Regarding the matter of permission, it is indeed a mystery to Xia Chu, she used to be eager to pursue an answer, but after all, it was also a once, and now she doesn't want to know, even if Qiao Yusen takes the initiative to tell her, she will cover her ears and not listen.

If you can, Xia Chu wants to solve another doubt, that is, whether Qiao Yusen's anger at this time is to investigate him for himself, or because the protagonist of the incident involves a permit, but it doesn't matter that much, after all, he has already been angry, and the results are all there, what are you still doing with that experience?

Something that doesn't make sense.

Regarding Xia Chu's non-answering rhetorical question, Qiao Yusen smiled:

"You must have complained to me very much, complained that I hid a lot of stories from you, since you want to know so much, why don't you tell you now, okay?"

"Why do you think I want to hear it?"

"Don't you want to?"

Xia Chu smiled: "I really wanted to before, and I really don't want to now, what I want to do most now is to leave this room and leave your sight, can it meet my request?" ”

Jo Yusen looked her in the eye: "You hate me? ”

"Yes." Xia Chu frankly admitted: "I hate you, I don't know how long this feeling will last, but at least this moment is like this." ”

"Now that you're disgusted, let's be disgusted to the end!" Qiao Yusen said and took Xia Chu's hand and forcibly removed her from the door, Xia Chu did not struggle, because she knew very well that she couldn't compete with the man in front of her, if it was said in normal times, he might let you, it was a kind of fun, but now he is just an angry man, and he is just an object of his anger, why does he let you?

Qiao Yusen pulled Xia Chu to the side of the bed, and let go of her hand, without the slightest nostalgia, as if she was some kind of virus, and she would die if she touched it for a second.

He pointed to the bed:

"Sit down, the story might be a bit long."

Xia Chu didn't refuse, but she didn't obey either, she went straight to the sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and sat down, looking indifferent.

Jo Yusen sat down on the edge of the bed and lit a cigarette, he hesitated for a moment before lighting it, because Xia Chu hated the smell of smoke, and he didn't smoke it as much as possible, but now, he didn't want to care so much.

"The reason why I don't know how to explain those things to you is because it has something to do with something you were also curious about before, that is, about the matter between me and Qiao Mingyu."

Xia Chu looked out of the floor-to-ceiling window and didn't have any special reaction.

"My mother is a student at City A University, she is very beautiful, if I didn't know him, maybe many people's fates would have changed, at least, she wouldn't have died so early."

Jo Yusen took a puff of cigarette, his eyes were out of focus staring at somewhere, and his whole person seemed to be shrouded in something, and he couldn't ignore the sadness.

"There are so many silly women in the world who look forward to the story of Cinderella and the prince, but they don't know, even if Cinderella meets the prince, what can it do? The king would not agree to the prince marrying a Cinderella, and the prince's wife would only be a princess who matched his status...... Cinderella is just a doll when he wants to experience love, and in the face of inheritance and love, they will not hesitate to choose the former. ”

But many women believe in love, in the greatness of love, in the ability of love to overcome everything...... Including her. When the man suddenly disappeared, she still stupidly ran to look for it, and the result? The suspect was humiliated and then kicked out of the door...... What's worse is that because she was pregnant out of wedlock, she was considered a great shame by her parents, refused to recognize her as a daughter, and was angry, and soon, the old couple who were not in good health also died, and she didn't even have the qualifications to go in and bow down, so she could only watch from afar, and then fainted crying......"

"A pregnant woman gave birth to me in the dilapidated basement of City A, and I thought that the first thing I saw when I opened my eyes to the world must not be the smile of my relatives, but the fat and fat rats."

Because of the deliberate actions of some people, the poor woman couldn't even find a decent job, and in order to support herself and her son, she had to give up her college student status to work as a maid...... How can a maid afford a babysitter? So, I had to spend my days with those rats. ”

Jo Yusen turned his face to look at Xia Chu and asked:

"Are you afraid of rats?"

If it had been a few minutes ago, before Jo Yusen said this, Xia Chu would definitely not have answered this question, but at this moment, she actually wanted to answer.

"I'm not afraid, I just feel ......"

