Every memory has an entrance15

Chapter 347: Every Memory Has an Entrance 15

When I walked out of the hospital, my stomach began to feel uncomfortable again, and I looked back at the hospital and wondered if I should go to the gastric department for a check-up.

Recently, her health doesn't seem to be very good, her stomach has been very uncomfortable, sometimes she eats too much, and sometimes she can't eat anything!

Li Yueqi has been very busy recently, and she hasn't told him, lest he worry about it anymore and be distracted and affect his work.

When she turned around to go back, her phone rang, and it was Yue Qi who called and asked where she was.

Afraid that he would be worried, Lu Banxia just said that he would see Lu Chuan in the hospital and go back now. Li Yueqi proposed to pick her up, but when she thought of Lu Zijin, she still refused.

What's more, she drove over by herself.

Li Yueqi did not force her, and carefully told her on the phone to drive carefully and not to answer the phone while driving.

The signal was interrupted, his eyes looked at the hospital, hesitated for a while, and finally turned back to the car and went home first.

Li Yueqi prepared the dinner very simply, and he also found that Lu Banxia's appetite was not very good in the past half a month, so he tried his best to prepare a list of mild food, hoping that she could eat more.

Lu Banxia was not very appetizing, and seeing that he was preparing so carefully, he forced himself to eat more.

Li Yueqi couldn't see through her reluctance, reached out and took her bowl and put it down, "If you can't eat, don't force yourself!" ”

"I'm sorry!" Lu Banxia looked apologetic, wasting his mind.

"Silly girl!" Li Yueqi reached out and pinched the tip of her nose, with a worried face: "My face has been very bad recently, is there anything uncomfortable?" ”

Lu Banxia shook his head, and when he saw that he leaned over, he leaned into his arms, "It's okay, I just feel a little tired." ”

Li Yueqi guessed that it might be because of the matter of Lu Heng and Lu Chuan that upset her, rubbed her hair, and kissed her side lightly and fell on her eyebrows: "I'll put some hot water for you, it will be more comfortable to take a hot bath." ”

"Okay." Lu Banxia nodded, looking at him with a warmth in his eyes that he had never noticed.

Lu Banxia took a hot bath and was very comfortable, but the tiredness in his body did not disappear. I slept very deeply at night, so deep that Li Yueqi didn't wake up the next morning, so she had to let her continue to sleep, and she didn't have to go to work anyway.

Lu Banxia was woken up by the memo ringtone on his mobile phone, and the message reminded that today was Bai Yan's death day.

My heart was cold, and the indescribable sadness flowed.

Get up*, wash, change clothes, go downstairs, Li Yueqi should go to work. Breakfast was in the incubator, it was still hot, she took it out and used it slowly, and her cool heart gradually warmed up because her stomach warmed up.

In the past, he was not at home many times a year, so he didn't know about worshipping Bai Ziyan alone. This year, should she go alone, or let him go with her?

If he is willing to accompany him, then this will be the first time she has gone to worship Bai Ziyan.

She is not a fool, she doesn't know that Li Yueqi has always cared about Bai Ziyan's place in her heart. Since she decided to live a good life with Li Yueqi, she wouldn't let a memory become a gap between them, just as she wouldn't let Lu Chuan become an obstacle between them!

It was just uncertain before, but now that he has confirmed his intentions, he should give Li Yueqi a positive answer.

Lu Banxia decided to call Li Yueqi, but unfortunately no one answered the phone. She texted instead: When do you get off work?

Li Yueqi's text message replied quickly: In the meeting, at four o'clock in the afternoon, return as soon as possible.

When Lu Banxia saw the text message, his pale lips burst into a smile, knowing that he was busy and shouldn't call him, hoping that it didn't disturb him. Since he said to come back at four o'clock in the afternoon, she will wait for him to come back! -

After washing the dishes, I had nothing to do, took a blanket to cover my body, took a book and nested on the sofa, slowly flipped through it, and fell asleep unconsciously.

slept until half past three in the afternoon, Lu Banxia was woken up by hunger, he didn't think he could sleep so well, and he slept almost all day. When I got up, I saw that he hadn't come back yet, so I went to the kitchen to get some food to cushion my stomach.

