Chapter 182: The Worst Thing Is to Believe You

"Hahaha......" Yiyi suddenly raised her head and laughed sadly, she looked directly at Shen Xichen senselessly: "I'm for money." I'm in it for the money! Will I go for the money? ”

She shook her head and took a step back, her smile pale and sarcastic.

She leaned against the cold wall and looked up at the lamp.

After listening to Shen Xichen's tirade, she didn't feel the slightest feeling. Oh, yes! She was already dead to him...... How else do you talk about feelings?

"Shen Xichen, from beginning to end, who is the person who is calculating interests?" Yi Jing's cold eyes looked at Shen Xichen, "You have become a big winner, but what about the chess pieces in your hands?" You really didn't have the slightest shame before you took advantage of others. ”

Shen Xichen stared at Yiyi strangely, how could she know that he was using her?

The beating heart also seemed to stop, quietly waiting for an answer from Yijing.

"My mom left me a very old company, right? No one else can find any trace of your intervention in this company, right? You don't spend a single soldier to get a grand slam, right? Look how good you are, you lie without blinking. You said you loved me, but what? It's all! Who's taking whose money! Who's taking advantage of whom! Yiwen suddenly rushed back to the room and took out the Capricorn doll.

She held it in her hand, her eyes full of tears but she endured it strongly.

She threw the thing in her hand at Shen Xichen fiercely, and the weightless doll hit Shen Xichen's chest and fell tremblingly on the edge of his leather shoes.

He quietly looked at the doll lying on the ground and shut up.

But his heart seemed to be cone inward by a blunt awl, and the awl swirled, grinding out blood and tears from his heart and liver. He almost couldn't help but confess everything to Yiyi, kneeling and begging for her forgiveness.

But it can't be.

Yijing bit her lip and calmed down: "I have lived for more than 20 years, and the most wrong thing I did was to believe in you, and the most regrettable thing was to fall in love with you." If you could give me a chance to start over, I'd rather be struck by lightning that night than be rescued by you. I don't want to take credit here and say how much I care about you, because these are all in your memories. You won't know how much I hate you now, both of my children died because of you, and the inheritance left by my mother was used by you. I've never cared about money, but ...... You took advantage of me. ”

"Han Yijing, don't use bitter meat tricks in front of me." Shen Xichen squeezed out a sentence stiffly, but the last few words were mixed with choking.

"You're always looking at other people's actions from your point of view, I'm used to being self-serving, right? You have always thought that your childhood was too unfortunate, and Shen Lishan and her husband brought too many shadows to you. But...... Have you ever tried the feeling of holding your own daughter and watching her die in your arms? Have you ever tried the helplessness of watching your loved ones die in front of you and doing nothing? Have you ever tried to be framed, but you can only swallow the pain in your stomach? Have you ever tried the feeling of being taken advantage of by the people you love the most! ”

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"Nope! You don't have any! Because what you love most is yourself! You can't taste that pain at all! Shen Xichen, are you too happy to live! ”

These words have been suppressed in Yijing's heart for a long time, she has always thought that she can tolerate him and forgive him, but she can't do it. She is so afraid that she will become another Shen Xichen, cold-blooded and ruthless, and will only love herself.

Shen Xichen looked at Yijing deeply, her tears had already flowed out of her unconscious, all over her face, she gritted her teeth and raised her head, as if she was working very hard to endure it.

Shen Ye really wanted to step forward and end all this, but he was an outsider after all.

Shen Xichen's throat choked, and his tone softened: "Han Yijing, this is a path that I have paved for my own life, don't be naΓ―ve to think that your appearance can change anything......"

"That's right! Your ego is like a cage, and you are willing to trap yourself in it, unwilling to look at the scenery outside, unwilling to listen to the outside world. You just stare at your barren wasteland, but you don't think of a way to make it full. What qualifications do you have to be compassionate? I'm blind to pity you and fall in love with you! ”

After standing for a long time, Yijing felt that her lumbar spine was a little tired...... She will not forget that her body has become so bad, and it is also brought by Shen Xichen.

A gunshot wound to her shoulder, a scar from surgery on her left calf due to a fracture, a knife mark on her arm......

Yi Jing smiled quietly, except for this face, she is still good, and everything else is useless.

Shen Xichen's footsteps moved, but he didn't have the courage to take this step.

He wanted to hold her in his arms, help her wipe away her bitter tears, and tell her that all this was untrue, just a dream she had.

But the indifference revealed in her eyes made Shen Xichen panic, he knew that if he hugged her, she would definitely resist.

He finally saw her, and he didn't want to ruin this beauty.

He had to give her the idea of living.

"Han Yijing, what you said was so sensational, I was almost brought in by you." Shen Xichen clasped his hands to his chest, "What do you think you are?" Will all kinds of men fall in love with your goddess? Don't be silly! There are so many women in the world who are better than you! It's you, I shouldn't be able to live without it, right? ”

Yijing's body shook, as if she had been hit by the vital point.

The knife marks on her wrists were still exposed to the air.

She actually wanted to kill herself for this scumbag? It's a bit silly!

She smiled sadly: "You are too naΓ―ve, do you think you are my whole life?" I have my pursuits, I have my beliefs. On the contrary, without you, I can have my circle of friends, I don't have to look at other people's faces to do things, I can be strong, and I don't have to be wronged again......"

Counting them one by one, I didn't expect that there were so many benefits of leaving Shen Xichen.

Yes, love is not the whole of life.

Before, she thought that as long as the two of them loved each other, it didn't matter if they turned their backs on the whole world. But now, she suddenly remembered the good times when she was single.

Comfortable and free, maybe she will never love others again in her life.

Shen Xichen was relieved in his heart, looking at Yi Jing's stubborn appearance, he felt that everything he had done had paid off.

Yiyi turned around and wanted to go back to the room, but stopped after walking a few steps: "Shen Xichen, you will regret it." When you find out the truth, you will regret it. ”

After all, he mutilated his own son with his own hands and gave up his love for her.

Shen Xichen looked at Yiyi's back in pain, and his whole body was throbbing.

Yijing paused and quickly returned to her room.

Finally, the dust has settled.

On the way back, she had already begged Shen Ye, hoping that he could lend her some money and let her go abroad.

Resolutely left Shen Xichen, including memories about him.

In the past few days, I have hated enough and been sad enough, and Yijing suddenly became enlightened.

She can't also launch a series of revenge plans, so that Shen Xichen will become the second Cheng Yi.

The grievances of the previous generation, this generation has finally paid off.