Jo Yusen nodded:

"You're right, even if you don't say it, I'll say it, but I didn't think it would be now."

"It's okay at any time, and the important thing is that it's already a consensus that we've reached."

Jo Yusen looked at her with a faint smile.

They did decide to separate, maybe many people will find their approach difficult to understand, and even a little pretentious, Shao Yunqi left, but his wish is to make Qiao Yusen happy, isn't it? Jo Yusen's happiness was given at the beginning of the summer, shouldn't the two of them live better than before? Why separate?

There is no reason, they just hope that they will be happier.

The happiness they want is to start over.

As Xia Chu said, their start was not normal, so there was a series of problems later, Qiao Yusen wanted to marry Xia Chu because of Xu Ke's shadow, and Xia Chu agreed to marry him because he couldn't refuse Shao Yunqi's kindness.

From the very beginning, they were already wrong.

Jo Yusen should use the most normal means to pursue this girl, instead of wanting to take possession of it as soon as possible, using a kind of love before marriage that is very popular in romance novels, which is not right, because love does not necessarily arise after marriage; And at the beginning of Xia, maybe when Shao Yunqi made this request, he thought of a compromise solution, could he cultivate a relationship with Qiao Yusen first? What if it doesn't fit?

But Jo Yusen didn't do that, and neither did the early summer.

They get married as quickly as possible, and then live, a marriage without an emotional foundation is actually a good life, but without a marriage of trust, they are walking on thin ice.

The mistrust between them has created an irreparable regret, and they will never be able to withstand another mistrust.

"May I ask you a question?" Qiao Yusen looked at Xia Chu and asked.

"Is it a question of whether I love you or not?"

"You know me well."

Xia Chu did guess that Qiao Yusen would ask this question, but she didn't think of an answer to her guess, she didn't know how to answer this question, but she couldn't help but answer it after all.

Xia Chu raised his head and looked at Qiao Yusen:

"I don't know."

Maybe love, maybe not, maybe loved, but the beginning of summer can't be sure. She can't be sure whether her feelings for Jo Yusen are love or not, they have been like this since they got married, Jo Yusen is indeed very good to herself, and she likes it very much, but whether this like is equal to love, no one has listed a standard for this.

Jo Yusen smiled bitterly:

"I always thought that as long as you got married, you could fall in love with me, and you could not do without me, but it wasn't until now that I found out that I was wrong, I reversed the order of the two, if you love me, everything is not a problem, we can naturally get married and live, but if you don't love me, even if we get married, it will not be the life I want."

Xia Chu agrees with this point of view, and she thinks so too, but she is still curious about one thing:

"Jo Yusen, can I ask you a question?"

Jo Yusen looked at her:

"I don't know the answer, for loving you a little more, or loving 17 years of permission a little more, I also can't give an answer, this question I have asked myself countless times in my heart, but there is no answer, if I love you a little more, I won't care so much about permission, if I love permission a little more, I won't be able to stay calm when she appears."

"You know me too."

"But two of us who know each other so well still can't find the best way to live together."

Smile at the beginning of summer:

"Isn't our separation just to find this way?"

"Can you find it?"

"I can't give you an answer to this question."

The two of them were silent for a while, no one spoke, it seemed that they were reluctant, and they seemed to be unwilling to leave, in this place where Shao Yunqi still existed this morning, it seemed that they could feel his breath, and they were willing to let them deceive themselves for a while, telling themselves that Shao Yunqi did not leave.

"Have you notified Ji Qingluan?"

Jo Yusen shook his head:

"I don't know what to say yet."

Xia Chu fully understood his feelings, but at this moment she couldn't help anything, and sighed in her heart:

"I want to go see Yunqi--"

Jo Yusen was silent for a few seconds:

"Tomorrow, it's too late today."

"Okay."

The two of them lived in Shao Yunqi's villa, they were already very tired, Qiao Yusen had not rested well for several days for the kidnapping at the beginning of Xia, and the average daily sleep was only 2 hours, and at the beginning of Xia, her body was still scarred at this time, and after a day of tossing, she had already felt that her whole body was like being beaten back to the prototype, and she was in pain.

The nurse who came with her redressed the wound for Xia Chu and gave painkiller injections, but finally told her with a serious face:

"Your legs can't be left uncared for like this, otherwise it will be too late to leave any sequelae."

Xia Chu smiled:

"I'll take notice."

After the nurse left, Qiao Yusen came over and squatted down in front of Xia Chu:

"I didn't notice your lap in the afternoon, and you must have been sleeping on it, you must be in pain."

