Every memory has an entrance14
Chapter 346: Every Memory Has an Entrance 15
Lu Banxia raised his head and looked at Lu Heng with a cold face, the light at the bottom of his eyes gradually dimmed, as if he had fallen into a bottomless abyss.
Yao Yu's apologetic look was slightly pretentious in her eyes.
Extremely calmly brushed the messy hair to the root of the ear, the nails almost pinched into the belt of the bag, raised his head and chest, his waist was very straight and straight, walking past them, every step was extremely heavy.
Lu Heng's face was even more gloomy, his hand couldn't help but cover his heart, Yao Yu's face was shocked: "Heng, are you okay?" Don't scare me......"
Lu Banxia ignored the voice behind him, walked out of the splendid Lu family mansion, the light at the door was dim, and a car was still parked at the door, and when he saw her come out, the people in the car immediately got down.
"Secretary-General Lu."
The light was very dim, Xing Tian still saw her red and swollen face sharply, and his eyes sank: "Who beat her?" ”
Lu Banxia didn't answer, his eyes fell on the car behind him: "Why didn't you leave?" ”
Xing Tian didn't speak for a while, was silent for a moment, and said, "I know that you don't have a good relationship with your family, and you are a little worried......
So have been waiting for her outside! I know that she has a bad relationship with her family, but I don't know that it has been so bad that she is Your Excellency's secretary, and she dares to fight!
"Can you take me home?" Lu Banxia's faint voice couldn't hear the emotion, his brain was buzzing, and he was in no mood to wonder why Xingtian was uneasy!
Xing Tian nodded, and without waiting for him to open the car door, Lu Banxia had already sat in the car by himself.
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The car stopped downstairs where Lu Banxia lived, and Xing Tian handed her the ointment that he got off the bus halfway to buy: "I won't send you in, you don't have to go to work tomorrow, I will ask Your Excellency for your leave!" ”
Lu Banxia took the ointment, said in a low voice, and when his fingers were about to push the car door, he heard him say: "Secretary General Lu actually doesn't need to be so polite to me, we are colleagues, not to mention that my master asked me to take care of you!" ”
Xingtian's master is Qin Nansi!
Your Excellency, Madame, Nansi, Xingtian, everyone who has no blood relationship with her cares about herself, but the people who are related to her by blood are extremely disgusted with her and hurt her deeply.
It's ridiculous!
The corners of her eyes moistened slightly, she didn't speak, and after a pause, she pushed the car door and got out of the car.
I didn't take two steps before I saw Li Yueqi standing under the street lamp waiting for him, with a lot of cigarette butts at his feet, as if he had been waiting for a long time. The moment he saw her, he couldn't help but step forward and said in a reproachful tone: "Where are you going?" Why don't you turn on your phone? ...... to send you back."
Before he finished speaking, he saw her red and swollen cheeks, Li Yueqi's tone paused, his heart was torn apart in an instant, and it hurt terribly, he reached out and wanted to touch her face but didn't dare, for fear that she would hurt.
"You're back to Lu's house! He hits you! ”
The voice is extremely cold!
“…… The more you pray. As soon as she opened her mouth, she choked up, and the tears in her eyes couldn't help but roll down, and tears welled up in an instant.
Li Yueqi gently hugged her into his arms in distress, patted her back gently, and comforted her softly: "It's okay, it's okay, you still have me!" ”
was slapped twice by Lu Heng, she didn't cry, she left the Lu family alone, she didn't cry, she didn't cry when she heard the warm words of Xingtian, she didn't cry, I don't know why she saw this man, she suddenly couldn't bear it, instantly took off all her armor, and wept and sobbed.
There are so many grievances in my heart, and the wounds are so deep! Those who claimed to be relatives, each of them plunged a knife into her heart, and the blood was dripping and bleeding, and she could barely hold on to the pain.
His hands pinched his arms tightly, as if to let him know how much his heart hurt!
She felt like she had nothing all along, alone, but now he said that she still had him! What would she do if one day even he was lost?
Lu Zijin was able to easily snatch Lu Chuan, perhaps because she didn't like Lu Chuan enough. On the way back, she was thinking that if Li Yueqi was snatched away by Lu Zijin, would she still be able to face and forget it lightly?
