Tiffany, like a breathless child, told Jessica with her eyes, "Look at my serious face."

Parting is a sad topic, but for Jessica, it's just a career choice, and quitting the group doesn't mean that they will never see each other again, so Tiffany's reaction is a bit too big in her eyes, not to mention that there was a cold war between the two a while ago, even if they really want to keep her, they don't need such an expression, it's a bit too much.

"Pani, the key question now is not whose will it is, but the situation, if I had a choice, I wouldn't mention anything to quit the group, I love this group, but now there is a basket of things in the house...... If you want to take care of both sides, the final result can only be that you can't take care of both sides, and then you will add trouble to everyone, and I don't want to end up pulling everyone's back legs. Before this event, Jessica was very interested and had always wanted to return to the stage and return to the peak of glory, but the facts have proved to her that she will not be able to return to her previous form after resting for too long, and it is not a suitable choice to continue to stay on this stage.

The recording of "Runningman" is very telling, the former Jessica was the least talkative but the most camera-stealing in the Girls' Generation team, and her crazy sense of artistry can make some Gagman bow down, but she was almost invisible throughout the recording in Everland, if it weren't for Li Jingming deliberately asking for help, she took off Li Jingming's pants again, I'm afraid no audience will remember her starring at all.

The ideal is very plump, the reality is very skinny, this is the case, Jessica is excited to come back and bring the rhythm, only to find that she is no longer the strongest king before. The enthusiasm was hit hard first, and the condition of the voice recovered slowly, and the stage strength of the body coordination was also reduced. Jessica didn't know what it would mean for her to be back on stage.

"Sika, don't you care about the happy times you have spent together for so many years, can't you remember our sunset running in those years?" Tiffany was surprised, she didn't seem to know when they had changed, and it wasn't just Jessica who had changed, each of them had changed, she hadn't cared about it before, but now looking back at the stall where Jessica was leaving, she felt a little impermanent.

"How could I forget, that was my youth. Ahhhh "Jessica's best years were not given to Li Jingming, but to Girls' Generation, and she can say so with a clear conscience. Because of this, she is the most entangled person at this time, seemingly free and even ruthless, but who can understand the pain inside, this brother's decision is difficult for Jessica, and no one is on the same side as her.

Tiffany looked up at Jessica's face, "I don't care about anyone else. But you can't go, you know what it means to leave as someone in our line of work. ”

A group will be a whole from the moment it is born, especially Girls' Generation, which is known for its unity and harmony. If anyone is gone, fans won't make her feel better. Even if the members are hello to each other, the fans will create a kind of antagonism, which is a kind of ecology of Korean idol culture. There is no one in the S.M company who does not break up, and the only myth that is enough to emphasize righteousness is to run away en masse. And every previous combination has proved one thing with facts: fans don't agree with anything good to get together and disperse, as long as they leave, they are enemies. In the future, even if Jessica is still in the entertainment industry, it is unlikely that everyone will be as close as she is now. Because fans don't let it, Tiffany is well aware of this.

"Do you know that there was once an American girl in her teens who came to South Korea from the United States alone to pursue her dream of stardom in a foreign country, but she didn't know any Korean at that time, and she didn't know anything about Korean etiquette, so she was bullied by the people around her, and a girl named Jessica helped her, gave her warmth and care. Later, they became best friends, eating and playing together, and sweating and tearing together in the practice room, until the girl later learned that she and Jessica were born in the same hospital and grew up in the same place, but they didn't know each other. Some people call this a coincidence, others say it's a kind of fate, but I know that it's between you and me...... Cut the constant fetters! Tiffany never said this to Jessica, she didn't bother to show her feelings, she didn't hide her crying or laughing, but she never showed her sincerity, "I don't know, maybe I love you." ”

Strictly speaking, Tiffany has a bit of a mother-love complex, and her mother's death hit her too hard, so she resolutely left Los Angeles and came to Seoul, South Korea, which is more like running away from home than chasing her dreams. This escape was a failure at first, because Tiffany at that time not only did not become easier, but accumulated more pressure, at this time Jessica appeared, the same background and the same language, the two girls quickly became friends, and Jessica is the kind of person who is very good at caring for people, in a sense to fill the vacancy of Tiffany's mother, and played an irreplaceable position in the most important and difficult years of her life, That's why Tiffany is almost obedient to her.

