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Su Hongwen didn't speak, just nodded, then picked up a can of beer, and after opening it, there was a gentle smile on his face the moment he raised his head, Xia Lingxue didn't see the loneliness and helplessness on his face, this loneliness and helplessness only Su Hongwen himself knows, he knows that some things are lost and can't be recovered, all he can do is accept it, this is fate, you can see what is in front of you, but you can never predict tomorrow.

The two of them touched it, Xia Lingxue drank it all, Su Hongwen just took a big sip, he passed the age of borrowing wine to drown his sorrows, he knew that no matter how much wine he drank, he couldn't change the status quo, he knew that no matter how much wine he drank, he couldn't make the deep wound in his heart heal, he knew that no matter how much wine he drank, he still had to face reality, since he was so drunk and not drunk, what was the difference? It is better to remain sober and rational and brave in the face of this qiē.

Su Hongwen put down the beer and gave Xia Lingxue some barbecue, and pretended to be relaxed: "When did you meet?" ”

Xia Lingxue tilted her head and looked at Su Hongwen and said with a smile: "When did you gossip like this?" Okay, tell you, I've known him for half a year, he's my student, he came to me and told me to learn Huaxia, I said let him sign up, he told me that if he signed up, he might assign him to other teachers, he said he wanted me to teach him, and then we met like this, you know? He was very interested in Huaxia, and said that he must have a Chinese wedding when he got married, do you say he is stupid? Now there are no original Chinese weddings in China. ”

Su Hongwen nodded and looked at the fiery charcoal in the stove and said, "It's good that he likes Chinese culture, so that you can live together more closely in the future." ”

Xia Lingxue looked at Su Hongwen's face that had become flickering in front of the charcoal fire and said, "Do you really think so?" ”

Su Hongwen picked up the beer and gestured at Xia Lingxue, and then said, "Of course." With that, he took another long sip of beer.

Xia Lingxue nodded and didn't speak, and poked the barbecue on her plate with a bamboo stick, and the silence came so suddenly, on the two men and women who had their own hearts.

Su Hongwen wasn't eating. didn't drink either, just stared blankly at the charcoal fire, Xia Lingxue drank the beer in one sip, and after a while, four cans of beer were drunk by her, she suddenly broke the silence and said: "I'm afraid I won't go back to China in the future, and I can't drink the little guy's full moon wine." When the time comes, I will send him a gift, hoping that he is safe and healthy. ”

Su Hongwen smiled: "Thank you." He stood up suddenly, he really couldn't stand the oppressive atmosphere, he felt breathless, he wanted to run away: "Have you eaten enough?" I'll send you back when you're full, it's not too early. ”

Xia Lingxue clapped her hands and smiled: "Okay, but I don't want to go back to the hotel, how beautiful the night is, you can walk with me." ”

Su Hongwen nodded and said, "Okay." ”

The two of them just left the house and walked forward step by step along the road. It's not early, but for Hawaii, the nightlife has just begun, with a lot of people on the road and singing in some bars.

The slightly fishy sea breeze blew on the pavement, making the pedestrians on the road feel indescribably comfortable, Su Hongwen and Xia Lingxue bathed in the sea breeze side by side, and neither of them spoke, just walked step by step. Each thinks about his own thoughts.

When passing by a bar, Xia Lingxue stopped and looked sideways, she suddenly said, "Let's go in and sit." I'm tired of walking. ”

Su Hongwen didn't say anything, just nodded and walked in, there were a lot of people in the bar, there was a band singing a cheerful song on the small stage in the middle, and the two of them found an unmanned table and sat next to it and asked for two beers.

Such a beach night is warm, cheerful, and relaxed, but Su Hongwen's mood is a little heavy and complicated. Xia Lingxue looked smiling, sitting there lazily drinking beer and listening to music, she seemed to enjoy such an environment, but her mood was not calm.

"Do you come here often?" Xia Lingxue didn't want to be silent, so she found a topic at random.

Su Hongwen shook his head and said, "I won't come for long." You know, Manzhu is pregnant, and I have to take care of her at home. ”

What Su Hongwen said was also telling the truth, and she didn't mean to say it, but Xia Lingxue felt extremely harsh when she heard it, and she sneered: "You are really a good husband." ”

Su Hongwen didn't expect her to react so much, and she didn't know what to say for a while.

After a while, Xia Lingxue sighed and said: "I don't mean anything else, I'm a little drunk, don't take anything to heart, by the way, my boyfriend sings very well, and I have a chance for you to enjoy it." Xia Lingxue said the second half of the sentence with a bit of deliberate anger Su Hongwen's meaning, she looked at Su Hongwen's reaction after she finished speaking, but she was disappointed, Su Hongwen just nodded and didn't say anything, and his expression didn't change at all, it was still like that.

Xia Lingxue inexplicably rose a fire in her heart, she couldn't stand Su Hongwen's calmness, she hoped to see Su Hongwen's angry appearance, which would make her feel more comfortable.