"I've already said it, it doesn't hurt."

"If you talk about a nurse, you might be crippled, right?"

Xia Chu looked at Qiao Yusen, held back a smile, and nodded seriously:

"Maybe."

"What then? We have to hurry up and go through the formalities, otherwise what will you do if you are really crippled and rely on me? ”

The beginning of summer was speechless:

"Mr. Qiao, I think you wish I could rely on you for the rest of your life, right?"

Jo Yusen smiled slightly, but did not answer.

Xia Chu knew that he was deliberately amusing himself to distract himself from the pain, and he played it well, but the melancholy behind his eyes was still so obvious, which made Xia Chu a little unbearable.

When the two of them were lying on the big bed, Xia Chu finally noticed that something was wrong, why did the two people who had decided to divorce still lie on the same bed and share the same bed?

Wouldn't it be easy to think that the divorce they had agreed to was just talking?

Especially when Qiao Yusen turned over and hugged himself as usual, even Xia Chu was a little suspicious, suspecting that what he said to Qiao Yusen just now was just a dream, in fact, the two of them were still lying on their own bed and didn't wake up.

But looking at the surrounding environment, the right leg that hurts when you move, everything is clear.

This is not a dream.

"Are you thinking that we are so abnormal?" Qiao Yusen asked softly in her ear, because the distance was too close, it made Xia Chu feel a little itchy, which made her think of the countless times the two had been intimate before.

She wanted to distance herself from Qiao Yusen, but his hug was too tight, and her feet were inconvenient, so she was really powerless.

"Jo Yusen, do you think it's normal?"

Qiao Yusen didn't speak for a long time, but at the beginning of the summer, he could clearly feel that the arm around him was loosening a little, but at the same time that his arms were loosening a little, he also felt something hot and wet in his neck.

She instantly understood that it was Jo Yusen's tears.

The hand that was about to resist him lightly covered his arm and patted it gently, such a Qiao Yusen, such an atmosphere, made Xia Chu suddenly have an urge to sing to him, so she opened her mouth and sang softly-

Don't cry, my dear one

I think we're going to die together

Don't cry, summer roses

It's all in the past

You see the vehicles shuttling

Neon flickering in the distance, it looks like a dream

――－

Xia Chu hummed softly, over and over again, Qiao Yusen gradually fell asleep in Xia Chu's singing, breathing evenly, this is a night destined to be painful, this is also a night destined to be lonely, but fortunately, Qiao Yusen has Xia Chu by his side, and Qiao Yusen is also by his side at the beginning of Xia.

Each other is each other's best reliance.

Jo Yusen woke up close to noon, and when he opened his eyes, Xia Chu's eyes were already clear, and it was obvious that she had been awake for a long, long time, just to let herself sleep a little longer, and she hadn't made a sound.

Seeing Qiao Yusen wake up, Xia Chu smiled:

"Awake?"

Jo Yusen nodded:

"What time is it?"

"It's just after 11 o'clock."

"It's so late?"

Smile at the beginning of summer:

"You haven't rested for so long, and you're so good at making up for it in such a short time?"

Qiao Yusen's spirit recovered a little, but when he remembered yesterday's events, the melancholy in his eyes was still so obvious, Xia Chu was unwilling to let him immerse himself in this kind of grief again, although she was also sad, but she didn't want to see Qiao Yusen continue like this.

Compared with his own sadness, Qiao Yusen's is even worse, compared to Shao Yunqi dying to save him, and watching him die in front of him, that kind of impact is not acceptable to ordinary people, he is already very guilty, but when he looks at those diaries, he feels that he owes Shao Yunqi too much.

"I'm hungry." The beginning of summer diverted his attention.

After hearing this, Jo Yusen turned his mind a little and nodded to her:

"I'll take you to eat."

It was already half an hour after the two of them finished washing, but when Qiao Yusen went downstairs with Xia Chu in his arms and just put her in a wheelchair, a person rushed in from the door, Qiao Yusen and Xia Chu looked over and couldn't help but be surprised.

Jo Yusen: "When did you come back?" ”

When Ji Qingluan saw Qiao Yusen, he walked over angrily:

"Why didn't you notify me in the first place? Why is this happening? ”

"Qingluan--"

Qiao Yusen didn't know how to explain such a thing, he didn't even know how Ji Qingluan knew, he didn't plan to hide it, he was going to tell her today, but he didn't want to, she had already got the news back in advance.