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Xia Lingxue watched Su Hongwen pick up the guitar, she hadn't seen Su Hongwen like this for many years, the last time she heard him play the guitar and sing was many years ago, at that time Su Hongwen was just a little doctor in the Longyanquan Town Health Center, with no power and power, and she was a little worried that she would not be able to pass the medical practitioner qualification certificate.

At that time, I had just left school, simple and naïve, my heart was full of him, thinking that he was all I had, and I was good to him for no reason, afraid that he would be cold and hungry, and I liked to see him singing with a guitar the most.

But then everything changed, he was no longer the little doctor, he was already high, he had already soared like an eagle in the blue sky looking down on the world, he was married, he had children, he didn't belong to himself, and he was about to get married.

Time has changed, things have changed, people have changed, and only yellowed memories have been left, thinking of these Xia Lingxue tears fell in an instant, if possible she really wanted time to stop forever, it was best to stop at the time when Su Hongwen and her were in Longyan Spring Town, if not, it was okay to stop now.

The bar was still a bit noisy, and few people paid attention to the oriental man sitting on the stage holding a guitar in a chair, but at this moment he moved, his fingers gently plucking the strings, and the sad notes drifted out and into everyone's ears.

Music knows no borders, and this tune, which is unfamiliar to many Americans, instantly silenced everyone, and everyone looked sideways at the stage, and everyone wondered who played such a sad tune.

Su Hongwen lowered his head and played the guitar, the prelude was low and sad, and the strings of notes made the whole world quiet. It was so quiet as if he was the only one in the world, Su Hongwen seemed to be standing on the withered yellow grassland, and the desolate north wind whistled by, ruffling his hair, but it did not disturb his sadness.

Great grief began to spread and envelop the whole world. At this moment, a girl in the distance stood up quietly and looked at Su Hongwen, listening to the notes he played, listening to him sing this heart-wrenching song in a desolate voice, and tears fell in the air drop by drop.

"How can I stop thinking about you, maybe I love you to the end I can only be sad, I already have the courage to leave you in my dreams you are not the only one, I want to return to your warm arms, feel your heartbeat your breathing, think of the world for a long time for us. Longing but unattainable, is fate destined to be separated! Su Hongwen's desolate and sad voice sounded.

What does it mean for Su Hongwen Bai Xia Lingxue to let herself sing this song, this song represents all her feelings for herself, like, love, chase, okay, scattered. Ten words contain her love experience with herself, which is deceptively simple. But there are too many things contained in these ten words, too many, and Xia Lingxue's mood at this time is the title of this song - heart-wrenching.

Su Hongwen confessed her pain, her resentment, and her reluctance, but he couldn't give her any promises, all he could do was to watch her become someone else's bride, and from then on she would snuggle in the arms of another man, this man was not him. With these thoughts in his heart, Su Hongwen's mood was as painful as the title of this song.

He couldn't understand why a qiē became like this, there were too many reasons, too many, and he couldn't tell who was wrong and who was right, and there was no right or wrong in his feelings. Some are just together or not together.

Su Hongwen was afraid that he would miss Xia Linxue in the future, afraid of missing the domineering, brutal, and willful Xia Lingxue, afraid of missing the Xia Lingxue who could die for himself, afraid of missing the time he spent with Xia Lingxue, Su Hongwen had never been so afraid in his life, he didn't dare to look up at Xia Lingxue, what he dared to do was to sing this song well and meet her final request.

Many people in this sad song bar can't understand, they don't understand Huaxia, but they can hear a man's reluctance and helplessness for a love from this desolate and sad voice, as well as painful struggles, a qiē qiē evokes the memories that everyone hides in their hearts, I don't know when a few women cried, what moved them was not music, but their memories, memories of love, and memories of a relationship.

Xia Lingxue couldn't see Su Hongwen's face clearly at this time, because her eyes were full of tears, just as Su Hongwen thought, this song represents all her feelings, so many years have passed, she has always loved Su Hongwen deeply, but they finally separated, and today Xia Lingxue is going to say goodbye to this relationship, she is getting married, but the groom is not the Su Hongwen who made her love so angry, but another person.

Xia Lingxue asked herself countless times why this happened? But she didn't agree, some were just heart-rending pain, and some were just landslides and tsunami thoughts, which was the most painful thing in the world.

"Loving you hurts my heart, giving you the only piece of heaven, the fragments of memories, knocking over the fire of my heart's longing, and burning my entire fortress." The climax of this song was finally sung by Su Hongwen, and he sang it much higher than the original song, which was simply hysterical.

