Shuzhen's mother and daughter unfortunately died, which caused Wang Yunqing and his wife to suffer a great physical and mental blow. Since the beating, Mrs. Wang, who has been extremely depressed, can't eat and sleep well, and always feels that she can't get out of her heart. Her body, which had been relatively healthy, was rapidly weakened.

One day, Mrs. Wang couldn't afford to get sick, she was found to have stomach cancer in the hospital, and the doctor analyzed that Mrs. Wang had been suffering from gastritis for a long time, and she was depressed, so the gastritis gradually turned into stomach cancer after it was aggravated, and her stomach cancer condition had reached a hopelessly advanced stage.

Mrs. Wang suffered from an incurable disease, which added new suffering to this already unfortunate family, and Wang Yunqing felt the most sad. In order to let his wife and son overcome the disease, Wang Yunqing, who had a trace of illusion, took Mrs. Wang to several well-known hospitals for diagnosis and treatment, but the result was in vain, and Mrs. Wang died half a year later.

When Mrs. Wang was critically ill, Wang Yunqing and her son and daughter-in-law were waiting by her side.

Seeing that Mrs. Wang was about to leave, Wang Yunqing held his wife's hand with tears in his eyes, and at this time he remembered that he had made a promise to his wife when he married him, and he wanted his beloved wife to live in happiness for the rest of his life. Now his wife, who has been with him for decades, is leaving this world with pain and sorrow, and when his beloved wife is about to die, he really feels that he owes her a lot! Thinking of this, Wang Yunqing was sad and blamed himself, and he couldn't help crying: "Wife, I'm sorry for you!" ”

Mrs. Wang, who had her eyes closed, heard her husband's cry, and she opened her eyes with great effort to comfort her husband in a weak voice: "Old man, you have been good to me all your life, I am content!" The fate of the two of us in this life is over, but the fate in the next life is not over, I will go one step first and wait for you over there, don't feel sorry for me. After Mrs. Wang finished speaking, a faint smile appeared on her face.

Mrs. Wang said to Wang Yunqing again: "Old man, Hongju has a very hard time over there, and I have twenty yuan under my pillow, which is saved from the money for buying vegetables. I was going to send him the money, but I couldn't get up from this illness, so you can send it to Hongju on my behalf after I die! ”

"Hey." Wang Yunqing nodded tearfully.

"Alas! I regret that Hongju was not by my side before he died! Madame Wang said with tears streaming from the corners of her eyes.

When everyone was grieving, the door of the ward was pushed open with a squeak, Wang Yunqing and the others turned their heads to look, only to see the white-haired Wang Yunlong shrunk his shoulders and walked in with his head bowed, and he came to Mrs. Wang's hospital bed and knelt on the ground with a bang. "Sister-in-law, my good sister-in-law! Brother, I'm sorry for you! I'm seeing you off! After Wang Yunlong finished speaking, he cried loudly.

Gui Fang looked at Wang Yunlong with extreme disgust and said, "Second uncle, who asked you to come?" Get me out of the way! ”

Wang Yunqing stopped Gui Fang and said, "Gui Fang, don't do this to your second uncle." Since he can come to visit your mother, it means that he still has this sister-in-law in his heart. Then Wang Yunqing asked Wang Yunlong very strangely: "Second brother, how do you know that your sister-in-law is critically ill?" ”

Wang Yunlong cried and replied, "It was Hongxing who told me." ”

"Humph! It's just you! Gui Fang glared at Wang Hongxing fiercely, and Wang Hongxing hurriedly explained: "My mother asked me to find my second uncle, and she said that she had something to say to my second uncle in person." ”

Hearing Wang Hongxing say this, Wang Yunlong cried even more.

Mrs. Wang, who was already extremely weak, seemed to sense Wang Yunlong's arrival, and she searched around with her misty eyes, "Is it the second uncle?" ”

"Sister-in-law, I'm Yunlong. Look, here I am! Wang Yunlong, whose face was full of tears, stood up and put his face in front of Mrs. Wang.

