Shao Yunqi has 9 diaries, recording 17 years of emotional world.

The 17-year relationship was recorded in 9 diaries, but the name of that person did not appear from beginning to end, but those who know can tell who he loves from the first glance.

At the beginning of summer, it is difficult to imagine such a feeling, which may not be understood and experienced by ordinary people at all.

For 17 years, she has been in love with a man who she knows from the beginning that she will never belong to herself, how much sourness and pain is hidden in Shao Yunqi's heart, Xia Chu thought, she will never experience this feeling.

Before she fell in love with Shao Yunqi, she only loved herself, and after being rejected by Shao Yunqi, she also took back her feelings as much as possible, she never thought about sticking to it, never thought that she had to marry, she would only calculate the return on investment of one thing in the shortest possible time, and give herself an answer whether it was worth it or not.

If it's worth it, she'll stick to it, and if it's not, she'll tell herself to give up.

Shao Yunqi's feelings are that she wants to give up, and what her marriage with Qiao Yusen is, but she is not sure now.

After Qiao Yusen left Shao Yunqi's room, he went downstairs, Li Li stood in the living room, he stopped and looked at Li Li, and after a short silence between them, Qiao Yusen was the first to speak:

"What do you want to say to me?"

I have known each other for too many years, and one look at each other has already understood each other's entire thoughts, so from the first time he saw Li Li standing here, Qiao Yusen already knew what he was going to tell himself, he didn't open his mouth, he had to ask, he didn't have much time to waste.

Li Li took a step forward, he didn't ask Shao Yunqi what the ending was, Qiao Yusen and Xia Chu didn't come down for so long, it already said everything, for such a long time, he had been standing here, motionless, and the emotions of self-blame were about to overwhelm him, he was the culprit of all this, if it wasn't for him to let the permission destroy Qiao Yusen and Xia Chu, there would not be a contradiction between Xia Chu and Qiao Yusen for a long time, and if there was no contradiction, there would be no later things.

If he didn't want to kill Xia Chu and directly tell Qiao Yusen her whereabouts, Shao Yunqi would not have ended up like this.

"Mr. Qiao, I was wrong."

After Li Li said this, he knelt in front of Qiao Yusen.

Li Li's life was saved by Qiao Yusen, he suffered this kneeling, if it was because of the life-saving grace of the year, Qiao Yusen would not accept such a reward, after all, for so many years, Li Li has helped himself a lot with his actions, it is enough.

But Qiao Yusen didn't get out of the way, nor did he let him get up, he could more or less guess something, and his fists clenched on both sides of his body.

"What did you do wrong?"

"Mr. Shao's death is my responsibility--"

Li Li told Qiao Yusen all the ins and outs of the whole thing without concealing it, including the matter of Xu Ke, Qiao Yusen listened very quietly, without any special emotions, no matter what kind of upheaval in his heart, at least his surface was very calm.

Li Li dropped the last note and raised his head to look at Qiao Yusen:

"Mr. Qiao, I killed Mr. Shao, I am the culprit-" Before Li Li's words were finished, Qiao Yusen punched him, Li Li was caught off guard and fell to the ground, or he knew it, but he didn't avoid it, and he willingly accepted the punch.

Li Li quickly got up from the ground and knelt down in a regular manner, motionless, waiting for Qiao Yusen's fist, but he waited for a long time, but Qiao Yusen didn't make any movement after all.

"Li Li, I won't beat you again, although I do want you to go down and accompany him!! But I can't do that, he won't want to see this situation, that punch just now, because I have believed in you for so many years, from now on I will never again, we will never have any relationship with each other again. ”

Li Li'an was quiet, without rebuttal or pleading, he knew that he was not qualified.

He got up from the ground, nodded slightly at Qiao Yusen, opened his mouth to say something, but in the end he didn't make a sound, just like that, he glanced at Qiao Yusen guiltily and blamed, and turned to leave.

There was a fire in Qiao Yusen's chest, he felt that he had never been so angry, Li Li was the person he trusted the most, but in the end, he let himself lose Shao Yunqi's brother because of him.

He didn't ask Li Li why he did this, it was no longer important to him, he just needed to know that the cause of this incident was because of him, and he was the culprit of the whole thing.

Without him, the tragedy could have been avoided.