The shocking high pitch made everyone's heart buzz, everyone's soul trembled in this high-pitched singing, and the memories of love poured out from the depths of the soul, these memories roared and trembled in the brain, and the impact of soul and emotion finally made the eyes flow a drop of tears.

Others are still like this, Xia Lingxue even held her head in her hands and shrunk on the chair crying like a child, the grievances and pain in her heart finally broke out at this moment, and broke out with Su Hongwen's singing.

And Su Hongwen himself had red eyes, tears were rolling in his eyes, and he would cry in the next second.

"Love you hurts my heart, there is still a piece of heaven left without you, I think I will only hold the withered rose in the hand of the Lord, taste the tears you give, maybe you have shed tears for me, and now you make me, painful heart!" The singing continues, the emotion continues, and the tears continue.

When Su Hongwen put down the guitar, Xia Lingxue was gone, and the others were still immersed in this sad song and did not relax, Su Hongwen walked over to the table, and there was a note on it that read, "I'm going back, goodbye." ”

It was a very simple sentence, but it made Su Hongwen cry in an instant, he ran out in a panic, like a child who had lost his beloved toy, looking for it frantically, the night was still dark, there were still many pedestrians on the road, but there was no figure of the girl named Xia Lingxue.

Su Hongwen began to wander the streets like the right soul, he knew that he had lost something very valuable, and he also knew that the thing was there, but he just had no way, no reason to find it.

Su Hongwen walked all night, and only returned home early the next morning, back to that empty home, he didn't want to go to work, he didn't want to eat, and he didn't want to drink water, he lay on the sofa and stared at the ceiling with his eyes blank, Su Hongwen at this time was the walking dead, his soul was gone, and he followed the girl named Xia Lingxue.

At this time, Xia Lingxue also shrank at the foot of the bed and hugged her knees and looked at the floor blankly, her eyes were red and swollen, she was no longer in her former figure, her soul was gone, and she followed the man named Su Hongwen.

Now Xia Lingxue has come to a crossroads, she needs to make a choice, and she seems to have made a decision, but at this time she hesitated, she desperately turned her head to look in another direction, she wanted to choose this direction, but her pride and self-esteem told her that she couldn't choose this direction, her heart was suffering, huge suffering, she didn't know what to do? She suddenly missed her mother very much, and she wanted to shrink into her mother's arms but couldn't come out.

But she knew it was impossible, she had to make a choice, an important choice in her life.

Time flies quickly, very quickly, nine days have passed in the blink of an eye, tomorrow is the time for Xia Lingxue to hold her wedding, her parents are here, her relatives and friends are here, her fiancé is also here, everyone has a happy expression, but Xia Lingxue is always not happy, she has not seen Su Hongwen in the past nine days, but it is precisely because of this that she lost her soul.

Xia Lingxue, like other girls, has fantasized about her own wedding countless times, and the fantasy is about to come true, the blessing of her parents, the luxurious wedding scene, and the handsome groom, this qiē looks quite beautiful, but Xia Lingxue feels that these are not what she wants, and she keeps asking what she wants? She knew the answer, but she just didn't dare admit it.

Su Hongwen didn't go to work for nine days, he stayed at home and didn't go, he kept thinking about himself and Xia Lingxue, he kept thinking, he didn't want to sleep, he didn't want to eat, but after thinking about it for so long, he still didn't understand something, or didn't understand what he wanted.

The next morning, Xia Lingxue put on a wedding dress and went to the church in despair, on this day Su Hongwen finally hung up his beard, changed into a black suit and went to the church, he didn't know why he went, but he just wanted to go, he didn't want to do anything, he just wanted to take a look at Xia Lingxue, and then leave quietly, he would return to Huaxia the day after tomorrow.

Su Hongwen came to the outside of the church, at this time all the people went in, the outside seemed a little empty, Su Hongwen sighed and walked in, he came to the last row to find a most inconspicuous position to sit down, and soon the wedding began, he saw the brilliant Xia Lingxue, he had never seen such a beautiful Xia Lingxue, and he also met her fiancé. (My novel "Mechanical Doctor" will have more fresh content on the official WeChat platform, and there will also be a 100% lucky draw gift for everyone!) Open WeChat now, click on the "+" sign in the upper right corner to "add friends", search for the official account "qdread" and follow, hurry up! (To be continued......)