In the middle of the night, Jessica sat on the edge of the bed in the bedroom, looking at Li Za, who was sleeping sweetly, and she couldn't sleep at all, because she had been struggling with a question in her heart: whether to stay at home with her children and be a stay-at-home mother, or actively prepare to come back and stand on the stage again.

Life is built at one crossroads after another, and every choice is an adventure, because even Indiana Jones doesn't know if he's facing incredible fortune or a dangerous trap five minutes later. Jessica thought of Robert Foster's famous "Aroadnottaken" that Li Jingming had mentioned to her many times, and she might feel the same way many years later.

"Xiuyan, haven't you slept yet?" Jin Yunshu's figure appeared at the door, holding on to the door frame and standing quietly.

"Mom, you didn't sleep either." Jessica stood up.

"yes, I'm a little worried that the child will get cold at night, so I came over and take a look." It's already the height of summer, located on the peninsula with an oceanic climate, the temperature difference between day and night in Seoul is very large, and it can be about 30 degrees during the day, but only about 10 degrees at night. ”

"No, I ...... It's nothing. Jessica didn't want to discuss this kind of thing with others, and she didn't even say it to Li Jingming, because this is her life and the path she will take.

Jin Yunshu smiled and sat down next to Jessica by the light in the corridor, "It's nothing, aren't you the most afraid of the dark, you can sit alone in this room and face the darkness, it's obviously not nothing, tell your mother, what's the trouble." ”

"I am not afraid of being strong enough to protect me." Jessica herself was surprised. Usually she gets up at night and goes to the bathroom to death, you must know that the bathroom is in the bedroom, once stepped on the happiness lying on the side of the bed, the scream scared Li Shengmin into the window, and thought she was attacked by something, but today she looked at her son by the glimmer, she was not afraid at all.

"It's so similar to what I was back then." As the eldest son of the Li family, Li Xuan has been forced to pounce on his career since he was young, and even if he goes home, he can't stay for too long, and most of the time is spent in the company or on the road. The current Li Jingming is similar, there are too many things and too busy to be at home often, Jin Runshu at that time has been insisting because of his son's support, and now seeing Jessica in the same situation, he naturally feels that she is very similar to himself.

"Mom, you once asked me if I had any dreams, what about you, did you give up your dreams for the sake of your family?" Jessica didn't care if Kim Yunshu's position was in line with herself, and now her mind was very confused. It is naturally good to find someone who has come to answer questions and impart experience.

"In life, there are very few people who really have no regrets, but we can't have no regrets. But you can do it without regrets, Xiuyan, the answer is only in your own heart, so why ask others? Kim smiled and patted Jessica on the shoulder. Then he left the bedroom.

Although Kim Yunshu didn't answer the question directly, Jessica understood what she meant.

"Hi, did you miss me?" Jessica arrived early the next day in the practice room on the third floor of S.M. Except for Cui Xiuying, who has an itinerary, everyone else is there. Probably because of sorting out her mood, Jessica's state is much better than the previous few days, and her whole person is also glowing with an indescribable radiance.

"Ernie is really numb, who will miss you if they have nothing to do." Lin Yun'er said that other people were numb, but her own actions were even more numb, and she ran over directly to hug Jessica, she knew that Jessica was afraid of heat, and she was most annoyed by others sticking to her meat in the summer, so this was deliberately tricking each other.

Unexpectedly, Jessica did not rush Lin Yun'er away impatiently, but took her arm by the way, "I have something I want to announce to you today, in fact, saying this matter now may affect the next activities, but I think it's better to say it sooner, at least everyone can be mentally prepared." ”

"Sika, you won't be ......" Tiffany couldn't care about the cold war with Jessica, she knew what Jessica was trying to say just by looking at her expression, so she couldn't sit still anymore.

"Yes, you guessed it right, I want to quit the group after this event, and that's the result...... I want to be good for everybody. Jessica took a deep breath and said what she was going to announce, if it weren't for the fact that the album event was due to her return, she probably wouldn't have waited until the event was over, but would have negotiated directly with S.M's side and then interrupted the event.