"It's disgusting, isn't it? As long as it's a normal person, they won't find them cute. Jo Yusen smiled, but the smile was obviously bitter: "I'm not afraid, on the contrary, I still like them, you know?" I sometimes dream that it's a bunch of furry rats that fill the room...... Black, white, big, small, long-haired, even newborn and hairy...... I can make a stunned voice, the first thing I shouted was not my father, nor my mother, but the sound of a mouse chirping, I didn't have a chance to contact people, I had the most contact with them. ”

Xia Chu's heart was sour, and he wanted to send it out, but he didn't know what kind of way to use.

She could only clench her fists tightly to calm herself down.

The past is like a cloud, and when I look back, it still hurts.

"This was all told to me by that woman, and even if she didn't, I could guess that the mother and son lived in the basement near the sewer for nearly 10 years, and then they couldn't even live in the basement......"

"On my 10th birthday, she made an appointment with me to take me to something delicious when she came back from work...... Before that, I had never eaten out or even a box of fast food for 2 yuan, can you imagine such a life? ”

"But that day, until 12 o'clock, my birthday had passed, and she still hadn't returned...... I was awakened by her crying, she hugged me tightly, and kept shedding tears, as if to wake me up, and let out an extremely suppressed whining...... I will never forget that cry for the rest of my life. ”

"I hugged her back and asked her what was wrong, why she was crying, why she came back so late, she didn't answer, she just cried louder and more unscrupulously, and the next day I was taken back to Qiao's house, the house that seemed like a castle to her, I don't know what method she used to persuade the people of Qiao's family to make them accept me, but she never asked my opinion, maybe this is the best way for her to me."

Xia Chu looked at him and imagined every picture he said, what kind of tragic picture was it?

A pot-bellied woman who had been abandoned by men and expelled by her family lived alone in City A, giving birth to her own son in a basement near the sewer, without a comfortable hospital bed and advanced scientific instruments, without a midwife and nursing doctor, without the company and words of encouragement of her loved ones...... There is nothing like everything that gives courage and warmth.

Xia Chu didn't know if the woman cried when she gave birth, but her heart must have been flowing in her eyes, even if the pain covered her forehead with beads of sweat, her body was extremely cold.

The cold came from the inside out, just like the self just now.

Living in a cracked shack, eating poor and nutritious meals, no snacks, no milk, cartoons and toys, his only childhood companion was the rat that crawled out of the sewers in search of food......

Who would have imagined that Qiao Yusen, who now looks personable, gentle and elegant, with a successful career in the wind, would have such a life experience? Who would have imagined that his past, his childhood, would be so gloomy?

Such a story should have been Qiong Yao's life experience fabricated by the heroine in her novel, but Qiao Yusen is a man, and when it comes out of his mouth, it is particularly sad, sad, and true.

So, what made him reborn, and what is the current Jo Yusen?

Was it after entering Qiao's house?

This time, Jo Yusen was silent for a long time, as if he was in deep thought and pain, and did not speak for a long time.

Xia Chu was not in a hurry, all she could do was wait quietly and quietly, she even had an impulse to stop him from continuing to speak, as if as long as he didn't say it, those pains didn't exist.

"The people of the Qiao family don't welcome me, that's a natural thing, but what I don't know is that since they don't welcome me, why do they have to take me back, but this answer, I haven't found it, I'm not happy in Qiao's house, Qiao Mingyu is 4 years older than me, his biggest fun every day is to bully me, there are so many tricks that people are overwhelmed, once I finally couldn't help but fight back, pushed him into the pool, I know that this time my consequences must be very serious, but I am all injured, the pain is to death, I couldn't be beaten by him anymore, so I ran away. ”

"I don't know where I fled, I just know that there are constant footsteps behind me and 'Grab him, Catch him's shout, I can't help it, I only eat one meal a day I have long lost my strength, so I had to hide in the trash can, I still remember the smell in the trash can, obviously disgusting, but I can't spit it out, one is that there is really nothing to vomit in the stomach, the second is because I only have such a dress, if I vomit, there is no clothes to wear, and the third is because if I make any noise to let them know, I will definitely live or die, so I can only force that feeling down. ”

"Then they found the trash can, and when I thought I was done and I was going to be beaten up by them, a little girl appeared in front of me......"