192. VIP134 - I'm leaving
Even if Ji Qingluan didn't love Qin Luo, at this moment, he was also moved by this man who was persistent in love, doing a hundred points but not saying a single point.
These words are like a bowl of chili water, which makes people's hearts tumble and boil in this cold and clear night.
Qin Luo's eyes looked at Ji Qingluan tightly, one second, two seconds, three seconds-
A tiny catkins fell from her eyelashes, and then flew up and down with the blink of her eyes, like a cute elf.
Qin Luo stretched out his hand to stroke her, but it alarmed her heart.
Ji Qingluan avoided Qin Luo's gaze, subconsciously wanting to escape, because she didn't know how to deal with such a thing.
On the battlefield of love, there is only love and no love, there is no middle ground.
Love? Ji Qingluan was sure that he didn't have that feeling for Qin Luo.
Don't love it? Isn't it cruel to say no to a late night?
In the final analysis, Ji Qingluan is still a woman who has no love experience and does not know how to refuse.
After a long time, Qin Luo smiled bitterly:
"I've always wanted a result, in fact, I've seen the result, but I stubbornly don't want to believe it, and now, after the words I hold in my heart are finished, it's also a matter of my heart."
"As for the matter of Yanyu, you don't have to worry, if there is no opinion between Qiao Yusen and Xia Chu, she can always treat Qiao Yusen as her father, as for whether she treats me as a father or not, it is not that important."
After saying the last two sentences, Qin Luo stood up from the stone, he stood in front of Ji Qingluan again, smiling, faintly, as if nothing had been said, nothing had happened, he just sat with her for a while, just for a while.
"It's not early, let's stay in the compound tonight, and I'll go back with you tomorrow."
Ji Qingluan didn't raise his head, and he didn't seem to have found a way to face him:
"Where's the smoke and rain?"
"Jo Yusen and Xia Chu are in the hospital, there will be no problem."
"Thank you."
Qin Luo smiled, didn't say anything more, turned around and walked towards his house, he hadn't been back for a while.
In front of Ji Yanyu's hospital bed, Qiao Yusen and Xia Chu each sat on one side and quietly guarded her, Yanyu, who was already out of danger, didn't need them to stay here, Qiao Yusen also wanted to let Xia Chu go back to rest, but in the end he didn't say it, he always felt that he had been separated from Xia Chu for too long, he always felt that there was something to say, and he always wanted to see her as soon as he looked up.
Xia Chu glanced at the watch on his wrist:
"Looks like they're not coming back today."
Jo Yusen smiled:
"They have a lot of problems to solve, and they are probably still in a hurry."
"What about you?"
"Me?" Jo Yusen looked at her: "What's wrong with me?" β
"What are your plans?"
Qiao Yusen glanced at Ji Yanyu, then turned to look at her, and smiled bitterly:
"I'm supposed to ask you this question, right, what are your plans for our future?"
Xia Chu didn't think about Qiao Yusen's question for too long, as if she had expected to be asked like this in her heart, and she had already prepared the answer, she smiled:
"We just got divorced, and you asked such a question, and I really don't know how to answer it."
"Early summer." Qiao Yusen shouted affectionately: "The matter of Coco, and the matter of this smoke and rain, I have made you suffer too many grievances, I--"
"You don't have to apologize to me." Xia Chu interrupted Qiao Yusen's words: "As for me, I also have shortcomings, but I also have a very good advantage, that is, empathy, if I look at the issue of Xu Ke and Ji Yanyu from your point of view, I fully understand you." β
"When you say that, I am even more embarrassed."
Xia Chu smiled bitterly:
"You don't have to, because I understand you, just because I understand you doesn't mean I'll forgive you."
Jo Yusen looked at her.
"Qiao Yusen, Xu is the most important person in your life, Ji Yanyu is the person you want to treat well because of your childhood, these two people, neither of you will give up, and no one wants to owe, so you rank me behind, I am not a cold-blooded person, I try to empathize and compare my heart to my heart, but I can't let me experience you every time."
"There are too many things that you can't refuse, but yes, Ji Yanyu too, but I don't know if I forgave you these two times, and then there will be a third time, a fourth time, maybe there is, maybe not, but who dares to guarantee that there are so many feelings for a person, and I don't have a deep relationship with you, and if it goes on like this one after another, one day my feelings for you will completely disappear, and you don't want to see that day, right?"
"So, let's keep it as it is, I think it's very good, you can calm down and take the Qiao Bai family seriously, and I can also walk around and live a life that I haven't had before."