After eating, it was already five o'clock after tidying up, and Li Yueqi hadn't come back yet.

Lu Banxia couldn't help but dial his phone, but the phone was cut off. Liu raised his eyebrows, and a feeling of uneasiness surged in his heart, and when he was about to dial it again, a text message came.

There is a customer who wants to meet temporarily, and I don't go back for dinner, so take care of myself.

A sense of loss came to my heart, and I wanted to take him Zuihou to worship Bai Ziyan together, but I didn't expect that he couldn't go there temporarily, and his heart was a little uncomfortable.

But so what? You can't just ask him to leave the customer alone and go home immediately!

She couldn't do such a thing!

- Come back early.

She texted again, but Li Yueqi did not reply to the text. Lu Banxia put down his mobile phone, went back to the room, put down his casual clothes at home, and took the car keys to go out.

*****

In the past, she went very early every year, but this year it was especially late, and if it wasn't for the caretaker of the cemetery who knew her, where would she be allowed in.

Lu Banxia was dressed in black, holding a bouquet of white roses in his arms, and skillfully walked to Bai Ziyan's tombstone. There was already a pile of flowers on the deserted tombstone, and it seemed that Madame, Nanji, they had already come to see him.

She placed the flowers next to the tombstone and leaned against it, and touched the cold and hard tombstone with her fingers, "Bai Ziyan, hello, I'm coming to see you!" ”

The outline of Bai Ziyan in the black and white photo is still the same, with a faint smile, and the ten-mile spring breeze is not as good as him.

"I'm sorry, I'm late this year, I originally wanted to take him with me to have a look, and it's zuihou once." Lu Banxia's faint voice paused, there was reluctance in his eyes, but he didn't hesitate, "I'm sorry, I may not be able to come to see you in the future!" ”

I promised you that I would learn to let go of you and forget you, and although I haven't learned how to forget you, I've learned to let go of you!

Because there is another person next to me, a man who is very different from you and Lu Chuan!

He easily saw through my disguise, swept into my heart with a strong method, and by the time I found out, it was too late.

Bai Ziyan, you won't blame me, will you?

You live in the memories of Ainanji, but I can't, just like I can't live in the memories of Lu Chuan! I'm going to get out of the siege of memories, I want to grab that man and not be snatched away by anyone......

Bai Ziyan, I hope you can bless me! You are so kind, you will definitely wish me and him happiness, right!

A warm smile slowly flowed from her thin lips, and she looked into the eyes in the photo, as if she understood what he was going to say to herself.

Fingertips twitched the outline of the photo, and then retracted, "Bai Ziyan, zaijian." ”

When the sound fell, she turned and left.

It was already dark, and the cemetery looked even more gloomy, and the cold wind was constantly pouring into the neckline. Lu Banxia subconsciously pressed the collar, only to feel that the atmosphere was too terrifying.

Quickened his pace and walked down the steep stone staircase, and suddenly, it seemed like a dark shadow flashed rapidly, "Who is ......?"

Before the words fell, he heard a frightened wild cat cry, which rushed past his feet, Lu Banxia didn't notice, stepped on the empty stairs, and the whole person rolled down the stone steps rapidly.

The world is spinning.

Hurt.

Every part of her body hurt, and she was caught in the crooked corner of the stone staircase, and her stomach hit the stone, and a sharp pain came over the world, followed by a warm flow, soaking through her clothes.

Lu Banxia covered his stomach, feeling like a knife was constantly stirring around in his lower abdomen, and he was in pain.

The light flickered on and off, and he could vaguely see a large area of blood under him, and the cold air was filled with a thick smell of blood.

A thunderbolt from the blue, a blow to the head, and an instant I understood, as if I knew what had happened.

Child!

She and Yue Qi's child!

Her body has been wrong for half a month, she didn't think about it, she didn't think about it, she didn't think that it was because she had a child!

Pray more!

The aching bones were trembling, and she struggled to take out her mobile phone from her pocket, which also smashed the screen when she rolled down the stone stairs, and the screen was full of cracks that could not be repaired.

Black screen, power on, once, twice, three times......

After repeating it several times, she finally turned it on, and the pale light illuminated her bloodless cheeks, and when she saw the sweet tablecloth, her heart ached! Flipping out the phone book, the first one is Li Yueqi......