She found that she couldn't!
I can't give up Li Yueqi and give up this marriage! Even if it's difficult, even if it's not blessed, she longs to go down with him!
Xing Tian was sitting in the car, the light and angle were not good enough, he didn't see clearly who the man holding Lu Banxia was, he just had a feeling.
Lu Banxia must have loved that man miserably.
Because he found that Lu Banxia, who was as cold as ice, actually cried in front of that man.
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Li Yueqi boiled an egg, peeled the shell, wrapped it in a towel, and gently rubbed her cheeks, his red and swollen face made him feel distressed.
No need to ask, he knows who hit her! I didn't expect Lu Heng to really do it!
Lu Banxia's crying eyes were also red and swollen, and he sat on the sofa, and without reacting, Li Yueqi tried his best to reduce the swelling of his cheeks. Her curled and thick eyelashes were stained with tears and trembling slightly.
"Does it hurt?" He was afraid that his strength would be heavy, and her already painful face would hurt even more.
"It doesn't hurt." It hurts in the place called the heart.
The eyes as deep as the sea stared at her, and the bottom of her eyes overflowed with distress and powerlessness a little bit. If it was anyone else, he could do something, but the person who beat her was Lu Heng, and he couldn't do anything except watch and feel distressed.
What a humiliation it is for a man to watch his woman get hurt and do nothing himself.
Lu Banxia understood the distress in his eyes, heartache and weakness, and woke up suddenly. What are you doing? The weakness and vulnerability make this man feel distressed, do you pity yourself?
"I'm fine, don't worry!" She reached out to hold his hand, and her voice was quiet: "It's just that I can't go to work tomorrow!" ”
She can't afford to lose face with this swollen half of her face.
"It's good that you've been working hard, and you should take a break." Li Yueqi would rather she not go to work and be at home every day. It's not like he can't afford to raise her!
It's just that he doesn't dare to say such things, and he can't say them! He knew how sensitive and strong his silly girl was.
Lu Banxia was silent.
"Who brought you back at night?" The light was not good, and he couldn't see who had sent her back. I only recognized that it was not Lu Chuan's car!
"Xingtian."
Your Excellency's Guard? Li Yueqi's eyes narrowed silently, how could Your Excellency's guards send Xia Xia to Lu's house and send her back?
"It's just a coincidence." She seemed to know what he was thinking, and explained it in four words in a concise and concise manner, regardless of whether this "coincidence" was convincing or not.
Li Yueqi's thin lips let out a shallow smile, and after rubbing her red and swollen cheeks with an egg for a while, he applied the ointment that Xingtian had bought for her.
In the end, I feel more sorry for her!
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Knowing that Lu Chuan was hospitalized in the afternoon of the next day, Li Yueqi did not go to the office in the morning and stayed at home to accompany her. I made lunch at noon, and before I had time to eat, I received a phone call asking him to come over, as if there was something very important.
Li Yueqi had to go over first, leaving her alone.
Lu Banxia had lunch, washed the dishes, and put them away. The phone rang, it was Yao Yu, and a choked voice rang on the other end of the phone, saying that Lu Chuan was lying in the hospital in a car accident, and Zijin was taking care of Lu Chuan in the hospital yesterday.
She is silent, a person who does not touch the spring water with ten fingers, will she take care of the patient?
Yao Yu was still saying something on the phone, she didn't hear it clearly, and after thinking about it, she still decided to go to the hospital to have a look.
Listening to Yao Yu's meaning, Lu Chuan's car accident was not an accident......
The hospital, the disinfectant water is permeated, the atmosphere is cold and sluggish, and the atmosphere is full of desolation and death, and no matter how many people come in, they will never be able to get out.
The day after the operation, Lu Chuan's health was better, but he couldn't eat yet, relying on the nutrient solution, several hoses were inserted into his wrists, and the liquid slowly flowed into his body through the transparent hose.
Lu Banxia sat on the chair, staring intently at the handsome and haggard face, with a cyan stubble on his chin, slightly decadent. Remembering what they were like when they were children.
At that time, Lu Chuan was just a child with low self-esteem and introverts, his mother walked into the door of the Lu family with his mother's hand, he kept his head down, and on his feet was a pair of shabby black sneakers on his feet, and he couldn't tell whether they were dirty or the shoes themselves were black.