"Fetters?" If it weren't for the fact that the occasion was too serious and Tiffany's expression was too serious, Jessica wanted to roll her eyes, and as soon as the word came out, it immediately had a strong smell of migrant workers, "You said you love me, so you did that kind of thing with my husband behind my back?" ”

"I probably wanted you to see his true side and break up with him as soon as possible." Tiffany shrugged, and it seemed weird to herself, but she really had a little bit of thought in it at the time. Women are very amazing animals, it is very common to help girlfriends "test" whether the other half of the other party is reliable, I don't know how many women let their girlfriends test their boyfriends or husbands, and there are very few girlfriends who have not lost themselves, "You are mine, maybe I just don't like to share with anyone, or I want to be with you forever in my way." ”

"Are you kidding?" This kind of thing was put in the past, Jessica must have scoffed, she is not a little girl who has just entered junior high school, she can believe in any kind of bloody bridge, and now her children are so old, don't you know how to write the word woman? But now, with Tiffany's serious uh-uh expression, she actually had a little credulity.

"Pani, people are leaving, why do you want to stay like this?" Kim Taeyeon said in a muffled voice.

"Ah, Kim Taeyeon, what do you mean, do you want to fight? I can't see a shadow all day long, and I've never seen you do anything serious, and now you really think of yourself as a captain? Kim Hyo-yeon stood in front of Kim Taeyeon, just now she looked at Jessica's face with a hesitant look, but now Kim Taeyeon stood up and stirred, I am afraid that Jessica's mind to quit the group and leave is even more determined.

"Dafa, what kind of love affair is this?" Sunny's untimely sigh sounded, and she was immediately pulled aside by Seo Hyun, but she was not wrong, Jessica and Tiffany, Tiffany and Kim Taeyeon, Jessica and Kim Hyoyeon, the relationship is a bit complicated.

"Why, is it possible that everyone is not living if there is one less person? Now that people have families, they have more important beings than us to accompany them, why don't you understand! Jessica, you don't have to hold on until the end of this song, girlhood is still girlhood without you. Kim Taeyeon usually doesn't shout, only responds to everything with silence, but now she can't suppress her emotions a little, just like Kwon Yoo-ri just now, at some point she realized that she is not as important as she thought, and it is a sad thing.

Kim Taeyeon's dream has never been to join Girls' Generation, to be a captain or a lead singer, she wants to be a singer like Boa, but everyone wants to prove herself, and over the years, others have been saying how Jessica is doing to this group, and she wants to prove herself even if she has no temper.

"Sika, let me ask you something, have you told the company about this?" Tiffany doesn't want to quarrel anymore and just wants to solve the problem calmly, because I'm afraid there will never be such a chance again.

"Not yet, if I don't talk to you, how can I tell the company directly." Jessica is a daughter with very high emotional intelligence, and she is also very particular about doing things, even if she is destined to leave, she will not do things without a little human touch, "If you can accept it, I can feel more relaxed when I talk to the company." ”

"It's enough to have this heart, maybe you're right, let it be natural first, and wait until this time the song is over." Tiffany patted Jessica on the shoulder, they might not have figured it out for a moment, but when they calmed down, they should understand each other.

Jessica was still in a mess when she got home, and she was going to talk about it after the song was over, but at that time, it was even more unacceptable for others to talk about it. In fact, this also has something to do with Jessica's own lack of confidence, she can't guarantee whether this song will go well, if the process is not smooth or the results are not good, it can also give other people in Girls' Generation an excuse. No matter how reluctant you are to admit it, Girls' Generation is also an old group, and it is the law of nature to go downhill after the glory has passed, just like the previous decline, if Jessica doesn't say anything this time, and leaves directly after playing the song, if the grades are good, it's okay, if the grades are not good, the confidence of others will be over, and their pride as the first girl group is over, but there are factors in her withdrawal from the group, even if she gets a pit in the end, she can be "not a war crime", and she can also retain the dignity of the first girl group.

Jessica has always thought a lot, because girlhood will always be her girlhood, not saying goodbye. (To be continued.) )