Qiao Yusen wanted to vent, venting happily, misunderstanding Xia Chu's self-blame, the pain of losing Yun Qi, the impact of Yun Qi's feelings, the loss of being betrayed, these emotions were all mixed together, and he was about to explode when he was rushing around in his internal organs.

There were some slight voices from the second floor, Qiao Yusen who was in this state should not have heard them, but he felt a gaze, a gaze that could calm him down instantly.

He looked over and saw that Xia Chu was in a wheelchair and appeared at the staircase on the second floor.

"I didn't plan to tell you about Li Li, but it seems that it's too late to stop it now."

Jo Yusen looked at her with some surprise:

"You know?"

"I know, I've figured out this question since the night I left the villa, whether I was allowed back then, only I know, so from my point of view, as long as I calm down, it's actually easy to figure out these things. The next day, I made an appointment with Yun Qi and wanted to tell you to pay attention to Li Li through him, but an accident happened. ”

Qiao Yusen calmed down, he really couldn't imagine what kind of mentality Xia Chu was when he heard that he was so suspicious of her, and she was still able to figure out everything calmly when she was subjected to unwarranted suspicion, which made Qiao Yusen feel a sense of self-pity.

Xia Chu seemed to see through Qiao Yusen's mood at this time, and smiled slightly:

"I don't like this kind of telepathy, can you help me and let me go down?"

Qiao Yusen looked at Xia Chu for a few seconds, then slowly took a step, walked upstairs, leaned over and picked her up from the wheelchair, and walked downstairs, Qiao Yusen put her on the sofa in the living room, and he was just a little cramped standing beside her, which made Xia Chu a little helpless:

"Sit down, let's talk."

Jo Yusen had almost guessed what this conversation would involve, and he actually wanted to refuse, and he didn't want to listen to it at all, but in his mood, he was still walking over and sat down on the sofa opposite Xia Chu.

Xia Chu looked at him, after several consecutive blows, Qiao Yusen has a slight gap with him in his memory, but fortunately, he is still him, he is just a temporary frustration, not a lifetime, time will take away these negative things, and when that time comes, he will be the Qiao Yusen that everyone is familiar with again.

"Actually, I also have a large part of the responsibility in Yunqi's matter, if you suspect that I am not the permission of the year, everything is trayed out, things may not be the way they are now, I say this not to take responsibility for myself, of course, it is not to escape responsibility, because you and I both know that if responsibility can bring Yunqi back to life, we will do our best, but we can't."

Jo Yusen was silent, not knowing how to answer.

Xia Chu looked at Qiao Yusen like this, but he didn't want to say what he said next, but things have come to this point, and they must take this step between them, and there is no way back.

"Yunqi's diary, have you read it?"

Jo Yusen nodded:

"Looked."

"His feelings, you know?"

Jo Yusen was silent for a moment before he spoke:

"I suspected it before, but he hid it so well that I wasn't sure, I didn't expect it to be true."

"He may be the person who loves you the most in the world, I want to love you more than Ji Qingluan, Ji Qingluan's love has lasted for 10 years, but Shao Yunqi's, is it 17 years, I can't imagine how he persevered."

This imagination, Qiao Yusen can't imagine at all, although he also likes the beginning of the summer for 17 years, but it is not the same, he likes the beginning of the summer for 17 years, there is hope, there is an agreement between them, there is still the possibility of being together between them, he relied on hope to get to this day little by little, without this hope, Qiao Yusen does not have much confidence to be able to persist until now.

"I married you because of Yun Qi, I must admit my reluctance at the beginning of this marriage, no one likes to be forced, my personality reacts more strongly to this kind of thing, but I still can't refuse his reason in the end. But now, Yun Qi is gone, and between us, it should be over--"

Qiao Yusen didn't have any unexpected emotions and expressions, he just raised his head slowly, looking at Xia Chu, his eyes were calm and steady, as if he had expected this decision.

"The beginning between us is not normal, and the end is also very dramatic, some TV series may not be as exciting as between us, Yunqi has always hoped that we can be happy, before the conflict began, the two of us have been working hard in this direction, but, after all, there is no emotional foundation between us, not even the least trust, all will be so easy to be used."

"I know that it may not be appropriate to say these things at this time, but these words must be said sooner or later, I know, even if I don't say it, you will say it, in this case, I hope I brought it up first, I have said it twice, and I am very skilled."

Jo Yusen nodded:

"You're right, even if you don't say it, I'll say it, but I didn't think it would be now."