[Women are selfish, if one day she will let go of the person she loves, she will either go crazy or be disappointed. 】

Shen Xichen suddenly remembered that Yi Jing had said such a sentence.

She's leaving now, she's going to let go, she's so disappointed in him, right?

He handed Yi Jing's ID card, passport and other things to Shen Ye and let out a long breath.

"Send her away and keep her safe. I'll call you cousin, and you'll do your duty. Shen Xichen turned his back to Shen Ye, and his deep eyes looked down at the flowers and trees downstairs through the floor-to-ceiling window.

Shen Ye looked at Shen Xichen who was hidden in the sun, and stopped talking.

After a few hesitations, he turned and left.

Yijing left at two o'clock in the afternoon, Shen Ye originally wanted to tell Shen Xichen to let him send off the plane, but in the end he didn't speak.

How could he not see that Shen Xichen actually cared about Yiyi? The bystander is clear, everything he did Shen Ye remembers vividly.

On Chen Yanguang's side, the company did donate it, but there was still a part of the remaining property in case of Yiyi's need, and the money was deposited on a bank card, and Shen Xichen also asked Shen Ye to transfer it to Yiyi.

Yi Jing, Shen Xichen didn't ask for a penny.

Shen Xichen looked at everything below with deep contemplation, and among the emerald green flowers, white buds were exposed. He looked at it in fascination, as if he saw not flowers, but the face of Yi Yi smiling at her.

The first time they met, she was still an iron-clad little girl, and she was willing to succumb to the kidnappers for him.

The second time they met, on the first day of junior high school, she was envious that others were accompanied by her parents, but she didn't care about it.

The third time they met, she was lying at the door of Shen's house, washed by the heavy rain, her face was pale, and she was finally rescued.

She was kidnapped because of him, and she blocked the bullets for him. But she didn't complain at all, still smiled at him, and forgave him as always.

But this time, she really won't come back, she will never forgive him again.

Shen Xichen felt that in the few weeks they spent in Australia, he would always remember it, and even bring it into the coffin, take it to heaven or hell, even if he drank Meng Po soup a thousand times, he would never forget it.

It is a love that goes deep into the bone marrow and cannot be removed.

Lost and dejected, he returned to the room, which belonged only to him and Yijing.

There seems to be a remnant of the smell of Yijing here, he walks around the room in slow motion, it seems that Yijing will appear in every corner, she calls him with a smile, cries and calls him, and calls him angrily.

Shen Xichen's eyes were full of water, and he didn't even notice it.

He trembled and touched the cabinet that Yijing used to put things, gritted his teeth, and resisted the urge to go to her.

Shen Xichen suddenly wanted to know what Yiyi was hiding in this cabinet, and every time she mysteriously put something in the cabinet, she didn't let Shen Xichen know what it was.

Maybe there are some precious memories in it.

There was a combination lock in the cabinet, and Shen Xichen tried several times, but he couldn't press the password correctly.

This time, he pressed his birthday.

He never dared to try this password, he was afraid that Yi Jing would refute that it was just Han Qiaoqiao's birthday.

Smack - Unlock successfully, a small drawer will automatically pop up.

There's actually nothing in it, a CD, a set of photos, a very thick book.

Shen Xichen carefully took them out and walked to the desk.

His heart was suddenly aching, he felt that his breathing was a little unsmooth, and he hugged what he left behind, as if that was his whole life.

He first opened the thick book, and the title page was pasted with a small pink flower that had been made into a taxidermy, and the following was written: [This is the first flower you gave me, Australia is beautiful, but the love you give me is even more beautiful. Shen Xichen continued to flip through it, this is Yijing's diary, it seems that she started writing it when she was just pregnant.

[Life is terrible! I'd rather have a stomach ache than have an extra "tumor" on my body. The date was a few days before Shen Xichen found out that Yi Jie was pregnant.

[I can understand your anger at me, because I'm used to it.] But what I fear the most will you want me...... But you don't belong to me in the first place. The date was the day before Shen Xichen rushed out of the Shen family.

[I thought everything would be peaceful, I thought you would accept me, I thought you would be as affectionate as ever, I thought you would not let go of your clenched hand again. But that's just what I thought. If I could, I also hoped that I could restrain my eagerness to understand you. However, ......] Shen Xichen turned through it mechanically, looking at Yi Jing's delicate font, and felt that every word was constantly piercing holes in him, allowing him to suck his blood.

[Your eyes are the brightest stars in the sky, but unfortunately your shining light will never shine on me. [It's okay to be abandoned by you, as long as you can be happy.] I'm the garbage thrown out by others, but I linger in your house for a long time. My wreckage will rot, and if you turn around, you will see the flowers I have planted for you. [I tried to say I love you a hundred times, but I couldn't say it. You know my mind, but you don't pay attention. A lot of pages, a lot of pages...... They were all written by Yijing when she was pregnant, sometimes she would write a lot of words a day, and sometimes, only the three words "Shen Xichen" were left on a page.

Shen Xichen casually picked up a bottle of whiskey on the table and took a sip.

The spicy liquor rushed straight to his stomach, and he felt inexplicable colic, and the whiskey that was constantly pouring down was rampage in Shen Xichen's stomach, and his whole body was hot and painful.

Shen Xichen was slightly arched in pain, and sweat oozed from his forehead.

It hurts! He would rather have a stomachache than a heartache when he sees Yijing's diary!

He put the disc on his computer and waited quietly for it to be broadcast.

That group of photos was actually taken by Shen Xichen and Yijing together, and she collected them as treasures.

The contents of the disc are videos recorded at the hotel at the time.

Yijing has never had the courage to take it to see, she is afraid of the contents of the disc, and reminds herself that she is a dirty woman all the time.

So she put the disc in this little cabinet and locked it, thinking that no one would know.

Shen Xichen stared intently at the computer screen, and the first thing he found was Mo Ke.

But the man in the photo is not Moke.

Then he heard their conversation.

I believe in Him, and I believe in Him at all times. He said that he would protect me and love me, and he would definitely do it, and he would not be sorry for me. Shen Xichen suddenly heard what Yi Jing said.

Believe him no matter what, but Shen Xichen took advantage of her!

He squeezed the bottle hard and took another sip.

Damn it! Why does his heart still hurt so much! It hurt so much that he couldn't feel the pain in his stomach!