It's as if the first thought in her mind is to call Li Yueqi!

Some people say that when a person is vulnerable, the first person she thinks of is the person she cares about the most.

Li Yueqi is the person she cares about the most!

When I dialed the phone, the cold "beep" voice smashed into my heart, and I kept silently chanting: Yue pray, answer the phone...... Hurry up and answer the phone...... Please hurry up and answer the phone......

When the phone was about to be cut off and she was almost desperate, the phone was finally connected, the pain on the tip of her eyebrows had not been eliminated, she opened her mouth, her voice just reached her throat, and a coquettish voice on the other end of the phone fell to her ears: "Hello, Yue Qi is taking a bath, what's the matter, I'll help you convey ......"

In an instant, the place called the heart, thousands of arrows pierced the heart, thousands of holes, and the blood flowed endlessly.

The phone slipped lightly from the blood-stained palm and fell to the ground, shattering completely. The pale lips slowly burst into a smile, and there was no smile in the bottom of the eyes, a mist of water.

She won't forget that voice until she dies.

Is the temporary customer he said Lu Zijin?

Li Yueqi, you still lied to me!

She slowly stood up on her liliang. Blood kept pouring out, dripping on the ground along the cuffs of his trousers.

Step by step, step by step, extremely difficult and strong to go down the stone steps.

Even if Quan Shijie cheated on her, even if Quan Shijie turned his back on her, she couldn't turn her back on herself.

Lu Banxia, no one loves anymore, and he loves himself!

She told herself that she had to go on, she had to live!

There was a sharp labor pain in her abdomen, as if something had been stripped alive from her body.

A piercing pain in the heart.

The mist in the painful eye socket was about to fall uncontrollably.

It's just that she didn't, and not a single tear was shed.

She stepped on every stone step very hard, and she was afraid that she would fall and never get up again.

Before getting up, she squeezed the fragments that fell from the mobile phone screen tightly in her palm, and every time she was dizzy, she pinched the fragments of her palm extremely hard, piercing deep into the flesh, and blood kept flowing out.

It's already flowed so much, I don't care about flowing more.

*

Lu Zijin cut off the phone, and when he put the phone down, the bathroom door was opened.

Li Yueqi was not wearing clothes, only a white bath towel was around his waist, and crystal clear water beads were flowing on his strong chest.

She smiled and trotted over, hugged him, and called out sweetly: Pray.

……

I don't know how long I've been gone, but I keep telling myself that I must persevere, I must persevere. Only in this way can the phone be found, and when she finds the phone, she can ask for help.

As soon as his feet went limp, he fell.

Get up.

And so on and so forth.

Finally, after walking the winding and steep stone staircase, I walked to the rest room of the tomb keeper, walked to the door with difficulty, and patted the transparent glass hard, "I had an accident, can you help me make a phone call......

The Administrator was frightened by her, but she didn't expect her to leave so late, especially the speckled blood behind her, and she almost bit her tongue out in surprise.

hurriedly held her and reached for her mobile phone: "I'll call an ambulance for you!" ”

He thought she was trying to call an ambulance.

"No!" She can't call an ambulance, she can't make headlines in tomorrow's newspapers.

"To whom?"

"Call 18255......" She instinctively wanted to report Li Yueqi's phone, there was no mobile phone, no address book, and there were only two sets of phones in her dizzy and chaotic mind.

But......

She remembered that she had called him before.

At this moment, he should be in the gentle township, with Lu Zijin and sweetheart.

See, she really doesn't have a long memory.

"0812......" she began to report another set of numbers that she could never forget.

Your Excellency returned to Ming Zhengju in advance, Xingtian did not need personal protection, got off work early, went home to take a bath, maybe the time was too early, and there was no sleep. casually took out a bottle of wine from the wine rack and poured it into the wine glass, the wine glass was already on the lips, and the mobile phone suddenly rang......

It was an unfamiliar number, hesitated, and finally answered. This number, only the people around you know, who will it be?

"Who?"

"It's me, Lu Banxia!"

Xing Tian heard the voice, and his heart skipped a beat inexplicably: "Secretary General Lu ......" She knows this number, but Weishenme wants to call him!

