Guo Zhan, who took the revolutionary rebellion as his own responsibility, has always been on the front line of the rebellion, sparing no effort to create rebellions against others. But he never expected that one day his proud father would also be rebelled by others! According to the rebels in the army, Guo Zhan's father was arrested and imprisoned by Kuomintang agents when he was working in the white area before liberation, and was later released after writing a letter of surrender.

Guo Zhan's home was raided, his father was captured by the rebel organization, and he changed from a glorious Red Five-class child to a traitorous son who everyone despised overnight.

As the "son of a great traitor", Guo Zhan was arrested by his former comrades-in-arms and imprisoned in a small dark room, demanding that he honestly confess his father's apostasy and reactionary crimes. Before the liberation, Guo Zhan was not yet born, he did not understand his father's apostasy at that time, and he could not explain his father's reactionary crimes, if he indiscriminately charged his father with some crimes, he could avoid being beaten and released, but he would rather be detained and beaten than smear his father's face.

Guo Zhan was a person with a high heart and a strong sense of self-esteem, he was born in a revolutionary military family, and received a revolutionary traditional education since he was a child. He is a hot-blooded young man with ideals, ambitions and pursuits. In this unprecedented political movement that swept the whole country, he actively threw himself into it, held high the banner of rebellion and reason, and charged forward for the great and lofty ideal of completely smashing the old world and establishing the new world, and for the liberation of all mankind and thus the proletariat itself. And now he has unbelievably become an object of revolution, an outcast and despised person, those Red Guard comrades who once surrounded him, now wielding a belt and whip at him, his ass is red and swollen by those people's kicks, this huge contrast between ice and fire is completely beyond his expectations, and he cannot accept this cruel reality. In an age where politics and political life are above all else, the son of a traitor has no hope in the course of his life. He felt the pain of those he had defeated from his own reality, and he began to doubt what he had done, and with it, the ideals, passions, and desires that he had in his heart were all gone, leaving only a stomach full of complaints and humiliation.

Guo Zhan was locked up in an abandoned principal's office, a small house with windows nailed with broken wooden planks, dark and damp and full of decay, and the light from outside the house only penetrated through the cracks in the wooden planks.

The loss of freedom and humiliation of life no longer meant anything to the arrogant Guo Zhan, he thought of ending his life, he once looked up at the beam of the house and wanted to hang himself by hanging the beam. But he was always guarded by his side, and he was looking for an opportunity.

On this day, Guo Zhanzhan wanted to end his life, the Red Guard who guarded him may have eaten unclean food and had dysentery, and he had to go to the toilet every once in a while, he had to go for a longer time each time and would lock the door from the outside, so Guo Zhan had time to be alone.

When the guard had another chance to go to the toilet, Guo Zhanzhan quickly took off the shirt he was wearing, he tore the clothes into several pieces and tied the rags into a rope, he moved the table under the beam and stood up and made a rope sleeve on the beam. When Guo Zhan quickly made all the preparations, he didn't want to die immediately. He also has to take the last look at this world.

Guo Zhan jumped down from the table and walked to the window, which was nailed by a wooden plank, and he looked out through the narrow gap in the plank. Outside the window was a flower bed, which had now been trampled beyond recognition. But there were still a few unnamed flowers blooming in the bright sun, and Guo Zhan looked greedily at the scenery outside, he wanted to take a few more glances at this world that made him reluctant and hurt him before he died.

Guo Zhan silently thought in his heart: It's time to go, and say goodbye to this world. He turned half of his body and looked up at the rope that hung from the beams. He turned around again and left the most dear glance in the world outside the window. But at this moment, his eyes suddenly froze, followed by a sharp spasm of his heart, and his breathing almost stopped.

It turned out that he saw a familiar figure wandering near the flower bed. From time to time, he looked at the room where he was being held with melancholy eyes, this figure was not far from the room where Guo Zhan was being held, and he clearly saw that this person was Wang Shuhui. Guo Zhan immediately understood that Wang Shuhui never forgot his old feelings.

As analyzed by Guo Zhan, after Guo Zhan was criticized by the struggle, Shuhui, who had severed ties with him, sympathized with Guo Zhan instead, and she often came to the house where Guo Zhan was imprisoned and hung anxiously to watch, hoping to see Guo Zhan.

At this time, Wang Shuhui's eyes looked at the room again, and her eyes met Guo Zhanzhan, but she didn't know that Guo Zhanzhan was peeking at her from behind the gap in the plank.

Guo Zhan was deeply moved by Wang Shuhui's beautiful and melancholy eyes, and he wanted to shout Wang Shuhui's name loudly, but his mouth trembled and squirmed a few times before he did not shout. Guo Zhan felt that he was sorry for Wang Shuhui and did not want to bother her before he died.

Guo Zhan silently looked at Wang Shuhui outside the window, looking at Wang Shuhui's curvy and charming figure, he actually felt that what he was most reluctant to leave was not this world, but this woman he had loved deeply and was ruthlessly abandoned by himself! His eyes were moist, and he forgot all about what he had just done.

"Guo Zhan, you hang the hanging rope, don't you want to die?" It turned out that the guard with diarrhea came back, but Guo Zhanzhan didn't know it, and a roar behind him woke him up from his trance!

"! Lao Tzu originally wanted to die, but now he doesn't want to die! Guo Zhanzhan turned around and shouted hysterically at the guard, and he rushed to the table and kicked it over!

Guo Zhan was finally released after being imprisoned for more than a month, and when he returned home, he learned that his father was imprisoned by God in an unknown place, and his mother was left alone in the family to sit and wipe his tears all day, and his younger brother Guo Shengli ran around with a group of children all day long, and did not go home until dark, and could not talk to him. Guo Zhan, who was hit hard by his heart, was reluctant to break into society again, and he did not show up in school. He made a glass fish tank with his own hands, concentrated on raising tropical fish at home, and rode his bicycle to the small river in the suburbs every now and then to catch fish and insects.

Guo Zhan claims to be a free-spirited person who is out of society, but he is a hot-blooded young man who is sensitive to politics at heart, and he can't bear to be separated from society for a long time. Guo tried to get in touch with his classmates who had rebelled together, but none of them wanted to associate with him, the son of a traitor. He felt isolated and depressed.

Guo Zhanzhan, who felt the heat and coldness of the world, couldn't help but think of Wang Shuhui again, and missed the good times with Wang Shuhui. I remember that on the night of his twentieth birthday, Wang Shuhui gave him a beautiful and attractive ketone body without reservation, and Wang Shuhui's feminine body strongly attracted him. Recalling the scene at that time, Guo Zhanzhan felt that his feelings for Wang Shuhui were sincere, but it was only when the two were from different backgrounds and different classes that he was forced to abandon Wang Shuhui. But now that the so-called family origin and bloodline are no longer an insurmountable gap between them, Guo Zhan decided to find Wang Shuhui and try to restore their former relationship.

Guo Zhan went back to school to look for Wang Shuhui, but according to Wang Shuhui's classmates, Wang Shuhui had not come to school recently. Wang Shuhui was not found, and Guo Zhan was very frustrated.

Just when Guo Zhan was looking for Wang Shuhui in the world, Wang Hongzu was also looking for Wang Shuhui, and he wanted to settle accounts with his sister! But none of them found Shuhui.

Where is Wang Shuhui now? No one knows what to do, and her whereabouts are a mystery! (To be continued......)