Lu Chuan came to Lu's house for a long time and didn't speak, and he was cautious everywhere, for fear of being discarded again.
She felt that the Lu family was too big, and it would be good to have one more person of the same age, she had a playmate, walked up to him, and said with a shallow smile: "Hello, my name is Lu Banxia!" What about you? ”
He didn't speak, but looked up at his mother. His mother gently stroked his head and said, "Chuan, the sea is inclusive, your name is Lu Chuan!" ”
"Lu Chuan!" The first thing he said to Lu Banxia was when he opened his mouth!
Everything in the past is vivid, as if it was yesterday, and then look at today, they have grown up, but they have lost the innocence of their childhood, and they are unrecognizable. The laughter and crying in the memories, the beginning of love, the cold summer snow in the heart, the pain and struggle, entrenched in the heart, desperate to zuihou, mourning is greater than the heart dying.
I once overheard someone say a classic line in a TV series, Gu Manzhen cried and said to Shen Shijun: Shijun, we can't go back, we can't go back......
It's not just Gu Manzhen and Shen Shijun who can't go back, but Lu Banxia and Lu Chuan can't go back to their carefree and heartless childhood.
The road of life is destined to be more and more lonely, and no one knows who Zuihou is by his side!
The only thing we can do is not to look back, straighten our backs and continue to move forward, do not regret, do not miss, learn to forget, so that we may be able to live a relaxed and happy life.
Lu Chuan woke up and saw Lu Banxia, he was not surprised, nor surprised, there was pain in his ink eyes that could not be concealed, and a low "Banxia ......" was full of how much sourness and weakness.
"I thought we were all grown up." She spoke calmly, her voice was not shocked, and her eyes looked at him without a little emotion and distress, "Lu Chuan, I will never live on memories, nor will I wait for you in memories!" ”
After knowing that she had discovered him and Lu Zijin, she had thought about dying in pain, but such a weak thing was not what she Lu Banxia should do! She allowed herself to be miserable and embarrassed all night, and then at dawn she let go of it completely, and forgot about it.
There is no way to say that she can let go of her relationship for so many years, so she fled abroad and relied on time to mend the scars in her heart! She didn't fantasize that she could go back to the past with Lu Chuan, not once!
She lives more clearly than anyone else, and she is cleaner than anyone else. But he never thought that Lu Chuan had been holding on to the past and couldn't let go, let alone knowing that he could do this.
It would be a lie to say that she didn't feel anything in her heart, she is also a person with feelings, not to mention Lu Chuan, who grew up together, even if there is no aiqing, there is still family affection. It's just that no matter how painful her heart is, no matter how reluctant she is, she can't show it.
She couldn't give Lu Chuan, the slightest hope, thinking that they could go back to the past.
"I know." Lu Chuan pulled his pale lips far-fetched, stared at her reluctantly, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "I knew that I couldn't hide it from you for the rest of my life, and I knew that you couldn't forgive me."
It's just that over the years, they have been accustomed to holding a dream in their hearts, thinking that as long as they don't know for a long time, they will have a chance to start again!
"I'm Yue Qi's wife now." She lowered her head, her fingers turned the wedding ring on her ring finger, and there was a slight smile on her eyebrows: "We are fine now, and I cherish the present day." I also hope that you will be able to get up and start a new life instead of living in meaningless memories. ”
It doesn't matter if that person is Lu Zijin or not, she still hopes that Lu Chuan can be happy!
Maybe that's what a loved one is.
No matter how unpleasant the memories are, how fierce the quarrel is, and how deeply he is hurt, I still hope that he can be happy in the end!
Lu Chuan didn't speak, and slowly closed his eyes. It's easy to say, he has loved him for so many years, how can he say that he will let it go!
Seeing that he didn't speak, Lu Banxia got up and said lightly: "I'll go back if you're fine, I hope there won't be a next time for such a thing." If there is, I won't come again. If you don't cherish your own life, what's the use of cherishing and caring for others! ”
"Banxia ......" He suddenly opened his eyes and looked at her, and said reverently: "I have never loved Lu Zijin, never from beginning to end. ”
The person he loves has always been Lu Banxia alone!