"I suddenly felt that it was good to have a wedding here, so it was decided, and I called him." Xia Lingxue said this as if she was saying it to herself, and it was like saying it to Su Hongwen, she picked up her mobile phone and started fighting.

Su Hongwen sat there motionless and listened to Xia Lingxue's intimate words with his boyfriend, he was indeed jealous, but he couldn't get angry, he didn't expect that he would face this qi so calmly.

After a while, Xia Lingxue put away her mobile phone and said with a smile: "He agreed, we will hold a wedding here in ten days, if you don't return to Huaxia, you are welcome to come to our wedding." ”

Su Hongwen nodded or didn't speak, at this time he felt that his whole person was in a hazy state that couldn't explain clearly, he couldn't see or hear anything clearly, and the qiē and qiē around him were so hazy.

Xia Lingxue held the wine glass and swayed it for a while, her eyes were staring at Su Hongwen, but he was just sitting there motionless like a monk who had entered the meditation, which made Xia Lingxue feel quite awkward, she stretched out her foot and kicked Su Hongwen's leg and said, "What are you thinking?" ”

Su Hongwen Yao said, "I didn't think about anything. Speaking of this, he suddenly smiled and said, "I was thinking about whether you would wrap a big red envelope for you when you got married, or give you a gift." ”

Xia Lingxue put the wine glass on the table and said, "I want all of them, red envelopes and gifts." Xia Lingxue said this hysterically, after saying it, she suddenly felt that all the strength in her body was taken away, and there was no fire in her heart, some were just lonely, deep loneliness, and endless loneliness.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lost my temper with you, maybe I drank too much." Xia Lingxue apologized to Su Hongwen so sincerely for the first time in her life.

Su Hongwen shook his head and smiled bitterly: "It's okay." ”

Xia Lingxue saw that Su Hongwen didn't speak, and she wasn't talking either, she just took a big sip of beer, and she wanted to drink it when she was done, so she didn't know how much she had drunk, she only knew that she was drunk, completely drunk.

"Su Hongwen, do you think I should hate you or thank you?" Xia Lingxue said this sentence drunk, and without waiting for Su Hongwen to answer her, she said: "You abandoned me, causing our family to leave our hometown, you ruined my father's future, I should hate you, but I should thank you, if it weren't for this, I wouldn't have met my current boyfriend, you know?" He's been very nice to me, very good, a thousand, ten thousand times better than you are to me, and I'm really happy with him, you know? Do you know? ”

Su Hongwen didn't dare to look at Xia Lingxue, he lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." ”

Xia Lingxue suddenly burst out laughing, and then slapped the table and shouted, "What else would you say besides saying sorry?" Do you sue me? You sue me? ”

Su Hongwen was speechless, he really didn't know how to answer.

Xia Lingxue smiled sadly: "I used to like to listen to you sing when I was in Longyan Spring Town, at that time I felt that you were handsome, I felt that you were my God, I swore that I must chase you, I must let you be with me, I would be really naïve, I thought that as long as I worked hard, I would be able to let you be with me, but then I found out that I was wrong, ridiculously wrong, I was so stupid, many things in this world are not something I can achieve if I want to, An Zinan told me to let me be with you, she accepted me, But why should I be your lover? Why should I? ”

Su Hongwen exhaled and said, "You're drunk, I'll send you back." After saying that, he stood up and was about to go over to La Xia Lingxue.

Xia Lingxue opened his hand and shouted, "I'm not drunk, I'm very sober, why are you suing me?" I'm not them, I'm not Wang Manzhu, I have my pride, my self-esteem, you know? “

Su Hongwen nodded and said, "I know, I really know, will I send you back?"

Xia Lingxue shouted: "You don't know, you don't know anything, you're just a bastard, I won't go back." Speaking of this, Xia Lingxue looked sideways at the stage, she saw that the band had gone down, she stretched out her hand and pointed to the stage and said, "It's okay for me to go back, you sing me a song, and I'll leave after listening." ”

Su Hongwen looked sideways at the small stage, then at Xia Lingxue, who was obviously drunk, and finally said helplessly: "What do you want to hear?" ”

Xia Lingxue tilted her head and thought there, and after thinking for a while, she said, "It's painful, will it?" ”

Su Hongwen felt an inexplicable pain in his heart when he heard the name of the song, and he slowly exhaled and said, "Okay, I'll sing it to you." ”

Speaking of this, Su Hongwen went to the waiter at the bar to tell them about it, and the waiter would refuse, they really hoped that the guests could sing some songs to enliven the atmosphere, and they agreed very happily, but this is the United States, but it didn't hurt to know the accompaniment of this Chinese song, Su Hongwen could only find an instrument to play and sing by himself if he wanted to sing. (My novel "Mechanical Doctor" will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there will also be a 100% lucky draw gift for everyone!) Open WeChat now, click on the "+" sign in the upper right corner to "add friends", search for the official account "qdread" and follow, hurry up! (To be continued......)