"Yunlong, I'm leaving, we'll never see each other when I leave. So before I go, I have a few words to say to you. ”

Wang Yunlong cried and said, "Sister-in-law, you say, brother, I'll listen!" ”

"Yunlong, I know that your family has a deep prejudice against my family, and your children treat us as enemies through sports. The deaths of Lao Zhao, Yijing and Shuzhen can't be said to have nothing to do with your children, and when I mention the people in your family, my heart is full of hatred! Seriously, I live with hatred and pain every day. I am a believer in Buddhism, and I didn't understand until I was about to die. I didn't do what the Buddha said, everything is empty, there is no desire, no desire, no sorrow, no joy, but it is the hatred in my stomach that damages my longevity. ”

Mrs. Wang took a few breaths and then continued: "Yunlong, sister-in-law recently, I often dream of the Buddha, and the Buddha wants me to abandon all the rights and wrongs in the world and become a person who is enlightened. Before leaving, I forgive you and your children, and I hope that you will cultivate virtue and do good deeds in this life and this life, and that the sea of suffering will be boundless and turn back to the shore, and you will be liberated in the next life by taking refuge in the Buddha! ”

Wang Yunlonghe didn't expect his sister-in-law to be so magnanimous, he said with tears in his eyes: "Sister-in-law, brother, I know that I am wrong!" I have been unable to mix up my life for most of my life because of my good and bad work, and my eldest brother has helped me again and again, I am not only ungrateful but also jealous that my eldest brother is richer than me, and his life is more nourishing than me. My wife and I haven't educated my bastard children since we were kids, and our family is ungrateful! Sister-in-law, I regret it so much, I'm ashamed! I'm here to make amends for you! After he finished speaking, he lay on the ground and kowtowed to Mrs. Wang a few times!

Madame Wang was already extremely weak at this time, and she said in a weak voice: "Brother Yunlong, don't mention the past!" Hurry up, sister-in-law has something to ask you. ”

"Sister-in-law, you have something to say."

"Brother Yunlong, I don't want our two families to be like enemies after my death. I know that there is a Tang poem written in the Tao like this: After all the calamities, the brothers are here, and they meet with a smile and a grudge. Brother Yunlong, I'm going to die, you can take your eldest brother's hand in front of me, okay? ”

"Hey! I listen to my sister-in-law! Wang Yunlong said and shook Wang Yunqing's outstretched hand, and then the two brothers hugged each other tightly with tears.

Mrs. Wang looked at the scene in front of her, and she closed her eyes with relief.

At midnight that day, Mrs. Wang passed away peacefully in a coma.

Usually Mrs. Wang regards Wang Yunqing as her backbone, but she is also Wang Yunqing's indispensable emotional support, and the return of his wife to the West for decades makes Wang Yunqing feel lonely, but what is more unbearable than loneliness is the endless longing for the deceased. He always felt that his wife had not left him, and the things that Mrs. Wang had used before her death Wang Yunqing were all motionless and placed as they were, and he had to put the pillow and futon used by his deceased wife beside him every night when he went to sleep.

Yijing, Shuzhen and Mrs. Wang left one after another, and Feng Xuanxia was criticized for so-called historical issues and was driven back to his hometown for reform; Huang Boyang was put on the hat of a reactionary authority in the public security system and sent to the Wuqi Cadre School to participate in labor. Wang Yunqing lacked a family member and confidant who could talk to him. He suffered from depression, often talking to himself, insomnia, forgetfulness, irritability, and was once sent to the hospital for an acute attack of angina.

But Wang Yunqing is a person with a strong personality, he is unwilling to bow to the predicament, and he is not willing to spend his life hastily in the painful torment. He reminisced about the past and lamented that life is short, blessings and misfortunes follow, the world changes and is unpredictable, and there are too many things that are still vivid in his mind. So he decided to pick up the pen to recall and summarize his life, in order to dispel the depression in his heart, and use his bumpy life and the story of the rise and fall of the family to warn the descendants of the Wang family.

Since then, Wang Yunqing has stayed at home, writing books all day long with his illness, he is like a candle that has been fluttering in the wind, flickering and dimming, although it is about to burn out, but he is still tenaciously lighting up the light of his life. (To be continued......)