Qiao Yusen frowned slightly:
"You're leaving?"
"It's only temporary." Xia Chu didn't hide it from Qiao Yusen: "I also decided suddenly, I don't know where to go, I just want to go." β
He has no reason to refuse, he doesn't even have the qualifications to refuse, he has no position to ask her to do anything for himself, she is no longer his wife, she is no longer his girlfriend, and the relationship between them is just the most ordinary relationship.
"When?"
"As soon as possible." At the beginning of summer, his eyes fell on Ji Yanyu's face, and he looked at it for a long time without speaking.
After the truth of Ji Yanyu's life experience was revealed, Xia Chu was a little confused, she understood what variables would occur between herself and Qiao Yusen, she asked herself, do you want to accept it? It's not that I don't want to, it's not that I don't want to, but I don't dare.
A permit, a monsoon smoke and rain, this is before, settled, but after that, can Qiao Yusen be sure that there will not be any more people or things that cannot be refused? Showing up, can he be sure to consider his feelings in the first place?
Even if he could be sure, Xia Chu wouldn't believe it anymore.
She and Jo Yusen have not lived in a bad environment since they were children, and they will have some attitudes that they dare not easily believe in everything except themselves, because they both know what it means to easily trust a person if they are disappointed.
But Xia Chu believed in Qiao Yusen, and Qiao Yusen also believed in Xia Chu, there seems to be no difference between the two, but in fact, there is, Xia Chu's belief did not become weak until this time, and Qiao Yusen's was vulnerable from the beginning.
When the incident came, he chose to believe in the stand-in, and when Ji Yanyu appeared, he didn't even ask a word of doubt.
You can't say that he is too easily deceived, nor can you say that he doesn't have the ability to judge the right and wrong of things, he has all of these, but they don't apply to these two things, if there is a person around you who is most important to you and cheats you, you will not be able to stand it, if your child lives alone abroad for 7 years, you will also become at a loss, I don't know what to do, Jo Yusen is just too sensitive to these two things, and Xia Chu and Jo Yusen did not exclude all the sufficient trust, That's why this two consecutive situations were created.
Xia Chu really didn't have the courage to do it all over again, she was scared, she was timid, and she wanted to run away.
She wants to give herself a chance to meet new people, experience a new life, forget everything that has happened in this place, if she can, she also hopes to forget Jo Yusen this person, if the two people really have an inextricable fate, maybe they will meet again in an amazing attitude.
When Ji Qingluan came to the hospital the next day, Xia Chu had already left, and Qiao Yusen was the only one in the huge ward to accompany Ji Yanyu, who was still asleep.
Hearing the sound, Qiao Yusen raised his head, saw Ji Qingluan, and nodded lightly:
"You're here."
Goodbye Qiao Yusen's Ji Qingluan is more or less embarrassing, because of this child is too unpleasant, and even went to the judicial process, although it is for the sake of the child, but after all, there are still some things that are difficult to face after regaining calm, they will also think of those times when they were red-faced, remembering that this was a misunderstanding from beginning to end, and remembering how ridiculous their dispute was.
Ji Qingluan put down the bag in his hand and sat down on the other side of the hospital bed, there was obvious pity and chagrin in his eyes, Qiao Yusen didn't say anything, and he didn't want to say anything, he got up from his seat:
"I'll go back first."
"I'm sorry." Ji Qingluan lowered her head and said this sentence, something she had almost never said.
Jo Yusen stopped:
"You don't know the truth, and you're not responsible for this."
"That being said, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be like this between you and Xia Chu."
"That's my problem." Qiao Yusen confessed: "I didn't give Xia Chu what he wanted, I just blindly talked about the child in front of her, but I never thought about how she felt from her perspective and position, if I cared about her thoughts from the beginning, instead of thinking about whether she would accept this child, maybe things wouldn't have turned out like this, even if there are problems, they are much easier to solve than now, so, I don't blame anyone, I only blame myself, it is reasonable for her to be disappointed in me, and I am also very disappointed in myself, I said that I would never let anyone hurt her in my life, but I didn't expect that the person who hurt her the most in the end was myself. β
Ji Qingluan was silent.
"I may be a good friend to you, I may be a good boss to the employees of X International, and I may be a good business partner to my peers in the business who can bring them considerable profits, but for the beginning of the summerβ" Jo Yusen was silent for a moment and smiled wryly:
"But I have to admit my defeat."