let you leave alone."

"The day you went abroad, I didn't go to see you off, you called me after you arrived in England and asked me why, I told you because I had an important class that I couldn't escape, you scolded me for not being angry, but at that time I was actually lying in the hospital, I had a small car accident on the way to the airport, my lower leg was broken, and I still have a scar until now."

Ji Qingluan looked at Qin Luo in surprise, she didn't know until this moment that Qin Luo studied obstetrics and gynecology for herself, just because of her unintentional words when she was a child that determined his future journey.

What surprised her even more was that Qin Luo had a car accident when she was out of the country at this time, and when she called, he could still reassure himself in a joking tone.

"Don't look at me with such eyes, in the face of love, men also have some unknown secrets." Qin Luo said with a smile.

"Every year on your birthday, I will find all kinds of reasons to lie to my grandfather and go to England to celebrate your birthday, but I have not appeared in front of you once, the first year's birthday, you sat alone in a coffee shop reading a detective novel, I stood on the opposite street for more than two hours, until you left, back to the apartment, the second year's birthday, your friends knew, celebrated, the lights in your apartment were bright all night, you played until the next morning, I looked at the lights downstairs, I knew that it was dawn."

"On the third year's birthday, you are not alone, nor a group of people, you have a very good man by your side, I have never seen you like a bird, even if there is no intimate behavior between you, I still feel your happiness, so in the fourth year, I did not go again, in my room I lit a birthday cake full of candles for you, and sang a birthday song for you, but I know, you must not have heard."

Qin Luo paused for a moment, looked at Ji Qingluan's surprised face with serious and focused eyes, and said:

"I say this, not to let you know what I have done for you, but I want you to know that I am willing to do anything for you, and I also want you to know the truest thoughts in my heart, I like you, I like you very much."

The night is deep, the moonlight quietly embraces the two people, in the middle of the night, there are a little stars overhead, and the soft grass under his feet, a man looks at a woman with burning eyes, and says: I like you, I like you very much.

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