"Sika, why are you leaving, you weren't here for a while ago, and everyone did have some opinions about you in their hearts, but they definitely didn't mean to drive you away, those were all angry words." Because Jessica got married and had children, it dealt a considerable blow to the achievements and popularity of Girls' Generation, while her own popularity and popularity rose instead of falling through the name of her wealthy daughter-in-law and Li Jingming's wife, and someone in the group did say a little sour thing, but Jin Xiaoyuan knew that it was absolutely impossible for Jessica to be unbearable, and she had the impression that Jessica was a very generous woman.

"It's not because of those, I'm now a mother of a child, my energy is bound to be affected by my child, and I can't devote myself to the cause of the combination anymore, instead of pulling everyone's hind legs in a mess, it's better for me to quit early." Jessica herself choked up a little after she said these words, among all the people standing here, she and Lin Yun'er were the first to be identified as members of Girls' Generation, it can be said that the real patriarch and cornerstone of this group are the two of them, and now that she is leaving, how can she not regret it.

"Throw yourself in, have you ever been? No kidding, haven't you been happily in love since the first day of your debut? Now that I've successfully married that person, there's really no need to stay here anymore. Kwon Yoo-ri, who had been sitting on the floor, stood up and stared into Jessica's eyes.

"Yuli, how do you speak, can't you see how much Sika has paid to this combination?" Jin Hyo-yeon was thinking about how to keep Jessica, but before her language was organized, someone over there stood up and stirred up the situation, "And everyone is not qualified to talk about love, except for Busy and Sunny, no one should pretend to be garlic." ”

"What was paid, what could I not see? Isn't her contribution dispensable? Kwon Yoo-ri turned her head, but did not mention the topic of love again, Seo Hyun is a problem of mate selection, although she is also an artist herself, she looks down on entertainers at all, and she usually has no idea if she has no chance to contact people outside the showbiz, Sunny is more bizarre than Seo Hyun, she has always liked women, Tara's Park Hyo-min is her true love, so there will be no problems in this regard, as for others, even if there is no real pat, there are ambiguous objects, and it is impossible to really dedicate themselves to the group.

"No matter how dispensable you are, you can pay more than you." Jin Hyo-yeon is not a good person, a woman who can beat her boyfriend to the hospital because of a quarrel will naturally not be good-tempered, and it may be too heavy to say this kind of thing usually, but it is written that Jessica is leaving the team Kwon Yoo-ri is still like this, she can't bear it.

Quan Yuli was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly woke up to something, "Yes, I'm the one who is dispensable, you talk, I'll go first." After saying that, he slammed the door out, and then slammed the door shut. Quan Yuli is an ambitious woman, she has many members in her girlhood, and her family is the most ordinary, so she has the most important thoughts to get ahead, she is very diligent in dancing, and she also learns to compose music and lyrics in her spare time.

"I don't want to quit myself, I have feelings for the four words of girlhood more than anyone else, but things do not depend on human will, I am not only a woman now, I am also a mother." Jessica is a little helpless, she doesn't want to be like this after more than ten years of sisters, but how difficult it is to get together and disperse, she knows.

"Sika, you've worked hard all these years." Kim Taeyeon didn't say much, but everyone else understood what she meant by this.

"Kim Taeyeon, what do you mean by that?" Kim Hyo-yeon quits, Kim Taeyeon means to let Jessica go, and she is different from everyone else, she is the captain of Girls' Generation!

"Ernie, isn't there someone to take the child at home, it doesn't matter if you move yours." Lin Yun'er didn't have such psychological preparation at all, and her sister, who had been together for more than ten years, suddenly said that she was leaving.

"Don't deceive yourself, how can a Korean girl group have children and still be active, even if they are only married." In the past, Jessica was also self-deceiving, and she always wanted to return to the group to continue her activities, but reality is reality, and fans now just look at the bad grades of Girls' Generation and hope that she will come back to bring the rhythm, but the question is whether she can still bring it now?

"Ernie, even if you didn't have it before, what if you don't have it before, you can be the first one, where is the invincible iceberg princess in the world, the queen of violence?" Lin Yun'er pulled Jessica's arm, as if she would let go of her.

"I ......" Jessica cried, she naturally didn't want to leave if she could, and even on the honeymoon, she told Li Jingming about her future plans, but unfortunately the plan couldn't catch up with the changes, she originally planned to take her time but she became pregnant directly, and the rest of the world naturally wouldn't develop according to her expectations.

"No, I don't agree!" Tiffany erupted in silence. (To be continued.) )