"Xingtian, can I ask you to help me with something?" The voice is hoarse and weak.

"Yes!" He replied cleanly.

"Bring Chu Bingyan to me. I should be—" The voice paused, and the three words seemed to be squeezed out with a trace of strength in the body: "Miscarriage." ”

When the sound fell, it was dark in front of him, and his body collapsed directly on the administrator.

Xing Tian was shocked and hurriedly asked, "Hey, where are you?" Secretary-General Lu... Lu Banxia ......"

He was answered by a deathly silence.

The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket***************

She was in the cemetery, where Weishenme went, he probably knew; It's just that weishenme will have a miscarriage, weishenme doesn't call anyone, only hits him, he doesn't know, and he doesn't have time to think about it.

Confirming that Chu Bingyan was in Nansi's coffee house, he happened to be on the way to the cemetery, he took Chu Bingyan with him, did not tell Nansi, and rushed directly to the cemetery.

Here's what you see.

A shabby sofa in the cramped, dirty lounge, the smell of blood in the air. From the road to the lounge, the ground was stained with blood, and the people who watched it were shocked.

How much blood was shed.

Lu Banxia lay unconscious on the sofa, blood stained the sofa red, there was no trace of blood on his pale cheeks, and the whole person lay lifeless, as if dead.

Xingtian's heart pinched up inexplicably, and he stepped forward and called her softly, but she couldn't wake up. Immediately picked her up and strode away.

Chu Bingyan left money, and naturally left the most sincere advice, if you have money, you have to have a life to spend!

The administrator is old, his eyes are not very good, but his heart is like a mirror, and he naturally knows that none of these people can afford to offend him, and if he accepts the money, he will pretend to be deaf to tonight's events!

She couldn't go to an ordinary hospital because she was in a special health, and she didn't call her husband, so she must not want to go home, not to mention that she couldn't go back like she was now.

In the end, with your permission, they took Lu Banxia to the Royal Hospital and was admitted to a ward that only Your Excellency could live in.

***

Hurt.

In the haze, unawakeness, and extreme pain, she still had a dream.

I dreamed of my mother, and I dreamed that Bai Ziyan had a very strange child, and they were talking to her zaijian, with a shallow smile and extremely gentleness.

Looking at their blurred faces, I didn't know that Weishenme would have a piercing pain, and the heart hurt terribly!

When I opened my eyes, my brain gradually regained consciousness, and I moved my fingers, but found that I couldn't move. Seeing that his right hand was wrapped in layers of thick bandages, he found that his hand was injured.

There was another place where I was also injured, and the injury was more painful and deeper than my right hand, and the pain was piercing.

Slowly move your fingers to your lower abdomen.

Here, empty.

A woman's innate instinct, the child, is no longer there.

On the same day, three years after Bai Ziyan's death, she lost her first child.

Also on the same day, she knew that the man who said "I don't deceive in this life" had been lying to herself.

Irony, it's really ironic.

Xingtian, who guarded her*, saw her wake up, and breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably.

"Secretary-General Lu, congratulations, you have come back from the dead."

She was sent to the royal hospital last night, and she was still bleeding profusely, Chu Bingyan conservatively estimated that the bleeding was at least 600cc or more, and her heartbeat was about to stop, and she was in critical condition.

Blood transfusion, rescue, he was stupid when he saw it.

I don't know what happened to such a thin woman, and I don't know how she managed to hold herself up! At the bottom of my heart, it seems to have overturned a hundred flavor bottles, and there are mixed flavors for a while!

But he didn't doubt Lu Banxia's willpower. In the past, he was Qin Nansi's subordinate, she followed Bai Ziyan and didn't have much contact, but he knew how strong she was, so strong that many men couldn't love her!

But such a strong woman, if she tugs war with death, she must win.

Lu Banxia's pale thin lips hooked a faint smile, and the ink-colored pupils were clear and shallow, but he couldn't see the bottom.

Seeing Xingtian, his heart trembled, and he actually had an indescribable impulse to protect her.

"Still laughing? Dr. Chu said it will be difficult for you to have children in the future! He lowered his face and spoke in a serious tone.

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