Lu Banxia pulled the corners of his mouth: "It's all over......"
It doesn't matter if you love it or not!
The wound that was once so deep will not disappear because you never loved it, as if it never happened!
Lu Chuan watched her turn around and leave, his heart was bleeding, and there was no reason to keep her this time.
As she said, now that she is happy, she has someone to take care of, she is very happy, and she should cherish it, and there is no reason or need to pay attention to this person who makes her memories full of tears.
A lot of things are wrong, one wrong step, one wrong step, and when he wants to correct it, he wants to make up for it, and he finds that it is too late.
Lu Banxia waited for the elevator, and when he came out of the elevator, it happened to be Lu Zijin, who came to the hospital to see Lu Chuan, with a thermos bucket in his hand. Seeing her, Lu Zijin was also stunned.
His eyes fell sharply on half of Lu Banxia's face, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but smile. She heard what Yao Yu said, and Lu Banxia received two slaps from Lu Heng! Although Lu Banxia covered it with a thick foundation, it could still be seen if you looked closely.
It was a pity not to see Lu Heng throw Lu Banxia's two slaps with her own eyes, but when she heard it, it made her heart feel hearty!
"I'm glad to see that he didn't die!" Lu Zijin opened his mouth in a strange tone and sneered: "As long as he is alive for a day, you can continue to torture him!" ”
Lu Banxia's eyes swept away, looking at her like a madman, she walked into the elevator without hesitation, ignoring Lu Zijin who came out! Reached out and pressed the closed button......
Lu Zijin didn't expect her to be so familiar with her ridicule, the two silver doors were about to close slowly, and Lu Banxia lowered her eyes.
Just as the door was about to close completely, Lu Zijin suddenly stretched out his hand and held it down, and the door opened again......
Lu Banxia swept his eyes, and a trace of surprise flashed in his eyes......
"Lu Banxia!" Lu Zijin's ruthless eyes stared at her tightly, and the corners of his mouth were sneering: "You don't have to always pretend to be a victim and don't care!" The more you are like this, the more I feel like you are being more hypocritical! Disgusting! You obviously hate me for ruining the relationship between you and Lu Chuan, what kind of forgiveness do you pretend to forgive! You don't like Lu Chuan at all, if you really like him, you don't dare to fight with me! Lu Banxia, I look down on you! And what about the Secretary-General? You're not even as good as a young lady! ”
These words have been held in my heart for a long time, and today I spit it out at once, like a snake in my heart, entrenched in my heart, spitting out a red and dangerous core, and now I can finally hurt others wantonly!
"I've seen shameless, but I've never seen someone as shameless as you." After being silent for a long time, Lu Banxia's clear voice escaped from her thin lips, and there was a resolute tenacity in her eyes when she looked at her, "You're right, I don't like Lu Chuan that much!" Otherwise, what can you fight with me? Well? ”
Lu Zijin didn't expect her to really say such a thing, and she didn't notice it for a while, Lu Banxia had already broken her hand on the elevator-door.
"Lu Zijin, you remember, Lu Chuan is not what you fought for, but I don't want it! Do you understand! ”
As she spoke, she pressed the close button, and the two doors slowly closed again. Lu Zijin's face was extremely embarrassed and pale! Lu Banxia's words are very clear, Lu Chuan was not grabbed by her Lu Zijin, but Lu Banxia should not throw it away, she just picked it up, that's it!
The elevator went down, Lu Zijin stood in place, her body stiff as a stone, and she slammed the thermos bucket in her hand on the wall with a half-bang, and her hideous facial features were reflected on the silver-white door.
"Lu Banxia, you are ruthless enough!"
What you don't want, do you think I'll be rare?
I'm telling you, I'm not rare!
The hands hanging beside him slowly tightened into fists, and the long nails were deeply embedded in the palms.
Lu Chuan, who was standing at the door and was crumbling, leaned against the snow-white and cold wall, the needle hole in his hand that he forcibly pulled out was still bleeding, dripping on the ground.
He heard the conversation between Lu Banxia and Lu Zijin.
That's fine.
Banxia, you have to keep being ruthless like this. In this way, no one can hurt you!
I owe you and wish you received it from him.
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